I'm done with drugs and alcohol

[Oceania]

I guess this is a follow up to my most recent post. I've decided to give up cannabis for good forever. I accept the fact that it is a very useful medicine and hemp is a priceless material, but I believe its not to be used as a drug whatsoever.

I'm really ashamed that I've lied to myself for 13 years saying it was a spiritual tool, but its anything but. I've had so many morbid thoughts pop in my head and felt presences around me when I was on that s***, besides being paranoid and being around the dumbest people.

It's time for me to be that powerful Being of Light I was born to be. I can only reach my full potential sober and cleansed.

Adonai

i think admitting you've lied to yourself is brave and more impressive than leading a perfect life from the start. only the strongest and bravest are able to admit to their mistakes and grow from them. i really admire that because i can't admit to some of mine. so celebrate.