Energy

[Unbound]

I know it doesn't seem like there were many participants, but honestly I don't think there have been many dedicated efforts to get a collective meditation going. Don't be discouraged! Lets try again and see if we can draw more people in.

[Ellai]

I am in a real dark place right now.
I know it's a growth periode. I think I need some time...

But I would like to try again, we can do it together maybe more people will join then...

[Unbound]

You are showing a new side of yourself Ellai, don't worry, you are not alone. Maybe I should send you some energy first to help you out! Aha

[Ellai]

This is Ellai in a dark time haha. Old things surface and fear and so on.. for me to feel and let go ofcourse. In a few weeks I will be in a lighter time again. That is what life is about, dark and light, intertwined.

Ofcourse I wouldn't mind some energy.

[Spaced]

I feel bad because I really wanted to participate in this and set the intention, but at the set time I was stuck in a huge traffic jam on the highway. Granted I was feeling pretty serene for someone who was stuck in traffic.

I can relate regarding being in a dark place. I was having a VERY hard time the past few weeks but that seemed to change over the weekend as I admitted to myself and my partner some of the anxieties I had been holding onto (accompanied by much wailing and a nice long cry). Who knows, maybe your energies helped with that

Please don't be discouraged Ellai, you have a beatiful energy and presence and I would love to share in it some time when hopefully things are less hectic.

[Ellai]

Thanks so much Spaced.

You know. It occured to me just now that everyone whom sent me a reply all said that they were either too late or couldn't participate.
And at that particular day I was really having a bad day as well. I still did the meditation and stuff because I had promised to do so, but I guess almost everybody was stopped (by a higher force?) to recieve any energy. Maybe being contaminated with my low vibrational energies that I was surpressing. I don't know.
Afterwards I felt bad for not getting any messages and I got even lower. But that would be my ego haha.
Sooo... maybe this is a learning process for me as well.

[Unbound]

All that comes to me is this: "Man plans, God laughs."

[Free Spirit]

I wasn't able to take part either.
Eternal, I think your spot on on this one....

All that comes to me is this: "Man plans, God laughs."

[Ellai]

So I am sorry to everyone. Guess it wansn't meant to be then.

[βαθμιαίος]

Sending you love and light, Ellai.

[GentleReckoning]

Thanks so much Spaced.

You know. It occured to me just now that everyone whom sent me a reply all said that they were either too late or couldn't participate.
And at that particular day I was really having a bad day as well. I still did the meditation and stuff because I had promised to do so, but I guess almost everybody was stopped (by a higher force?) to recieve any energy. Maybe being contaminated with my low vibrational energies that I was surpressing. I don't know.
Afterwards I felt bad for not getting any messages and I got even lower. But that would be my ego haha.
Sooo... maybe this is a learning process for me as well.

This reminds me of when I was going to get a Past-life regression session when I got back from Thailand. First time there was a 'website' error where my appointment simply disappeared. Second time the practitioner actually became ill on my appointed date. After that I wasn't stable enough to re-schedule it again.