Are Two Souls Better Than One?
02-09-2013, 08:26 AM, (This post was last modified: 02-09-2013, 08:27 AM by AlkalinElf.)
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Hello Jim,

First of all thank you, for sharing all of it. I just today read most of this thread and want instantly to reply, but then I realized it actually was posted quite some time ago. As for being a bit 'crowded' in one body, I can relate to that in a few ways, since I have a 'contact' that turned later on in conscious channeling to quite a few entities, then back to higher self communication, which culminated with remembrance of past life me, which in turn ended up with present me communicating past me about all the issues present me has and where did they came from. It was kinda... well, weird having past me telling me about past lifes that I from now doesn't remember, but past me also penetrated in the past past me and tried to resolve some of it. Whew. Quite the mess. It doesn't end here of course, interactions continue from a lot of sides. The problems I personally came into, was when I remembered past me... and I identified with it. It's hard not to, it was me, that was the person I was my whole childhood until events shaped me differently. But me then was a man and me now is a girl. Can't even tell you the times I freaked out my faithfull good friends by changing facial expression and deepening the voice when I lost grip on WHO was I at a given time. So many triggers that 'I' felt stronger to face them as past me than present me. It was sort of complicated till I learned how to deal with it, understood why it happened, and how I closed that chapter. I hope I find the strength to sit down one day and write it all in this section, maybe some people will find that useful somehow in their own.
I am writing this, because it was always unclear to me what truely happens when one has that kind of experiences. For one, I always thought that another soul comes into my body. I don't know if that one is right, but it felt like coming through my crown chakra and exits the same way, I could make the difference when it's a vibration from the 'air' outside of my body contact like a telepathic communication, and I always had the feeling in conscious channel that I have another soul that came in at times to do the same thing but in different way. With a certainty I can tell that I did had another soul present in my body for a very long time, not my higher self, but an entity that was my master, teaching me things about the One and how to handle life.
Born as a huge empathic that till present day (yesterday was the last time when it happened) cries on the street everytime I see old person that barely walks because of old age or has broken clothes (I come from a poor country). I was unable for years to deal with the cruelty that human kind is capable of doing especially because I've witnessed so much of it, to where I live, war is not unfamiliar term and experience. One of the first things that my Master entity taught me to do in that kind of situations, was to tell to myself every time I feel I am breaking to pieces from sadness , 'do I really know why that entity is experiencing that situation in that given moment?' . It helped me turn to a different point of view in life, that free will aside (no one is denying that), I should stop seeing people as helpless victims. I apparently was keeping a blind eye for the WHOLE picture, dividing to victims and oppressors, but forgetting of entities preincarnative choices. All in all, if you take look on a situation only from a 3D perspective, taking it for granted in here and now that it's unfair - than it really is unfair. But if we just a bit extend into the other side of things where all entities make some decision about what will happen next then the first perspective falls down. I am satisfied with the mystery of the world, and I've come to know my limits that I can't really understand why is the world as it is. When I read that Ra had the same stance on 3D, that understanding is not of this dimension it only confirmed what I was already taught. Sure it's because of the people's will, but then they are the Creator, and it's not my place to tell them of seemingly 'better' ways to live their lives. Suffering is also a lesson, and my God, learning to deal with it is a mastery. Well at least for me, it was/ is quite the adventure. I can only offer you this perspective of mine: don't understand it, just accept it with utmost respect for the both sides involved - both victims and oppressors as their own choice. Ones need to experience how it is to get victimized, the others to oppress. Who knows... maybe next life they will switch sides. We never know.

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03-09-2013, 11:16 AM,
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(02-08-2013, 04:40 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  Greetings sisters and brothers,

As a Wanderer / Walk-In, now that we've safely ushered in the birthing of 4th density Gaia, my Mind is focused on what I should do with the rest of my life...

As I subscribe to The Confederation's philosophy of STO, something has been playing on my Mind for some time now...

And that is the seeming dichotomy between their claim that failing to accept that which has been offered depolarises an STO entity and the following from "Secrets of the UFO" ( 1977 - page 53 ):

“This is one way of designating in your own consciousness who is of Christ force and who is of the anti-Christ force. You will see many, who will cry out that there is no God, come and fight shoulder to shoulder with you for peace and love and brotherhood equally for all men for all time. This is truly one who is of the Christ force. Yet you will see others, who profess to be of God, speaking words of God, who say that some are to be saved and some are to be damned. These you will know are not of the Christ light, for the Christ light speaks of brotherhood first and foremost and will defend the right of all men everywhere to share equally with their brothers.”

I'm having difficulty reconciling these two concepts!!!

I'm not suggesting any flaw or discrepancy in The Confederation's philosophy as brought to us through L/L, but I am personally finding it difficult accepting all of the violence, greed, artificial concepts of separation and oppression levied by the few against oh so many!

Where do I / we go from here?

I sincerely welcome any thoughts and comments any of you may have!

L & L

Jim

I decided to present this question to Carla on her weekly radio show, which she answered in the following show:

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/llresearch/2013/03/09/in-the-now--qa-with-Carla-l-rueckert

I think that her response can be summed up in that it is not practical to attempt to apply 6th density principles whilst incarnate in 3rd density.

I found Carla's advice, as ever, illuminating and most helful!

Thank you!

L & L

Jim
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05-15-2013, 06:01 PM,
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Greetings Sisters and brothers,

I've just had a profound and rather cathartic thought...

Most if not all of my lack of self-esteem comes from a fear that I have not realised my true potential...

If indeed this body is occupied by a 6th d Wanderer and a 6th d Walk-In, and we really do make a mess of our mission, then provided we have graduated Spiritually, we can always incarnate and / or walk-in and change my personal time-line.

I'm working on a definitive version of my book of philosophy so that I can record an audio version of it to give away as a free mp3.

The reworking of my album "Sentient Universe" caries on at a slow pace.

If I offer my work made as well as I can, then I suppose that at least I'm trying.

The fact that I'm still here in this time-line, to me, signals that I have not yet messed up so badly that my mission needs reworking!

Love and Light to all

Jim
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03-22-2014, 04:37 PM, (This post was last modified: 03-28-2014, 05:16 PM by Jim Kent +.)
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Update

Greetings sisters and brothers,

For those of you whom may be interested, here is an update on where I'm at.

Firstly, the realization has come to me that what was once a relatively infrequent problem, has become my primary current difficulty, and that is confusion.

This confusion causes chakra-blockages and a continuance of my general malaise.

Contrary to my previous post, a lack of self-esteem is no longer a problem as I have recently completed the process of doing all that I can for my baby ( my book ) and have made considerable progress reworking my album.

Obviously I have been attempting to resolve these issues, but I can't seem to distinguish exactly what, out the following list, is the cause of this confused sadness...

"I" am two 6th density entities, whose hearts were broken by the suffering of Earthlings and were therefore motivated to attempt to help, life on Gaia just saddens me/us.

I still haven't recovered from a profoundly sad family tragedy at the end of 2012.

The Psychic-Greetings continue, as they have for a long time, resulting in a lack of trust in my dream-time communications due to most attacks being in this state.

So, who knows what I need to do to get a firm grasp on the situation, maybe I just have to accept that this is just way it is at the moment and work and look forward towards moving on and achieve at least some semblance of inner-peace and tranquility...

I've been there before and I just need to find my way there again!

As regards the idea of changing my personal time-line, it has occurred to me that this has already happened, and that by walking-in, my additional Soul came to me to redirect me in a more positive and constructive direction.

For the sake of Love and Light

Jim
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03-22-2014, 05:49 PM,
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I read your book. It was nice. I liked the section on gods. Will we potentially be gods when we're in 4D?

I am a 5th or 6th density entity. Haven't figured that out, but leaning towards 6th density.

The state of the world saddens me too. It's hard not to be overwhelmed when empathically I pick up on the state of the world.

The energies sometimes make me think like I want to end it here and be done. I ponder on this for some time, before I feel uplifted by higher energies.

I thought about wanting to walk-in too, but I figured that would shortcut my spiritual development, and leave another in charge of my body. I find inner peace and tranquility almost impossible to achieve while here in 3D. I am so sensitive to what is around me. I don't feel bombarded by negative entities though. I don't feel as if I were under psychic greeting.

My dreams have left me angry. Or more precisely, my dreams make me angry, and then when I wake up I wonder why. It's hard living in my own skin, because of always feeling this energy around me. It's dizzying. It's pressure on my solar plexus chakra. I sometimes feel my heart chakra trying to activate, but it can't in this world. I am left with an anxious feeling instead.

But is it worth it? Yes, to raise the vibration of the planet, it was worth coming here. I can try to lift the spirits of those around me. If I can get past my own discomfort. I agree with you for the sake of the Love and the Light. Many blessings to you, other 6D entity.

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11-15-2014, 04:28 PM,
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Greetings sisters and brothers

I can disclose why I was so saddened...

My mum was diagnosed with terminal lung-cancer in February 2014, and passed away in hospital on the 20th September 2014.

As much as I believe in the eternal nature of our souls, and that I will be with my mum's spirit at some point in the "future", it was still heart-breaking to see her life slowly ebb away...

Fortunately, the really traumatic period of her illness lasted only about 2 weeks. I just wish that we could have made it to the hospital in time to say goodbye, but she died minutes before we arrived at the hospital.

L & L

Jim
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11-15-2014, 04:57 PM,
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(11-15-2014, 04:28 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  UPDATE

Greetings sisters and brothers

I can disclose why I was so saddened...

My mum was diagnosed with terminal lung-cancer in February 2014, and passed away in hospital on the 20th September 2014.

As much as I believe in the eternal nature of our souls, and that I will be with my mum's spirit at some point in the "future", it was still heart-breaking to see her life slowly ebb away...

Fortunately, the really traumatic period of her illness lasted only about 2 weeks. I just wish that we could have made it to the hospital in time to say goodbye, but she died minutes before we arrived at the hospital.

L & L

Jim

No matter what you believe or relate to as far as afterlife, death is always difficult...at least I find it so. So much sadness on this planet to deal with sometimes. Heart
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11-15-2014, 07:37 PM,
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(11-15-2014, 04:28 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  UPDATE

Greetings sisters and brothers

I can disclose why I was so saddened...

My mum was diagnosed with terminal lung-cancer in February 2014, and passed away in hospital on the 20th September 2014.

As much as I believe in the eternal nature of our souls, and that I will be with my mum's spirit at some point in the "future", it was still heart-breaking to see her life slowly ebb away...

Fortunately, the really traumatic period of her illness lasted only about 2 weeks. I just wish that we could have made it to the hospital in time to say goodbye, but she died minutes before we arrived at the hospital.

L & L

Jim

Hello Jim,

According to Knowledge that is familiar to Us All, your Mom exists in different reality, in what We understand as "now". She possess different Vehicle for Her Soul/Consciousness at this "time" - or maybe She "came back" to Her Whole-Self between incarnations - or She ended incarnational cycle.

One way or another, despite of "information" We have about Beingness beyond physical reality, or how We are imagining that "sphere" - even despite Our "labeling" capabilities, or boundaries of Our comprehension - physical reality is only one domain of existence - one among countless. Your Mom - or as I understand it - an Entity, that in this existence was your Mom, is now Invested in/at different "Field of Beingness" - that's the peak of my labeling abilities of this "Sphere", at this time.

Nothing is lost. Ever.

Again, according to Knowledge that is familiar to Us All - all experiences You've encounter was Choosen by both: You and your Mom.
I realize it may sounds Crule, but my Intentions are not such. Awareness of such connections and other meanings of Our Experiences in this reality, are extremely important.


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11-16-2014, 11:28 AM, (This post was last modified: 11-16-2014, 11:29 AM by Shemaya.)
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(11-15-2014, 04:28 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  UPDATE

Greetings sisters and brothers

I can disclose why I was so saddened...

My mum was diagnosed with terminal lung-cancer in February 2014, and passed away in hospital on the 20th September 2014.

As much as I believe in the eternal nature of our souls, and that I will be with my mum's spirit at some point in the "future", it was still heart-breaking to see her life slowly ebb away...

Fortunately, the really traumatic period of her illness lasted only about 2 weeks. I just wish that we could have made it to the hospital in time to say goodbye, but she died minutes before we arrived at the hospital.

L & L

Jim

Hello Jim,
I am sorry for your loss. My mom passed away last last year after a prolonged illness. The night she passed we had been with her earlier, it was traumatic for me to go back when she was on life support and see that she was gone. But at the same time I saw her in incredible light and with her loved ones who had gone ahead.

The holidays were tough, a time for grieving for me. It gets much better with time. I remember her love always and yellow roses and yellow swallowtails remind me of her.

God bless you and you familyHeart
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02-16-2015, 03:32 PM,
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Greetings sisters and brothers,

 
I had a rather profound realisation last night whilst meditating.
 
I have not been happy for many years and it has escaped me as to the reason why. 
 
I am talking about a very deep unhappiness with an accompanying confusion as to its root cause.
 
Is it due having two homesick 6th density Souls? Or is it due to being on anti-psychotic medication that I don't actually need?
 
I have been too scared of descending into unworkable confusion and had lost my faith in myself not to lose it if I stopped the meds.
 
Last night it occurred to me that what I am really afraid of is my own power, something that I got a real glimpse of when I had my "Indigo-Ray-blow-through" in 2001.
 
Another possibility that crossed my Mind is that I have been subconsciously quelling my STO polarity, also out of fear of allowing energy to cause another "Indigo-Ray-blow-through", which might cost me my liberty yet again.
 
Whether this newly found clarity is the ACTUAL reason and that it will last remains to be seen, but everything certainly seems to make more sense to me since last night's realisation.
 
L & L
 
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02-16-2015, 03:49 PM,
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(02-16-2015, 03:32 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  Greetings sisters and brothers,

 
I had a rather profound realisation last night whilst meditating.
 
I have not been happy for many years and it has escaped me as to the reason why. 
 
I am talking about a very deep unhappiness with an accompanying confusion as to its root cause.
 
Is it due having two homesick 6th density Souls? Or is it due to being on anti-psychotic medication that I don't actually need?
 
I have been too scared of descending into unworkable confusion and had lost my faith in myself not to lose it if I stopped the meds.
 
Last night it occurred to me that what I am really afraid of is my own power, something that I got a real glimpse of when I had my "Indigo-Ray-blow-through" in 2001.
 
Another possibility that crossed my Mind is that I have been subconsciously quelling my STO polarity, also out of fear of allowing energy to cause another "Indigo-Ray-blow-through", which might cost me my liberty yet again.
 
Whether this newly found clarity is the ACTUAL reason and that it will last remains to be seen, but everything certainly seems to make more sense to me since last night's realisation.
 
L & L
 
Jim

Hi Jim.
I would not worry about the meds. In fact, they are serving a purpose.
The thoughts like "I should stop", or " I have an addiction" are ok.
You will stop medicating (like many other folks) when the time comes that they (the meds) are no longer of service to you.

It's probably a good idea to disregard feelings of 'guilt' etc at this point.

The medication ( as I see it) is there to shield oneself from premature openings of specific rays/energy centers.

I have spent the past 27 years in a drug influenced reality.
Only recently have I understood the fact that these "modes of thought" can be achieved by use of ritual and other means.

Be thankful and mindful of your pre-incarnational programming.
Drugs have played a most important part in my own personal awakening story.
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04-30-2015, 12:32 PM,
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Hi, Jim, I saw your story and felt compelled to read it.  I want to reiterate as well.  I am grateful for your experiences.  Whether I've erroneously assumed aspects of you or not, I want you to know there are things about your story that really do hit home for me.  I really do extend my own love and light out to you, and I do thank you for being here.

I have to say though, work in consciousness must be pretty powerful coming from you.
(01-14-2010, 05:42 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  [...]had a prolonged and intense green-ray ( Heart-Chakra ) experience, which I theorise was when I first graduated, at least, Spiritually.

However this portion resonated with me more than anything else and I really want to ask about this experience.  What was it like?  And why do you think it means you've graduated, spiritually at least?

I read through the rest of the thread and no one else asked.

Your life could be a book, you should seriously consider writing an autobiography. I'd like to read the part where you're uncertain if you're having a spiritual experience or just tripping your face off! That sounds like a recipe for a fun afternoon! Smile
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04-30-2015, 01:51 PM,
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(04-30-2015, 12:32 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote:  I really do extend my own love and light out to you, and I do thank you for being here.

I have to say though, work in consciousness must be pretty powerful coming from you.


(01-14-2010, 05:42 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  [...]had a prolonged and intense green-ray ( Heart-Chakra ) experience, which I theorise was when I first graduated, at least, Spiritually.

However this portion resonated with me more than anything else and I really want to ask about this experience.  What was it like?  And why do you think it means you've graduated, spiritually at least?

I read through the rest of the thread and no one else asked.

Your life could be a book, you should seriously consider writing an autobiography.  I'd like to read the part where you're uncertain if you're having a spiritual experience or just tripping your face off! That sounds like a recipe for a fun afternoon! Smile
Greetings brother, 

Firstly, thank you for your kind words.

When I first activated my Green-Ray centre, it felt like I had strong warm glow in my chest, this was when I was 15. Back in my Raving days, at the beginning of my 20s, when I had taken MDMA, this warm glow became much more powerful and it felt like I had a star in my chest!

I suspect that this Green-Ray activation was evidence of graduating Spiritually because of my "understanding" of The Confederation's philosophy, which states that a positive polarization results in the activation of Red, Orange, Yellow and Green-Ray centres.

Since this experience, I have also activated my Indigo-Ray centre, but that was of a different order of intensity.

I have often considered writing an autobiography, but my current excuse, other than being a lazy sod, is that for legal and personal reasons, I'd have to leave half of it out, although I may actually eventually get around to writing it. It's not that I don't have the time!

However, I did spend nearly 15 years writing a book of philosophy, and if you haven't done so yet, you may find it interesting. All of the "juicy" Spiritual experiences I've had during this incarnation are detailed in my book. It's free to read online or download and you can also stream or download a free version of it as an audio-book on my soundcloud page. Just click on the URL that is my post signature, which takes you to my book's homepage.

If you do check it out, I would sincerely appreciate any feedback you may have to offer - positive or negative!

Stay well brother!

L & L 

Jim       
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04-30-2015, 02:14 PM,
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(04-30-2015, 01:51 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  
(04-30-2015, 12:32 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote:  I really do extend my own love and light out to you, and I do thank you for being here.

I have to say though, work in consciousness must be pretty powerful coming from you.



(01-14-2010, 05:42 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  [...]had a prolonged and intense green-ray ( Heart-Chakra ) experience, which I theorise was when I first graduated, at least, Spiritually.

However this portion resonated with me more than anything else and I really want to ask about this experience.  What was it like?  And why do you think it means you've graduated, spiritually at least?

I read through the rest of the thread and no one else asked.

Your life could be a book, you should seriously consider writing an autobiography.  I'd like to read the part where you're uncertain if you're having a spiritual experience or just tripping your face off! That sounds like a recipe for a fun afternoon! Smile
Greetings brother, 

Firstly, thank you for your kind words.

When I first activated my Green-Ray centre, it felt like I had strong warm glow in my chest, this was when I was 15. Back in my Raving days, at the beginning of my 20s, when I had taken MDMA, this warm glow became much more powerful and it felt like I had a star in my chest!

I suspect that this Green-Ray activation was evidence of graduating Spiritually because of my "understanding" of The Confederation's philosophy, which states that a positive polarization results in the activation of Red, Orange, Yellow and Green-Ray centres.

Since this experience, I have also activated my Indigo-Ray centre, but that was of a different order of intensity.

I have often considered writing an autobiography, but my current excuse, other than being a lazy sod, is that for legal and personal reasons, I'd have to leave half of it out, although I may actually eventually get around to writing it. It's not that I don't have the time!

However, I did spend nearly 15 years writing a book of philosophy, and if you haven't done so yet, you may find it interesting. All of the "juicy" Spiritual experiences I've had during this incarnation are detailed in my book. It's free to read online or download and you can also stream or download a free version of it as an audio-book on my soundcloud page. Just click on the URL that is my post signature, which takes you to my book's homepage.

If you do check it out, I would sincerely appreciate any feedback you may have to offer - positive or negative!

Stay well brother!

L & L 

Jim       

If time permits I'd love to!

I ask because I experienced it like my body awakening in an odd sense. First my desire shifted entirely to wanting to only provide unconditional love. At that point on it was like I awoke my chakra system. It's hard to describe in words. My thought's changed and I could maintain focus (during a time where a prior suicide attempt left my short term memory wonky and my attention span bad), I found I stopped being tired all the time and found an unknown Willpower, my Red Ray chakra almost effortlessly was balanced. My Orange Ray Chakra was quickly balanced when I began putting into practice Unconditional Love to the Heart, of myself and others. My Yellow Ray, despite being prior deactivated not only reactivated (which it's deactivation again afterwards was...ouch) but was balanced out slowly but in a manner that looking back, was wholeheartedly out of character with Who I Am. (My first hint that this occurrence was something more important than I give it credit for). My Green Ray was undoubtedly overflowing, I had people point out to me that they noticed something about me was different. I managed to fix the relationship with me and my Mom very well. I was able to come to terms and accept all the circumstances with my life in Yellow Ray.

When I began performing Blue Ray radiance of self, I had a few greetings that... Well. At one point, in midway-to-sleep I was dozing off into a dream, that at the time was just formulating thoughts and emotions, when a greeting occurred tricking me in my non-rationalizing state, to try and extend love to my murderer, who then manifested behind me in dream. Which, not realizing it was a dream, made my body physically believe it was being attacked. Which, thinking you're actually going to be killed, not fun. But from that experience I realized the great depth of Love provided by Jesus, and it really made the story of Jesus stick with me.
I got all the way up to Indigo Ray being open and clear, without a doubt I was operating just underneath the Crown Chakra with strong potential to move even further up. I managed to heal my own body of a wart on my finger (without treating it otherwise), showing me I was perhaps close enough to begin actually healing others.

Then just like that, it was like the experience was done occurring, and my Heart Chakra normalized or something happened. I lost the ability to meditate, my focus at times feels like it's not focusing! My thoughts all stopped being easy to control. I could no longer think straight, and ultimately, it felt like I was... Activated, in some manner of Green Ray.

It makes me hope your regards to spiritually graduating are correct, that'd take a huge burden off my mind. Already having fulfilled the needs to graduate, can I just focus on performing at my own pace now? haha

But truly, something about your experience and how you worded it draws me in.
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05-01-2015, 01:49 PM,
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(04-30-2015, 02:14 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote:  It makes me hope your regards to spiritually graduating are correct, that'd take a huge burden off my mind.  Already having fulfilled the needs to graduate, can I just focus on performing at my own pace now?  haha

Greetings brother, 

Perhaps in my intention to lessen the burden on your Mind with what I'm about to say, it might actually have the opposite effect, but...

If your sole motivation behind graduating is to become harvestable then this actually becomes STS!

It took me many years of contemplating The Confederation's philosophy to ask if this might be the case, and it was only when I questioned Carla on her radio show that I became aware of this aspect of The Harvest.

However, even if we are 6th density natives and don't "make it" to 4th, then presumably the "worst" thing that can happen is that we would have to incarnate for a "major-cycle" on another 3rd density planet. And although this prospect of incarnating for another 75000 years in 3rd density can be frightening, it is still less time than a single average lifespan in 4th density! 

This somewhat selfish concern ( that one will "make it to 4th" ) is most certainly one that occupied a great deal of my thoughts for a long time, and I mean no criticism of you in any way by drawing your attention these facets of this philosophy. It's just a perceptual trap that I would highly recommend avoiding! 

L & L          

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05-01-2015, 02:22 PM,
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(05-01-2015, 01:49 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote:  
(04-30-2015, 02:14 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote:  It makes me hope your regards to spiritually graduating are correct, that'd take a huge burden off my mind.  Already having fulfilled the needs to graduate, can I just focus on performing at my own pace now?  haha

Greetings brother, 

Perhaps in my intention to lessen the burden on your Mind with what I'm about to say, it might actually have the opposite effect, but...

If your sole motivation behind graduating is to become harvestable then this actually becomes STS!

It took me many years of contemplating The Confederation's philosophy to ask if this might be the case, and it was only when I questioned Carla on her radio show that I became aware of this aspect of The Harvest.

However, even if we are 6th density natives and don't "make it" to 4th, then presumably the "worst" thing that can happen is that we would have to incarnate for a "major-cycle" on another 3rd density planet. And although this prospect of incarnating for another 75000 years in 3rd density can be frightening, it is still less time than a single average lifespan in 4th density! 

This somewhat selfish concern ( that one will "make it to 4th" ) is most certainly one that occupied a great deal of my thoughts for a long time, and I mean no criticism of you in any way by drawing your attention these facets of this philosophy. It's just a perceptual trap that I would highly recommend avoiding! 

L & L          

Jim

You know, I'd need to think about it. . .When I first discovered about the Harvest, I was initially actually scared of not being harvested simply because the thought of being forced to do even one more incarnation does seriously put me off as...Undesirable in the Extreme.  I guess I never thought about it, I just learned that the best manner to do so was to polarize.  After that I made a lot of connections that led me to think I was of a Service to Others choice across my entire life.  I do seriously wonder if I'm not exactly of a Service to Others polarization in terms of spiritually, but I don't know.  I find my complex of paradoxically being able to look at both the darkness and the brightness and discern it evenly does tell me I may very well have experience under the STS path, but I do not know.  Especially if I'm a Wanderer, I'd have no idea how to apply these feelings.

My life honesty feels like a giant uncertainty at times lol.  But at the same time the only reasons I ever did say no to the STS choice was because of both the 95% rate needed to be harvested and the manner of which I'd be required to manipulate others in order to polarize...And...I just couldn't bring myself to do that.  So I really do find myself in a position of Divine Discontent a bit now.

I never did give the harvest much thought beyond, I want to achieve it to end the incarnations, and if providing love along the way is the manner, that's fine with me.  but ultimately I'd have to say, I only ever picked it up not to Love, but to graduate.  The aspect of spreading love was very much acquired and appreciated by me as I did it, but I can't say the Harvest was the motivation, rather the motivator.  I want to graduate and get away.  I want to give what love I can while I can, but I want to get away more than anything else if we're prioritizing desires.

I find myself feeling somewhat strange about myself now...  Service to Others orientation, walking a Service to Self intent...

Do you think it's possible to be of Service to Self, without manipulating others and still providing love in an unconditional...--Ah.  I just had a thought that really does burden my mind.  Well.  I suppose from forth with the peace of mind some madness must recite its way in as well.  I don't want to be of Service to Self, but I don't want to be much involved in the Yellow Ray, and I guess by extension, Green Ray application of dealing with societal catalyst anymore beyond once in a while...  I don't want to be hurt anymore is the simplest and most honest way of putting it I guess, so now I avoid it.

I guess I better figure it out or get used to 75k more years of...Insanity.  Thank you none the less, the path to Truth may very well be a winding one for me.
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09-18-2015, 04:53 PM,
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RE: Are Two Souls Better Than One?
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Greetings sisters and brothers, 

I just had a flash of clarity...

I believe that if I am to move forward from my pain / frustration / confusion, I need to repair the damage to my Negative-Energy-Transformer...

"Negative-Energy-Transformer

 One of the greatest tools we have at our disposal in combating the Darkness that affects our planet is the ability the spontaneously create and maintain what I call a Negative-Energy-Transformer, which is a thought-pattern and / or Spiritual-will that directly converts exterior “negative” interference, i.e. “negative” energy, into a “positive” reaction and therefore positive energy. Deflecting negativity by converting it into “positive” energy / thought. Our sense-of-humor is the primary example of a widely used NET. I believe it to be healthy to maintain the ability to laugh at ANYTHING and EVERYTHING! I believe that NETs can be extended to a more esoteric and advanced level. Even generating the ability to fight-off high level Spiritual malice. The most advanced application of this concept is achieved when your entire perception is protected by a complete “Mind-wide” NET, when you develop the ability to convert ANY and ALL negative exterior influences into positive energy."

From "The Philosophy of Eternal Unity" ( 2013 )

My NET has been greatly affected and / or neutralised by significant negative interference over many years, but hopefully I can hold on to the notion that if I were to repair my NET then I may well be able to move forward again!

L & L 

JIm
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05-16-2016, 02:41 PM, (This post was last modified: 05-17-2016, 06:18 AM by Jim Kent +.)
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Greetings Sisters and Brothers,
 
It seems appropriate to offer this update on the 24th anniversary of my Walk-In...
 
Recent realizations have led me to the following conclusions:
 
I have been depressed by the illness and passing of my mum and that this is completely natural and appropriate to the Human experience.
 
I have been and in some respects still am confused, but this is what 3rd density is designed to do and I no longer punish myself for being confused about certain and / or many aspects of Human existence.
 
I may well be dual-activated with two 6th density souls, but I have come to accept that this does not equate to clarity of perception and absolute certainty of many if not most metaphysical concepts / understandings.
 
Another breakthrough that I feel that has happened recently is the realization and acceptance that I have been and am subject to constant telepathic manipulation and interference. I feel that I am coming very close to being comfortable to acknowledging publicly that my telepathic-terrorists have not left me for nearly two decades...
 
But, I have achieved a significant peace of mind and some much needed clarity by confronting head-on this interference by simply saying: "Get out of my f***ing mind!"
 
My newly constructed music studio is nearly complete and I'm very much looking forward to remixing my 2001 album
 
L & L
 
Jim          
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08-27-2017, 11:35 AM, (This post was last modified: 08-27-2017, 01:35 PM by Jim Kent +.)
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Greetings sisters and brothers, 

Before I offer an update I'd like to offer an apology for being a miserable get and using this forum to whinge, yes it's healthy to get stuff off your chest, but it might not always make for edifying reading!

I no longer think that having two Souls is problematic for me, yes it can be a bit crowded in "here" sometimes, but apart from one or two aspects of our combined existence, my ( our ) life these days seems to be a lot more comfortable in emotional and psychological terms.

I've come to realize that my dependency on that damn anti-psychotic is mostly about my reliance on it to sleep and much less about not trusting my own sanity. Maybe one day I'll move on from it and I very much look forward to not feeling pretty shitty most of the time which I'm now quite convinced is due to the meds and is causing my permanent low-mood.

I don't necessarily expect anyone to understand this, but I ( the Soul that walked-in in 1992 ) made a promise to me ( the original Soul that inhabits this body ) that fateful night, and apart from sporadic attempts over the years, I felt that I hadn't honoured that promise.

However that's no longer the case, I've just finished writing my new album, and expect to complete the piece of art I always knew I was capable of creating, by early next year. 

Even if I don't end up having my ( entity # 2 ) Soul pulled out of my body whilst on stage, which was the promise I ( entity # 2 ) made just prior to walking-in, at least I'm trying.

I know this all sounds bonkers, but it's the only way I know of to go "home", and however much my life has / and is improving, I still would go "home" given the choice! Wink 

L & L

Jim  

    
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