2025-12-15

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from February 4, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, In the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like, at this time, to confirm that we have been conditioning the one known as S. If the instrument known as S had wished, it would have been possible for this instrument to initiate contact. This is a desirable ability, for there is not always an experienced instrument present during a time when one who wishes to be of service by offering itself as a vocal channel finds the opportunity to share in our thoughts.

We would speak a few words through this instrument before we work with the one known as S, for we sense the lack of some information which may perhaps be of service at this time. This lack is not due to any individual’s efforts, rather, it is due, my friends, to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the great patterns of life which you weave day by day. It was intended by the Creator that you might experience your so-called work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love. It has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to profoundly experience the combination of work and Love.

It has been said, “To work is to pray,” and for those lucky enough, shall we say, to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true. You may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner. But for so many, my friends, the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent. And in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with the meditation rather than with the work.

Hatonn wanted to describe how we can combine the concepts of our daily work and Love. They began by saying we would speak a few words through Carla before we work with S, for we sense the lack of some information which may be of service at this time, but this lack is not due to any individual’s efforts, but it is due to the culture in which you find yourselves experiencing the patterns of life which you weave day by day, and it was intended by the Creator that you experience your work as a form of meditation and as an experience of Love, so it has been many centuries among your people since it was possible for many of your people to experience the combination of work and Love. Hatonn went on to say it has been said, “To work is to pray,” and for those lucky enough to have found occupations which enable them to supply themselves with the necessities of survival which also feed the spirit, this is in the deepest sense true, and you may find these people working with their hands to make beauty, working with their minds as channels of various forms of Love, working among people in such a way that their very being is of service in a substantial manner, but for so many the connection between the daily life and Love, between action and meditation, is not apparent, and in order for you to become able to link in any way the work of empty form which you find yourselves performing and the work which is Love, it is recommended that you begin with meditation rather than with the work. On December 11, 1994, Q’uo described various forms of Love:

We have only one truth to offer, one thought. All the rest is embellishment and various ways of discussing that thought and its implications. This thought is that which is a Logos, a Thought so creative and so primary that it forms that which is both Creator and created. That one great original Thought is Love. Within the system of organized religion that you call Christianity there are the words, “In the beginning was the Word.” This is the Word of which we speak. That word that created all was and is and shall be Love, yet love as you understand it is most pale and weak compared to that vital Love which both creates and destroys.

Within this Love are all things visible and invisible. Each consciousness listening to these words is a complex which is Love and which manifests in various forms of Love. Many are the distortions of that Love, yet the energy within them, no matter how great the distortion, is that of Love. Often in the attempts to progress either emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually various things are attempted, tested, and tried to see whether they be resources or be found wanting. And so, as the seeking soul moves through the moment by moment living out of that Love which is all that there is, many structures are tried within which the experience of living makes more sense.

To move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity, pollution, pettiness, and distraction. In your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside. You can feel that your garment, the garment of your spirit, is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, and so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a lovely waterfall, brilliant with crescents of [inaudible] and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass. Leaning into the water, you can begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake. Taking up your fresh garment, a new washed linen, you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside. The air about you is warm and heavy with the scent of wild flowers: pinks, and roses, and whites, all in profusion about you. And as you settle into meditation, this is your consciousness, this is who you are. All of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you in turn offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in, loving and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its gentle ever present strength.

Yes, my friends, you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect. But you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to attempt to see the top of the hillside, beneath the soiled garment of all labor, all conditions, and all relationships. You cannot and never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley. Within yourselves you must find a place in which in silence you find the creation offered unto you, and offer yourself unto the creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, the unity that binds all things together. We ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life—to find who you are. That is, my friends, to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is love and which when [inaudible].

Hatonn went on to say to move from one consciousness to another is like mounting the great hillside, the bottom of which is vanity and distraction, for in your spirit’s garment you move in consciousness of this lovely hillside, and you can feel the garment of your spirit is soiled from all that touches you that you perceive as being unclean, and so you remove the garment and cleanse yourself in the waters which you find falling down the hillside in a waterfall, brilliant and iridescent as it sprays the rocks, the moss, and the grass, so leaning into the water you begin to see the purity of your true being, and you can cleanse yourself with the waters of the lake, and taking up your fresh garment you move onward until you sit at the top of this hillside where the air about you is warm and heavy with the scent of wild flowers: pinks, and roses, and whites, all in profusion about you, so as you settle into meditation this is your consciousness and who you are, for all of creation breathes with you and desires to be of service to you, and you offer up the rhythms of your body, your mind, and your spirit in service to this beautiful place you’re in and delighting in its beauty, its purity, and its ever present strength. Hatonn continued by saying you come down again into the marketplace where you live the illusion, where your lessons collect, but you bring with you an unsoiled garment, a cleanliness of soul, and a new vision that begins to see the top of the hillside and beneath the soiled garment of all conditions and all relationships, but you never shall function as a great wise one working in the valley, so within yourselves you must find a place which in silence you find the creation offered unto you and offer yourself unto the creation, feeling the great beating rhythm, the unity that binds all things together, and we ask that you never be discouraged if you fail to manifest what you have learned in your meditations, for this is the work of your life: to find who you are which is to find the Creator, that one great original Thought which is Love. On June 17, 1984, Latwii spoke of how we may find the Creator:

We feel we might be of the most service by affirming that, indeed, the purpose of each experience is to find the Creator. The finding of the Creator may occur in various ways. The beginning for some people is to see that Creator and to find the Creator’s Love within another being. Yet each being and each experience that one encounters is a mirror. One will finally see the self within that mirror. If one has been able to see the Creator in that mirror, one may then see the Creator in the self. Others, on the other hand, may begin by finding the Creator within the self and then radiating that image onto the entities and experiences that it encounters.

We are pleased at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as S, after pausing for a brief period in order to make our conditioning vibration [inaudible]. And to the one known as R, and to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, once more. It has been a pleasure to work with those who have requested our conditioning vibration. We are always pleased to join with those who seek our contact. We are honored to be with this group today, as it is indeed a joy to be of service to the one infinite Creator by aiding those who seek our help. We of Hatonn are always available to these who seek out aid. We ask that you simply mentally request our presence and we shall be with you. We are hoping to be with each of you in the near future, and would attempt to contact another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. And please excuse the pause, but we were attempting to initiate contact with another instrument, shall we say, an old friend of ours.

May we say to the one known as S that her fidelity to our channeled communication is such that the degree of the instrument’s own thoughts coming into the contact is very nearly nonexistent. At this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start. We attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel freer to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact. This type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences, recollections, and thoughts.

We use this framework in order that our extremely simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety, or kaleidoscope, of patterns, for each various view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe, of reality may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were naught but chatter and foolishness. The nature of inspiration is so personal and so unpredictable that we simply cannot expect to create parrots. We hope instead to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations, and to trust in our contact enough to sally forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts and stories, the gist and outcome of which is not known to the instrument. This is the work of some time, as you call it. We say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing very well. Well enough, in fact, to consider the possibility of launching forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in so doing.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about how instruments may channel information that they are unfamiliar with by using concepts. They began by saying at this point in the training of the new instrument we do the opposite of that with which we start, so we attempt to encourage the somewhat experienced instrument to feel freer to speak upon a subject about which the instrument does not have a prior recollection of, a subject matter from another contact, for this type of channeling is the next step and requires that the instrument allows us to present her with images drawn from the treasure trove of her own experiences and thoughts. Then Hatonn said we use this framework in order that our simple message may be offered in the greatest possible variety of patterns, for each view of Love, of the Creator, of the universe may for the first time inspire one to whom all previous words were only foolishness, for the nature of inspiration is  so personal and unpredictable that we cannot expect to create parrots, but we hope to create those who are able through practice in sessions such as these to recognize our vibrations and to trust in our contact enough to go forth into vistas about which they have not thought, and to describe concepts, the outcome of which is not known to the instrument, so this is the work of some time, and we say all this to assure the instrument that she is progressing well enough to consider the possibility of moving forward on the next step at any contact at which she may feel comfortable in doing. On August 12, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the importance of instruments recognizing their vibrations:

Others who come to recognize our vibrations discover within themselves an emotion which can be described as dedication. In these particular instruments there has been developed a love of service which does not grow on compliments nor fatten on praise, but rests instead on the desire to be of service as each instrument has been served in his or her own turn.

The knowledge of the instrument, that subjectively familiar material, it being integrated into a meditation, causes all beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information. However, my sister, it is our way of insuring that each message is somewhat fresh. We thank the one known as S, and as always assure her that we and those of the Confederation in general offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation.

Then Hatonn said the knowledge of Carla that subjectively familiar material, after it is integrated into a meditation, causes beginning channels, except those who are not excellent, to have doubts as to the origin of the channeled information, but it is our way of insuring that each message is fresh, and we thank S, and assure her that we and those of the Confederation offer ourselves at any time we may be requested to accompany meditation. On February 4, 1987, Laitos spoke of the value of channeled information:

The unity of all things suggests many pleasant conditions which should be prevalent among all people, yet you will find that the value of channeled information in general is that it looks at the illusion of your experience with an eye which sees beyond the experience to the reality which lies behind the illusion, for it is our opinion that most of a life experience of an entity which dwells in your density consists in those things which are not visible to the eye.

 I leave you in the Love and in Light. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in Love and Light. It is a great honor for us to be asked to join you this afternoon during your meditation. As always, we look forward to such adventures with glee and a happy anticipation. Before we would attempt to answer queries, we would attempt to offer our conditioning to the one known as R, and simultaneously to the one known as S. And then if the one known as S would care to speak our thoughts, we would speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. We are overjoyed to be speaking to you through this instrument once more. She is indeed a contact that we enjoy. We are happy to be with her at this time. We are always pleased to be able to speak through instruments such as this, for we are not often given the opportunity to do so. We find it a great deal of fun. We are sorry to say that we feel we should close this contact so that we may be of service to those who have questions on their minds. We would therefore sign off. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again, and greet you all in Love and Light. May we ask at this time if any present might have a question which we would attempt to answer?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. How can I, or how is it possible, to increase receptiveness to the conditioning vibration?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, may we suggest that there is nothing in particular to do. Rather, it is that which is not done which is most helpful to the reception of, not only our conditioning vibration, but the conditioning vibration of any Confederation entity. That is, simply the relaxing of mind and body to the greatest degree possible, and the opening of the being as clearly and freely, shall we say, as is possible. This, of course, is predicated upon the assumption that the desire for such a contact is present, and we find that desire is quite present in your case. The many methods of relaxing the mind and body which have been written down among your people as the various methods of meditation are helpful, but we would also suggest that the concept of not doing and of simply seeking is the foundation stone upon which any technique is based.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. Latwii, during one of my meditations I received what seemed to be very strong conditioning that I didn’t ask for and was not able to get rid of for quite some time. It kind of frightened me. Can you give me any information about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. May we say in this regard that whenever you might feel a vibration which is not pleasant or desirable, at that time request that it be removed, and if the entity generating that vibration is of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator then you may be assured that the vibration shall be removed. If upon such request the vibration is not removed we suggest the ceasing of the meditative state for a moment, the gathering of the self in concentrated thought, and the sending of Love and Light to all entities present, then the constructing, shall we say, of the shield of Light about the self so that meditation may be resumed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, not on that subject, but I do have another question. Due to my feeling, lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to project myself?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. It is always our advice to those …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. As we were saying, we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience so that the contact might be, shall we say checked and balanced, so that there is reduced the possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which do seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and do seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of what we might call a questionable and specific nature. For those entities such as yourself who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path in general and the, shall we say, specific part of that path known to you as the channeling phenomenon, we recommend the intensive meditation periods such as this period now occurring with an experienced channel present. Also, we might recommend the additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation. We would also suggest the lengthier, shall we say, meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span, shall we say, that is, the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact.

This state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique that is the imaging on the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha or whatever. This is most helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible. To close this somewhat lengthy response, may we reiterate we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we further remind each present that it is most necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities. This is necessary, as we said, to preserve the purity of the contact.

S asked: “Due to my feeling, lately I’ve had a strong urge to proceed and go further, and against advice from the Confederation I proceeded to try channeling with just R and myself present. It did serve to confuse me as I was warned might happen, but I still feel somewhat compelled to continue so that I may be able to get more practice and therefore move along at a faster pace. Would you strongly advise against this, or can I do anything more than I’m doing now to project myself?” Latwii responded by saying we do not recommend that new instruments attempt to channel from any Confederation source without the presence of at least two other entities, one preferably being an instrument with some experience so that the contact might be checked and balanced, so that there is the reduced possibility of the infringement of the contact by those entities which seek to confuse positively-oriented instruments and seek to sway such new instruments by giving information of a questionable nature, for those entities who seek to speed their growth upon the spiritual path and the part of that path known as channeling, we recommend intensive meditation periods such as this period now occurring with an experienced channel present, and we recommend additional meditation periods for the new instrument, at which time the instrument would request the conditioning vibration of the Confederation, and we would also suggest the lengthier meditation periods during which time the new instrument would attempt to increase the attention span that is the state of mind which is most receptive to a contact. Latwii went on to say this state of mind might be increased in its duration by the visualization technique that is the imaging in the mind during meditation of the new instrument of any symbol which has a particular meaning to that entity, whether it be the cross, the rose, the circle, the Buddha, or whatever because this is helpful for the new instrument who wishes to improve its ability at receiving information as purely as possible, and to close this lengthy response, may we say we are always available for the conditioning vibration to be experienced by any entity requesting it, and we remind each present that it is necessary to be accompanied in meditation that is directed toward the channeling phenomenon by at least two other entities, for this is necessary to preserve the purity of the contact. On June 10, 1982, Laitos suggested two other entities be part of a channeling group that would also include the channel:

To all we ask that the practicing of the opening of the opening of the instrument be attempted only when there is a supportive group of at least two other entities, one of which is preferably more experienced. We also suggest this thought to all. The one known as A and the one known as K verbalized thoughts which were almost totally from the Confederation. The one known as M, one of the natural instrumentalists of which we were hearing from our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, was able to speak a mixture of concepts, those of the self and those of the Confederation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present for inviting us to join this meditation. We of Latwii have a history, shall we say, of being somewhat more humorous in our contacts with this group, but have in recent contacts found the necessity, shall we say, to balance this particular distortion with the giving of information in response to queries of a, shall we say, more serious or intense nature, for we feel the entities within this group who have been seeking our service have sought the guideposts, shall we say, to direct them to the heart of their seeking, and it has been for this reason that we have attempted to deal in a more, shall we say, serious manner with these particular topics and our responses to them.

We do not mean by such gravity to suggest that the lightness and the humor which we are known for does not have a value in such situations, but we wish these entities who seek our service, to know without a doubt that we value their seeking, their questions, and their being greatly and would honor each entity with the most purely formed response. With this qualification made and recorded, we shall look forward to joining this group in the future in our more familiar mode of lightness and joy. We thank each entity for requesting our presence. We shall be with each at any time in the future that our presence is so requested. We are known to you as Latwii, and we leave you now in the Light and the Love and the humor of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at the Post Office where I mailed about 225 L/L Research Christmas Cards to people around the world. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription and bought some Tylenol and some Kleenexes.

This afternoon I had a zoom meet with Elaine and we talked about her difficult childhood with her brother and the help she gave to her sister in getting her out of a bedbug infested apartment and into a mental hospital where she was one of the best patients, and she was eventually able to move to an assisted living apartment where she loved cooking meals for the residents. We also talked about the audio books I have made for L/L Research and the paperback versions as well. I also told her that my feral cat, Faithful, has been eating two or three cans of cat food for the last two days that have Gabapentin in them in hopes that he will become a friendly cat as a cat I inherited from a friend did about six years ago.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 15

The Nature Of Love

I am the Holy Spirit of the full consciousness of the principle of Love. I greet this child in the vibration which comforts it. Greetings in peace in the name of Jesus Christ, who came to be God in man that men could better know how to Love.

It is in loving the God of all things that the first lessons must abide. Whether the object be men or God, it is only God that can be loved fully.

Thus, to some it is well that time be given in which the Father is focused upon to the exclusion of all human things. For unless love is bound up in Love of the Father it shall sputter and die, as all earthly things do. Confused and sad is the man who attempts to love others without understanding the nature of Love.

To others it is more helpful that the face of God be seen among men and that the hand be outstretched among all. To these who are not abstract in mind, the face of God will always wear the face of a human.

Whatsoever your inclination, perceive Love in its rightful nature as the Love in which the Father created you.

Peace be with you, now and evermore.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.