Anyone else feel the huge energy influx these last few days?

[AnthroHeart]

Gemini are you seeing an upward spiral i.e. an improvement or just cessation of manic thoughts/behaviour? El Collie wrote some very interesting things about her extreme kundalini awakening which you may find helpful at link below. You may find your kundalini rising exacerbating already existing conditions, or infact be the cause of certain symptoms. Scroll down to the chapters of her book Branded by the Spirit:

http://www.elcollie.com/st/st.html

July's astrological outlook sounds promising though...

http://www.novamagazine.com.au/article_a...ening.html

Thanks for the link.

I did have a period of limbo as well, not knowing if I was alive or dead.

Wow, I didn't have near the physical symptoms that she experienced. I feel it's more a cessation of the manic thoughts than an upward spiral, but I went on meds so that it sort of cuts out at least some of my spiritual growth. I got afraid easily, so it was just easier to go to a mental hospital then having to deal with the issues. Of course they just medicate you. It helps with the symptoms, but I'm not sure how it affects my spiritual growth. I feel like I'm in the right place now. It's just that work, I really don't want to be there. I'd much rather be doing nothing at all. After work I often get thoughts of death and dying and then I realize there are those who love me and I love my pets. Not sure why because everything is going well for me. I just get anxious easily.