04-09-2012, 10:56 PM
Just putting this out there.
My third eye has blossomed over the course of my awakening. I think it may have been part of the plan to have it just pop open so effortlessly. In contrast my heart has been stubborn. I am compassionate but have trouble showing it. A strong indigo ray mixed with a weak green ray makes me feel, spiritualy speaking, like gimme gimme gimme gimme more knowledge and growth + yes negativity occurs but all is as it should be, I don't like to suffer, I don't like you to suffer, but it sure feels a lot better when you are the one suffering. I guess this is what it's like when your third eye is big and your heart is tiny. I love you but I care more about my feelings. While I intellectually know the advantage of caring for you and I on a more balanced level, I will not force it and must accept myself as such.
Welp there ya go. I hope I communicated it well as I have a hard time doing so sometimes. I just wanted to be honest and share my state of compassion. And who knows, maybe my heart is bigger than I think. I know for sure however that my throat has been even more stubborn. I'm aware the puzzle of my subtle energy system is for me to work, but I figured it wouldn't hurt posting.
and my understanding of the third eye is that when open one sees more clearly into the depths of the veil whether literally or in the minds eye with much less effort. idk what anyone else thinks on the matter but I wouldn't share this if I didn't think it had the potential to create. I'd love to hear your thoughts.
thanks for listening
My third eye has blossomed over the course of my awakening. I think it may have been part of the plan to have it just pop open so effortlessly. In contrast my heart has been stubborn. I am compassionate but have trouble showing it. A strong indigo ray mixed with a weak green ray makes me feel, spiritualy speaking, like gimme gimme gimme gimme more knowledge and growth + yes negativity occurs but all is as it should be, I don't like to suffer, I don't like you to suffer, but it sure feels a lot better when you are the one suffering. I guess this is what it's like when your third eye is big and your heart is tiny. I love you but I care more about my feelings. While I intellectually know the advantage of caring for you and I on a more balanced level, I will not force it and must accept myself as such.
Welp there ya go. I hope I communicated it well as I have a hard time doing so sometimes. I just wanted to be honest and share my state of compassion. And who knows, maybe my heart is bigger than I think. I know for sure however that my throat has been even more stubborn. I'm aware the puzzle of my subtle energy system is for me to work, but I figured it wouldn't hurt posting.
and my understanding of the third eye is that when open one sees more clearly into the depths of the veil whether literally or in the minds eye with much less effort. idk what anyone else thinks on the matter but I wouldn't share this if I didn't think it had the potential to create. I'd love to hear your thoughts.
thanks for listening