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Interests: Serving the Creator and my other-selves, singing, reading for fun (romances, sci-fi and mysteries) collecting recipes, eating out (I love to do that!), hanging with St. Luke's Episcopal Church community of worship and singing in the choir, making the Law of One information more easily available, writing on a the second book of a three-book series on the principles of the Law of One, reading other channeling and spiritually oriented books, learning about bio-dynamic gardening and living, patting our kitties and keeping up with friends.

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In June of 2005 I kept a daily journal on a speaking trip to Britain and decided to keep the daily entries going on my return. If you would like to keep up with L/L Research and our activities, this is the place to do that. Nowadays it is Jim who writes the daily entry, and Gary writes the  blogworthy report (the bulleted list) detailing his and Austin's work at the helm of the L/L ship. We wish you blessings, light and love! Carla L. Rueckert-McCarty and Jim McCarty. To view the Camelot Journal archive, please visit http://www.llresearch.org/journals/journals_camelot_toc.aspx.


2014-10-20
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 21, 2014 7:46am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. The dressing change went normally and we were doing our normal morning routine when we got a call from Carla's family doctor saying that she was going to contact the back surgeon and cancel Carla's surgery for tomorrow morning because the latest blood test shows that Carla is quite anemic once again and not a good candidate for surgery. She said that we need to find out why Carla is losing blood and correct that situation before surgery can happen. Carla has a capsule endoscopy already scheduled for the 29th of this month and that test could reveal the problem.

 

Shortly after that call I got a call from my good friend Eric Swan's sister saying that Eric died on October 10th and that she was having a memorial service for Eric this Sunday and would like for me to attend.Eric and I both  lived in central Kentucky as homesteaders beginning in 1974 for me and 1976 for Eric. He lived about half a mile down the creek from me and from the beginning of our friendship I was amazed at what an original thinker he was. His mind was always looking at any situation from a number of angles and he could find unique solutions that were a joy to behold. He was always for the little guy trying to get by in the world and Eric had a strong sense of justice and serving. I will definitely miss Eric and am so lucky to have known this bright soul.

 

After lunch I went outside and planted another 650 tulip bulbs. My right arm is getting sore from the repeated hard whacks at the ground that I have taken these last two days. I may have to do other work tomorrow and give my arm a rest.

 

Austin was alone in the office today as Gary needed an extra day to recover from his wedding last Saturday:

  • Austin reporting from the office today as Gary is still winding down and getting things wrapped up from some big life event that happened this weekend:
  • Received and reviewed a transcribed Homecoming talk from Troy. Thank you Troy!
  • Continued the digitization of Q'uo.
  • Daily social media sharing.
  • Responded to always-amazing seeker emails and inquiries. A task for which I feel great honor.
  • Helped a user fix an issue with their Bring4th account.
  • Received a courteous and helpful email from BlogTalkRadio that unfortunately didn't shed much light on our recurring problem.
  • Tested out some audio correction techniques on the Ra sessions to compare to Manuel's audio cleanup to see if it is worth it to work to clean up a few sessions with some increased background noise.
  • Continued plugging away at the Q'uo MP3 project, importing, cleaning, and editing audio from the archive of over 1,300 channeling sessions.
  • Reflected on the amazing event of this weekend. It seems so rare that something so important and significant happens in the lives of the most important people in one's life, especially for someone as not-so-social as myself. Two of the most amazing people on this planet managed to find each other and dedicate themselves to uniting in service, to each other and to the world. Having been witness to Gary and Trish's relationship well before the official ceremony, I had thought that this would be nothing more than a simple ritual which simply reiterated that love which was already very apparent to me. However, the ceremony which they designed together was so personal, heartfelt, humorous and sincere that the magic of the ritual was more than apparent. And the reception to follow was a party worthy of the love that these two amazing people share. Congratulations to Gary and Trish, it is an honor to know you and to have been a part of your amazing ceremony.

For our evening Carla and I mostly relaxed and watched some television. We skipped the protocol and anything that would keep her from resting as she was having a good deal of weakness and some bladder problems as well. I read more to her from Destiny of Souls by Dr. Michael Newton. In this session we read about "hybrid souls" who have lived on other worlds and decided to incarnate here because their other worlds were no longer able to help them with their evolution. This fits nicely with Ra's mention of there being 16 other planets that have completed their third-density cycles and whose populations still had not chosen a polarity and needed to repeat the third density here on Earth. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 

 



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2014-10-19
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 20, 2014 7:52am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. It's been nearly three weeks since we have used silver nitrate on Carla's wound and the bleeding has slowed down considerably. After Carla's surgery to remove the titanium screws is over we will get back to the silver nitrate. Her plumbing improved today but her queasy tummy remains.

 

Carla was on the air with Wynn F. from 1-3 this afternoon and they talked about how the average person becomes a spiritual seeker. While she was on the air I planted about 500 tulip bulbs on one of our mounds in the front yard. 1500 to go.

 

After Carla got off the radio we got her hair washed and then we went for a wheelchair ride around the neighborhood. It was a lovely sunny day and the leaves on the trees are getting quite colorful. It was so much fun to be outside together and taking in all this beauty.

 

We had our silent meditation tonight. Gary and Austin are still experiencing the after effects of Gary & Trish's wedding, so they were not with us. However, Lana A. from Stockholm did join us for a very pleasant talk around the circle and then silent meditation.

 

I read more of The Destiny of Souls to Carla, and tonight we read how various souls go through more or less healing of the previous incarnation depending upon how much injury they have suffered. There are various levels of guides and healers who are called into action at that time and the work with each entity is unique.

 

We listened some to Dierk Bentley and his country band and found him a very capable songwriter and singer. We chose the Classic Rock & Roll Station for our protocol but then followed it with the Classical Music Station for the rest of the evening. We completed our viewing day with Modern Family. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2014-10-18
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 19, 2014 8:17am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Susie came by this morning and changed out Carla's catheter. Susie has just been promoted to VNA manager but she has kept a few of her clients and we are glad to be among them. We gave her all the news since we saw her last month and then continued with our day.

 

This was Gary's and Trish's wedding day, so we took it easy after lunch and got a little nap before getting dressed and heading to White Hall, a stately old Louisville mansion that hosts many weddings and meetings. Today was cloudy and chilly, with a few spits of rain, so an outdoor wedding was somewhat of a challenge for everyone. It was a non-ordinary kind of wedding with the groomsmen in tuxes and tennis and a radio station providing pre-ceremony music. Gary and Trish definitely did it their own way and wrote each part themselves. Carla was asked to give an opening greeting which she did well and got a good response from the congregation when she asked them if they would support Gary and Trish in their marriage. And we add our wishes that Trish and Gary have a long and happy life together.

 

The reception was held under a tent next to the chapel area and there was apparently even an after party at a nearby pub, but Carla was in such pain that she almost couldn't speak, so we left right after the marriage ceremony and were glad to get her back home and into her comfy bed.

 

Steve & Fox H. also attended the wedding and then stayed overnight with us as they are good friends of many, many years. They stayed for part of the reception, but as Steve and I are loyal Nebraska football fans and Nebraska was playing Northwestern at 7:30 we had a chance to visit and cheer Nebraska on to a solid victory over a very good team.

 

Carla and I watched a little NCIS to complete our viewing day and I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 

 

 



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2014-10-17
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 18, 2014 7:49am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Mona came by this morning with pictures of her new granddaughter. Then she changed Carla's dressing and made a couple of suggestions as to how to proceed with one or two dressing changes per day. We won't see her again until after Carla's surgery next Tuesday.

 

After lunch Carla and I got a little nap in preparation for the big afternoon at the rehearsal for Gary's wedding. Then we began getting dressed and put on the finishing touches and headed to Whitehall, a wonderful old Louisville mansion used for weddings and other public events. The landscape there is beautiful and the tree leaves are just beginning to turn colors.

 

We stayed long enough for Carla to get her instructions as to when she will give her presentation, and then we left so we could conserve her energy. The site of the wedding is in the back yard in a small court yard with three arbors leading to the court yard. The tent for the reception is right next to this area so the whole event looks very lovely and useable.

 

We decided that since we were going to miss the rehearsal dinner we would stop at KT's, an old Louisville restaurant with home-cooked food, and we enjoyed an early dinner with lots of conversation and laughs.

 

Upon arriving home we decided that it was time for another nap, so nap we did, waking an hour or so later to watch some NCIS on television. The Classic Rock & Roll Station accompanied our evening protocol and then we switched over to the Classical Station just for fun. Then it became our own celebration of life and the house was a rockin' for the rest of the evening. It was a delightful party for two. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2014-10-16
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 17, 2014 8:03am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. The wound looks good. The area under and outside the wound is responding to treatment and looking better itself. The little abrasion on the top left outside the wound is also responding, but it is a tough one to get rid of. Her tummy is still urpy (technical term) but she feels better as the day goes on.

 

I picked up the dress that Carla will wear to Gary's wedding this Saturday. The fitting of the shoulder straps was successful and the dress fits perfectly now. A lovely purple dress to go with her perfectly purple hair.

 

I went to see our family doctor today and discovered that I am still low on testosterone, so she wants me to take Androgel as a topical medication and see if we can alleviate some of the fatigue that I have gotten used to over the last few years. While I was gone Austin took dictation for Carla and helped her with her email.

 

Gary was gone today, spending this time with his dad who is visiting for the wedding. Austin carried on admirably in the L/L office:

  • Looked into royalties from the single foreign publishing firm who successfully purchased the foreign-language publishing rights for Book I.

  • Received and stocked a small shipment of A Channeling Handbook.

  • Took dictation from Carla to clear out her inbox.

  • Asked Carla some questions from our Spanish editor about the transcript header.

  • Responded to some questions from seekers via email.

  • Corresponded with Garry about moderator business.

  • Went to try on and pick up my tux for a certain administrator's wedding!

 

We watched some NCIS and Modern Family on television and then the Classical Music Station for our protocol. Then I read more to Carla from Dr. Michael Newton's Destiny of Souls. Tonight we read about good and evil spirits and how evil doesn't seem to exist between lives. We also read about heaven and hell and how they don't seem to exist there either. Towards the end of the evening I got both Carla's and my outfits together for the rehearsal and for the wedding. We have always loved to dress up but we haven't had anywhere to go for the last few years, so we are enjoying getting ready to step out on the town. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 

 

 



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2014-10-15
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 16, 2014 7:54am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Mona called from her car stuck in traffic and said she would be late, so we scheduled her for tomorrow so after we got Carla ready for her day we could go back downtown and get the chest X-ray and blood draw that are needed before surgery next Tuesday.

 

The blood draws go well now that Carla has a power port. This port saves a lot of trouble that comes with small, rolling, and blowing veins. Carla was also able to get her chest X-ray done while sitting in her wheelchair which is a big help since standing alone is not one of her strong points.

 

We finished the pre-surgery appointment just after 1 pm, so we headed to the Cheesecake Factory for lunch. We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves and were quite celebratory as we headed home. When we got home we greeted Lana from Stockholm and Carla settled in for a nap aided by the two Lemon Drops she had at the Cheesecake factory. I went outside and mulched the leaves in the back yard and came in for my nap as well.

 

Gary and Austin were quite productive in the L/L office today:

  • Looked into our BlogTalkRadio category setting - will need to write to BTR to figure out why the permanent setting is not being used for new shows (and why the music we have set to play automatically for the intro isn't playing.)

  • Austin picked up Lana from the airport last night whereupon they went out for a dinner. Today I got some Lana time in during an afternoon spent catching up. The highlight of the day! Especially as the day was off to a late start for me due to Trish getting into a car accident (no harm to either her or the other driver) and me needing to go to a clinic for a persistent cough. Too close to the wedding for this stuff!

  • Did the weekly bookkeeping

  • Processed and shipped book orders and donations.

  • Responded to some seeker email, including one from a group seeking to create another Law of One oriented community and website.

  • Wrote to BlogTalkRadio to figure out why our settings are not taking effect in newly generated episodes.

  • Finalized a store image for the new Q'uo audio section, sent off to Steve and Gary for judgment.

  • Continued digitizing Q'uo and shared via social media sharing.

  • Reviewed Ra session audio which was cleaned up by Manuel, deeming it possibly worthy to give him a shot at cleaning up the rest of the audio.

  • Continued work on the Q'uo MP3 project, importing and editing Q'uo sessions.

  • Processed and shipped book orders, one of which was for the fellow mentioned in yesterday's blogworthy report. Another seven rounds of "Yes ship the books" "No don't ship the books" and it's done!

 

We had an entire evening of NCIS to watch and interrupted it only for the Classical Music Station for our evening protocol. We completed our television viewing with the Colbert Report. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2014-10-14
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 15, 2014 7:45am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Our wound care nurse called to change our day from today to tomorrow as she is awaiting her daughter's coming home from the hospital with her new grandchild. She has pictures! We are still working with Carla's plumbing and with the treating of the area outside and under the wound. We will talk to Mona tomorrow about two dressing changes per day and get her point of view. Dressing changes are very painful for Carla because we clean the wound and manipulate it in various ways that cause continuing pain, which could be a good sign of healing in the long run.

 

Gary and Austin joined Carla and me for Blog Talk Radio after lunch where we talked about tuning the self to love, Earth catastrophes, and personal boundaries. It was a good program and we all felt energized.

 

I blew the leaves in the front and side yards into position and mulched them while Bethany was doing Carla's nails in preparation for Gary's wedding this weekend.

 

Gary and Austin churned out another list of accomplishments in the L/L office:

  • Prepared for and then joined Carla and Jim for the weekly "In the Now - Q&A with Carla and Crew". In this episode we discussed:
    - The ability to seek love in the moment.
    - The mystical nature of perfection, wholeness, and the apparent paradox.
    - Would a large destruction event be allowed to happen?
    - Is it ever in the highest good to create boundaries in difficult relationships?
    - Do we have too much free will?
    Available for download or streaming http://www.blogtalkradio.com/llresearch/2014/10/14/20141014-in-the-now--qa-with-carla-and-crew

  • Re-checked our category for the radio show. Seems it reverted to "Spirituality" for this and future episodes, so reset it to "indie music" because the former category was attracting psychic reading hopefuls. Slightly out of our limited skillset.

  • Yesterday received a book order from a fellow that he subsequently canceled, then not canceled, and then definitely, yeah, definitely canceled. Refunded the money before he could un-cancel again. : ) Today received the same book order that was canceled, then not canceled, then a final round of cancel.

  • Had a second round of correspondence with the Japanese translator in the effort to hopefully share his work through the website.

  • Touched based with a couple volunteer translators for the Q'uo sessions.

  • Assisted Morgan with editing questions and introduced her to Micheline for the French 101 edition.

  • Wrote Ian to see if he had any templates or protocols remaining from his long stint as editor as we've been attempting to reverse engineer his work the past couple of years. Wrote Edgard with a couple similar questions.

  • Continued Q'uo digitization and shared via social media.

  • Austin and I went to get our tuxes! However it turned out only mine had arrived, his comes in on Thursday.

 

Our evening was full of NCIS and Modern Family. We went back and forth between the Classical Music Station and Classic Rock & Roll for our protocol. We finished our viewing day with the Colbert Report where Neil Young was Colbert's guest. After the humorous interview Colbert actually played guitar and sang with Neil Young. They billed the performance as Neil Young and Crazy Host. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2014-10-13
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 14, 2014 7:48am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering. We are in 1st Kings and have mentioned before as a response to those who oppose gay marriages saying that we should emulate the Bible where marriage is composed of one man and one woman that King David had at least ten wives. Well, his son, Solomon, had-get ready-700 wives and 300 concubines. Well, there goes that argument! Do you suppose he knew any of their names?

 

We changed the dressing on Carla's wound and got her ready for her day. The plumbing concerns came back again so tomorrow we will deal appropriately with that problem. The skin below the wound is beginning to respond to treatment. The tummy is still upset but she carries on in good humor in spite of it.

 

Gary was alone in the L/L office today as Austin's trip to North Carolina seems to have included Monday. But Austin was able to complete work over the weekend and Gary soldiered on admirably today:

  • Continued editing Carla's interview with Denise Wilbanks.

  • Talked with Universal Life Expo and sorted out a budget issue.

  • Continued compiling resources for Microsoft MOS certification.

  • Austin searched for hotels for ULE next weekend, I cannot think of two weekends from now.

  • Collected questions for tomorrow's "In the Now" program.

  • Received a transcript for the section of the Interview Project that asked Carla and Jim some personal bio questions together, as a couple. In transcribing the section, Michelle also, I was thrilled to see, felt something similar to my own emotional response when asking those questions: a sense of light coming through the two being questioned. Thank you, Michelle!
    This makes 14 of 29 received thus far.

  • Caught up with Morgan and tackled questions regarding the editing of the French translation of "Living the Law of One 101".

  • Received a wonderful note of gratitude from a Japanese seeker working on translating the Law of One into Japanese! He says that his translation skills are not the best, but he's nevertheless giving it all he has. Sent an extensive reply outlining the situation and seeking to get his work from Book II onward onto the archive website.

  • And on the topic of translations, received Book II from Portuguese from Daniel! Once Morgan has finished with the French 101, we'll move into getting the Portuguese translation onto the archive website.

  • Responded to various emails, including one from Lana who will be in the States tomorrow!! Can't wait to hug that entity.  

  • Retrieved mail stuffs from the PO Box at a post office not shipping mail today due to a national holiday honoring the guy who accidentally discovered the N and S American continents for the Europeans, initiating what would soon thereafter become a genocide of the third-density entities who had for thousands of years called this place home.

 

Our evening was full of the usual suspects: NCIS and Modern Family. We enjoyed the Classical Music Station with our evening protocol. Our energies were riding high this evening, so we decided to have a date and the Earth shook. Or was it I? It was definitely out of this world. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2014-10-12
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 13, 2014 7:55am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Her plumbing got back to normal today and the areas around the wound that we are treating are responding well. The wound itself continues to look beefy red and healthy. Her appetite is still off because of an upset tummy, but that gets a little better toward the end of the day.

 

From 1-3 this afternoon she was on the air with Wynn F. and the topic of discussion today was "being" and how concentrating on one's being can change one's point of view and experience of catalyst for the better.

 

While Carla was on the air I went over to our next door neighbor who shared with me the blueprints for how the city park behind our house will be divided in half with half remaining a park and the other half turning into four lots with the existing house being one and three other lots to have houses built on them. Sad to see the green space go, but this is what our City Council has decided.

 

After Carla got off the air we got her hair washed and her into her new red dress, and then we took a wheelchair ride around our beautiful neighborhood. It felt so good to be out on a warm fall day with the sun shining down on our faces and refreshing us with its life-giving energy.

 

At 8 pm this evening Carla and I held our silent meditation. We were alone because Austin is in North Carolina meeting his girlfriend's family, and Gary is busy with last minute plans for his wedding to Trish which is now just six days off. We did our protocol after meditation and listened to the Classical Music Station for our inspiration. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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2013-10-11
Published by Bring4th_Carla on October 12, 2014 7:44am.  Category: General

 

 

Carla and I did our Morning Offering and then got her ready for her day. Her wound continues to bleed and drain well. We do have plumbing problems which we are addressing with Miralax and Lasix. Her tummy remains most queasy so food intake is reduced to about half of normal. However, her hair is still purple and her heart is still happy.

 

From 1-3 this afternoon Carla was on the air with Wynn F. and today they spent their energies praying for people and places that seem in need of angelic attention. This could be the whole world, but they did what they could.

 

While Carla was on the radio I watched some Kentucky and then Louisville football games. The first was a win and the second an agonizingly boring defeat. We both napped more than usual and enjoyed every somnolent minute.

 

We accompanied our evening protocol with the Classical Music Station. Then I read more of Destiny of Souls to Carla and this evening Dr. Newton discussed the rare concept of ghosts from the ghosts' point of view. Then we watched Austin City Limits where we were thrilled to be able to hear the British rocker Ed Sheeran and then Valerie June who sings in the folk/blues/soul genres with great passion. I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight.

 



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