06-24-2012, 05:41 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-24-2012, 05:51 AM by Sagittarius.)
(06-24-2012, 02:33 AM)jacrob Wrote:(06-23-2012, 10:36 PM)ahktu Wrote: For me it's been slowly building for months, increasing in intensity every single day. I constantly feel as if I've done more work in the past couple of weeks than in the rest of my life put together. I barely recognize myself.
Agree, however this morning I woke up feeling heavy and sad. I rushed my son out the door and we sat in the sun for 3 hours, I had a quick nap and now feel good again. I can feel that by tomorrow morning I'll have rubber-banded myself back into love and light!
But where is all this energy coming from? I'm hearing constant tones in both ears. I usually get ASMR (intense, tickly, shivery sensations) on the skin of my skull, right side only, several times per day but I've been getting it on my whole skull and face which is very unnerving when I'm talking face to face with someone. Excuse me while my head has an orgasm...
I have no idea. The time is getting closer I guess. Everything is happening as it should. It feels like all of my fear is gone. Like before I couldn't control it and had to rely on training myself to think differently. Then all of a sudden I fell, I was just sick of the fear, I couldn't stand it anymore and then my brain just clicked helped along with a many synchs. Now I don't feel any fear for the future at all, none nada zip.
I have changed so much instantly, I have no fear of love. Before it was almost like I was afraid to be loved, now I'am not. I'am open and every second is amazing. I feel like my story is coming to an end soon, like I'am ready to move on. Before I would say maybe not because I would miss my family and friends and miss this world. Now I feel it all inside me truly, it is all me. Things are about to pick up speed guys trust me. There really is not long left. I'am really starting to remember who I'am. The veil is lifting get ready to truly live guys.
So exciting!!!!!!!!!!!
You know when you find it
In your darkest hour, you strike gold
A thought clicks, not the be-all end-all
Just another lesson learned...