04-24-2013, 04:02 AM
and probably a few other things could be added. i mean we live in a total lie and i do mean total lie. i feel absolutely not a part of it. so much of what happens seems meaningless, like i dont care about stupid text messages, i phones or material stuff while children are starving here , being bombed , raped etc etc . god to me seems irrelevant like a parent who left when the child was born and hasnt been back since . i wait for the justice bell and the sound of the last trump. with what i see going down on this planet with the lie that we live in i see NO reason for people who honestly strive to do good to feel bad about ANYTHING. why feel bad when there are monsters who prosper and control everything and everyone kisses their keisters and bows and scrapes before them .
and yes i realize its a beautiful world but i also realize and cannot deny that there is no justice here on this planet. and that is the way it has been set up. its just plain flat out painful here and to me denying the pain that so many billions live in is vacuous. the only issue that interests me really is ending suffering. if my company said norral we will pay u go do volunteer work here there or everywhere i would go in a second. our priorites are insane our planet is insane or i am insane . one of the other. essentially we have been put in a prison and the prison guards tell us u are lacking something - e.g. a college degree, a work ethic, this that etc etc but the elite monsters who rule us deserve everything. and that is a total lie. as an interesting side bar bloomberg is about 5' 4" and stands on a milk crate when he gives a speech ha ha which i find very funny ha ha .
other than that im having a good day ha ha .
norral
and yes i realize its a beautiful world but i also realize and cannot deny that there is no justice here on this planet. and that is the way it has been set up. its just plain flat out painful here and to me denying the pain that so many billions live in is vacuous. the only issue that interests me really is ending suffering. if my company said norral we will pay u go do volunteer work here there or everywhere i would go in a second. our priorites are insane our planet is insane or i am insane . one of the other. essentially we have been put in a prison and the prison guards tell us u are lacking something - e.g. a college degree, a work ethic, this that etc etc but the elite monsters who rule us deserve everything. and that is a total lie. as an interesting side bar bloomberg is about 5' 4" and stands on a milk crate when he gives a speech ha ha which i find very funny ha ha .
other than that im having a good day ha ha .
norral