03-23-2017, 08:04 PM
So as of lately I've been...Well. I guess I'll just say it the way I say it to myself.
I feel like a loser and a failure.
Tack this on with how many jobs have turned me down and the daily belittlement and debasement from my mother who thinks I've done nothing instead of trying.
I'm a bit emotionally crippled with depression. So I've been staying in bed more this week than usual. Just lying there trying to not think about how much I can't function.
So my mom gets home (just a few minutes ago) and immediately starts screaming at me to immediately talk to her "Or Else". I don't encourage her attitude anymore and so gave her the cold-shoulder. When she's like that I don't unlock and open the door for MY safety.
So she flipped her s*** and made it very clear she's going to put me in a psych facility.
So I guess I'm wondering if anyone's ever been in one and what its like and what can I expect?
I feel like a loser and a failure.
Tack this on with how many jobs have turned me down and the daily belittlement and debasement from my mother who thinks I've done nothing instead of trying.
I'm a bit emotionally crippled with depression. So I've been staying in bed more this week than usual. Just lying there trying to not think about how much I can't function.
So my mom gets home (just a few minutes ago) and immediately starts screaming at me to immediately talk to her "Or Else". I don't encourage her attitude anymore and so gave her the cold-shoulder. When she's like that I don't unlock and open the door for MY safety.
So she flipped her s*** and made it very clear she's going to put me in a psych facility.
So I guess I'm wondering if anyone's ever been in one and what its like and what can I expect?