09-03-2012, 09:16 AM
Yea you guys are right but it's obviously quite difficult to see it that way. I mean it has nothing to do with providing material items or anything that lacks substance. I just feel like I could have done a better job but failed in many aspects. I know she doesn't see it that way and I'm trying to figure out what the reason for such an intense catalyst would be but I can't seem to put my finger on it. I'm thinking it has to do with unconditional love as this has been an issue of mine my whole life considering I've never even felt very attached to my family either