01-13-2010, 03:51 AM
Thankyou guys for your comitment
Ayadew, i don't think my problem will go away just because i forgive and forget even if this is also required for a loving solution. It will go away when i've changed my own pattern and that requires conscious work. Not until then it will look "easy" to act in a more healthy way. But the path towards discovering this "simplicity" is not necessarily simple.
Lorna, i agree there's a trap in viewing every obstacle as a sign that one should not act in a certain way. As for me i have a hard time descerning between fear and intuition. I have been raised in emotional fear, unpredictability and rejection. But i have also met love and care from pple outside my close family.
Even if our final "goal" is oneness and unity, our individual karma and paths here in 3D surely are different and cannot be solved in exactly the same way even if we can learn from eachother.
At the moment i'm even questionning my astrological knowledge or relationship to it. Mercury and mars are now retrogradeing and increase difficulties in decisionmaking since information is missing, misunderstandings and delays run wild (just watch the absurd dance between SAABautomobile and GM (GangsterMobile as they are called by the swedish workersthat will loose their jobs since GM don't want to sell the company to Spikers or anyone else but just shut the company down)
As a "rule" contracts should not be signed during a mercuryretrogradation, unless it's something that has been tampered with before and Lo and Behold, one of my problems just solved itself while i am typing this
Thankyou All (In swedish "Alla" mean "everybody" and is pronounced like "Allah" that's also "every-body" right
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Ayadew, i don't think my problem will go away just because i forgive and forget even if this is also required for a loving solution. It will go away when i've changed my own pattern and that requires conscious work. Not until then it will look "easy" to act in a more healthy way. But the path towards discovering this "simplicity" is not necessarily simple.
Lorna, i agree there's a trap in viewing every obstacle as a sign that one should not act in a certain way. As for me i have a hard time descerning between fear and intuition. I have been raised in emotional fear, unpredictability and rejection. But i have also met love and care from pple outside my close family.
Even if our final "goal" is oneness and unity, our individual karma and paths here in 3D surely are different and cannot be solved in exactly the same way even if we can learn from eachother.
At the moment i'm even questionning my astrological knowledge or relationship to it. Mercury and mars are now retrogradeing and increase difficulties in decisionmaking since information is missing, misunderstandings and delays run wild (just watch the absurd dance between SAABautomobile and GM (GangsterMobile as they are called by the swedish workersthat will loose their jobs since GM don't want to sell the company to Spikers or anyone else but just shut the company down)
As a "rule" contracts should not be signed during a mercuryretrogradation, unless it's something that has been tampered with before and Lo and Behold, one of my problems just solved itself while i am typing this
Thankyou All (In swedish "Alla" mean "everybody" and is pronounced like "Allah" that's also "every-body" right
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