"The mind/body/spirit complex totality is a nebulous collection of all that may occur held in understanding"
All that may occur for your Self may seem infinite, but it's not because it is constrained by the way this current octave is set up. Your totality is a collection of all that may occur for you within this octave. This is available before first density space/time even start.
"the higher self itself a projection or manifestation of mind/body/spirit complex totality"
So then your higher self, being a projection of your totality, is also available before first density space/time start. Looking at it outside of time is more helpful than looking at it as being your past and/or future self.
All that may occur for your Self may seem infinite, but it's not because it is constrained by the way this current octave is set up. Your totality is a collection of all that may occur for you within this octave. This is available before first density space/time even start.
"the higher self itself a projection or manifestation of mind/body/spirit complex totality"
So then your higher self, being a projection of your totality, is also available before first density space/time start. Looking at it outside of time is more helpful than looking at it as being your past and/or future self.