I have been feeling an overwhelming amount of energy, along with an increase in incidences. I am not a fearful person, but I find myself fearful of the journey into the rabbit hole. I am working on that fear. I am inviting it to sit with me by the fear so to speak (per Q'uo 
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Mind you, this is despite being in Las Vegas this weekend for my best friend's bachelor party (first time in Vegas, though I was sober for most of the trip as I find alcohol decreases my sensitivity). As an aside I think I will now remain sober for the foreseeable future because people don't respect that your choice not to drink (at least my "party/ going out" friends) unless you tell them you "don't drink".
6-23-12 Day: Indoors, I randomly noticed I saw burn-in lines in my vision, as if I had been staring at a line with the brightness of a sun. Noticed this last for 5 minutes or so.
6-23-12 Evening: At a texas poker hold em bonus table, I randomly thought about placing a bet for which I couldn't really figure out the odds (For those of you who have played, I thought about playing the "bonus" where you get money purely based on what your two card hand is, requiring basically either a pocket pair of Ace+another face card). As I was contemplating the odds, I felt a sensation in my heart. As I've said in other posts, I feel it speaks to me sometimes, although it usually kicks in 4-5 seconds after I've had a triggering thought and my mind does race so I have to ponder what thoughts I've had in last few seconds and figure it out. I was confused because I had been thinking about the chances for playing the bonus. I thought maybe this was a sign to bet, I thought maybe my higher self was being nice to me because I did a good deed just 10 minutes earlier when I returned $75 in chips the dealer accidently gave me (no one noticed). I bet $10 on the bonus, and won an additional $30 because I got pocket 5s. I had originally contemplated betting $20 but I thought it was dumb to gamble on a heart hunch haha. (Co) incidence? Who knows, but meaningful to me.
6-23-12 Late Night: Since this was a bachelor party, we ended up going to the gentlemen's club (Sapphire). There were four of us because the rest of our crew was wasted. I was still completely sober. Two exotic dancers cornered me and the bachelor. I've never paid an exotic dancer for anything and I don't pay for play on principle but since it was my best friend's bachelor party and he wanted me to go to the VIP with him we went into the VIP room...I usually just tease and banter with women, especially at a bar/club, but somehow we started talking about life is all about love, optimism, how she's a Gemini and I'm an Aquarius, what her dreams were (pediatrician), what my dreams were (working with homeless more), how she read a spiritual book that made her cry and how she believes in conspiracies, and that considers herself spiritual and we both agreed it was odd we would randomly meet. It felt as if I was with someone as close as a vibration possible to me in a place like that. And it didn't hurt that I thought she was literally the best looking dancer there - gorgeous spanish chick: small frame, long black hair, great natural breasts, beautiful hourglass body, heavenly face with sharp features (which is saying a lot because vanity along with judgment are my main dark traits). I tried to reinforce the love/light in her but the VIP room came with mandatory drinks and she insisted I drink with her...so after three drinks in the vibe, understandably changed...less spiritual but still fun Her friend who was on the bachelor was like "stop talking stupid s*** you b**** and shake that ass on him he don't care about what you have to say" which we dealt with playfully and continued our conversation. Point is, this is just one example where I feel like no matter where I am, I feel like I randomly draw people closer to me in vibration regardless of where we are, and how people may be awakening.
6-24-12 Day: During the drive back, I noticed the same horizontal burn in lines with my vision. Within an hour of that, I noticed it was 11:11 am on my clock.
6-24-12 Night: Intense overwhelming energy during mediation. Normally, I experience sensations in my throat, third eye, and crown chakras along with a moderate close eye visual of a swirling violet flame. This time, I was hit with a violet overbright sun within a few minutes of meditation and my head literally arched back as I felt my third eye was caught in a current of energy. It became so overwhelming that I stopped the meditation because it was just a very powerful feeling.
6-25-12 Morning: I wakeup early to go to work. As I'm driving to work in car, I notice the time is 5:55 on my car clock while the estimated miles to empty is 444 miles...at the exact same time.
6-26-12 Evening: I stop at Chipotle for dinner. I had mentioned to my work friend who has also recently turned spiritual that my reality was unraveling. I had to work through lunch because I was trying to stop from my ex-meth using, battered woman, sexually abused mother from losing custody of her child so I did not get to grab lunch and fully explore what I meant. He sent me a text asking me what I had experienced. I told the above. As I was writing out the texts, I started to experience the burnt sun lines in my vision again. He too has been experiencing things the past few weeks and he replies that he too experienced burnt sun lines this weekend (though vertical and diagonal) and has been experiencing waves of energy moving all across his body emanating from the heart. As I get into the car to drive home from dinner, I notice my odometer read 55508....
6-26-12 Night: Tonight, once again overwhelming energy during my meditation, but I tried to stick with it. I feel like there are entities in the violet streaming that I can communicate with, but I'm not sure if its my imagination and am fearful to try...
Gotta keep embracing the love, and keep going down the rabbit hole...I think I want to start some group meditation because these solo sessions are getting intense. Although for these past few months since I discovered this material I've been feeling sensations in my heart in day to day activities, this past week I feel an electrical charge/tingle in my third eye area in day to day activities that previously I would only experience in meditation.
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To make a long story, short, Yes Sagittarius I've been experiencing some crazy energy and incident occurrence these past few days!!
much love, xise
). Mind you, this is despite being in Las Vegas this weekend for my best friend's bachelor party (first time in Vegas, though I was sober for most of the trip as I find alcohol decreases my sensitivity). As an aside I think I will now remain sober for the foreseeable future because people don't respect that your choice not to drink (at least my "party/ going out" friends) unless you tell them you "don't drink".
6-23-12 Day: Indoors, I randomly noticed I saw burn-in lines in my vision, as if I had been staring at a line with the brightness of a sun. Noticed this last for 5 minutes or so.
6-23-12 Evening: At a texas poker hold em bonus table, I randomly thought about placing a bet for which I couldn't really figure out the odds (For those of you who have played, I thought about playing the "bonus" where you get money purely based on what your two card hand is, requiring basically either a pocket pair of Ace+another face card). As I was contemplating the odds, I felt a sensation in my heart. As I've said in other posts, I feel it speaks to me sometimes, although it usually kicks in 4-5 seconds after I've had a triggering thought and my mind does race so I have to ponder what thoughts I've had in last few seconds and figure it out. I was confused because I had been thinking about the chances for playing the bonus. I thought maybe this was a sign to bet, I thought maybe my higher self was being nice to me because I did a good deed just 10 minutes earlier when I returned $75 in chips the dealer accidently gave me (no one noticed). I bet $10 on the bonus, and won an additional $30 because I got pocket 5s. I had originally contemplated betting $20 but I thought it was dumb to gamble on a heart hunch haha. (Co) incidence? Who knows, but meaningful to me.
6-23-12 Late Night: Since this was a bachelor party, we ended up going to the gentlemen's club (Sapphire). There were four of us because the rest of our crew was wasted. I was still completely sober. Two exotic dancers cornered me and the bachelor. I've never paid an exotic dancer for anything and I don't pay for play on principle but since it was my best friend's bachelor party and he wanted me to go to the VIP with him we went into the VIP room...I usually just tease and banter with women, especially at a bar/club, but somehow we started talking about life is all about love, optimism, how she's a Gemini and I'm an Aquarius, what her dreams were (pediatrician), what my dreams were (working with homeless more), how she read a spiritual book that made her cry and how she believes in conspiracies, and that considers herself spiritual and we both agreed it was odd we would randomly meet. It felt as if I was with someone as close as a vibration possible to me in a place like that. And it didn't hurt that I thought she was literally the best looking dancer there - gorgeous spanish chick: small frame, long black hair, great natural breasts, beautiful hourglass body, heavenly face with sharp features (which is saying a lot because vanity along with judgment are my main dark traits). I tried to reinforce the love/light in her but the VIP room came with mandatory drinks and she insisted I drink with her...so after three drinks in the vibe, understandably changed...less spiritual but still fun
Her friend who was on the bachelor was like "stop talking stupid s*** you b**** and shake that ass on him he don't care about what you have to say" which we dealt with playfully and continued our conversation. Point is, this is just one example where I feel like no matter where I am, I feel like I randomly draw people closer to me in vibration regardless of where we are, and how people may be awakening.6-24-12 Day: During the drive back, I noticed the same horizontal burn in lines with my vision. Within an hour of that, I noticed it was 11:11 am on my clock.
6-24-12 Night: Intense overwhelming energy during mediation. Normally, I experience sensations in my throat, third eye, and crown chakras along with a moderate close eye visual of a swirling violet flame. This time, I was hit with a violet overbright sun within a few minutes of meditation and my head literally arched back as I felt my third eye was caught in a current of energy. It became so overwhelming that I stopped the meditation because it was just a very powerful feeling.
6-25-12 Morning: I wakeup early to go to work. As I'm driving to work in car, I notice the time is 5:55 on my car clock while the estimated miles to empty is 444 miles...at the exact same time.
6-26-12 Evening: I stop at Chipotle for dinner. I had mentioned to my work friend who has also recently turned spiritual that my reality was unraveling. I had to work through lunch because I was trying to stop from my ex-meth using, battered woman, sexually abused mother from losing custody of her child so I did not get to grab lunch and fully explore what I meant. He sent me a text asking me what I had experienced. I told the above. As I was writing out the texts, I started to experience the burnt sun lines in my vision again. He too has been experiencing things the past few weeks and he replies that he too experienced burnt sun lines this weekend (though vertical and diagonal) and has been experiencing waves of energy moving all across his body emanating from the heart. As I get into the car to drive home from dinner, I notice my odometer read 55508....
6-26-12 Night: Tonight, once again overwhelming energy during my meditation, but I tried to stick with it. I feel like there are entities in the violet streaming that I can communicate with, but I'm not sure if its my imagination and am fearful to try...
Gotta keep embracing the love, and keep going down the rabbit hole...I think I want to start some group meditation because these solo sessions are getting intense. Although for these past few months since I discovered this material I've been feeling sensations in my heart in day to day activities, this past week I feel an electrical charge/tingle in my third eye area in day to day activities that previously I would only experience in meditation.
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To make a long story, short, Yes Sagittarius I've been experiencing some crazy energy and incident occurrence these past few days!!
much love, xise
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