closet masochist

[Plenum]

it's interesting looking back on the past and seeing how far we've come.

I sometimes have difficulty tuning into the words and thoughts I wrote just a couple of months ago. The frequency seems to be so 'off', relative to where you are currently.

then again, there are some favourite posts of mine that seem to come from a deeper source, and have a lyrical poetical truth to it that makes me wonder how that ever passed through me lol.