Having a hard time.

[Oldern]

All I can say on this matter that the mere fact that you are frustrated by what you are frustrated with shows how you are on a perfectly great road. So just let things play out, with frustration, with bumps on the road, with moments, days, heck: even weeks of seemingly no focus. We are incarnated here, it is not expected to be perfect. Imagine that while you are in this state, as a huge spring, you are preparing yourself to push for an even higher state of being - this amount of seeming blockage is a needed catalyst to achieve that.

Perfectionism aside, reactions of frustration and irritation are consequences of conditions placed on others. How could they not be?

Or conditions placed on yourself. So basically conditions.