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Thank you for the warm feelings Confused. I do feel close to Creator. I can visualize a soft white light around me, and feel like I'm held. I don't really even need to meditate for that. So lately, rather than trying to balance my chakras, I've focused on feeling the One Infinite Creator, and allowing the balancing to happen itself.

I'm glad I can bring you joy. I have often though of myself to be inquisitive like a child. I see those around me with so much wisdom that I cannot offer much in terms of knowledge compared to what they seem to speak of. But I offer warmth, light and love. Even for my mother who is sometimes hard to get along with, I see love in almost every moment. If I don't, then I soon find myself being pulled back toward love.

I am glad at least part of me comes through my words. In real life you'd probably find me much the same. Seemingly innocent, and with kind eyes. I've met Monica of this forum, and she commented on how kind my eyes were.

But at the same token, I'm tired of 3D, and want to go home. I do the work that comes along, and try to do it with love, so that I may be of service to others. Because service without love is not service to others.

I've been blessed by several experiences from I believe Ra. They were challenging, but I came through. So now, I work on some self-doubts that I have, which are few, and preparing myself for climbing the steps of light. It's one of my ambitions. I don't know if that sounds selfish, but I desire (my main desire) is to get as close to Creator as possible. I realize I am Creator, but I would like to fully actualize that (if that's the right word). Can we know ourselves enough so that we really do become Creator. It is not enlightenment that I seek. But just to touch the love of Creator. To be held by him as a child.

I just have no words to describe the beauty and simple, yet deep, spiritual greatness of this post of yours, GW. You are a blessed soul with great gifts of knowing to offer to the creation of the One Infinite Creator. Thank you for blessing my life with your presence through this forum. Thank you!