09-02-2012, 06:00 PM
One of the bigger things I struggle with is seeing and loving my daughter without seeing the multitude of mistakes. I can't begin to explain what the last 5 years of hell have been like but there are so many things that I wish were different.
So when I look at her, all I see is mistake after mistake instead of truly seeing her with the love that she looks back at me with. It tears me to pieces that I can't seem to love without the reminder of these mistakes and I can't figure out how to remedy it.
So when I look at her, all I see is mistake after mistake instead of truly seeing her with the love that she looks back at me with. It tears me to pieces that I can't seem to love without the reminder of these mistakes and I can't figure out how to remedy it.