I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 90.21:

Questioner: Then what you are saying is that once the path is recognized, either the positive or the negative polarized entity can find hints along his path as to the efficiency of that path. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. That which you say is correct upon its own merits but is not a repetition of our statement. Our suggestion was that within the experiential nexus of each entity, within its second-density environment and within the roots of mind, there were placed biases indicating to the watchful eye the more efficient of the two paths. Let us say, for want of a more precise adjective, that this Logos has a bias towards kindness.”

In the previous answer Ra had said that the Logos had built hints into the seeker’s path that would suggest one path being more efficient than the other. Ra was hinting that the positive path is the more efficient, but Don thought that Ra had said that both the positive and negative entities could find hints in their respective paths as the efficiency of their paths. Ra said that this was a correct statement, but it was not what they had been referring to in the previous answer. This was what they said in the previous question and answer, 90.20:

Questioner: Then built into the basis for the archetypes is, possibly, the mechanism for creating the polarization in consciousness for service to others and service to self. Is this, in fact, true?

Ra: I am Ra. Yes. You will notice the many inborn biases which hint to the possibility of one path’s being more efficient than the other. This was the design of the Logos.

Ra continued by saying that the seeker could find these inborn biases created by the Logos within the seeker’s roots of mind as well as within its day-to-day experiences, even as far back as the second density. This would probably be the late second density as third density harvest grew near. Our Logos apparently has a bias towards kindness and reflects this bias in the positive path’s being seen as more efficient as a means of polarization than is the negative path. In 17.31-.33, Ra first mentioned that the negative path was more difficult to achieve harvest upon than the positive path:

Questioner: Thank you very much. I don’t wish to take up extra time by asking questions over again. Some are so important I try to ask some similar questions in different ways to expand on the answer. Seems to be [inaudible] what we’re getting at, maybe not.

In the book Oahspe it states that if an individual is more than fifty percent for others—that is, goes over the 50% service to others and is less than fifty percent for service to self—then he is harvestable. Is this a correct statement?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct if the harvesting is to be for the positive fourth-dimensional level.

Questioner: What must be the entity’s percentage, shall we say, if he is to be harvested for the negative?

Ra: I am Ra. The entity who wishes to pursue the path of service to self must attain a grade of five—that is five percent service to others, ninety-five percent service to self. It must approach totality. The negative path is quite difficult to attain harvestability upon and requires great dedication.

Questioner: Why is the negative path so much more difficult a path to attain harvestability upon than the positive?

Ra: I am Ra. This is due to a distortion of the Law of One which indicates that the gateway to intelligent infinity be a gateway at the end of a strait and narrow path, as you may call it. To attain fifty-one percent dedication to the welfare of other-selves is as difficult as attaining a grade of five percent dedication to other-selves. The, shall we say, sinkhole of indifference is between those two.

Today was another Sabbath Day of Rest. After I finished my second meditation of the day and it was light enough I went outside to check on the baby robin that I had put in home-made nest close to where I found it yesterday so that, hopefully, its momma would feed it during the night. However, I found that it had passed away, so, sadly, I buried it in the pet cemetery. Then I went over a talk that I will give on Tuesday to a group in Paris regard the Ra contact. At noon I made my usual errand run and stopped at Feeder’s Supply to buy come cat food and 40 lbs. of bird seed for the bird feeder. My second stop was at the Rainbow Blossom Health Food Store to buy some vitamins for myself. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself, and my last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy a little more food for myself.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

May 15

Sacramental Waiting

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.

This instrument gave us our lesson this morning, our words to the world, and our comfort to the nations, by its own experience. For it was heavily beleaguered by entities which were not of the principle of Jesus the Christ. And again and again there were attempts made to open the channel to associates that were not desirable to this instrument.

Finally all was quiet and this instrument prayed, “I am content with the silence if I cannot hear the voice of love.”

Our key word this day is “presence.” Many, many situations seem unendingly to press upon the self with their wrongnesses and incorrectnesses. Nothing can be saved. All must be cast away. And the effort one has put into that situation seems lost.

It is not lost. It is that which empowers the heart to patience; quietness of spirit; trust and faith in the midst of no evidence to support faith. The waiting one does for wisdom is sacramental. The disposing of that which is not desirable is sacramental. Nothing that you do for the love of the Father is ever lost. So wait you in quietness and do not be moved by the small wounds of insignificant discomfort.

We leave you in the peace which does not demand confirmation but accepts silent, sacramental waiting; that peace which the outer world will never know, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.