08-25-2012, 12:49 PM
Gemini Wolf said:
This is one of the main things I've been sloughing off. I've decided to just say to heck with it, no more worries about that. My true desire, quite frankly, is to serve myself as much as possible. I do not care about service to others as such. But it just so happens that if I serve myself as much as possible, I surrender more and more fear and doubt, sever more and more emotional ties, and still overtip my waiters and offer food to strangers because that's just my genuine self-expression coming out. I would have to resist it to stop it.
I have nothing to worry about, basically. Am I not God?
Quote:I've become overly attached to the notion of harvest. Wondering about whether my actions make me more or less harvestable. Perhaps being more apathetic in this regard could be a good thing. The Harvest forum is the one I read the most.
This is one of the main things I've been sloughing off. I've decided to just say to heck with it, no more worries about that. My true desire, quite frankly, is to serve myself as much as possible. I do not care about service to others as such. But it just so happens that if I serve myself as much as possible, I surrender more and more fear and doubt, sever more and more emotional ties, and still overtip my waiters and offer food to strangers because that's just my genuine self-expression coming out. I would have to resist it to stop it.
I have nothing to worry about, basically. Am I not God?