Did the first Higher-Self have a Higher-Self before it was a Higher-Self?

[Siren]

Truth is there is only NOW and absolutely ALL is occurring in an infinite present moment. This is the Logos/Thought/Love from what has been termed the "8th density," beyond time and space, prior to (and after) the Creation was manifested, or brought into play. It is the Observer observing the observation which is the Creation and the process of evolution, devolution, involution of Itself, from Itself and back to Itself.

Thus, the paradox is that you ALWAYS exist(ed) in the past and future. Your "higher" (inner) Selfness reaches back/out to your "lower" (outer) Selfness, and your "lower" (outer) Selfness reaches up/in to your "higher" (inner) Selfness. The only difference is that, linearly-speaking, your higher/inner Selfness enjoys a greater degree of awareness, whilst your lower/outer Selfness enjoys a lesser degree; so even unknowingly, at the lower densities of awareness, you are reaching upwards/inwards; progressively become more and more aware of your journey and your seeking. And at the higher/inner densities, you simply look back and offer your service to yourself in the "past" in reaching your "future" Selfness.

Perhaps it should be helpful to understand evolution as: devolution (from 7th to 1st density) and then involution (from 1st to 7th). Yet you always exist in all gradients or levels or dimensions. This is the exhalation/expansion and inhalation/contraction of the Logos, and the rhythms of the Creation.

They key idea to understand is that this "you" I am referring to is not just your current 3rd density personality construct of this particular incarnation. The problem, if I may use this misnomer, arises from the fact that even seekers, adepts, wanderers identify/attach themselves too tightly to their earthly "personas," mistaking it for their fuller, shall we say, Selfness.