the need for pairing

[Sagittarius]

Yeh I noticed that as well with ecstasy, 3.5 grams wow that would have been intense. Not to go of topic but did you find ecstasy increased the vividness of visualisations to the extreme, ie actually seeing what you visualize in I guess what you could describe as HD in your mind?

Back on topic, I see my mirror in my dreams every now and then always with different features and circumstances but the feeling is always the same, she pops up every now and then and did in-fact last night after posting in this thread funnily enough. She keeps me on track reminding me I'am not alone.

Oh but i'll go offtopic allright.

Mhm, all analouges of extasy have purple (and green or cyan) in their spectrum.. so ye.
Your focus gets a nuclei, ability to form and see energies goes up, and visuals.

3.5g simultaneously was more or less being on the brink of having my head explode... after that, no more super-large doses for me.

There was one time where two friends of mine took like 5 grams (i didnt bother taking nearly as much) over the duration of 30'ish hours, they started getting intense halucinations, for example, seeing the girl from "the ring" spawn from nowhere repetedly and crawl up to them (they could see eachothers halucinations); this is where they pointed their fingers and shot the girl(s) with lazers and they evaporized.
At the end of it, one of them had basicaly zero grounding left, nothing kept him from floating away into above dimensions (which he could see beyond vividly in his mind) where he merged with the divine femenine spirit and we saw his physical body having a full body orgasm lasting up to a minute every 3 minutes or so (for an hour), was damn hard to communicate with him during this period.
At the end of this hour as we were trying to direct him towards home, he (behind us) had a nice long bath in our auras.

I think unless you experience constant spiritual orgasm/unity conciseness, you are always unbalanced on some level.

Whilst i do not object to the possibility that constant full body orgasm may occur at/near the endpoint of balance and energetic activity..
The orgasm was in no way an indication of balance in the above scenario, He was NOT balanced... half of his spectrum was non-existent.

Back on topic...
I started seeing what i assume to be my mirror in my dreams again after nearly a year long gap (the night before seeing this thread actualy).

That is cool as hell, come down would have been vicious though. Have you gotten your hands on lsd yet? I'am planning an epic trip while camping and hoping to get my hands on 5 hits.

LSD seams to be evading me at the moment however but my friend is confident he can get some soon, been literally trying all year with it falling through every time. My last LSD trip was 3 hits and yeh you may remember my description but it was the most oneness I had ever experienced, impossible to describe in words what I saw but yeh you need to try it and preferably 3+ hits, each successive hit you add changes and adds to the experience greatly.

It basically super charges the third-eye while I would say suppressing the throat chakra as communication through speech is nigh impossible, one previous trip I had with some weaker acid with 3 friends we where communicating through thought yet it was distorted which created much confusion, I was somewhat aware of what was going on my but my friends had no idea and seamed to get angry at each other as I guess they where picking up on the resentment or problems each of them had with each other sub-consciously, it was almost as if 2 of my friends where fighting over my attention or my approval it was quite peculiar. They where not ready for that type of experience and I would think that lack of readiness is the cause of all bad LSD trips. It does not surprise me lots of people are scared witless during strong trips. It is like opening the floodgates to the ocean in your sub-conscious. If on mushrooms you experience oneness with the earth, LSD is oneness with the universe, it feels almost alien like your ingesting an alien entity that takes over your mind, yet for me it feels like I'am home like I'am ingesting a long lost brother who returns for 8-12 hours helping me remember.

How awesome a strong trip with someone similar to my level of understanding would be I can only imagine, I have no doubt we would be communicating through thoughts in no time. I know this next trip is going to be beyond anything I have experienced in this life so far, I can feel it calling me.

So yeh I would find some if I was you and buckle your seat belt.

Sorry for de-railing the thread but me an Liet seam to be avid psychonauts.