I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from October 20, 1985:
(Carla channeling)
I am Hatonn, and I greet you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most grateful to be able to speak through this instrument, as we conditioned each instrument in the room and found that each felt somewhat fatigued, and each wished to listen. We shall continue to make our presence felt for the practical aspect of continuing the good contact which we have with each instrument. However, we shall use this instrument at present.
There is not one within this domicile, and, indeed, we may say there is probably a paucity of those within what you call humankind who does not question the reason for all the difficulties of the incarnational experience. We would like to address this subject in yet another way this evening. Each has a certain amount of compassion. Each has a certain measure of wisdom. That measure for most of those upon your planetary sphere is a very small percentage of the biases which collect about the mind and body complexes of each entity. And yet, the key to grasping the assessment of difficulties lies in gaining enough wisdom and addressing that wisdom with enough Love. We shall come back to this point. We hope you will bear with us, for we are attempting to train this instrument to deliver unexpected information without fear. Therefore, there will be pauses.
Each of you has what seems to be a self, that self containing two hands, two feet, a face with mobile features, a torso that moves with more or less skill and gracefulness. This seems to be the self, my friends, and yet wisdom will tell you that it is not the self, for where in your arms or your legs, your face or your torso can you locate your self? It has been written within your holy work which is called the Bible that the Creator shall not allow any danger to befall the chosen people, not even a foot stubbed against a stone, so the one known as David writes. This is true, absolutely and completely. Therefore, you may ask, “Why am I continually stubbing my toe against rocks?” speaking often in terms of emotional discomfort rather than physical.
In this session Hatonn spoke about the difficulties that we have during our incarnations. They said there is not one within this home, and we may say there are few of those within humankind, who do not question the reason for all the difficulties of the incarnational experience, and we would like to address this subject in another way this evening, for each has a certain amount of compassion, and each has a certain measure of wisdom which, for most of those upon your planetary sphere, is a small percentage of the biases which collect about the mind and body complexes of each entity, yet the key to grasping the assessment of difficulties lies in gaining enough wisdom and addressing that wisdom with enough Love, so we shall come back to this point, and we hope you will bear with us, for we are attempting to train this instrument to deliver unexpected information without fear, for there will be pauses. Then Hatonn said each of you has a self with two hands, two feet, a face with mobile features, a torso that moves with more or less skill and gracefulness, and this seems to be the self, yet wisdom will tell you that it is not the self, for where in your arms or your legs, your face or your torso can you locate your self? Hatonn said it has been written within the Bible that the Creator shall not allow any danger to befall the chosen people, not even a foot stubbed against a stone, or so David writes, and this is true, for you may ask, “Why am I continually stubbing my toe against rocks?” On January 23, 1996, Q’uo described the nature of the chosen people:
This is basically correct, for these commandments were seen as the pillars upon which would rest the many laws that would protect and guide the chosen people in a manner that was in accordance with the desires of the Orion-based Yahweh. These commandments included previous concepts given by the first Yahweh contact, and then there was added unto those concepts a turning or twisting toward the negative orientation so that the commandments were, shall we say, then restrictions upon entities more than inspiration to affirmative or positive action and imaging of concepts.
You are in this incarnational experience as one who views a movie. To consider that you are a portion of the movie is accurate, for each motivation and attitude that you are able to carve into positivity, joy, and gladness raises the amount of Light that you are able to receive and accept. However, the body which you inhabit is evanescent in the extreme, comparatively speaking, for you as a spirit are older than some stars and will outlive some stars. Consequently, that part of you which is infinite shall never have the foot dashed against a stone. It would be impossible, for your very nature is like that of the Creator. However, you have chosen to dress yourself in flesh and dwell within this illusion so that you may experience a large number of seeming difficulties. This brings us back to compassion, or Love and wisdom. If the beginning of Love is the acceptance of the self, the beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear, for what can happen to you? Should you be killed? That would not be astonishing, for each body shall die. Should you be hungry or cold? These things occur. What is your reaction to them? Should you fall into disharmony with a relationship with another? This frequently occurs. What is the reason for the discomfort this causes?
Hatonn went on to say you are in this incarnation as one who views a movie, and to consider that you are a portion of the movie is accurate, for each attitude that you are able to carve into positivity raises the amount of Light that you are able to receive, and the body which you inhabit is brief, so you as a spirit are older than some stars and will outlive some stars, but that part of you which is infinite shall never have the foot dashed against a stone since it would be impossible, for your nature is like that of the Creator, but you have chosen to dress yourself in flesh and dwell within this illusion, so that you may experience a large number of difficulties, and this brings us back to Love and wisdom, for: “If the beginning of Love is the acceptance of the self, and the beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear, for what can happen to you? Should you be killed? That would not be astonishing, for each body shall die. Should you be hungry or cold? These things occur. What is your reaction to them? Should you fall into disharmony with a relationship with another? This frequently occurs. What is the reason for the discomfort this causes?” On March 11, 2023, Q’uo said that our nature was that of the Creator:
To be more specific as to the healing and the utilizing of catalyst, we would recommend that you use the meditative state to re-experience the trauma that caused you to feel that your heart was broken. Enhance it in the degree that it is overwhelming. This will not be difficult. Then, within your mind, see the balance of acceptance. See it, and let it become as large in your own experience, mentally, as was the trauma of the broken heart. See both of these as an experience in which you come to know yourself as one who can experience both the great trauma of the broken heart and the great acceptance of that trauma, and the one that was the initiator of the trauma.
This is the use of catalyst which throughout the life experience can allow one to be aware of your nature as the One Infinite Creator, a 360-degree being that is all things, that experiences all things as a means to know yourself better. The trauma can often be a means towards a greater realization of your inner nature as the One Infinite Creator.
We would pause at this time and work with each instrument, if each instrument wishes to receive conditioning. I am Hatonn.
[Pause]
I am again with this instrument, and we thank each for the privilege of sharing the vibration and Love while we work with the conditioning.
Difficulties, my friends, are what they seem in the illusion, and it is your challenge within the illusion to deal with as much Love as possible with each difficulty. So, you learn the lessons of Love. So, you see, in part, through an illusion. So, finally, you have no need any longer for this illusion. We do not mean to seem coldhearted or unhelpful about the difficulties which you face. We find in this instrument’s mind fear due to upcoming surgery. We find in each mind some fear, the fear of pain, of dying, of losing a beloved relationship, of growing older. Many fears other than these are held, and yet to enumerate all those fears would not be any more helpful than to mention just a few. However, there is a measure of wisdom in each. We ask you to reach for it, and as difficulties, fears, doubts, worries overcome you, find that measure of wisdom that says, “The beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear.”
Where can you go? You are in the creation. What if you are suddenly in a negative creation? No matter, my friends, for all does become One, so our teachers tell us. And then once again you are free to serve the Creator and turn again homeward to the heart of the creation, to become One, indeed, with the one great original Thought. Where is fear in a creation that has an absolute certainty of turning homeward in every seeming second that ticks by? Indeed, it would be most helpful in your incarnational experience if you can give praise to the Creator of your difficulties, and thereby remove your center of attention onto higher ground, shall we say, for you are able to see that each fear, each difficulty, and each doubt is a challenge, is a force, shall we say, against which each entity now has the opportunity to push in order to carve ever deeper the attitudes of thanksgiving, joy, and love.
Hatonn continued by saying difficulties are what they seem in the illusion, and it is your challenge within the illusion to deal with as much Love as possible with each, so you learn the lessons of Love, and you see through an illusion, so you have no need for this illusion, but we do not mean to seem unhelpful about the difficulties which you face, so we find in Carla’s mind fear due to upcoming surgery, for we find in each mind the fear of pain, of dying, of losing a beloved relationship, of growing older, yet many fears other than these are held, but to list all those fears would not be any more helpful than to mention just a few, but there is some wisdom in each. We ask you to reach for it, and as difficulties, fears, doubts, and worries overcome you, find that measure of wisdom that says, “The beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear.” On May 25, 2003, Q’uo said that freedom from fear is the way to deal with our fear:
Those who have been actively involved in this lightening of the vibrations of planet Earth are perhaps five percent of the population, and yet much has been accomplished because of a few. And that few have begun to grow exponentially as more and more entities begin to wake up and then, by their influence, begin to lighten the atmosphere around them to enable others the freedom from fear which it takes to begin to wake up.
It is not for you to give up your free will nor for us to intervene. Rather it is for you, each of you, to move internally from the third-density perspective to the fourth-density perspective, gazing at this Earth sphere of yours with a fourth-density perspective.
This does not mean that you become blind to what is occurring about you. It means only that you see what seems to be, and you deal appropriately with that which seems to be within the context of the illusion, while maintaining your center, your focus of attention upon the Love, the beauty, and the truth inherent in each moment. Rejoice in your difficulties, just as a servant may rejoice that he may serve his master, for your higher self designed and planned carefully that you might not waste a moment of time. Rest is given to the weary. There are calm stretches in incarnational experiences, and these are healing times. And then once again will come the challenge. Use that challenge to polarize more and more effectively towards the Love that is inherent in all of creation.
Hatonn concluded by saying this does not mean that you become blind to what is occurring about you, so it means that you see what seems to be, and you deal appropriately with that which seems to be within the context of the illusion while maintaining your focus of attention upon the Love, the beauty, and the truth within each moment, so rejoice in your difficulties, just as a servant may rejoice that he may serve his master, for your higher self planned that you might not waste a moment of time, and rest is given to the weary, for there are calm stretches in incarnational experiences, and these are healing times, but then again will come the challenge, so use that challenge to polarize more effectively towards the Love that is within all of creation. In 12.28, Ra described how we must desire to serve:
The desire to serve must be distorted towards a great deal of purity of mind and what you may call foolhardiness or bravery, depending upon your distortion complex judgment. The challenge/danger of the wanderer is that it will forget its mission, become karmically involved, and thus be swept into the maelstrom from which it had incarnated to aid the destruction.
We would now leave this instrument, for we find that this instrument, too, is fatigued, and shall yield the floor to our brothers and sisters of Latwii. We thank you for calling us to speak. We realize that some of what we say must of necessity repeat itself. But it is important to grasp the basics of living a growing spiritual evolution rather than living a static existence, spiritually speaking.
It is important that you remember and use the very first things we teach first, that is, meditation to center the mind upon Love, to gentle the spirit, to put in order that which is disordered, to heal that which is wounded. And it is equally important that you move from meditation into your daily illusion, retaining the sense of no fear and the sense of your own worth. These are the beginnings, my friends. You may build from them, but without them you shall find your spiritual evolution to be comparatively slow. We are those of Hatonn. We leave you in the Love, the Light, and the balance of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Farewell. Farewell.
(Jim channeling)
I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you also for asking our presence this evening. We are eager to begin with any question which might be available. May we ask for the first query?
Carla: I have one. There is a disease which is called AIDS. I wonder if you could comment on what the disease is caused by in the emotional sphere, why it hits certain segments of the population, or any other comment that you wish to make about this disease or disease in general.
I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. There are many facets to the query; we shall attempt to speak to the heart. There are various diseases, as you call them, at this time which are becoming more prevalent within various segments of your population. The disease that you have called AIDS is one which aids the, shall we say, entities so suffering or within the potential population of sufferers, in focusing their attentions and their affections upon a smaller and smaller circle of intimate friends, so that the ultimate goal is the paired relationship in which the evolutionary process may have its most full and efficient sway, shall we say. It is, as you know, but a short time as you measure these things before the end of this great cycle of evolution upon your planet. The time, then, is short for those incarnate upon your planet to polarize in a fashion sufficient for graduation. Therefore, there are many more, shall we say, training aids available for the acceleration of this process, the time being short. Diseases are one such method of focusing the attention upon a symbol of a generally shared difficulty.
Within the majority of your population at this time there is the continued exercise of the mated relationship and the mirroring effect that this relationship provides to each. There are, however, various minorities or subcultures within your larger culture which have not so focused on the mated relationship, and have, therefore, not been able to bring to bear those lessons and services that lie latent within. Therefore, the disease called AIDS has reminded many within this community that there is not only greater safety of the incarnation within the mated relationship but there is also to the far-seeing eye a greater ability to complete the pre-incarnational plans for the lessons and services that will allow for the graduation.
Carla asked: “There is a disease which is called AIDS. I wonder if you could comment on what the disease is caused by in the emotional sphere, why it hits certain segments of the population, or any other comment that you wish to make about this disease or disease in general.” Latwii replied there are various diseases which are becoming more experienced within various segments of your population, and AIDS is one which aids the entities so suffering in focusing their attentions and their affections upon a smaller circle of intimate friends, so that the goal is the paired relationship in which the evolutionary process may have its efficient sway, and it is a short time until the end of this cycle of evolution upon your planet, so the time is short for those incarnate upon your planet to polarize in a fashion sufficient for graduation, for there are more training aids available for the acceleration of this process, so diseases are one method of focusing the attention upon a symbol of a shared difficulty. Latwii continued by saying within the majority of your population there is the exercise of the mated relationship and the mirroring effect that this relationship provides to each, but there are subcultures within your larger culture which have not focused on the mated relationship, and have not been able to bring to bear those lessons and services that lie latent within, so AIDS has reminded many within this community that there is not only greater safety of the incarnation within the mated relationship, but there is also to the far-seeing eye a greater ability to complete the pre-incarnational plans for the lessons and services that will allow for graduation. On February 9, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the value of the mated relationship:
As an entity is able to interiorize this process of the balancing of the male and the female qualities within its own being, it is possible either to share these energy exchanges with another, with a mate, shall we say, or to interiorize these balancing of the energies within the self, and become, what you would call the bisexual entity, able to experience certain features of the intelligent energy moving through its own being in a manner which accelerates personal growth through the energy centers, so that eventual unity with the One is achieved. This is done, as you are aware, most usually in the mated relationship, for it is easier, shall we say for entities to utilize the mated relationship in order to process catalyst that each entity encounters in its own daily round of activities.
However, throughout all ages of seeking there have been many who have been able to make use of the balancing of the male and female portions of their own being in a singular sense so that the solitude becomes that which is utilized within the personal seeking of such an entity.
May we answer further, my sister?
Carla: Yes, indeed. It seems like a gross infringement on free will, for one thing. The other thing is, how in the world can an AIDS sufferer learn about a mated relationship? It’s over half the time a killer. The victim is not around long enough to retrain the mind and accomplish the mirroring effect of the mated relationship.
I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To the first part. It is not correct that such diseases are foisted upon a certain segment of the culture, shall we say. These entities themselves have planned, with the aid of the higher self—if you will continue to excuse our continuous puns—that there shall be certain, shall we say, optional plans brought into existence when the need arises.
Now to the second portion of the query. One who has a definite, it would seem, length of life remaining, knowing that it shall die, as you call it, after this portion of time, knows that all succeeding actions shall carry more weight, for it does not usually wish to waste the opportunities that are remaining. Therefore, such an entity will view each relationship in which it partakes as that which is most treasured, and can in a very short portion of time learn that which was avoided or ignored in the previous portion of the incarnation.
May we answer further, my sister?
Carla: Well, just in one thing, and this has me puzzled, too. Heterosexual people have recently started getting herpes, which really encourages a mated relationship or the nunnery, one or the other, yet it’s not a killer. Is the Creator somehow biased against homosexuals?
I am Latwii, and, my sister, we remind you that the Creator dwells within all portions of Its one creation. Therefore, those actions and energies set forth within any portion of the creation are those actions and energies that are considered by that portion of the creation to be appropriate for the goal of the eventual learning of Love to the sufficient degree that the graduation may be achieved. The severity of various diseases, therefore, is dependent upon the choices made upon the subconscious level with the subcultures thusly affected. It is to such entities that the honor and the duty of making such choices must remain.
May we answer further, my sister?
Carla: No, thank you.
I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?
Carla: Do you expect, then, that the new diseases will begin to show up more and more often as we grow closer to the end of the cycle?
I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my sister. If you will review the medical literature of the previous decade, you will note the discovery of a variety of new diseases which have not appeared previously within past centuries and have made their appearance only at the end of this great cycle.
May we answer further, my sister?
Carla: No.
I am Latwii, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?
[Pause]
I am Latwii. We find that we have quickly exhausted the queries for this evening. We thank this group once again for inviting our presence, and we hope that our humble words have been of some small aid in this endeavor. We again ask for your forgiveness, but we could not resist one final pun…
Carla: May I ask one final question?
Ah! We have another query. My sister, please proceed.
Carla: Would you care to talk about anything?
I am Latwii, and we find that for this evening our service is that of the response to your queries. We have no axes to grind—they’re all quite sharp.
L: I’d simply like to make the observation that if this is indeed your last statement, we would all affectionately bid you, “Adieu.”
[Laughter]
I am Latwii, and we know when we have been bested. All our congratulations to the one known as L, and upon that note we shall finally bid each a farewell, and thank each for inviting our presence this evening. Adonai, my friends. Adonai. We are those of Latwii.
This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “On a cloudy day, the sun seems to be absent when it is merely hidden from our view. Just so, the clouds of human belief and the density of human thought may temporarily hide from us that which is omnipresent, that which is present where I am. And what is it that is present where I am? All that the Father has is omnipresent—integrity, loyalty, fidelity, eternality, immortality, justice, freedom, joy harmony of every name and nature—unless we find it and see it as a piece of baggage, something that occupies time and space.
Nothing occupies time or space but our mental images, and the reason they do is because we accept a yesterday, a today, and a tomorrow. The minute we rise above the mental realm of life, we shall perceive that there is no such thing as time. Anyone who has ever made a God-contact has discovered that they had no awareness of time while they were in that experience because even though the contact may have lasted only half a minute, enough took place in that half minute to convince them that several hours must have gone by. Other times when the contact is made, it may seem that something like a minute must have gone by, and then when we look at our watch, we find that two or three hours have elapsed.
In other words, there is no such thing as an awareness of either time or space in the consciousness of Omnipresence. We are in the mental state of consciousness when we are thinking and reasoning, or when we are beholding anything as person or thing, It is only in the spiritual realm that we transcend mind.
People have sought for a way to transcend mind through a process which has been described as stilling the mind, and they have found that such attempts frequently result, not in achieving spiritual consciousness but in quite the opposite effect a duality of consciousness. There is a way, however, in which we can rise above the mental level of life, although we may not be able to remain there permanently because to do that requires years and years of devotion to this and to nothing else; but we can rise above mind to such a degree that, at least when we are in the world, it will no longer disturb us to any great extent.
A beginning can be made by not attempting to stop our thinking processes. If the mind wants to think, we let it, and if necessary, even sit and watch it as it goes through the thinking process. No matter what thoughts come, they can do us no harm. They have no power, and there is nothing in them for us to fear. If we fear or hate them, we may try to stop them, and on the other hand if we love them, we may try to hold on to them. So, let us not hate or fear any thought that comes to our mind but also let us not love or try to hold on to any thought regardless of how good it may seem to be.
We let the thoughts come and go while we sit and watch as beholders. All we are looking at are shadows that flit across the screen: there is no power in them, nor any substance; There is no law in them nor any cause—they are just shadows. Some of them may be very sweet, and we may want to sing to them. Some may disturb or frighten us, but they are only thoughts—thoughts and nothing else. They may testify to disease; they may testify to sin, or they may testify to accident, but no matter how frightening they are we sit unmoved and watch them come and go:
There is neither good nor evil in what I am beholding. These things are merely pictures, without power. They cannot do anything; they cannot testify to anything; and even if they seem to be good, they are not good because they are only pictures.”
Later this morning I ran errands with my first stop being at The Home Depot to buy more netting. My second stop was at Thieneman’s Nursery where I bought one annual flower. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My fifth stop was at Speedway Gas where I filled Stanley’s tires with 32 psi of compressed air. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up two prescriptions and bought more food for myself.
This afternoon I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed all of the areas of grass that I could not get to yesterday when I cut the grass with Venus. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the walkways, the back deck, and the front porch clean.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
May 1
Endless Centers Of Love
I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in full consciousness; the consciousness which is all that there is; the consciousness of Love.
You sit. You listen inwardly. And your universe contracts as meditation lifts you, and silence greets you with profound wisdom. Slowly you feel yourself expand. And you are aware of the Love all about you: the creatures that fly, and walk, and crawl, and swim, the very motes of dust in the air, the blessed sunshine or the equally blessed rain giving glory to the Father. And as you meditate, your universe expands even more.
You are aware that you are an integral part of the sphere upon which you live. The world is your neighborhood. All the sunshine and all the rain of all the world are within you; within the heart; within the consciousness.
Then your consciousness takes flight and moves away until your home sphere is no longer visible and all about you are endless centers of love, radiating, radiating, radiating.
And as you expand further, you discover that all of the infinite creation—every star, every planet, every ray of sunshine and every creature—lies within your consciousness. For you and the creation are one.
Now, you are still sitting upon your blanket, or upon your couch or chair. Yet, the universe is now inside you, and you feel its balance and its grace. You feel also your balance, your grace, and the infinite Love that created all that there is. Nothing is alien to you. All is Love. Open your hearts to that infinite truth.
We leave you in peace and love, now and ever. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.
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