07-17-2012, 06:03 AM
Hi there all, as you can see, this is my first post here on this forums so I'll try to introduce myself abit.
I've finally decided to begin posting here after spending heaps of time reading the vast information that this community puts forward. I'm currently sixteen years old and having being awakened to this material last year (after watching David Wilcock's 2012 enigma) , I now continue to seek more. I've come to study the Law of One philosophy and seek answers to my questions.
Recently this year, knowing that it's 2012 that it's our final year here, I suddenly feel less ambitious this year or lacking focus. Knowing the fact that the ideas put forward about 2012, resonate with me so much that it's definately true, has made me feeling really tired and lazy . It seems like I feel the need to enjoy most of my time left here instead of pursueing my future course and education for a certain career. I've recently been performing really badly at school exams because I spend too much time having fun and relaxing. I feel lost at where I am in reality, as I'm constantly being reminded to focus hard on studying and to look towards the future. Seems like I've let go of expectations of reality as I feel like I've lost the motivation to work hard this year and now currently enjoying myself and sharing the love with others until the cycle finishes. So I was wondering what are your thoughts on this matter and how it affects you?
I've finally decided to begin posting here after spending heaps of time reading the vast information that this community puts forward. I'm currently sixteen years old and having being awakened to this material last year (after watching David Wilcock's 2012 enigma) , I now continue to seek more. I've come to study the Law of One philosophy and seek answers to my questions.
Recently this year, knowing that it's 2012 that it's our final year here, I suddenly feel less ambitious this year or lacking focus. Knowing the fact that the ideas put forward about 2012, resonate with me so much that it's definately true, has made me feeling really tired and lazy . It seems like I feel the need to enjoy most of my time left here instead of pursueing my future course and education for a certain career. I've recently been performing really badly at school exams because I spend too much time having fun and relaxing. I feel lost at where I am in reality, as I'm constantly being reminded to focus hard on studying and to look towards the future. Seems like I've let go of expectations of reality as I feel like I've lost the motivation to work hard this year and now currently enjoying myself and sharing the love with others until the cycle finishes. So I was wondering what are your thoughts on this matter and how it affects you?
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