07-03-2012, 12:24 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-03-2012, 12:33 PM by Daydreamin.)
Haven't been around for a week or so and just saw this.
Yes! At that time around the 23rd I actually got sick for a couple days and my vibe's were low to say the least! And I very very rarely get sick and when I do it's for a half day or so but I was even out of work for a day and a half which never happens.
Feeling tremendously better these days though!
Kind of sounds like what I went through last year. And I will say it does go away and you will look back and laugh at the tests you were given. When I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night sometimes it felt like I was almost grasping for air and would have to go outside and stand in the grass barefoot. May sound crazy but boy did it help and ground me.
It's hard to explain how the 'feeling' but to me it's almost like during some of those times I was not comfortable in my own skin and yes looking in the mirror was very awkward. But once the negativity is recognized and you learn how to turn it into positive or just simply learn how to not attach your emotions to the thoughts. Remember emotions are tools like a hammer or screwdriver that are gifts that help us 'experience' Life b/c We almost never have all the answers.
Sending LOTS of Love & Light to all my Space Brothers and Sisters out there!
Yes! At that time around the 23rd I actually got sick for a couple days and my vibe's were low to say the least! And I very very rarely get sick and when I do it's for a half day or so but I was even out of work for a day and a half which never happens.
Feeling tremendously better these days though!
(07-01-2012, 09:36 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: In light of what you said jacrob,
My dark times are such a toll on me that they put me out of work for a month. Even my ups had me fooled into thinking I was in heaven and had no further need for work, causing me to skip work.
It used to be very bad till I got on psych meds. I had to go to the ER because my mind kept expanding out of control.
The ups for me were really intense as well, such as feeling like I was an angel ascending into heaven.
I've been diagnosed bipolar schizophrenic. My dark just kept getting darker and the light kept getting lighter.
I couldn't sleep either. I went about 6 days with very little sleep.
Yeah, in the darker times, it felt like everything was out to get me. When my friend was moving some chains
from one place to another, I feared that they would be used against me later on. My love that I held for my friend kept me from totally flipping out.
The ups definitely felt like heaven on Earth. Like I was a child again.
Kind of sounds like what I went through last year. And I will say it does go away and you will look back and laugh at the tests you were given. When I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night sometimes it felt like I was almost grasping for air and would have to go outside and stand in the grass barefoot. May sound crazy but boy did it help and ground me.
It's hard to explain how the 'feeling' but to me it's almost like during some of those times I was not comfortable in my own skin and yes looking in the mirror was very awkward. But once the negativity is recognized and you learn how to turn it into positive or just simply learn how to not attach your emotions to the thoughts. Remember emotions are tools like a hammer or screwdriver that are gifts that help us 'experience' Life b/c We almost never have all the answers.
Sending LOTS of Love & Light to all my Space Brothers and Sisters out there!
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