2026-04-29

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 6, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with a great deal of pleasure that we welcome to the circle the ones known as B and G which have never been far from us, as all is One. Yet we are so pleased that we are able to blend our vibrations with those life-streams at this time. We will be overshadowed by those of Laitos who does not desire to speak but who wishes to greet each and to aid in the deepening of the meditative state. We encourage each to picture the room in the domicile in which you are sitting as a circle of Light of which you are all part and to feel the energy spinning in a clockwise fashion, spiraling ever upward, ever gaining in strength as each of you melts into oneness in the circle of Light and the glory of Light. We are using word by word communication with this instrument, therefore, there may be pauses at times. We apologize for any inconvenience but are attempting to train this instrument for more precise communication.

Picture if you will… We must pause. We are sorry for the delay, however the instrument was distracted by the “putty tat.”

Picture if you will a mountain stream gushing forth from a living spring, ever fresh, ever beautiful, moving and singing along its bed and refreshing all that lives therein. Such is the living wellspring of your spirits, my friends. Where can one go to find such a wellspring, such a fountainhead? Can one go into the city and find it there amidst the crowds and the cries of those who barter and sell, and the angers and disappointments of those who have come in second in a trade, and the vainglory and folly of those who believe they have won in the trade? It would take a special person to find sanctuary and nourishment in a city. Shall you then go to the country, and live through the ancient cycles of time and space, watching the trees and the foliage, the flowers and shrubs change their colors in the fall and become bleak and austere statues of dignity in your winter, only to bloom again with blossom in springtime and open their faces to the sun in the spate of full summer? My friends, it may seem to be a far more desirable haunt, and yet the wellspring of spiritual life is not easily found from without, even under such beautiful circumstances.

Can you go then into the ocean, away from all land into the simplicity of waves and sky and stars? My friends, the difficulty with picturing a better and better and better environment is that into such an environment you bring yourself. The self that is you is always with you and the wellspring and fountainhead of your spirit is within you. Therefore, into each environment you project those opinions and biases, those pains and pleasures of your own experience that make you what you are. That which is outer cannot do the job of bringing to birth that within you which is to come in your search for the truth. The small entity known as a cat which plays about your feet at this time is a living example of the perfect environment into which is projected a self incapable of using large portions of [inaudible]. To this cat, the room is warm, the food bowl and the water bowl are full, and all would seem to be perfect, and the cat plays and is happy. But where shall it go that its spirit may progress? If you are seeking to survive, my friends, find the correct environment. If you are seeking to grow, know that the only environment that matters is within you. You are the wellspring of your evolution in spirit; you are the fountainhead of your birth into that new portion of yourself which you wish to be lifted up in Love to the Light that shines from the one great original Thought.

In this session Hatonn speaks about where we can find the environment of our spiritual journey. They began by saying picture a mountain stream gushing forth from a living spring, ever fresh, ever beautiful, moving and singing along its bed and refreshing all that lives therein, and such is the living wellspring of your spirits, so: “Where can one go to find such a wellspring, such a fountainhead? Can one go into the city and find it there amidst the crowds and the cries of those who barter and sell, and the angers and disappointments of those who have come in second in a trade, and the vainglory and folly of those who believe they have won in the trade?” Then Hatonn said it would take a special person to find sanctuary and nourishment in a city, and: “Shall you then go to the country, and live through the ancient cycles of time and space, watching the trees and the foliage, the flowers and shrubs change their colors in the fall and become bleak and austere statues of dignity in your winter, only to bloom again with blossom in springtime and open their faces to the sun in the spate of full summer?” Then Hatonn said it may seem to be a more desirable place, yet the wellspring of spiritual life is not easily found from without, even under such beautiful circumstances. Hatonn continued by saying the difficulty with picturing a better environment is that into such an environment you bring yourself that is always within you, for into each environment you project those opinions, those pains, and pleasures of your experience that make you what you are, but that which is outer cannot do the job of bringing to birth that within you which is to come in your search for the truth, and the cat which plays about your feet at this time is an example of the environment into which is projected a self incapable of using large portions of [inaudible], so to this cat the room is warm, the food bowl and the water bowl are full, and all would seem to be perfect, and the cat plays and is happy, but if you are seeking to survive find the correct environment, and if you are seeking to grow, know that the only environment that matters is within you, for you are the wellspring of your evolution in spirit, and you are the fountainhead of your birth into that new portion of yourself which you wish to be lifted up in Love to the Light that shines from the one great original Thought. On November 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the one great original Thought:

Far more entities request introductory information which concerns the concept of the one great original Thought of the infinite Creator from which all of the creation has been made, and the need for each entity to establish regular meditation times and practices so that more and more of this thought may be apprehended and utilized in the daily round of activities. When a group has persisted for a long enough period of time and has meditated faithfully, giving over a regular portion of the diurnal period to retiring to that sacred inner room to be in the presence of the one Creator, then there is the need for more intermediate information which Confederation entities are then able to give according to their own talents, shall we say. There are numerous entities within the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Creator who are able to serve in both the introductory and intermediate phases to groups such as this one.

You do not carry this within you as if you were a basket and it the precious cargo. No, my friends, you are far more like the pipe through which is funneled the clear precious water of the fountainhead, the wellspring of that clear mountain lake, full of living water. Things do not come from you as much as through you, for in whatever you may do, you are a channel. There is no situation in which you are not channeling and being used as an instrument either by yourself, by other entities, or by circumstances themselves. The great choice to make, then, in the desire to speed up the spiritual evolution is the choice to allow that through you which you desire to be spent through you. And never, if possible, to accept circumstance or environment as a reason for ignoring the opportunity for finding Love that may flow through you that you may become a Light to lighten the darkness of those about you who are seeking just such Light. Personalities have often been confused with pure channels. The pure channel is an impersonality, clear and exquisitely pure. If you would be a channel for Love, open yourself inside to that spring of living water in which your soul may bathe and become clean and shining pure and from which and through which a great light may shine in a dark world.

Then Hatonn said you do not carry this within you as if you were a basket and it the precious cargo, for you are more like the pipe through which is funneled the clear precious water of the wellspring of that clear mountain lake, full of living water, but things do not come from you as much as through you, for in whatever you may do, you are a channel, and there is no situation in which you are not channeling and being used as an instrument either by yourself, by other entities, or by circumstances themselves, so the great choice to make in the desire to speed up the spiritual evolution is the choice to allow that through you which you desire to be spent through you, and never accept circumstance as a reason for ignoring the opportunity for finding Love that may flow through you that you may become a Light to lighten the darkness of those about you who are seeking such Light, for personalities have been confused with pure channels since the pure channel is an impersonality, clear, and if you would be a channel for Love, open yourself inside to that spring of living water in which your soul may bathe and become clean and pure and through which a great Light may shine in a dark world. On September 6, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the value of our being a channel for Love:

My children, may we say each of you has gifts to give to each other, gifts to give to humankind. There are those things which you, before your incarnations, have planned to do in the service of the one infinite Creator. Please know that the very first of those things which each seeking soul hopes to do while in the manifestation of human consciousness is to become a channel for Love that others trapped in the mire of earthly time may have their despair turned to hope by seeing and sensing what they cannot explain: that Light within your eyes which speaks of a happy and sweet union with infinite Love. The Light from the eye of one who has spent time in the presence of that mysterious and unknowable Creator can be startling, but always is that which is a channel for renewal of hope and faith in others.

Before we leave this instrument, we would like to pause in order that you may feel the considerable spiraling energy that the combination of all of you and us create at this time. Allow it to whirl you ever upward as your seeking flies toward the Creator as toward a giant sun. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. It is with great reluctance that we leave you, but we feel we have said what is called upon, and we know how you relish the silence. Therefore, those of Laitos greet and send Love to each as do we. We are known to you as Hatonn. Please know that in all your meditations we are most happy to be with you that we may aid you in deepening your meditation and that you may aid us in providing another opportunity for service to the one Creator that is expressed in each of you infinitely. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One Who Is All. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are overjoyed to be able to join you this evening. As always, we hope that our humble words will be of some small service to you. We would attempt to be of this service by answering those queries which you may have brought with you this evening. May we then begin with the first query?

T: I have a question regarding what I have read about what has been referred to as a soul mate, a person’s—I’m not sure, I don’t understand what’s involved in that. Could you comment at all on if this, indeed, exists, and is it fair for a person to expect to meet a soul mate in a particular life?

I am Latwii, and we feel we have the grasp of your query, my brother. The concept of that called the “soul mate” is one which is not well understood among your people, for it is commonly associated with a kind of cosmic romance, shall we say. There are, however, many friends, shall we call them, that have for great portions of what you call time and incarnational experiences traveled through these experiences together. There has been a bonding of desire to be of service in a certain fashion amongst these kinds of entities and, indeed, those who so join are not unusual, for there will be such groupings found widely scattered upon your planetary surface at this time.

Those who have shared of the soul stuff, shall we say, the essence of being, seek then together to express this beingness in the incarnational experiences and serve thus as teachers, each to the other. The experiences within the incarnation then that can be had are of a somewhat more rich, and pure, and intense nature, for it is not just the power or momentum of one incarnation that affects any individual within the present incarnation, but is rather the momentum generated by many, many such experiences and lessons that have been shared over great periods of time. We would add, however, that there are also those entities who have found that what you might call the mated kind of relationship is a further refinement of this general grouping that allows further intensification of the learning process and the sharing of service to others as well. Thus, the soul mates who have chosen to experience an incarnation from time to time as the biological mates does have its place, and is that which is experienced from time to time and in various incarnations, yet is not that which is as frequently experienced as is the general grouping of entities who have chosen once again to locate themselves in time and space as one group.

T asked: “I have a question regarding what I have read about what has been referred to as a soul mate, a person’s—I’m not sure, I don’t understand what’s involved in that. Could you comment at all on if this, indeed, exists, and is it fair for a person to expect to meet a soul mate in a particular life?” Latwii replied the concept of the “soul mate” is one which is not well understood among your people, for it is commonly associated with a kind of cosmic romance, but there are many friends that have for great portions of time and incarnational experiences traveled through these experiences together, and there has been a bonding of desire to be of service in a certain fashion amongst these kinds of entities and those who join are not unusual, for there will be such groupings found scattered upon your planetary surface at this time. Latwii continued by saying those who have shared the essence of their being, seek together to express this beingness in the incarnational experiences and serve thus as teachers to each other, for the experiences within the incarnation that can be had are of a pure nature, yet it is not the power of one incarnation that affects any individual within the present incarnation, but it is the momentum generated by many such experiences that have been shared over great periods of time, but we would add that there are also those entities who have found the mated relationship is a further refinement of this general grouping that allows further intensification of the learning process and the sharing of service to others, so the soul mates who have chosen to experience an incarnation from time to time as the biological mates do have their place, and they are that which is experienced in various incarnations, yet are not that which is as frequently experienced as is the general grouping of entities who have chosen once again to locate themselves in time and space as one group. On May 24, 2008, Q’uo spoke of the nature of soul mates:

In those cases, it is quite likely that entities who have planned to work together on some service or some incarnational lesson together within an incarnation have found each other. And that is a very hopeful and positive thing for an entity who wishes to do spiritual work. It is greatly helpful to have companions with whom to share one’s gifts and with whom to explore one’s challenges.

We might note in this regard that there has been a tendency within this group through decades of questions to visit the phenomenon of love at first sight or star-crossed lovers or soul mates. And we would suggest that, in fact, before the Creation has wound to its fullest spiritual gravity and returns to the one infinite Creator, each shall be a soul mate to each.

I am Latwii: May we answer further, my brother?

No, that was sufficient. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: Just to follow up on that. I’ve often thought that the group of people who got together when Eftspan was formed had some special closeness to each other that was impossible to express except that we were all really tight with each other without trying. Is that what you meant by the group incarnating together by choice?

I am Latwii, and since this supposition is known by those present, we can confirm that this is an example of that grouping of which we spoke.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Then would such a group be more properly considered soul mates than the concept of soul mate of cosmic romance?

I am Latwii, and this again is correct, my sister, for it is the most prevalent type of incarnational pattern for those who have long sought the ways of the One.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. What, then, would you term the couple that decides to return in several incarnations as a biological male and biological female to seek for truth together?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The terms are also numerous which have been used to describe this kind of relationship or phenomenon. Again, the terms soul mate are the most widely used. You are also aware of the terms, star-crossed lovers. There are many ways and terms to describe the relationship that exists between two who have found their beingness and their desires to seek the Creator so much as one that they have indeed grown in many ways to become one being by pursuing the dual nature of the one Creator, that is, the male and the female, the light and the dark, the radiant and the magnetic. The terminology is at heart quite unimportant, for in the hearts of these beings there are no words to describe the yearning which draws each to the other.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: I don’t think so. I just wondered what a more apt term would be. I’m aware of the phenomenon, having experienced it myself with Don, but I never had felt that any of the terms used really had it down, and I wondered if there was a more precise description that could be invented, maybe. If not, you don’t have to answer anymore.

I am Latwii, and we apologize for our lack of ability to find words within your language which would properly express this phenomenon. May we direct our humble attempts towards another query?

Carla: Earlier, Jim and I were considering talking to a discarnate entity; it’s something that I’m aware is possible. And my concern was that by such continued conversation the discarnate entity might be tied in some way to the Earth plane. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and feel that we may comment thusly. The purpose of such a communication is the guiding force which will determine that which results from such communication. The desire to express the Love for such an entity and to, shall we say, complete that which may yet be incomplete would be acceptable for those involved. The intention to utilize the communication for any kind of personal gain, shall we say, then would distort the effort in such a fashion as to perhaps add weight where once there had been lightness.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Yeah. I’m kinda interested in what T asked in the first place. Is there for every man a woman, the way people sometimes say, or are some those who chose to incarnate to be solitary? Or to flit from flower to flower?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The assumptions that you have made are somewhat limiting, and we would hope that we may answer your query without confusion. The experience of one biological sexual orientation or the other during an incarnation is chosen for certain reasons by each of you and all upon your planet with the understanding that one so choosing includes both natures in the total beingness and wishes to express one of these natures during an incarnation in order that certain lessons and services might be more available according to the desires of this entity. Thus, for each man there may be many women, as you call them, and many men, as you call them, that have had the mated relationship at one time or incarnation or another. Yet there may also be, as we mentioned previously, those paired entities who have more often than others chosen to incarnate as polar opposite biological entities for the intensification of learning and serving that is made possible by such continued shared incarnational patterns.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. I think I heard a definite maybe in there. I’ll be satisfied with that. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: I guess I just have one more question, and this is just a teeny one. But that is, are the cats excited because of the energy in the room? They often play like this during meditations, I’ve noticed.

I am Latwii, and we have noticed that from time to time, according to the harmony of the group gathered, the energies thus produced have this exciting effect upon those creatures which you have called the cats. We are aware that there is little that can be done in this regard other than removing these small entities from the room in which you work. However, we appreciate their response and playfulness.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As it appears that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall thank each for allowing us the honor and opportunity to join your meditation and your seeking for that which we and you call the truth. We are but your humble brothers and sisters who wish only to serve. Please take that which we have offered that may be of value and leave that which is not. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Let us understand that somewhere, sometime, somehow, we have accepted a belief that is no part of us, a belief that there are two powers—a God-power that can do something for us and is not doing it, and a power of evil that is very much in operation. God-power is already doing all that it can do, and it is operating in the Edenic state of consciousness for all spiritual creation, but it cannot operate in the world of two powers.

That is the reason that as good, moral, and benevolent as we or our neighbors may be, we and they come under sickness, death, accident, and wars. But over and over again the question is asked, “How can such things be if there is a God?” And the answer is a startling one: There is a God, but there is no God in the human scene; there is no God in the second chapter of Genesis: There is only a Lord God which is the law of cause and effect—karmic law. When we rise above the law of cause and effect, we are no longer under the law, but under Grace, or in other words we are living in the first chapter of Genesis where no such thing as human good or human evil exists. There is no sin, and there is no purity: There is just God.

If we have a problem either of our own or a problem of some member of our family, of a friend, patient, or student, or if somebody is looking to us for harmony because of our greater understanding, this principle of neither good nor evil must be practiced in our meditation:

Father here I am waiting to commune with You, but for what purpose? Is it to turn evil into good? If that is what is necessary here, would You not have done that before I had an opportunity to ask You to do it? But yet You do not seem to be doing anything about it, so perhaps that is not the need.

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty”—where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is no evil. Then what becomes of the evil? Nobody has ever discovered where darkness goes when the Light is let in, but when the sun comes up there is Light, and in the presence of the sun, there is no darkness. In the presence of God, there is no sin, no false appetite, no disease, lack, or unemployment, no insecurity or danger. Because all such things evaporate is God’s presence.

Where God is, I find no evil: I find God—God as my high tower, God as the health of my countenance, God as my supply, God as my all in all.

Whatever this is, in and of itself, it is neither good nor evil because there is no good or evil anywhere present. There is only God, filling all space; so there is nothing to be made good, and there is nothing that can lapse from good. God formed this universe out of Itself; therefore, it is God that is good, not the condition or the thing; and even though appearances may testify to either good or evil, I do not accept them.

God constitutes my body, which is the temple of God. God is my dwelling place; God is the health of my countenance; God is the secret place of the most High in which I live and move and have my being.”

At 10 am this morning I had an appointment with my new Primary Care Physician. I told her about my recent root canal operation. Then she asked me how I was doing, and I told her that I had finished transplanting my annual flower gardens. She asked me if I had any pictures of my flower gardens, so I showed her pictures of most of my flower gardens on my cell phone. Then she suggested that I go downstairs and get some blood drawn for testings. After I left her office, I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to drop off two prescriptions to be refilled, and I bought some Tylenol.

This afternoon I was honored once again to co-host the European Law of One Telegram Group. Then I read Ra Session #71, and some of the questions that I was asked were: “What is the magical personality?” “How do we develop the magical personality?” “What is my purpose in dancing before I go to bed?” “What is the nature of psychic greetings?” “How do I use catalyst?” and “Where do I meditate?” I enjoyed everyone’s questions and the chance to talk about the Law of One in Session #71. I look forward to our next meeting.

After the session was over, I went outside and picked up many small tree limbs that had blown down in recent thunderstorms. I put them in two garbage cans and put the garbage cans at the end of the driveway for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the parking area in front of my home into a pile, and then I put them into another garbage can for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 29

The Inarticulate Voice

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

We are principles of consciousness, the kind of consciousness in which all distorted consciousnesses have their origin. As in all consciousness, we are inarticulate messengers and are able to impress the paradigms and motivations of Love upon the mind and heart of the pilgrim only to the extent that the consciousness of the pilgrim is slanted towards the bias of the articulation of Love’s message for each and for the harmony of creation.

Thus, even if one seeks the voice of the Spirit, it is also well to seek the consciousness of intuition and articulation of feelings. For it is in small and often inarticulate ways that the voice of the Spirit speaks. And it is the wise pilgrim which has prepared the mind and heart for that still, small voice, expecting not the poverty of intellectual articulation but the riches of clear bias.

We leave you in peace, both now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.