12-10-2014, 10:21 PM
I had quite a vivid and emotionally charged dream last night.
in the dream, I had performed a Healing in person, rather than via distance which is the way I practice my modality. While there, and after the Healing had been done, I took out my phone and tried to take some photos of what had happened, as 'proof'. No matter how many photos I took, it would always go out of focus, or it would end up pointing at the wrong area. This was also a 'mechanic' that happened in one of my previous dreams, about 6 months ago, when I couldn't record what had happened.
anyway, I woke up, a little bewildered and out of sorts. With a little processing, I think I found the message and the meaning for me. That, as Ra has also said, there is no definitive proof to be found in this density of experience. And by proof, I don't even mean proving things to others - because their free will of choice is always present - but I mean finding definitive proof for oneself.
As part of moving into this new area of service for me - being a healer - I can say that it has constantly tested me in terms of looking for confirmation and validation, as well as trusting in the path that this will grow into something more than just a minor avocation, and that it is something that offers value to others, as well as being something that can sustain me in the long term. I have been a little anxious, and with always a second eye on 'proof' that this will work out.
But truth is, I know what I experience during my workings, and I know, deep down, the level of changes that are being effected for the other person. The manifestation may take some time, but the changes in potential are in place. And, I have to say, without being too bold, that enough sudden 'recoveries', have been related to not question it any more.
so, yes, this Dream was definitely tied to the theme of Faith, and the trusting in higher forces, powers, and plans.
and even though I've had a few clues this week that this will all work out, and that things take some time to grow, I was still in some doubt.
This dream was a call to faith on my part. But a call to faith based on an understanding that no proof will ever be definitive.
in the dream, I had performed a Healing in person, rather than via distance which is the way I practice my modality. While there, and after the Healing had been done, I took out my phone and tried to take some photos of what had happened, as 'proof'. No matter how many photos I took, it would always go out of focus, or it would end up pointing at the wrong area. This was also a 'mechanic' that happened in one of my previous dreams, about 6 months ago, when I couldn't record what had happened.
anyway, I woke up, a little bewildered and out of sorts. With a little processing, I think I found the message and the meaning for me. That, as Ra has also said, there is no definitive proof to be found in this density of experience. And by proof, I don't even mean proving things to others - because their free will of choice is always present - but I mean finding definitive proof for oneself.
As part of moving into this new area of service for me - being a healer - I can say that it has constantly tested me in terms of looking for confirmation and validation, as well as trusting in the path that this will grow into something more than just a minor avocation, and that it is something that offers value to others, as well as being something that can sustain me in the long term. I have been a little anxious, and with always a second eye on 'proof' that this will work out.
But truth is, I know what I experience during my workings, and I know, deep down, the level of changes that are being effected for the other person. The manifestation may take some time, but the changes in potential are in place. And, I have to say, without being too bold, that enough sudden 'recoveries', have been related to not question it any more.
so, yes, this Dream was definitely tied to the theme of Faith, and the trusting in higher forces, powers, and plans.
and even though I've had a few clues this week that this will all work out, and that things take some time to grow, I was still in some doubt.
This dream was a call to faith on my part. But a call to faith based on an understanding that no proof will ever be definitive.