01-02-2010, 10:03 PM
(01-02-2010, 09:37 PM)creationist Wrote: I've let myself and others down so many times in my life, even though I am a perfectionist. So everytime that it happens it is almost unbearable for me and causes me no end of stress.
That is interesting. Perhaps the premise is that if you don't personally see to it that everything happens perfectly, it might totally all fall apart. Only your guidance with the driving, the show, the equipment, the plan could make an adequate evening. And then, the people for who you try to make everything perfect abandon you... without even asking what you need. But what could they offer someone with all the perfect plans?
You asked for enlightenment, and got shown a story in which everything relied on you and nobody else considered how to help you. Then you woke up. Hmmm...