11-23-2018, 01:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-23-2018, 01:14 PM by blackwanderer.)
Edit: Posted at 12:12 PM haha
I've been writing down/recording my dreams since 2014, before I even knew why they were so important. Up until recently however, I've never been able to actually go into a dream and apply its aspects to my actual life. I've always wanted to do this considering the Law of One states that dreams can provide hints and clues to blockages and utilizing catalyst if the time is taken to meditate on them (was literally reading session 86 the night before last about this). This was a very interesting experience and I just thought I'd share, for those interested or perhaps for those who have trouble finding the meaning in their dreams as well..
So yesterday I had gone to my sister's house to spend time with her and her family for Thanksgiving. The whole day went pretty well...we ate, caught up with her visiting parents, went early Black Friday shopping etc. BUT if there's one thing you should know about my family and I it's that we are very, very different (wanderer struggles, amiright?). Like I'm the black sheep of the family and also the youngest adult, and so I'm not always taken very seriously, and sometimes I'm the butt of their little jokes and stuff, or they laugh about some of the things I say. When I was younger it never bothered me but this year it's been a real pain and I've been wanting it to stop. I'll explain the dream now (it's kind of gross, letting you know now) but I'll get back to this afterwards.
In this dream my sister had just moved into this really nice 4-bedroom house in a very nice gated community. I walked around...it's got a big deck, nice kitchen with the newest appliances, plenty of room for her, her husband, and two kids, and she's got this cool SUV in the garage. I guess all the kids from the neighborhood saw them moving in and they all came to say hi to my 7 y/o niece. After a while they all started playing this game (not sure what game it was, some sort of freeze tag where one kid had a whistle and when he blew it everyone would stand up and run around or sit down where they were). This kid blows the whistle and everyone stands up to run but this one boy with white-blond hair, a gray shirt and black shorts (this was a very vivid dream) had tripped while standing and while he was on the ground another kid tried to jump over him but accidentally kicked him in the stomach, though he said he was OK. I'm sitting on the porch watching this and something did not feel right, like something really bad was about to happen, though everyone else around me is totally oblivious and still playing. He starts coughing and then vomits all over my sister's front yard and the kids just sort of back away and don't do anything but watch, same as me. Now I don't do bodily fluids, and I absolutely hate it when there's vomit in my dreams because I dream very vividly and everything is in detail, the last thing I want to see at that moment. I go inside to get my sister and let her know what happened but she didn't want to listen and shoved me away. I go back outside, and all the kids are gone including the boy and I guess he threw up again but in the driveway I think? The last thing I remember in this dream was walking through the front yard (not sure why), trying very hard to not step in the vomit.
I haven't gotten it all figured out yet but I believe the dream was a representation of what happens when I let things take advantage of me, and just an overall awareness of myself and other people... in both the dream and on Thanksgiving things were going great and then something happens that changes the whole mood but I just roll with it because there's nothing I feel like I can do. I couldn't stop the boy from getting sick like I couldn't get myself to tell my family how I felt about the way they treat me, and in both scenarios I'm stuck with the effect. My sister pushing me away and the kids playing while the boy was hurt in the dream was the relationship b/t me and my family. When I tell them how I feel about things, it's usually just put off and I need to find out how to change that. We're the type of family that loves humor, and so I know they mean no real harm but I don't think they realize how much they put their humor on me exactly. And then there's the boy who got sick, who surprisingly looked just like my elementary school classmate Noah, who was the class clown and was always making those "just messing with you" jokes... the same jokes my family does with me (sometimes they're funny but when I don't get them that's what makes people laugh).
Sorry if this was long, but there's a summary of my first dream interpretation. I'm still new to dream symbolism, so feel free to comment about certain aspects of my dream if they are well known to have certain meanings associated with them.
I've been writing down/recording my dreams since 2014, before I even knew why they were so important. Up until recently however, I've never been able to actually go into a dream and apply its aspects to my actual life. I've always wanted to do this considering the Law of One states that dreams can provide hints and clues to blockages and utilizing catalyst if the time is taken to meditate on them (was literally reading session 86 the night before last about this). This was a very interesting experience and I just thought I'd share, for those interested or perhaps for those who have trouble finding the meaning in their dreams as well..
So yesterday I had gone to my sister's house to spend time with her and her family for Thanksgiving. The whole day went pretty well...we ate, caught up with her visiting parents, went early Black Friday shopping etc. BUT if there's one thing you should know about my family and I it's that we are very, very different (wanderer struggles, amiright?). Like I'm the black sheep of the family and also the youngest adult, and so I'm not always taken very seriously, and sometimes I'm the butt of their little jokes and stuff, or they laugh about some of the things I say. When I was younger it never bothered me but this year it's been a real pain and I've been wanting it to stop. I'll explain the dream now (it's kind of gross, letting you know now) but I'll get back to this afterwards.
In this dream my sister had just moved into this really nice 4-bedroom house in a very nice gated community. I walked around...it's got a big deck, nice kitchen with the newest appliances, plenty of room for her, her husband, and two kids, and she's got this cool SUV in the garage. I guess all the kids from the neighborhood saw them moving in and they all came to say hi to my 7 y/o niece. After a while they all started playing this game (not sure what game it was, some sort of freeze tag where one kid had a whistle and when he blew it everyone would stand up and run around or sit down where they were). This kid blows the whistle and everyone stands up to run but this one boy with white-blond hair, a gray shirt and black shorts (this was a very vivid dream) had tripped while standing and while he was on the ground another kid tried to jump over him but accidentally kicked him in the stomach, though he said he was OK. I'm sitting on the porch watching this and something did not feel right, like something really bad was about to happen, though everyone else around me is totally oblivious and still playing. He starts coughing and then vomits all over my sister's front yard and the kids just sort of back away and don't do anything but watch, same as me. Now I don't do bodily fluids, and I absolutely hate it when there's vomit in my dreams because I dream very vividly and everything is in detail, the last thing I want to see at that moment. I go inside to get my sister and let her know what happened but she didn't want to listen and shoved me away. I go back outside, and all the kids are gone including the boy and I guess he threw up again but in the driveway I think? The last thing I remember in this dream was walking through the front yard (not sure why), trying very hard to not step in the vomit.
I haven't gotten it all figured out yet but I believe the dream was a representation of what happens when I let things take advantage of me, and just an overall awareness of myself and other people... in both the dream and on Thanksgiving things were going great and then something happens that changes the whole mood but I just roll with it because there's nothing I feel like I can do. I couldn't stop the boy from getting sick like I couldn't get myself to tell my family how I felt about the way they treat me, and in both scenarios I'm stuck with the effect. My sister pushing me away and the kids playing while the boy was hurt in the dream was the relationship b/t me and my family. When I tell them how I feel about things, it's usually just put off and I need to find out how to change that. We're the type of family that loves humor, and so I know they mean no real harm but I don't think they realize how much they put their humor on me exactly. And then there's the boy who got sick, who surprisingly looked just like my elementary school classmate Noah, who was the class clown and was always making those "just messing with you" jokes... the same jokes my family does with me (sometimes they're funny but when I don't get them that's what makes people laugh).
Sorry if this was long, but there's a summary of my first dream interpretation. I'm still new to dream symbolism, so feel free to comment about certain aspects of my dream if they are well known to have certain meanings associated with them.