10-07-2010, 01:50 AM
I had a dream that fits in the context of the insights I had yesterday.. I am only able to remember little segments however.
I was in the alley behind the place where I work, the leaves were falling from the trees and these beautiful colors (well it is autumn after all) and a little girl came by with her daddy. The girl smiled at me. The daddy and I said hello. Then suddenly he urges her to leave, since they have to do this and go there and blablabla. The little girl clearly does not want to leave, she wants to stay here with me but her daddy urges her to move on. I feel compassion for her.
Then I remember being in a tunnel with other people and climbin upwards until finally we were able to open something like a trapdoor and be outside in the sun and the sky. We were relieved to see the light.
THen I was in a supermarket and queuing up at the cashier. I wanted to buy some small things and also stamps for two letters that were lying on the desk. One of the letters was adressed '(to my soulmate and then the name). THen I thought I'd better erase "to my soulmate" and adress it only with his name, since maybe he was married and his wife would read it?
The thing with the little girl... she seems to be the part of me who wants to be alone in nature but needs to do things (her daddy urges her to move along). THings imposed from the outside...
The tunnel and stepping out into the light seems very obvious.
I am not sure about the letters..?? Maybe it implies that there is no soulmate available since he is already married.. but why would I want to write? Do I still cling to the notion of finding someone "confused"
I was in the alley behind the place where I work, the leaves were falling from the trees and these beautiful colors (well it is autumn after all) and a little girl came by with her daddy. The girl smiled at me. The daddy and I said hello. Then suddenly he urges her to leave, since they have to do this and go there and blablabla. The little girl clearly does not want to leave, she wants to stay here with me but her daddy urges her to move on. I feel compassion for her.
Then I remember being in a tunnel with other people and climbin upwards until finally we were able to open something like a trapdoor and be outside in the sun and the sky. We were relieved to see the light.
THen I was in a supermarket and queuing up at the cashier. I wanted to buy some small things and also stamps for two letters that were lying on the desk. One of the letters was adressed '(to my soulmate and then the name). THen I thought I'd better erase "to my soulmate" and adress it only with his name, since maybe he was married and his wife would read it?
The thing with the little girl... she seems to be the part of me who wants to be alone in nature but needs to do things (her daddy urges her to move along). THings imposed from the outside...
The tunnel and stepping out into the light seems very obvious.
I am not sure about the letters..?? Maybe it implies that there is no soulmate available since he is already married.. but why would I want to write? Do I still cling to the notion of finding someone "confused"