01-02-2010, 03:16 PM
ahktu, have you considered that you may have a cord to a non-physical being that is using you in order to feed off of your husband and you through the orange chakra. This is common especially with dangerous and pain oriented sexual games. It is also a hallmark of the Annuki interference. The orange chakra is the first to be tapped and the energy created is then symphoned off... and then the red chakra is tapped and fed upon--- this is what creates the compulsion to seek more pain in order to quell the anxiety over lack of power or having power.
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