Did the first Higher-Self have a Higher-Self before it was a Higher-Self?

[Cyan]

I think i get it now.

You are your 6th density self when you are helping someone else from a position of "i've lived through that and know how it goes".

When you help them you know that by that action you are just playing the finish parts of your own experience in those moments. So that when you look at someone else who is "behind" you you are actually looking at yourself when you were looking at someone who is "ahead" of you

That means that the service to self in the nature of existence without time is a darkening of the perceived universe because of lack of "stuff" sent outwards, which means that the "surface" of who you are darkens.

This darkening combined with an increased awareness leads quicker and quicker into all information being stored as densly as possible and through that to a black hole with all its information as a 2d representation on its surface from which light escapes as radiation very slowly at first and then speeding up.

So, to seek to store information as effectively as possible leads to a black hole as a evolutionary future. Huh, interesting.

Or is this like, entirely confused and lost and what not? (my theory that is)