05-03-2017, 09:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-03-2017, 03:59 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Long text below. It was my 2nd session of going into the Underworld of Celtic Shamanism.
This was the first time I used Dragon NaturallySpeaking to transcribe my words while I spoke them.
Session was approx. 44 minutes.
Sorry if the editing was poor. It made some mistakes and I couldn't remember the right word to use.
So this is straight narration of me going into a shamanic journey.
TL;DR at bottom.
I get signs of different religions being correct. Like this Dragon program I'm using it substituted the word shamanic for demonic it was calling shamanic demonic. I just have to get my courage up. And I have to go in with focus and not be lazy minded. I hear sounds in the background but I'm the only one awake.
Just breathing in white light and surrounding my body with the light to protect me from negativity. Am I going to fast? Is that too many journeys going on such a short time? I keep barely nodding off on writing that line between conscious wakefulness and unconsciousness in like a dream and it happens really quickly. I come on the ledge and edge of some sort and I could fall one way or the other and the drumming tends to bring me back to alertness. I need to not have a lazy mind. I need to engage my inner senses as I go on this journey.
I'm trying not to say too much before I actually get into the underworld. I see a lake across from that is an island with the cave so I'm going through the water. There's a path in the water and I can go underwater for as long as I need. Before I go in and go to bring down more that white lights to protect me from negativity and oneness find that well it's right there and throw all my troubles and things into the well so that I do not take them with me on the journey, and it makes me feel like a kid again.
I'm going to be having the readings from someone on the forum that I visit about my journey and things to watch out for. It's a little warm in here I can't turn the fan on right now because the back of it where the motor is is really hot. It seems to be ready.
I'm getting more comfortable using this Dragon program. It was a little distracting at first but I think I'm getting the hang of it. It reminds me I need to look up what train of thought means. I'm going into the cave now there are gems on the walls that light up and like to pass. My tunnels always seem so short like I get to the other world really quickly. They're not really drawn out. I have trouble visualizing a very long tunnel or seeing one but I'm in the tunnel. I feel myself going into a trance. And I'm learning to multitask.
I just had a small dream about lawful good and lawful chaotic. I just got the words “congratulations you just killed your character” and I saw an image of someone snapping a character's neck of the cartoon character and it makes me wonder what other characters they visit don't be dead if they did that. Or it may just when they want the character to be alive get images created new that they then can be with in their mind so the things you do to characters can have an impact on them even more so when you go into the other world through shamanic journey.
You can't make this stuff up is the image of getting now. I usually hear words in my mind. They're talking to me but there's a secondary kind of feeling of the whole situation that I'm not always picking up on. So there's some inside memories with these characters that have not been made available to me or I see something that I just did not understand maybe it's not weird or anything like that it's just that I cannot conceptualize it into words.
I really want to be able to post this today at least this one journey so that I can have a example out there of using this Dragon NaturallySpeaking program for dictating your journeys and the effects of their having. I put my hand at the door on the door which is close to the underworld. I slowly opened it and support to pirates rushed in to the room I'm in the coveted go out with them. Something about profanity dates baiting the curse words that people say. I see it image of The Simpsons and there was a phrase mentioned that I forgot totally soon as it was said I forgot if I hesitate sometimes for a moment in what is said to me I'll forget it it's on the tip of my tongue with the substance that but I just can't remember.
I hear voices that say "we will not try to embarrass you." I open the door again and I'm out in the winter world. It's cartoony the underworld. I hate it when I get all itchy and have to scratch my feet or whatever it's very distracting the scratch one scratch and another appears. The scratches are deep in the skin that you really gotta dig be scratch yourself to hardly will mark.
One anthro is waving his butt at me. I told him that's not what I came here for but to learn about myself and about anthros. I'm just trying to convince myself that this is real. I have a lot to learn and I'm not sure how long it will take to learn. But I have years even a decade or more to really get good is as I can. I want to get good in order that I might be able to help people find their inner anthro and to help anthros on the other side there to find peace or to find their way home even though I don't yet do not know how to find my way home. I'm here in the underworld and I see new creatures new animals. They're interesting very hard to describe.
I hear the phrase ash alien. It seems I have lost a lot of my sexuality towards them but it's only been a couple days that might come later. I see Zabivaka again he's riding a tricycle and he's the right size for and he waves at me. He says tell me what you want. And I find that my own responses are trying to say something that doesn't really resonate with the way I feel so when I react to answer. When I answer them I need to think about what I say and not just on what comes from the top of my head.
Need to stay awake. Just saw something about dog food a little presentation but it was overly quick, it was like instantaneous. I got the information without really thinking about it much.
With practice I should be able to do these dictations more perfectly and leave little room for error. It's so warm in here but I have to wait for my fan to cool off before I can turn it back on. I'm probably going to have a lot to edit but most of the words were captured which is the most important thing it saves me from having to transcribe possibly an hour worth of audio.
I need to not be so lazy minded because I had an image there of glitter covered Easter eggs in real natural bunnies are holding. But they're doing some stuff with these eggs that were passing them out or show them off or what. I just speak out I want to learn about this place. I need a guide to transport me wherever I see. I see the owl from Winnie the Pooh the wise owl and how he talks. I don't remember how he talks exactly. But I think the other ones went to him for counseling.
I want to build up my psychic and spiritual abilities without overwhelming myself with the truth that I seek. I'm here now waiting but I am patient. There is a star that's floating by slowly five or six pointed star. I have accounted five points is like a yellow star out of super Mario brothers or something adventure. There's a lot of bizarre randomness in this space, not chaotic. It's just that my mind tends to let go and images and random things stream in.
I'm hearing the voice “this is your time. Cherish it, don't be afraid and rock it, you've gotten your power back." I wonder if I'm the only shaman in training to do something (I forgot what I was say I lose my train of thought so easily). If I don't dictate what comes my way then I forget it almost immediately and I don't have time to think about it again. There is so much to learn here about myself about the anthros and about this world and the Overworld too in the middle world. I have lots of training to undergo but I am confident that I can make progress.
Just waiting. Waiting for anyone to show up that wants to guide me that I feel is good for me. I found a magnet that hovers over my head it is a room temperature superconductor it's in the shape of a Hershey's kiss and just hovers over your hand. You don't even really feel any back push against it take my hand away from it at first it almost fell then the scene sort of changed to where it floats with my hand whether moving to the left or right it stays there until I grab it out with my other hand and pull away and there's a little sensation of multiple mice went home.
The more I get into this more buzz that I feel filling the energy goes and anthroness I may have to reprogram those works that were because I'm not sure if the system here has it it's a unique word that kind of I made up.
And it's possible for an anthro to become even more anthro by their personality, emotions; their very makeup and how they overall are as a person will make them more than anthro. I haven't discovered the defining traits yet of what makes an anthro. We know what they look like; everyone is in agreement on that. And that was all I got.
I'm finally invited to a meal with an old woman. She made it. It is some kind of soup with ravioli in it and a mushroom base. I try son it's very savory. Umami as the Japanese put it it's a very savory salty slightly salty taste to it and I see another anthro wolf. He stood to my right taking pictures of everything. So they have technology.
It's good to come this far to trust me because at first they were afraid of me and they would hide and not come out. I knew they were there. I saw them peek out from behind trees they were curious because one of the guides was with me there and he invited me to come back at any time this world seems to evolve as I go through it. As I leave and return over and over again it seems that it's becoming a more friendly place for me.
I don't know how long I have but next time I need to clear my throat as I keep coughing up some mucus or something and it makes it a little bit harder to talk. When I hear the language of Spanish when I think about Spanish words my mouth starts watering because of the dialect of it. I'm salivating now because I'm hearing some Spanish and is just the automatic reflex. I can't even control it. Taking more time to relax and get deeper into a state now.
I see an anthro with his canine genitalia. It's a cartoon that is selectively realistic and he standing up in my mind is kind of playing control I try not to. It's hard to avoid that because my mind my ego likes to make things worse for me it seems that learning what I'm going to learn with after shaman is him will make it better for them. I will have much more peace I will be more pleased with myself I have a greater amount of confidence and I'll be so eager to share this experience with others and it might not be a enlightened experience I don't know I've never seen enlightenment.
I have felt so much love in my heart chakra. Before that it made me cry; I couldn't even believe it. At that time I was alone. I think my mom was in her room then. Now it shifted to alcohol and I was like I don't do alcohol anymore. It messes with your aura and your chakras can be blocked because of it if you drink too much but my stomach can't handle very much drinking coffee cause it dries my throat makes me gag coughing all that sometimes after eating a sandwich. It's always in the back of my throat that it gets irritated it might be over underactive throat the communication one because I don't normally communicate.
Or should I say I don't communicate well with others. This is going to be a lot to add because Dragon does make mistakes but most of the time they're accurate. I've had to add words to the dictionary and it because of their not English work some of them last Zabivaka came here with Cecil and he gave me a thumbs up because he was gone on business or something and he says “over there is a treasure chest of wishes. Let's go explore together he says. And I say “can I do this another day? I want to get back to look into how well this program is doing." So I give him a quick hug, tight hug telling him I love him and that if I ever did anything wrong I did not mean to hurt him for my spirit guide is strong.
He waves as I walked back to the real world back from this other plane of existence this alternate parallel reality they could be all in the same. And I come out of the cave and sit down before the lake and ponder the things that I had learned and the white mist around me, the white cloud pulled me back into wakefulness.
----
TL;DR
Had to train Dragon program to recognize shamanic, instead of thinking I said demonic.
Image of someone killing a cartoon anthro by snapping its neck.
Anthro waves his butt at me, but I'm not here for that. I'm here to learn about myself and anthros.
Zabivaka is riding his tricycle and waving to me.
Don't be lazy minded when journeying.
Heard a voice “this is your time. Cherish it, don't be afraid and rock it, you've gotten your power back."
Had a room temperature superconductor material in the shape of a Hershey's kiss, that floated an inch above our hands.
Got soup with ravioli in it and a mushroom base that was savory, from an old woman.
An anthro wolf took pictures of everything.
The Spanish language makes my mouth water uncontrollably.
Anthro energy knocks me out.
This was the first time I used Dragon NaturallySpeaking to transcribe my words while I spoke them.
Session was approx. 44 minutes.
Sorry if the editing was poor. It made some mistakes and I couldn't remember the right word to use.
So this is straight narration of me going into a shamanic journey.
TL;DR at bottom.
I get signs of different religions being correct. Like this Dragon program I'm using it substituted the word shamanic for demonic it was calling shamanic demonic. I just have to get my courage up. And I have to go in with focus and not be lazy minded. I hear sounds in the background but I'm the only one awake.
Just breathing in white light and surrounding my body with the light to protect me from negativity. Am I going to fast? Is that too many journeys going on such a short time? I keep barely nodding off on writing that line between conscious wakefulness and unconsciousness in like a dream and it happens really quickly. I come on the ledge and edge of some sort and I could fall one way or the other and the drumming tends to bring me back to alertness. I need to not have a lazy mind. I need to engage my inner senses as I go on this journey.
I'm trying not to say too much before I actually get into the underworld. I see a lake across from that is an island with the cave so I'm going through the water. There's a path in the water and I can go underwater for as long as I need. Before I go in and go to bring down more that white lights to protect me from negativity and oneness find that well it's right there and throw all my troubles and things into the well so that I do not take them with me on the journey, and it makes me feel like a kid again.
I'm going to be having the readings from someone on the forum that I visit about my journey and things to watch out for. It's a little warm in here I can't turn the fan on right now because the back of it where the motor is is really hot. It seems to be ready.
I'm getting more comfortable using this Dragon program. It was a little distracting at first but I think I'm getting the hang of it. It reminds me I need to look up what train of thought means. I'm going into the cave now there are gems on the walls that light up and like to pass. My tunnels always seem so short like I get to the other world really quickly. They're not really drawn out. I have trouble visualizing a very long tunnel or seeing one but I'm in the tunnel. I feel myself going into a trance. And I'm learning to multitask.
I just had a small dream about lawful good and lawful chaotic. I just got the words “congratulations you just killed your character” and I saw an image of someone snapping a character's neck of the cartoon character and it makes me wonder what other characters they visit don't be dead if they did that. Or it may just when they want the character to be alive get images created new that they then can be with in their mind so the things you do to characters can have an impact on them even more so when you go into the other world through shamanic journey.
You can't make this stuff up is the image of getting now. I usually hear words in my mind. They're talking to me but there's a secondary kind of feeling of the whole situation that I'm not always picking up on. So there's some inside memories with these characters that have not been made available to me or I see something that I just did not understand maybe it's not weird or anything like that it's just that I cannot conceptualize it into words.
I really want to be able to post this today at least this one journey so that I can have a example out there of using this Dragon NaturallySpeaking program for dictating your journeys and the effects of their having. I put my hand at the door on the door which is close to the underworld. I slowly opened it and support to pirates rushed in to the room I'm in the coveted go out with them. Something about profanity dates baiting the curse words that people say. I see it image of The Simpsons and there was a phrase mentioned that I forgot totally soon as it was said I forgot if I hesitate sometimes for a moment in what is said to me I'll forget it it's on the tip of my tongue with the substance that but I just can't remember.
I hear voices that say "we will not try to embarrass you." I open the door again and I'm out in the winter world. It's cartoony the underworld. I hate it when I get all itchy and have to scratch my feet or whatever it's very distracting the scratch one scratch and another appears. The scratches are deep in the skin that you really gotta dig be scratch yourself to hardly will mark.
One anthro is waving his butt at me. I told him that's not what I came here for but to learn about myself and about anthros. I'm just trying to convince myself that this is real. I have a lot to learn and I'm not sure how long it will take to learn. But I have years even a decade or more to really get good is as I can. I want to get good in order that I might be able to help people find their inner anthro and to help anthros on the other side there to find peace or to find their way home even though I don't yet do not know how to find my way home. I'm here in the underworld and I see new creatures new animals. They're interesting very hard to describe.
I hear the phrase ash alien. It seems I have lost a lot of my sexuality towards them but it's only been a couple days that might come later. I see Zabivaka again he's riding a tricycle and he's the right size for and he waves at me. He says tell me what you want. And I find that my own responses are trying to say something that doesn't really resonate with the way I feel so when I react to answer. When I answer them I need to think about what I say and not just on what comes from the top of my head.
Need to stay awake. Just saw something about dog food a little presentation but it was overly quick, it was like instantaneous. I got the information without really thinking about it much.
With practice I should be able to do these dictations more perfectly and leave little room for error. It's so warm in here but I have to wait for my fan to cool off before I can turn it back on. I'm probably going to have a lot to edit but most of the words were captured which is the most important thing it saves me from having to transcribe possibly an hour worth of audio.
I need to not be so lazy minded because I had an image there of glitter covered Easter eggs in real natural bunnies are holding. But they're doing some stuff with these eggs that were passing them out or show them off or what. I just speak out I want to learn about this place. I need a guide to transport me wherever I see. I see the owl from Winnie the Pooh the wise owl and how he talks. I don't remember how he talks exactly. But I think the other ones went to him for counseling.
I want to build up my psychic and spiritual abilities without overwhelming myself with the truth that I seek. I'm here now waiting but I am patient. There is a star that's floating by slowly five or six pointed star. I have accounted five points is like a yellow star out of super Mario brothers or something adventure. There's a lot of bizarre randomness in this space, not chaotic. It's just that my mind tends to let go and images and random things stream in.
I'm hearing the voice “this is your time. Cherish it, don't be afraid and rock it, you've gotten your power back." I wonder if I'm the only shaman in training to do something (I forgot what I was say I lose my train of thought so easily). If I don't dictate what comes my way then I forget it almost immediately and I don't have time to think about it again. There is so much to learn here about myself about the anthros and about this world and the Overworld too in the middle world. I have lots of training to undergo but I am confident that I can make progress.
Just waiting. Waiting for anyone to show up that wants to guide me that I feel is good for me. I found a magnet that hovers over my head it is a room temperature superconductor it's in the shape of a Hershey's kiss and just hovers over your hand. You don't even really feel any back push against it take my hand away from it at first it almost fell then the scene sort of changed to where it floats with my hand whether moving to the left or right it stays there until I grab it out with my other hand and pull away and there's a little sensation of multiple mice went home.
The more I get into this more buzz that I feel filling the energy goes and anthroness I may have to reprogram those works that were because I'm not sure if the system here has it it's a unique word that kind of I made up.
And it's possible for an anthro to become even more anthro by their personality, emotions; their very makeup and how they overall are as a person will make them more than anthro. I haven't discovered the defining traits yet of what makes an anthro. We know what they look like; everyone is in agreement on that. And that was all I got.
I'm finally invited to a meal with an old woman. She made it. It is some kind of soup with ravioli in it and a mushroom base. I try son it's very savory. Umami as the Japanese put it it's a very savory salty slightly salty taste to it and I see another anthro wolf. He stood to my right taking pictures of everything. So they have technology.
It's good to come this far to trust me because at first they were afraid of me and they would hide and not come out. I knew they were there. I saw them peek out from behind trees they were curious because one of the guides was with me there and he invited me to come back at any time this world seems to evolve as I go through it. As I leave and return over and over again it seems that it's becoming a more friendly place for me.
I don't know how long I have but next time I need to clear my throat as I keep coughing up some mucus or something and it makes it a little bit harder to talk. When I hear the language of Spanish when I think about Spanish words my mouth starts watering because of the dialect of it. I'm salivating now because I'm hearing some Spanish and is just the automatic reflex. I can't even control it. Taking more time to relax and get deeper into a state now.
I see an anthro with his canine genitalia. It's a cartoon that is selectively realistic and he standing up in my mind is kind of playing control I try not to. It's hard to avoid that because my mind my ego likes to make things worse for me it seems that learning what I'm going to learn with after shaman is him will make it better for them. I will have much more peace I will be more pleased with myself I have a greater amount of confidence and I'll be so eager to share this experience with others and it might not be a enlightened experience I don't know I've never seen enlightenment.
I have felt so much love in my heart chakra. Before that it made me cry; I couldn't even believe it. At that time I was alone. I think my mom was in her room then. Now it shifted to alcohol and I was like I don't do alcohol anymore. It messes with your aura and your chakras can be blocked because of it if you drink too much but my stomach can't handle very much drinking coffee cause it dries my throat makes me gag coughing all that sometimes after eating a sandwich. It's always in the back of my throat that it gets irritated it might be over underactive throat the communication one because I don't normally communicate.
Or should I say I don't communicate well with others. This is going to be a lot to add because Dragon does make mistakes but most of the time they're accurate. I've had to add words to the dictionary and it because of their not English work some of them last Zabivaka came here with Cecil and he gave me a thumbs up because he was gone on business or something and he says “over there is a treasure chest of wishes. Let's go explore together he says. And I say “can I do this another day? I want to get back to look into how well this program is doing." So I give him a quick hug, tight hug telling him I love him and that if I ever did anything wrong I did not mean to hurt him for my spirit guide is strong.
He waves as I walked back to the real world back from this other plane of existence this alternate parallel reality they could be all in the same. And I come out of the cave and sit down before the lake and ponder the things that I had learned and the white mist around me, the white cloud pulled me back into wakefulness.
----
TL;DR
Had to train Dragon program to recognize shamanic, instead of thinking I said demonic.
Image of someone killing a cartoon anthro by snapping its neck.
Anthro waves his butt at me, but I'm not here for that. I'm here to learn about myself and anthros.
Zabivaka is riding his tricycle and waving to me.
Don't be lazy minded when journeying.
Heard a voice “this is your time. Cherish it, don't be afraid and rock it, you've gotten your power back."
Had a room temperature superconductor material in the shape of a Hershey's kiss, that floated an inch above our hands.
Got soup with ravioli in it and a mushroom base that was savory, from an old woman.
An anthro wolf took pictures of everything.
The Spanish language makes my mouth water uncontrollably.
Anthro energy knocks me out.