I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today I am beginning to work with Carla’s first channeling experiences, and the first one was a very short one on February 23, 1974:
(Carla channeling)
I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. I am having much difficulty with this instrument.
Then on March 5, 1974, she wrote a report about her next contact with Hatonn:
Carla: I am recording this in the form of a report because I did not have the microphone on and so cannot furnish a transcription. I am writing down as much of the message I received as I can remember and noting the experience as a whole for the record. In retrospect, I feel it helped me learn about doing a better job of channeling.
Yesterday, the fourth, we had a very large group for meditation, and Don was not here. Nor was R, nor was M. R and M are the now more accomplished of the new channels, and Don is the oldest channel in the group and very reliable. There are many people in this group who have been getting conditioning. Eight people were here who have been getting conditioning that I am sure of. They have not yet really developed as channels. They have channeled one message each. And these were very short.
We simply did not have any microphones on. I felt that I was ready to channel. I heard or was aware of certain thoughts that came into my mind, and I spoke them. There was, of course, a good deal of doubt in my mind later as to whether the thoughts were mine or whether they were actually channeled, especially, since there was not a more dependable channel there to correct me if I made an error.
What the message was about mainly was simply a greeting to everybody and a statement of how pleased Hatonn and Laitos were to be here. And that they would condition all those in the room who wished it and attempt to use each new instrument that they could use, very briefly. They didn’t use anybody else but me. Although afterwards two other instruments stated that they could’ve spoken, but they were “chicken.” It is very easy to be “chicken” because when you begin to get a thought all you get is the first, which is usually, “I am Hatonn.” And unless you say that aloud, they won’t go on to the next bit, unless you say it to yourself. Which is how I got up the courage in the first place, because I said it to myself and got about the first paragraph, and I realized that I was going to get a message.
So, today, there was no one here for the first time in a long time, and my meditation was by myself, and I had been thinking to myself all day and as many times, as I believed in other people’s channeling, I did have the predictable problem very much of self-doubt, and so when I sat down and meditated, and I was meditating I thought to myself, “Hatonn, if it really is an occurrence, I want conditioning now,” and I began getting conditioning and when my jaw finally opened and that unmistakable “I,” I said it. And sure enough, I got a thought, and it led to another one and it led to another one, so I went on and channeled Hatonn to myself. And it was short. It said, “I am Hatonn. I am very privileged to be with you. I am pleased to see that you are meditating. I will recommend to you that you relax more because if you wish to become a channel, and if you wish us to direct you there is no way for us to do that if you are misdirecting yourself.”
There was a pause after for the thought to sink in and then he just said, “I leave you in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.” So, I am now able to do it, and I had a sense of it actually being over. I could feel that the contact had lifted, and I wanted to ask a question, so I said, “Hatonn, can I ask a question?” and immediately I could feel that there was presence as though a computer had come on and was kicking over or something and I said, “How can I meditate better?” And I got the thought, “Think of nothing. You are thinking of something.”
End of report.
And then on March 6, 1974, Carla had her first channeling with Hatonn when the microphones were on:
(Carla channeling)
I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the love and the light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service of the Infinite Creator are always privileged to speak with you. We have had much difficulty in contacting this instrument as she was not in a relaxed state. However, she has become more relaxed. My brother Laitos is also here and will be conditioning each of you who desires it.
My friends, we come across the deeps of dimensions you know not to speak with you, and yet you are asleep. And though you hear us you do not hear us. My friends, what you hear is truth and yet not truth. What you take in with your physical senses is only true for the illusion and, my friends, this illusion is a very small part of the creation. My friends, you come here; you come to each meeting, and you sit at each meditation in an attempt to awaken from the slumber only knowing the illusion of truth. Meditation, my friends, is the great bridge to the total creation of the Father. It is your birthright, my children, all the children of the Father. All of us together are the Creation. Through meditation we can begin to become more aware of it. This is true of us, also. And this is our service to you. We encourage you to continue meditation and, my friends, we encourage you to stop yourself at each point in the illusion at which you think a thought and ask yourself how much of the truth of that thought applies to the real creation of the Father.
This instrument is tiring. I will attempt to contact another instrument and will leave this instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.
And on March 8, 1974, Carla channeled those of Hatonn:
(Carla channeling)
I am Hatonn. As I was saying, my friends, [inaudible] like a seed being planted, in the attempt to give service or information to those people of your planet who seek it. Like seeds in the ground, my friends, there is darkness. There is darkness also in the conscious and waking reality of those people of your planet who are beginning to seek, as they feel that they are awake, yet they are asleep and in darkness. And just as people who are asleep and dreaming, while their real bodies are in their beds and safe, they may well imagine themselves killed. Such a thing does not happen; they awake and discover that reality was other than they thought. My friends, true understanding of the true reality is like this. And how do those of us who wish to serve begin to sow the seed? We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator can only come to you to urge you to meditate, to seek, to turn to the Creator of us all for His Love and His Light. That is all you can do, my friends.
And why can you do no more? Consider, my friends, that each man has a handprint uniquely his own. No one else’s handprint in the whole world can match it. Consider each leaf or snowflake, and realize that there has never been a duplicated entity. The way from this illusion—which is a tiny part of reality—to reality cannot be measured, and is as individual as your handprint. There is, however, a quality whereby the circumstances for understanding may occur. This quality is more possible to obtain in meditation, for by it the intellect, which is responsive only to the illusion about you, is stilled. My friends, I am very pleased that you are attempting to persevere in this attempt to serve. We assure you, I and my brothers, that we are always with you, and are here to serve you, whether through an instrument such as this one, or through meditation by direct contact.
I will leave this instrument now, and continue to condition those of you who desire it. I am Hatonn.
On March 9, 1974, Carla again channeled those of Hatonn:
(Carla channeling)
I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn. As I was saying, seeking, my friends, is extremely important. And yet, through the powers of your intellect, with the best of intentions it is possible to make it seem complicated. There is the complication in your vision of the concept of time. And there is the complication in your vision of the concept of space. And you say, “Where, and when, may I seek? In what place may I find holy ground? And at what time may I seek the Creator?” My friends, you are the Creator. For the Creator is you. And, my friends, as it is written in your holy works, the place whereon you stand is holy ground. There is no complication in time, for all time is here and now. There is no complication in place, for all place is here and now.
My friends, there is naught but seeing; there is naught but the Creator. It is only necessary for you to turn inwardly, into the Light, and enter the Light. These words are poor, but they lead the way to a new understanding. It is not necessary to have the most perfect meditation or the most proficient spiritual moments in order to be seeking. It is necessary only to turn your will. For, my friends, your will to seek is as important as the source.
It is good that you meditate. It is good that you appreciate those things in your illusion that you wish to appreciate. All of these things are here for your experience. It is, however, not necessary to feel that they are [inaudible]. Only seek. It has been my privilege to speak with you. I leave you, here and now, everywhere at once in the creation, and at all times. We are one in Love and in Light. We are the Creator. Adonai. Adonai vasu.
On March 10, 1974, Carla began the channeling session by channeling those of Hatonn:
(Carla channeling)
Hatonn: Greetings, my brothers and sisters, in the love and the light of our infinite Creator. It is indeed my privilege to speak with you this evening. We apologize for having some difficulty. I and my brothers are here only to serve you, my friends. And it is a very great pleasure to be here. We offer conditioning to those of you who desire this. We serve you, and we seek. Serving is seeking. The two words seem different: to seek and to serve. One suggests that you need something, and one suggests that you have something, for those who seek must need, and those who serve must have to give away. And so, I would like to speak, my friends, about these two words. You are seeking, and you are seeking to serve. It is a paradox, is it not, my friends? It is a paradox, as are all intellectual things. And yet it is the simple truth, that they are one thing.
In this illusion of Earth, my friends, those of your planet are [inaudible] as though they were supplicants: poor, needful, and ever lacking those things which they need to progress. And so they go on a pilgrimage, some to gain physical security, and some to seek the spiritual in life. But there is the concept of seeking which will garner a type of treasure that can be held, and can be shown, and can be counted. Perhaps we would call this, my friends, dealing from a position of weakness. In this illusion, my friends, it would seem possible to be weak, to be limited, and to be in need. Yet this illusion is banished by reality. And this reality is what we seek. And when we seek reality, we turn either very far inward or very far outward—another paradox, my friends—into the Light. And we find that we are not dealing from a position of poverty, but that we have all that we have been seeking.
But we are indeed dealing from a position of complete strength. Because we are infinite. You, my friends, are infinite. You do not need help. You only need realization. All I can tell you, all you can learn, all that is possible in this infinite creation is abiding eternally within you. For you are one with all that there is. In the illusion, my friends, I am aware that I would be doing you a disservice if I did not realize that you have much to contend with, for the illusion is very strong. But so much of the illusion suggests to you that the illusion itself lacks spirituality because various things are various and sundry ways, and they do not suit you. And it would seem perhaps that spirituality might consist in more manageable and more uniform things in your environment. The illusion is as evanescent as a bubble: pop! And it will be gone. It is as fleeting as a dream. Soon, you will awaken. It will change, as does day to night, and night to day. You need not do more than appreciate the infinity of the creation even in the tiny part which is the illusion. And then, my friends, relax, and let the illusion float by you. Rest in the confidence of your seeking, and of your seeking to serve. For you have much to give, my friends. At this time, I will transfer this message to another instrument.
This morning I went outside and used a box cutter to cut the duct tape off of the tube that connects the pump to the fountain. Then I discovered that the small end of the tube that connects the pump to the fountain had come off. I scraped the super glue that still remained on the tube off of the small end of the tube, and then I put six layers of duct tape on it in order to make it fit as tightly as possible Then I put super glue on it and forced it into the pump. Then I put the pump back into the schemer, covered the schemer with its plastic top and the heavy flat stone on the plastic top. Then I ran more water into the fishpond until the height of the fountain reached just inside the edge of the schemer without going out of the fishpond.
This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds away from all of the flower bed around the fish pond, and then I used it to deadhead the Dianthus flowers along the parking area in front of my home. Then I deadheaded the flowers on both sides of the Flower Fall Mound.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
June 11
Rejoicing And Praising
Greetings in the Love of Jesus Christ. I am of the principle of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this child.
As we have been speaking with you, we have refrained from using the usual appellations of lordship and kingdom, power and might. We have done this in order that you may perceive that we are part of consciousness, as you are part of consciousness, and are very near to you, not shutting you out but welcoming you in to the consciousness which all may share.
Why, then, have words like “Lord” and “Holy” and “Blessed” and “Most High” been given to Jesus the Christ, to His Father, and to that principle of which I am a part? My children, search within yourselves to see if you can rejoice without praising or worship without exalting. It is a thing man made for his own benefit, the naming and the praising.
For we who communicate the consciousness of Love wish to offer inspiration and a feeling that there is a true mystery. And mankind, having seen the mystery, must express praise and joy in his own way.
Therefore, as you adore, use all the phrases that lift you up. And lift up Love, without self-consciousness but in the knowledge that you are urging yourselves on in a good race. For the more you laugh and rejoice in Love, the closer your consciousness is to dwelling within the consciousness and the kingdom of heaven.
Peace be with each of you.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.
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