Welcome to your new reality.

[kdsii]

Agreed. I believe I've finally accepted the idea of 'catalyst' -
Knowing that all events are lessons are one thing, living by that, and with that in mind takes more work.
I agree, the momentum of catalyst lately has become so impossibly heavy that it's cut and dry - accept the events coming your way or react with negativity.

I'm grateful for my chances to re-re-learn - I've chosen anger many a time lately.
Looking back, reacting in negativity only set me back. Didn't bring my car back. Didn't bring my family member back. Just created distance between my wife and I.
Acceptance - not out of despair, but out of keeping an open heart to the all-that-is.

Good to hear from you again my friend.
I would also suggest being 100% mentally accepting of the lessons you wish to learn.
Have no doubt that these lessons are what you are supposed to be learning.