Are Two Souls Better Than One?

[Jim Kent +]

That mostly means defining before hand what you're going to do in certain situations.

Hi Ali and fairyfarmgirl.

Defining before hand what you're going to do in certain situations is all vey well, but what happens if you have a completely unexpected experience that you cannot possibly comprehend???

Before your heart attack. Did you have these intense emotions as well? Or did they start around that time?

A: The green-ray experience at 15 was beuatifully intense, but the mystical experiences I've had since do seem to be of a greater order of intensity.

Also are you in two minds about things?

A: The only perceivable diffence between before and after we became conjoined is that my original Soul feels quite at home incarnate as a human, whereas my second Soul does not.

Is one part of your mind in dialog with an other part?

A: At one time this was the case, but it became so pervasive that it really got on my nerves, not to mention the drivel that I/we came out with when I chose to write my conversations down.

Do you have moodswings, personality shifts?

A: No.

Facial structure changes?

A: No.

Do you have the sensation of one moment being the one the next moment being the other?

A: No.

Did the walk in identify itself?

A: Not as such, but even in the cloud of a drugs overdose, I felt that i was communicating with a powerful and very loving entity.

Did it carry knowledge?

A: If it did - then I can't remember any of it!!! ( pesky veil of forgetting! )

Can you tell it's affect towards you?

A: the major difference I can perceive about myself after this conjoining of Souls is that fairly soon after this experience I felt that i was on some kind of Spiritual mission, initially through my music and eventually through my book of philosoophy.

Questions questions eh?

Please find below an excerpt from my book describing this event:

[ This was the Near-Death-Experience I have mentioned previously…

I was at a Rave with friends and had consumed copious amounts of Amphetamine-Sulphate
( “Speed” ) and MDMA ( “Ecstasy” )…

It was about 4 am and my body simply could not cope with the amount of drugs I had consumed, and combined with the enormous volume of the P.A. system pumping out 150+ bpm music my heart gave up and I had a heart-attack and collapsed…

Although I did not receive any medical attention I believe that I had a heart-attack because in that highly anaesthetized state it felt as though someone had ripped apart my chest with two meat-cleavers and the pain was extremely severe…

As I was convalescing pondering my own mortality it was as if I was bathed in a beam of light from above…

Then I found myself communing with somebody / something in / through my Mind…

The “conversation” went something like this:

Me “Am I dying?”
Reply “Your body is dying, but your Soul is immortal, if you ( we? ) stay then this might ( will? ) happen…”

It was at this point that I had ( or was given ) a vision which consisted of two distinct parts…

And by vision, I do not mean that I saw it in front of me, there at the Rave, but rather that I was actually somewhere else, I was actually “at” / “in” my vision…

The first part was me on stage at an outside concert, the second part was much more surreal…

Whilst standing on stage in my vision, I looked up and saw two Human shaped light-beings descending towards me…

The next thing that happened was that these two beings held a hand each and started to ascend…

Then I felt my Soul being pulled out of my body as we ( the two light beings and I ) flew off…

The emotional intensity of this vision and the precise nature of the experience once I had been pulled out of my body is virtually impossible to explain / convey accurately!!!

As with all memories my recall of this experience has been affected by subjective interpretation, although the general gist of what I saw has been conveyed here.

The surreal nature of this experience continued after the Rave ended, as I was being driving home by a friend I experienced 3 to 4 hours of “missing-time”, I can remember that we were just outside the town that hosted the Rave and the next thing I remember was that we were just outside our home town, some 200 miles away…

Unfortunately I cannot review the homeward journey on that day with the driver, who was also the only witness to my heart-attack as he lost his Mind a year or so later and committed suicide!!!

Although I concede that I may well have lost consciousness as a result of being extremely intoxicated from the drugs I had consumed.
I also concede that I may well have hallucinated the whole experience, although I still perceive this experience as a genuine Spiritual encounter, and if it was a hallucination, I would like someone to explain to me why I imagined that Souls become light-beings a decade before I was exposed to external influences suggesting that Souls become Human-shaped light beings!!!!!!

At the time and for a many years to follow I believed that god had shown me my future, now that I no longer believe in god, the most appropriate explanation I can offer is that an BenHiLE showed me my ( a possible? ) future in order to show me that that I have a reason for staying in this particular body / lifetime!?!

Perhaps I very nearly died and the BenHiLE that I communicated with "Walked-In" to my body and has become me? Perhaps I now have two Souls inhabiting this body?
Another possibility I have considered recently is that this vision was a “screen-memory” of an “Alien” abduction!?!

I hope it goes without saying that it is profoundly stupid to take so many drugs that you almost kill yourself, although if one of my current Souls is a "Walk-In", then I wouldn't be here if my original Soul hadn't been stupid enough to almost kill it's host body by consuming a drugs overdose!!! ]

I hope that this helps!

For the sake of Love and Light

Jim