07-01-2012, 09:26 PM
I feel like it's an upward spiral, the intense darkness, then elation, then dark again, but not as dark as before, then elation slightly higher than previously. It's a constant drain. The dark times seem to sap every bit of energy left, and when you feel happy and joyfull you just know you're going to feel terrible in a couple of days. But when you feel terrible you feel like it's going to be like that forever.
There is an intense instreaming of energy at the moment. I hear constant loud rushing sounds in my ears, and can't sleep. I slept 2hrs last night. Several people in my office complained of not being able to sleep and were up at 2am playing video games or reading books.
I think it's doing something to the third eye because at night when the lights are off I see swirling indigo patterns in the dark. Very similar to the Norway spiral. When I close my eyes it disappears, I only see them when my eyes are open. Like DMT activation or similar.
There is an intense instreaming of energy at the moment. I hear constant loud rushing sounds in my ears, and can't sleep. I slept 2hrs last night. Several people in my office complained of not being able to sleep and were up at 2am playing video games or reading books.
I think it's doing something to the third eye because at night when the lights are off I see swirling indigo patterns in the dark. Very similar to the Norway spiral. When I close my eyes it disappears, I only see them when my eyes are open. Like DMT activation or similar.