10-04-2011, 09:33 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-05-2011, 04:17 AM by AnthroHeart.)
(10-04-2011, 01:30 PM)Meerie Wrote: Oh no!!! you are a hopeless case. You would totally fail jealousy class, dear Gem!
Weird though. Since to me it is so natural, and you are entirely unattached to it. (now I am getting jealous at your unattachment)
I am really good at this, huh!
(I am curious at your "high density pissed off button", though)
I'm able now to look at certain artworks and pull the energy of jealousy from them in addition to the sexuality. Jealousy has the lovely flavor of longing within. So my experience is that jealousy expanded is longing. A yearning is more expansive than jealousy, but not as expansive as longing. Envy would be more like you didn't want them to have what they do have.
So I can pull dense jealousy through me till my head's about to pop. Though I don't have experience in lower density more rapid jealousy. You know that jealousy adds to the energy of sexuality. It compliments it well, when balanced. When emotions are as dense feeling as clay, it's an art in being an emotional sculptor. Well, the density is more like sculpting, while the fluidity of it is like painting. I've had to soften my palette, as emotions can be edgy and cutting.
At this moment I'm exploring sadness in its infinite softness. These emotions at this density are as wonderful to experience as say joy.