Prayer...Whom do you pray to? Are we just talking to ourselves?

[creationist]

Wow. These last posts have been such a nice present to wake up to. Peregrinus and Creationist sounds like the description a few posts back of an adept.

Here's another one - I had this experience recently of praying or visualizing or opening my heart - I don't recall the details of the catalyst - I was walking in the woods, and I had this experience of love, and, this realization of doing what I have heard Carla refer to as the work of 4th density (being consciously active in the unseen realms, praying, visualizing, meditating) and realized that when you're in love, or loving, time doesn't matter.

Personally, I don't know how much of an adept I am... but when I hear others say that they are just not very smart, or just not very creative, or just not good in any way, I say BS! Just "Be", and you are. If you want to be an advanced adept, then just realize that you already are, truly believe/realize in it with every fiber of your being.

The open-heart-chakra-unconditional love experience is really fun! It's like joy on a tap.

I had an experience last night, when i was taking a shower... and I'm not sure if it's some internal or external negativity coming into play...

Anyhow, as I was showering, I heard a noise, then I started locking up with fear, to the degree where I wanted to finish showering real quick and jump into bed. (I was heading to bed soon anyways) I very rarely get this feeling, so I fought the feeling slowly, first by visualizing myself balancing my chakras one at a time in case any of them were too open or too closed. (Kind of like diagnosing a computer one section at a time to fix crashes)

Progress was slow and scary, but then I used my fav trick, and which I think is one of my strongest areas, is to use my heart chakra and just flood myself and my surroundings with unconditional love. That worked surprisingly well and all was good after that.

btw, I am REALLY looking forward to 4th density, where I can truly share my experiential joy and creativity with everyone else!!