01-27-2010, 03:30 AM
What I see from this harvest is that the extra heavy veiling selected by our Sub-Logos has been both a success and a failure. Success because we have gained vast new negative experience for the One Creator, and a failure in that the harvest numbers are lower than desired. All is perfect.
I find it increasingly difficult to find love in the moment, but that is why we are here, and is perhaps the specific lesson that I chose to learn, so I continue, ever so weary. Nothing in this incarnate experience has come easily to me... it has always been a struggle I chose to meet head on, a force of will to shine while treading on the thin ice of darkness, but always forging ahead takes its toll. I can wish that this experience were more harmonious, that there was less sts activity on this planet, and that there was more love, but all I can be is the change I wish to see, so I plod along with my glowing heart and false smile, deeply saddened by the people of this planet, waiting for this illusion to end... to go home... I wear tiresome of the ape mind... of the veil... I know there is so much more... just at the edge of reach, words unspoken on the tip of my tongue, the missed moments, the unseeing eyes, the alienation, the loneliness... Do I see any negative effects of harvest? Not a one.
I find it increasingly difficult to find love in the moment, but that is why we are here, and is perhaps the specific lesson that I chose to learn, so I continue, ever so weary. Nothing in this incarnate experience has come easily to me... it has always been a struggle I chose to meet head on, a force of will to shine while treading on the thin ice of darkness, but always forging ahead takes its toll. I can wish that this experience were more harmonious, that there was less sts activity on this planet, and that there was more love, but all I can be is the change I wish to see, so I plod along with my glowing heart and false smile, deeply saddened by the people of this planet, waiting for this illusion to end... to go home... I wear tiresome of the ape mind... of the veil... I know there is so much more... just at the edge of reach, words unspoken on the tip of my tongue, the missed moments, the unseeing eyes, the alienation, the loneliness... Do I see any negative effects of harvest? Not a one.