Merlin laughs at me again, just like he always does.
I am glad he finds me so amusing, good for something then I guess I am.
"30 min, at least twice a day, just to lie down on your back and breathe"
Wow, you know that’s a lot of time. I cannot figure out if I am lazy or if I work too hard, it is a mix, I can be truly lazy but not because I am lazy because I don't feel good!
But am I being lazy by not taking the time to take care of myself?!
"Yes!" Merlin says, "yes. "I am very lazy that way.
It takes so much time! There is never enough time!
Merlin laughs and makes a frizzy motion in the air in front of him with his hand as if he is erasing time.
"Time isn't!", he shouts at me, because I should already know this.
"It is illusion," and he puffs a ball of a bubble into the air and pops it when he points at it,
"Poof, gone, it could be that easy to make it disappear, he seems to be telling me.
But! It is engrained into the human mind like on a computer chip and it gets reinforced and honored every day, every minute, hah! MINUTE! Humans divide things up when nothing is divided. All flows together and he makes a waving world shaped ball that is swirling in his hands.
Well I got interrupted now I have to get busy.
I am feeling pressured by time! Hah! Oh Merlin, you are just in a different world! You don’t know what it is like to live here where we make our own cages!