01-20-2010, 12:29 PM
(01-19-2010, 07:01 PM)Ali Quadir Wrote: [quote='Jim Kent +' pid='9517' dateline='1263931804']
Jim, I might sound like I'm playing 20 questions with you. I'm sincerely intrigued. In my attempt to understand things I often ask many questions and some people interpret this as being negatively inclined towards the information. I'm not, I'm trying to get it from out there to in here
Hi Ali,
Please feel free to ask as many questions as you desire, I'm really enjoying this dialogue!
Did you check with a doctor? They can measure the after effects of heart attacks. In the atmosphere of a rave under the influence that you were the heart can sometimes explode with energy. And this can be painful if it's too strong too quickly.
This won't actually make a difference to your experiences of course but loose ends sometimes bite us in the bum.
A: I have had my heart checked since and it was in perfect health!
How do you know your second soul does not? How does it tell you?
A: I perceive that my second Soul has been in the driving-seat since it came here, and therefore it is very easy to determine what it wants...
It's my original Soul's desires and intentions that i have to sometimes dig for, and I use the frequesnt blockages in my green-ray ( heart-chakra ) as a barometer for issues that concern my original Soul that are not immediately apparent to my conscious mind.
Did you have trouble sticking to this reality in daily life? You took quite a blow so it's possible that these were aftershocks of your choices up until then. If something doesn't make sense or draw me in I don't follow it up myself. When it's raining we don't have to catch every single drop on our tongue. So I understand your choices there.
A: At the end of 2003, I stopped taking the meds for a month and became a bit lost in wishful-thinking, what the shrinks would call a minor psychotic break - but I would point out that I was having virtually no contact with the earth and I'm more inclined to go with Q'uo's explaination that this was the reason for this confusion rather than the shrink's belief that I have a neurological disorder.
Since then I have been back on the meds but have also spent a considerable amount of time sitting on the floor - therefore allowing any excess of confusing energy to flow into the earth.
I guess that means you weren't switching, do you think the second soul takes care not to express itself too much?
A: As mentioned above, I 'm pretty sure that my second Soul is in the driving seat, but my original Soul expresses itself through blockages and through dreams.
Did it feel omnipresent and primal? Often people call this experience God. You said elsewhere you don't believe, and that's all right. God is a label we put on an experience.
A: Now not believing in God is my current stance, but to be honest, I really don't care if it exists or not...
I'm agnostic in the sense that I believe that we cannot know for sure, but more importantly, I'm pantheistic in the sense that I believe that we all carry a piece of The Creator within us, but as you say, The Creator is ONE entity which happens to be existing within the illusion that it is separate entities.
It's not very accurate in many cases anyway, I'm just curious about what the experience of the entity was like.
A: I could use any number of superlatives to describe my perception of the entity that I belive has now joined me, suffice to say I found the entity beautiffully awesome!!!!!!
It changed your life apparently.
A: That it certainly did!
What did you feel you wanted to accomplish with your mission? I'm assuming you had a sense of direction you wanted events to move towards?
A: My intention was and still is to seek out and share a BS-free Spirituality.
Which, in my opinion, catholicism certainly is not!
Try to keep a level head. The path is tricky enough. No sense in running.
For whatever aforementioned reasons, I don't have any difficulty keeping a level head these days, what I do have difficulty dealing with is the heartbreak I experience on a daily basis reacting to the suffering of my earthling sisters and brothers caused by my earthling sisters and brothers...
But that's why we came here - isn't it???
For the sake of Love and Light
Jim