04-08-2017, 03:55 PM
(04-08-2017, 03:12 PM)Glow Wrote: Kinda makes anthro seem like a normal 3D choice.
Ps I think your beingness very much reflects that innocence you speak of trying to embody with your blue anthro. It's really not much different than a human that feels they were born into the body of the wrong sex. It's hard and maybe just honestly not our path to all be the same and embrace the human experience to the same degree and the same way. What good would that do the creator?
Pps I'm not interested in being an anthro because I mostly feel done with the 3D experience of conflict and separate wills but I do fantasize about after death doing several short lives as a fully aware awakened bird so I could just soar and see it all, the water lapping against the shore, the tail grasses blowing like waves bellow me, the wind blowing through my thousand feathers, all that and like you said I'm super innocent too. I don't need to be amung the conflicted nature of humanity, I am ready to just revel in the beauty heigh up above it all.
Maybe I've already been one in a past life, and am creating all this artwork and stuff around me to remember that.
But I would take one more life as one. I don't hate 3D. But I'd rather not just be human next time.
But of course I'd rather take 5D or 6D where I could be whatever form I want. Or even go beyond form into pure Light.
I have to admit that furry to me is sexual as well. But with a strong spiritual aspect.
I don't believe I have any anthro DNA, but I do believe I could "download" it from the template. Or maybe my attempts to transform in the past have caused some of my DNA to change. I don't know.
But I would only be happy with it if there were others around me who were anthros too.
I'm glad I came to this realization at this time when fursuits are of really good quality. They weren't always fantastic like they are now.