I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 77.8-.10:
“Questioner: Finally, she wishes to know why several days ago her heart rate went up to 115 per minute, and then she had extreme pain in her stomach. “Was that an Orion greeting?” it says.
Ra: I am Ra. Although this experience was energized by the Orion group, the events mentioned, as well as others more serious, were proximally caused by the ingestion of certain foodstuffs in what you call your tablet form.
Questioner: Can you tell me what these tablets were, specifically?
Ra: I am Ra. We examine this query for the Law of Confusion and find ourselves close to the boundary, but acceptably so.
The substance which caused the bodily reaction of the heartbeat was called Pituitone by those which manufacture it. That which caused the difficulty which seemed to be cramping of the lower abdominal musculature, but was in fact more organic in nature, was a substance called Spleentone.
This instrument has a physical body complex of complicated balances which afford it physical existence. Were the view taken that certain functions and chemicals found in the healthy, as you call it, body complex are lacking in this one, and, therefore, simply must be replenished, the intake of the many substances which this instrument began would be appropriate. However, this particular physical vehicle has, for approximately twenty-five of your years, been vital due to the spirit, the mind, and the will being harmoniously dedicated to fulfilling the service it chose to offer.
Therefore, physical healing techniques are inappropriate whereas mental and spiritual healing techniques are beneficial.
Questioner: Is there any technique which we could do that we have not been doing that would be beneficial for the instrument in this case?
Ra: I am Ra. We might suggest, without facetiousness, two. Firstly, let the instrument remove the possibility of further ingestion of this group of foodstuffs.
Secondly, each of the group may become aware of the will to a greater extent. We cannot instruct upon this but merely indicate, as we have previously, that it is a vital key to the evolution of the mind/body/spirit complex.”
Don asked Ra a question from Carla in which she wished to know why her heart rate went up to 115 per minute and when she also had great pain in her stomach. She thought it might have been an Orion greeting. Ra began their answer by saying that Carla had a delicate situation going with her body. There were balances that were necessary for her to simply survive. Ra further stated that taking supplements like she was taking would be appropriate for a person with a healthy body, but Carla was not such a person. The key to Ra’s answer is when they said that Carla’s “physical vehicle has, for approximately twenty-five of your years, been vital due to the spirit, the mind, and the will being harmoniously dedicated to fulfilling the service it chose to offer.” Twenty-five years previous to this question Carla was 13 years old, and her kidneys had failed because she prayed to die. She prayed to die because she did not feel that she could be of service because she was learning a lesson of how to give without expectation of return, and this pre-incarnative choice played out with her mom and dad as they had decided to never compliment her for her achievements. Instead they only gave her constructive criticism because they felt that was the best way to develop her very high intellect. This was symbolically expressed by Ra in 50.5:
This entity chose, before incarnation, the means whereby catalyst had great probability of being obtained. This entity desired the process of expressing love and light without expecting any return. This instrument programmed also to endeavor to accomplish spiritual work and to comfort itself with companionship in the doing of this work.
Agreements were made prior to incarnation; the first, with the so-called parents and siblings of this entity. This provided the experiential catalyst for the situation of offering radiance of being without expectation of return.
Six weeks after she prayed to die her kidneys failed, and Carla had a NDE and discovered that there was indeed, a way for her to be of service in her life as Ra summarized in 63.2-.3:
Questioner: Was the original problem with the kidneys some 25 years ago caused by psychic attack?
Ra: I am Ra. This is only partially correct. There were psychic attack components to the death of this body at that space/time. However, the guiding vibratory complex in this event was the will of the instrument. This instrument desired to leave this plane of existence as it did not feel it could be of service.
Questioner: You are saying that the instrument itself then created the kidney problem at that time?
Ra: I am Ra. The instrument’s desire to leave this density lowered the defenses of an already predisposed weak body complex, and an allergic reaction was so intensified as to cause the complications which distorted the body complex towards unviability.
The will of the instrument, when it found that there was, indeed, work to be done in service, was again the guiding factor, or complex of vibratory patterns, which kept the body complex from surrendering to dissolution of the ties which cause the vitality of life.
So Carla determined to return to this life and use her spirit, her mind, and her will to perform that service, even with a physical body that was severely limited and seldom had any physical energy. I believe that the pain that she was feeling in the “lower abdominal musculature” was actually her kidneys beginning to fail from her seeking physical healing rather than mental and spiritual healing that Ra said was more appropriate. I believe that mental and spiritual healing were more appropriate because Carla’s service involved serving the One Infinite Creator by means of communication in general and channeling specifically. Her service was purely spiritual in nature, but it required that she also mentally reaffirm the health of her kidneys on a continuous basis. In 80.1, Ra revealed how positive affirmations by Carla could aid her health:
Questioner: Thank you. Could you please give me the condition of the instrument?
Ra: I am Ra. This instrument is experiencing mild fluctuations of the physical energy complex which are causing sudden changes from physical energy deficit to some slight physical energy. This is due to many, what you may call, prayers and affirmations offered to and by the instrument—offset by continual greetings whenever it is feasible by the fifth-density entity of whom you are aware.
Ra also recommended that Carla stop takin the Spleentone and use her will to achieve balance and health of mind, body, and spirit. In 52.7, Ra stated this concept clearly:
Instead, we appreciate and recommend the use of your second verb in regard to the use of the will. Acceptance of self, forgiveness of self, and the direction of the will: this is the path towards the disciplined personality. Your faculty of will is that which is powerful within you as co-Creator. You cannot ascribe to this faculty too much importance. Thus it must be carefully used and directed in service to others for those upon the positively oriented path.
This morning I went to the vet to get some medications for my kittie cats, and then I went shopping at Kroger’s for another week’s worth of food for me. This afternoon I made another trip over to southern Indiana to visit a dear friend who lives in a care home there as a result of two strokes she suffered in the summer of 2019. She loves chocolate ice cream, so I took along a little snickerdoodle cake that we split and put the chocolate ice cream on top of it. At 1:30 we had a zoom meet on my computer with a couple of our mutual friends who live in Kentucky but who are not able to travel to see Connie now due to their own health issues. We all had a good talk for about 20 minutes, and then Connie and I meditated before I drove back home.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
January 22
Useful Challenges
I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of love divine.
Sometimes we have not the will to go on. Sometimes the consciousness within the body gazes upon the morning with rejection of all that it portends.
These times of discouragement are important. These times of difficulty are to be observed with great compassion and self-forgiveness, for it is within the framework of trouble and sorrow that much of your spiritual work is done.
Therefore, do not chide yourself for your discouragement but rather, praise and thank the blessed Father that in the mysterious way of grace, such dark days may be seen to cause the greatest inner illumination.
Thus, to the discouraged we would say, “Take heart and know that trouble and difficulty are but useful challenges to a servant of the consciousness of love.”
In that love and that peace may you go forward this day and forevermore. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.