06-17-2012, 10:29 PM
I wasn't aware of the flares this weekend so tried to remember what my emotions were like - they're roller-coastery at the best of times. The previous week I felt very depressed after my initial elation during the Venus Transit.
So it was nice to find that Saturday and Sunday I was full of love. I kept looking at my son and the intense emotion of love was overwhelming at times. We watched Jim Carrey's Liar Liar and laughed endlessly, I was relaxed and calm....mostly.
I'm finding these cosmic events produce positive feelings within me which last quite a few days, then an inevitable downward spiral emotionally for about a week.
But the down times are not as bad as they were months ago, and don't last as long. And the highs last for days rather than a random hour here or there.
It's constant balancing in an upward direction.
Also as per the Venus Transit the office has a pall of gloom over it. I'm finding my emotions nearly the complete opposite to that of my co-workers. It's interesting....haven't quite figured out why yet.
So it was nice to find that Saturday and Sunday I was full of love. I kept looking at my son and the intense emotion of love was overwhelming at times. We watched Jim Carrey's Liar Liar and laughed endlessly, I was relaxed and calm....mostly.
I'm finding these cosmic events produce positive feelings within me which last quite a few days, then an inevitable downward spiral emotionally for about a week.
But the down times are not as bad as they were months ago, and don't last as long. And the highs last for days rather than a random hour here or there.
It's constant balancing in an upward direction.
Also as per the Venus Transit the office has a pall of gloom over it. I'm finding my emotions nearly the complete opposite to that of my co-workers. It's interesting....haven't quite figured out why yet.
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