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[Shin'Ar]

I'd have to say if I didn't know about shifts or 4D or even the Ra material, I wouldn't have so many assumptions or questions. I think in that case I'd have less fear. Because what I've read has caused certain beliefs within me. It has made my life a little more complex.

I think I see where you're going. It would benefit me to put aside my notions of what 4D might be. And just seek the divine within.

The only fear I have, though I'm not sure it's a fear, is having to wade through the remaining 3D catalyst. I may have a long life before I get to see 4D. Before this knowledge, I didn't have concern about these things. I may have 50 or more years of life before seeing 4D, assuming I graduate.

So when you manage to distill your anxiety down to its base element, you realize that your actual fear is in not having definite answers to your many questions.

It is not fear that you are experiencing, it is impatience and uncertainty.

And I have to tell you that it is not going to be alleviated in 4d.

So your challenge now is to understand how to accept the Mystery and exist within it, rather than experience the frustration of trying to solve it and never winning that contest.

Your graduation is not going to be from 3d into 4d. It is going to be from thinking that you must answer the riddle of creation into a thinking where you realize that such Mystery is the element which keeps creation infinite and continuing.

Mystery is life blood of Creation.

until we can find peace with that reality, we will suffer impatient yearning for resolve.

In your present state of being, you will continue to experience such in 4d, and further until you finally settle into the Mystery.