I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session comes from October 4, 1987:
Why is it so difficult to radiate in Love and Light to those nearest and dearest to us, our mates for example, rather than being as easy as to those we don’t know as well?
(Carla channeling)
I am Latwii. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of one infinite Creator and in gratitude do those of us who call ourselves Latwii send blessings and Love to each, yet most especially to the one known as B whom we have not sat with in this circle for some time. Please know that we travel, even to Nova Scotia, and are with the one known as B at her request. It is, indeed, a delight to be with this group. We have great delight in sharing your meditation and are even hopeful of taking a flyer at the question posed this evening. We hope you will pardon us our adjustments and non-meaningful comments as we adjust ourselves to this instrument whom we have not used for some of your time. We would tell jokes, except it would disturb this instrument’s concentration; for our sober delivery we do apologize. We like to put a little more color in our meetings, but this instrument has grown sober minded of late, we fear. We feel we have good contact now.
You state that Love and Light seem far more easily given to any besides the immediate family, the mate, the loved ones. And you wonder why this is so and what can be done to bring the situation to balance. We would like to take a long look, a look from another vantage point, at this same situation in hopes that we may be of some service. As always, we could be wrong, for we are only pilgrims, as you. Therefore, we pray that you will use your discrimination to recognize what is true for you and pass the rest. The entity which is in incarnation within third density upon your planet’s surface at this time is an entity of a certain kind. This is an entity which is, within the heart, and the heart of hearts, one with the Creator and co-Creator of the entire universe. Around this seed of Love, Love being the nature of deity, there grows a large amount of material, thoughts, biases, motives, opinions, understandings, experiences, mind, heart, emotions, the body and the demands of the body. And where the field of force of a unit of consciousness seemingly stops, there starts the vibrations of all else which are perceived by the incarnate being as those things which are other than the self and which in some way may need a reaction from the self. This is your incarnate situation.
Perhaps you have thought about why you are in incarnation at this particular time under these particular circumstances. When the circumstances are difficult, that concern, that query, that, “Why me? Why now? Why this?” becomes a threnody of unspent tears, restrained grief, quiet sorrow. And it is all too easy to see things from within the body, which is within the other and far, so very far, from the Light whence all sense they have come and for which each pilgrim yearns. Yet, let us examine this stance and see if we really think this is the situation. It is the opinion of Latwii that the situation is other. It is our understanding that the one infinite Creator and all those helping forces, which you call by name such as guardian angel, higher self, spirit guides, and teachers, have conspired with you in your heart of hearts, e’er incarnation ever began, gazing at the plan of the one infinite Creator for harmonizing all things, balancing all things, offering the maximum opportunity for service, for learning, for growth.
In this session Latwii spoke of why it is so difficult to radiate in Love and Light to those nearest and dearest to us. Latwii began by saying you state that Love and Light seem more easily given to any besides the immediate family, the mate, the loved ones, and you wonder why this is so and what can be done to bring the situation into balance, so we would like to take a look, from another vantage point, at this same situation in hopes that we may be of service, for we could be wrong since we are pilgrims, as you are, and we pray that you will use your discrimination to recognize what is true for you and pass the rest, so the entity in incarnation within third density upon your planet’s surface at this time is an entity of a certain kind, for this is an entity which is, within the heart of hearts, one with the Creator and co-Creator of the entire universe, but around this seed of Love, Love being the nature of deity, there grows a large amount of thoughts, experiences, mind, heart, emotions, and the demands of the body, and where the field of force of a unit of consciousness stops, there starts the vibrations of all else which are perceived by the incarnate being as those things which are other than the self and which in some way may need a reaction from the self, and this is your incarnate situation. Then Latwii said perhaps you have thought about why you are in incarnation at this time under these circumstances, and when the circumstances are difficult, that concern, that query, that, “Why me? Why now? Why this?” becomes a quiet sorrow, and it is easy to see things from within the body, which is within the other entities and far from the Light where all sense they have come, and for which each pilgrim yearns, yet let us examine this stance, and see if we really think this is the situation, so it is our understanding that the one infinite Creator and all those helping forces such as your guardian angel, higher self, spirit guides, and teachers have conspired with you in your heart of hearts, before your incarnation began, gazing at the plan of the one infinite Creator for harmonizing all things and offering the opportunity for service and growth. On March 29, 2001, Q’uo described the nature of our guardian angel:
And it is perhaps helpful in terms of what we would give to this entity at this time to figure forth this Potentiator as the guardian angel, the guidance, the guru, the agent of divine change. This is an entity royal with that same Creatorship, full of the essence of that great Self which is the one original Thought which is Love. Although each may fruitfully, at other times, see this agent as the self, yet in this discussion we will allow the seeing of this agent as a gift-giver to one who opens the hands without knowing what it has.
It is our understanding that out of this creative collaboration of the personal self, the impersonal self, and that great non-personal self, which is the Christed deity of Love, have offered an incarnational plan which is without reference to what might have been or what should have been, the precise plan for maximizing the opportunities of the incarnation for learning, for growth, and for service. Thusly, when the question is asked, “Why this? Why now? Why me?” the question by itself, by its very nature, blocks the flow of the harmonious unfoldment of the self’s plan which is the Creator’s plan as it concerns your precious, much adored and eternal self. With this said, it may be seen that, in our opinion, the correct question to ask in the circumstance of seeming disharmony is along the lines of a Love letter to the self: Dearly beloved, sweet confused Self,“ you should say to yourself. “It must be so that this circumstance is blessed, for there is nothing in all creation that is not blessed. Therefore, Creator/Creation, show me, speak to me, let me know where the Love is, where the learning, and where the service in this situation which I know beyond all appearance to be good. Signed, Your puzzled surface mind.
Let us suggest that the surface self—by which we mean the entire conscious thinking self of which you are aware—is a hostage sent out into a seemingly chaotic sea of experiences which are grounded in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Upon your planet you have the trading of money and the buying of land and ownership seems to be reality. In truth, one has only to gaze upon your beautiful planet from the vantage point of orbit about it to see that it is the Creator’s planet, every square inch. Your life also is not owned by you. You are rather a tenant, one who rents temporarily the honeyed spark of Earth life, the sharp sting of experience, for pleasure or for woe. Now, how does a lease-holder operate when the landlord is seemingly absent? Often, because there is no ownership, the premises are not fixed up or repaired, the grounds are not beautified, and the rented place has the look of transience, not the look of Loving care. Yet, what if that property were owned by the Creator, who gives freely, Loves dearly and asks only that as you rent the property, you Love it, cherish it, beautify it, harmonize it, so that it welcomes all in comfort. Such is your choice in the living of the tenanted life in a temporary physical vehicle. Know and remember that the circumstances that you have are the house of your experience at this time. Treasure the Creator’s house and know it to be good and bring it increase by planted seed which takes faith, in brightly covered pillows and cushions of thought and deed, to beautify even more the Creator’s wonderful gift. Know that your stewardship of this life which you count from the first breath to the last of your physical body is the stewardship of a spark of infinite creation, a consciousness that is the consciousness of Love itself, and honor that which you are.
Latwii went on to say it is our understanding that out of this creative collaboration of the personal self, the impersonal self, and that great non-personal self, which is the Christed deity of Love, have offered an incarnational plan which is without reference to what might have been or what should have been, the precise plan for maximizing the opportunities of the incarnation for learning, for growth, and for service, so when the questions are asked, “Why this? Why now? Why me?” the question by its very nature blocks the flow of the harmonious unfoldment of the self’s plan which is the Creator’s plan as it concerns your eternal self, and it may be seen that the correct question to ask in the circumstance of disharmony is along the lines of a Love letter to the self: Dearly beloved, sweet, confused Self,“ you should say to yourself. “It must be so that this circumstance is blessed, so Creator/Creation let me know where the Love is and where the service is in this situation which I know to be good. Signed, Your puzzled surface mind. Latwii continued by suggesting that the conscious thinking self of which you are aware is a hostage sent out into a chaotic sea of experiences which are grounded in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator, so upon your planet you have trading money and buying land, and ownership seems to be the reality, but one has only to gaze upon your planet from the vantage point of orbit about it to see that it is the Creator’s planet, and your life is not owned by you, for you are a tenant, one who rents for pleasure or for woe, yet: “How does a lease-holder operate when the landlord is absent?” Latwii said because there is no ownership, the grounds are not beautified, and the rented place has the look of transience, not the look of Loving care, yet what if that property were owned by the Creator, who Loves dearly and asks that as you rent the property, you Love it and beautify it, so that it welcomes all in comfort, for such is your choice in living the tenanted life in a temporary physical body, and remember that the circumstances that you have are the house of your experience at this time, yet treasure the Creator’s house and bring it increase by planted seed which takes faith, and know that your stewardship of this life which you count from the first breath to the last of your physical body is the stewardship of a spark of infinite creation, a consciousness that is the consciousness of Love itself, and honor that which you are. On January 4, 1976, Hatonn described the consciousness of Love:
Even the least of those have been born in Love, and if you can realize this Love within them, you have given them the reality within their center. Such service as this is what links you to your center; is what keeps you within reality. The consciousness of Love will continue forever. Your consciousness of Love will be your spiritual personality for eternity. Within this consciousness, the cycles of life and death are merely periods which seem as meaningless as the ticking noise of a clock seems in a year.
Within the consciousness of the physical illusion, life and death are weighty and serious matters, and shocking even to discuss. Within the consciousness of Love, all is one, and there is nothing to fear. And no one to resist. All that you see is Love. We say this to some of you especially who are anointed with the ability, yet who have not used this ability on all occasions.
Those who hear these words may also take comfort in the following thought, and that is that some of you have chosen not only to experience within the incarnation to learn to grow and to serve, but also to maintain the high places within the consciousness, the watchtowers of Love, which beam forth as Light sources to the planet upon which you now enjoy incarnation, to the entities upon it, to the Earth itself, and to those energetic vibratory levels within the Earth’s atmospheres which are in dire need of that great watch, faithfully held. Those of you to whom these words express a recognizable duty and honor may know that whether you seem to be a businessman, a homemaker, a queen, or a shepherd, there is that inner citadel, at the top of which is a watchtower, and the only lamp that is lit is the lamp lit by the deepest heart as it gazes in worship and adoration from Light into Light, knowing Light, accepting Light, blessing Light and allowing the crystal of the heart of hearts to turn the self into the metaphysical lamp upon the hillside, the city upon the hill, not for the notice or understanding or thanks of mankind, but for the doing of it alone, for the keeping of the watch. In many cases this, the keeping of a faithful watch, is the primary mission or task set for the self before the incarnation.
There are many wanderers which will recognize themselves in these words, wanderers who have come to a confused and baffling plane and are saturated in the intricacies of incarnation, yet who still, again and again, in thought stray to the watchtower. If it calls you, go, not only in meditation. Allow the watchtower to call you again and again, for moments, for minutes, hours, for the incarnation, until your desire to serve as conduit for Light and Love on the totally unspoken vibratory planes is satisfied. One more thought as we leave you through this instrument. The entities which have come within the care of those who find these relationships difficult are entities that you may have chosen to learn from by suffering, coming to understand the expectations and attachments which lead to suffering and moving thence more and more towards a balancing of “the way of a man with a maid,” as this instrument would quote.
Latwii continued by saying those who hear these words may take comfort in knowing that some of you have chosen to learn, to grow, and to serve but also to maintain the high places within the watchtowers of Love which beam forth as Light sources to the planet upon which you now enjoy incarnation, to the entities upon it, to the Earth itself, and to those energetic vibratory levels within the Earth’s atmosphere which is in need of that great watch, faithfully held, for those of you to whom these words express a duty and honor may know that whether you seem to be a businessman, a homemaker, or a shepherd, there is that inner citadel, at the top of which is a watchtower, and the only lamp that is lit is the lamp lit by the deepest heart as it gazes in worship from Light into Light and accepting Light and allowing the crystal of the heart of hearts to turn the self into the metaphysical lamp upon the hillside for the doing of it alone, for the keeping of the watch, so in many cases the keeping of a faithful watch is the primary mission set for the self before the incarnation. Then Latwii said there are many wanderers which will recognize themselves in these words, wanderers who have come to a confused plane and are saturated in the intricacies of incarnation, yet who in thought stray to the watchtower, so if it calls you, go, not only in meditation, but allow the watchtower to call you again and again for hours or for the incarnation, until your desire to serve as conduit for Light and Love on the totally unspoken vibratory planes is satisfied, but we have one more thought as we leave you through Carla is the entities which have come within the care of those who find these relationships difficult are entities that you may have chosen to learn from by suffering, coming to understand the expectations which lead to suffering and moving towards a balancing of “the way of a man with a maid,” as Carla would quote. On December 20, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the watchtower:
The successful channel, whether vocal or otherwise, is one whose heart is happy, one whose wings are spread, yet one who is not impatient for the song to sing or the winds to take wing. It is up to each to decide in what way service lies. Many there are upon your planet who sit, shall we say, at the top of a great watchtower, gazing upon infinity and bearing the sadness and futility of apparent human existence, and with that open and terrible gaze, that pitiless eye, seeing the perfection, the beauty, and the harmony of that great plan wherein self shall meet self until all selves have met and merged and again we are One, the one Creator, the one original Thought which is Love, not Love as you and I know it in a personal sense, but the Love that builds and explodes the very stars themselves.
It is rare, in these latter days of your cycle, that any two mated entities are together for the first time. Often the two are together, one to challenge the other and the other to challenge the first, for those things which are the most difficult within physical incarnation are, indeed, the expressing of a clear Love energy to the entity closest to one. This has nothing to do in general as a principle with the relative pleasantness or unpleasantness of the personality with whom you are involved. It has to do, rather, with the dailiness of experience and that great tendency of the personal self to form attachments to the outcome of one’s behavior. It is, if not easy, certainly easier to Love the stranger, the acquaintance, or the friend whom one sees only socially, to share with that person all Love and all Light, than it is to express that full-fruited, open-hearted song of joy to one who has not fulfilled your expectations.
Now, my friends, we ask you to examine your human personalities. There is within them a strong instinct for justice, for rightness, for fairness, for absolute values. These desires, these hopes are excellent. The difficulty lies in attempting to apply them in service to self, for it is service to self to wish that others might behave toward you in a certain manner, might give you certain portions of the time, the money, the caring, the touching. How difficult it is to set one’s mate completely free and to stand only and eternally as friend and partner within the life experience. How very difficult that challenge feels. We do not negate it for you and tell you it is a small thing. It is one of the greater lessons of third density to cease in the expectation of any outcome for any action which you may choose to do in your desire to be of service.
Now Latwii said it is rare, in these latter days of your cycle, that any two mated entities are together for the first time, for often the two are together, one to challenge the other and the other to challenge the first, for those things which are difficult within incarnation are expressing a clear Love energy to the entity closest to one, but this has nothing to do as a principle with the relative pleasantness or unpleasantness of the personality with whom you are involved, for it has to do, with the dailiness of experience and that tendency of the personal self to form attachments to the outcome of one’s behavior, and it is easier to Love the stranger or the friend whom one sees only socially, to share with that person all Love and Light, than it is to express that open-hearted song of joy to one who has not fulfilled your expectations. Latwii went on to say we ask you to examine your human personalities, for there is within them an instinct for fairness and absolute values, and these hopes are excellent, but the difficulty lies in attempting to apply them in service to self, for it is service to self to wish that others might behave toward you in a certain manner, for how difficult it is to set one’s mate free and to stand only as friend within the life experience, and how difficult that challenge feels, yet we do not negate it for you and tell you it is a small thing because it is one of the greater lessons of third density to cease in the expectation of any outcome for any action which you may choose to do in your desire to be of service. On October 11, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the nature of natural values:
We speak to those who already believe that there is a plane of absolute values. We speak to those who tentatively accept that God, as you call the Creator, is Love, and that each is a portion of that Creator, a holograph of that Creator, and that the basic thrust of the life experience is to live it more and more lovingly and be of more and more service to the Creator and to each other, that Love may abound and that this illusion may be penetrated.
Think of yourself, then, as a spiritual being, as the Creator Itself, one which does not need others except so that it may be of service to the Creator by means of service to them. Experience the joy in a mated relationship of knowing that that entity which is your mate will mirror to you those very things about the self that are out of balance so that the self may work upon them. There is a harmony within the universe which is absolute. All that you experience, and all that you see, and all that of what you hear is a portion of an harmonious development of creation which in every fiber praises, expresses and manifests that great original Thought of Love. If you are weary, move in thought to the citadel which has windows to heaven, and gaze beyond the stars at the profound and tumultuous joy which is crystallized in every star, in every piece of the infinite creation, in every piece of consciousness, and know that you are in the process of shaping, and faceting, and crystallizing your own expression of the infinite Creator so that your consciousness more and more has a heartbeat of joy and peace. And if that joy and peace flees before the footstep of the dearly beloved mate, one with which one does not agree, acknowledge the disagreement, smile at the thought of remaining upon the surface, and move away from the here and now of illusion into the far deeper, timeless present of infinite Love.
Five seconds within the citadel of that consciousness may, indeed, create that mind even upon the surface of things which may see the true harmony that is the plan of the infinite Creator, a plan which incorporates free will at every turn, a plan where the essential and unmovable lessons are there in emotional and mental structure awaiting the clothing of circumstance, so that if you face a circumstance and are not able to see Love within it, you may rest secure and peaceful in the realization that that same circumstance shall come to you again, and it shall be a time of testing. And each time, it matters not whether you win or lose the game of consciousness-raising; it matters greatly whether you purely, deeply, lovingly intend so to create Love.
Those about you may not understand your point of view. It is not necessary…
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(Carla channeling)
…it is not necessary that any understand you. Let it be your hope, rather, to gaze upon the situation with the faith and truth in the Creator’s plan, in your own plan, and with firm intention to offer to the situation your Love, your understanding, for you shall not receive Love, and you shall not receive understanding by seeking it, but only by attempting to give it.
Then Latwii said think of yourself as a spiritual being, as the Creator Itself, one which does not need others except that it may be of service to the Creator by means of service to them, and experience joy in a mated relationship of knowing that that entity which is your mate will mirror to you those things about the self that are out of balance, so that the self may work upon them, for there is a harmony within the universe which is absolute, and all that you experience, and all that you see, and all that of what you hear is a portion of an harmonious development of creation which in every fiber manifests that great original Thought of Love, but if you are weary, move in thought to the citadel which has windows to heaven and gaze beyond the stars at the joy which is crystallized in every piece of the infinite creation and know that you are in the process of crystallizing your expression of the infinite Creator, so that your consciousness has a heartbeat of joy and peace, yet if that joy and peace flees before the footstep of the beloved mate, one with which one does not agree, acknowledge the disagreement, smile at the thought of remaining upon the surface, and move away from the here and now of illusion into the deeper, timeless present of infinite Love. Now Latwii said five seconds within the citadel of that consciousness may create that mind upon the surface of things which may see the harmony that is the plan of the infinite Creator, a plan which incorporates free will, a plan where the essential lessons are there in emotional and mental structure awaiting the clothing of circumstance, so if you face a circumstance and are not able to see Love within it, you may rest in the realization that that same circumstance shall come to you again, and it shall be a time of testing, but each time it matters not whether you win or lose the game of consciousness-raising, yet it matters whether you intend so to create Love, but those about you may not understand your point of view, and it is not necessary that any understand you, but let it be your hope to gaze upon the situation with the faith in the Creator’s plan, in your own plan, and with firm intention to offer to the situation your Love, for you shall not receive Love, and you shall not receive understanding by seeking it, but only by attempting to give it. On September 11, 1994, Q’uo described the nature of the Creator’s plan:
Within this web of sense perceptions, within this inner universe, seemingly the self is at the center, and events impinge upon that self from without. The telephone rings. The mail lands upon the desk. The door opens to bring more concerns, more things into the environment. Each seeker alone is not trapped but certainly encouraged to remain within that perceptive web, seeking the infinite One as best it can.
However, the Creator’s plan for your particular illusion contains one essential adjustment to this personal world view. That adjustment is in the perceptual shape of the realization from the inside rather than from the outside that others, other selves besides the self, are those who are able to express lucidly and clearly the presence of the infinite Creator. At first the seeker is involved in the perceptions having to do with seeing the self without regard to others. As this attempt deepens, the seeker begins to collect the memories of those entities which said just the most helpful, the most correct thing in order to open the door within the heart which invites the Creator in. And we find that we become for others that same witness to the Light. Perhaps we, ourselves, might not feel like the mirror of the infinite Creator, yet another may find within what we say that encouragement and support that turns the seeker’s heart to remembrance.
We shall be with you in the citadel of the waiting, trusting, loving consciousness. We shall be with you, as part of you is in the citadel, and the other doing the ironing, the dishes, the blueprint, the lesson plan, the design, the painting or whatever occupies the life. Those who serve most effectively are quite simply those who remain persistently, and doggedly, and joyfully aware that there is rightness, appropriateness and wonderful opportunity in your situation right now. You certainly do not know all about why the situation is helpful. This is far better learned in meditation, and may we say that we see meditation as a time of moving up into the citadel and then moving away from the window into the inner room, into the darkness, into the silence, into that which seems nothing, that you may trust and allow the silence and the darkness to teach you, to fill you, to repair you, to nurse, cherish and comfort you. Then you may in mind climb down the tower steps, step out onto your tenanted life experience, gaze at the troublesome mate, the difficult situation, with faith and Love anew and know that you are an ambassador, an ambassador of Love and Light.
May each of you treat his or her mate as a friend, expecting nothing, offering all, and knowing when that balanced all is sufficient, so that you do not become the martyr, but rather do all things in joy, without reference to any other, but acting as a sovereign, a king or queen of the great kingdom of your consciousness you shall be a bad tenant no more, but, rather, exercise great stewardship in your days and nights, moving into whatever streets, whatever alleys, whatever situations your harmonious unfolding plan offers you, yet remaining more and more within the citadel where a portion of you keeps faithful watch for all of humankind. If you knew the tears of joy that we feel as we gaze upon those who keep that lonely watch, lost to true knowledge of what they are doing, going only on faith and trust, you would perhaps feel comforted, for you are never alone in the citadel that gazes upon the Creator.
Latwii continued by saying we shall be with you in the citadel of the Loving consciousness as part of you is in the citadel, and the other doing the ironing, the dishes, or whatever occupies the life, for those who serve effectively are those who remain joyfully aware that there is a wonderful opportunity in your situation now, but you do not know why the situation is helpful since this is better learned in meditation, and we see meditation as a time of moving up into the citadel and then moving into the silence, into that which seems nothing, so that you may trust and allow the silence to teach you and comfort you, for then you may in mind climb down the tower steps, step out onto your everyday life experience, gaze at the troublesome mate, the difficult situation, with faith and Love anew and know that you are an ambassador Love and Light. Latwii finished their thoughts by saying may each of you treat your mate as a friend, expecting nothing, offering all, and knowing when that balanced all is sufficient that you do not become a martyr, but rather do all things in joy, acting as a king or queen of the kingdom of your consciousness you shall be a bad tenant no more but exercise stewardship in your days and nights, moving into whatever situations your harmonious unfolding plan offers you, yet remaining more within the citadel where a portion of you keeps faithful watch for all of humankind, yet if you knew the tears of joy that we feel as we gaze upon those who keep that lonely watch, lost to true knowledge of what they are doing, going only on faith and trust, you would feel comforted, for you are never alone in the citadel that gazes upon the Creator. On August 25, 2006, Q’uo said that we are never alone:
Know that you are never alone. Your guidance is with you. Many angelic presences surround you. The world of nature is very aware of you and responds to every heartbeat and every footfall of your life. It is an interactive universe, my sister. And all of it is in Love with you. And all of it thanks you so much for Loving it. Keep that feeling. Remember it and let it bring you home to yourself.
We have been most grateful to have used this instrument which is somewhat fatigued. We hope that we have not spoken overlong. We were attempting to be very brief and snappy, but perhaps the question was too good for us to answer in any briefer way. We appreciate the great concern each of you has for the living of a Love-filled life. We leave this instrument at this time, and we transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Latwii.
(Jim channeling)
I am Latwii and greet each again in Love and Light through this instrument. At this time, we are honored to offer ourselves in the attempt to speak to any further queries which those present may offer to us. Again, we offer that which is our opinion and wish it to be known that it is no more than that. Is there a query with which we may begin?
Questioner: My mother is very ill. I would like very much to be part of a healing. Can you shed some light on her illness?
I am Latwii, and that which we may share in this instance is perhaps far less than you had hoped, for we desire not to tread upon the life path of another to the degree that we may alter the steps taken in any fashion. But we find that there are some general qualities of this life experience which we may share. The entity is one which has for a great portion of its incarnation given in a selfless manner to those that are close to it and has felt the Love in return for this service. That it would give in such a manner was a portion of the choices made previous to the incarnation, as each entity sets about the blueprint, shall we say, for the incarnation prior to its beginning. The difficulty which is now apparent within the physical incarnation is that which provides a symbolic representation of further ramifications and refinements of the balance to the giving, that is, in some degree and in some sense, to receive.
The exact nature of this process is that which must remain, from our point of view, yet hidden, for the untangling of each knot of experience offers to those who work the puzzle a certain inspiration and strength of being and doing that is, shall we say, nutritious to the soul, however mistaken or ignored by the conscious mind. The overall movement in this physical difficulty is one which is toward the Light of illuminating the life pattern in a sense which would not be possible without this experience.
May we speak further, my sister?
Questioner: No, thank you.
I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?
Carla: I didn’t really hear all of the foregoing because I was channeling it, but I didn’t hear anything in the channeling which really gave me an instant handle on, say I’m a wife; and I’m working very hard; and my husband isn’t making any money right now; and he comes home; and he criticizes my housework. This is manifestly unfair because I’m totally overworked, but he does it anyway. How exactly do you stop yourself from reacting to the unfairness? What can you use to keep yourself from entering into a transaction at that point?
I am Latwii, and it is not that we suggest one block the normal and spontaneous response to any situation, for it is most necessary that each entity not only express that which, shall we say, bubbles forth in a spontaneous fashion from within the depths of the being as a response to any situation, but that there be an attempt made following such a response to remove the small conscious self from the world of mundane things and place the consciousness within that location we have termed the citadel, that the greater view might be taken of the experience just past. By such retreat, one may begin to appreciate a greater purpose within the life pattern for the transaction which has occurred and might take, then, this appreciation into further communication with the other self in the Light of the greater view and with the dedication to Love and the granting of perfect freedom to the other self, that the wounds that may have been created might now be healed. It is not that difficulties should be avoided, but that they might be utilized as catalyst for further growth and service and inspiration to others.
Carla asked: “I didn’t really hear all of the foregoing because I was channeling it, but I didn’t hear anything in the channeling which really gave me an instant handle on, say I’m a wife; and I’m working very hard; and my husband isn’t making any money right now; and he comes home; and he criticizes my housework. This is manifestly unfair because I’m totally overworked, but he does it anyway. How exactly do you stop yourself from reacting to the unfairness? What can you use to keep yourself from entering into a transaction at that point?” Latwii began by saying it is not that we suggest one block the spontaneous response to any situation, for it is necessary that each entity not only express that which bubbles forth in a spontaneous fashion from within the depths of the being as a response to any situation, but that there be an attempt made following such a response to remove the small conscious self from the world of mundane things and place the consciousness within that location we have termed the citadel, that the greater view might be taken of the experience, and by such retreat one may begin to appreciate a greater purpose within the life pattern for the transaction which has occurred and might take this appreciation into further communication with the other self in the Light of the greater view and with the dedication to Love and the granting of perfect freedom to the other self, that the wounds that may have been created might now be healed, for it is not that difficulties should be avoided, but that they might be utilized as catalyst for further growth, and service, and inspiration to others. On June 23, 2021, Q’uo described the value of the greater view:
This type of balancing of the scales of justice, shall we say, of the Love and the Light of the One Infinite Creator is that which is hoped shall occur upon all levels of government, from the local, to the state, to the national, to the worldwide experience of all races and all beings, so that this may become a signal event and give to all entities on Earth the greater view, the expanded overview of all entities as being the One Creator, with the rights, that are equal to all; that the responsibilities are equal to all; that the opportunities are equal to all; that all entities may see that they see their other selves in any other entity they perceive; that there are no racial boundaries any longer that separate, that allow one entity to have dominance over another entity; that there is the ability to give the self to the other self in a type of repairing a tear in the garment of unity, which we all wear unbeknownst to most, for we are all One.
May we speak further, my sister?
Carla: Yeah, I’m still not satisfied. I got a clear impression towards the end, there was a sentence something about treat your mate as a friend. Now what you do with a friend, we basically know, is you comfort them when they’re discouraged or down, and we pat them on the back when they’re great and we hope for the best for them and like that. That’s friendship. But when somebody’s coming at you in a confrontational manner, it’s hard to react to that person as a friend, because usually friends don’t do that to you, at least not without good reason, you know, not that unjustifiably—although I admit that there are some friends… But I’m trying to figure out how you can do that, how you can make your spouse, or your mate, or your lover your friend, and really make that primary. I think that was what you were trying to say, wasn’t it?
I am Latwii, and, indeed, my sister, this was a significant portion of that which we intended to convey, for if two spirits who have joined in the third-density illusion to learn and to serve in a certain fashion can begin to recall together within the illusion a greater and greater portion of the plan, shall we say, for the incarnations, then the difficulties that arise within the daily round of activities might at some point within their resolution be seen from the wider perspective of those mates of the soul who travel the same journey together and who, though convinced from time to time within the small moments of the life that such a thing must occur in this or that manner, realize more fully that each is there to serve the other and the one Creator in all and that the small, dedicated decisions that are used to pilot the daily round of activities might be released, and each might seek and praise the one Creator within the experiences that provide catalyst and growing difficulties for those who are unable to appreciate the opportunity within difficulty.
May we speak further, my sister?
Carla: So, basically you’re saying at some point the instinctive reaction will be, “Look at this person, this person is not in harmony with his plan, therefore he’s run afoul of certain immutable laws and he’s in trouble. I feel for this person; I’m sympathetic to this person; I want to console this person.” This is the transformation that you’re suggesting might come out of more time spent in the citadel. Is this correct?
I am Latwii. Not only is this correct, but there is the further implication that as one becomes more completely involved in the mutual attempt to utilize catalyst fully, that one will not only develop a compassion for the other, but one will begin to see the self within the other and will begin the more intensive work upon the self and the point of view that is bounded by the conscious beliefs that there might be work done upon the self in a fashion which alters the point of view to the extent that where others may see difficulty, one begins to see an opportunity to serve and to learn before any other feature of the situation is noticed.
May we speak further, my sister?
Carla: No, that really spoke to the heart of my query. Thank you.
I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query?
Carla: If everybody’s through, I’ll just be frivolous, because I Love to know. What color are you in these days? Are you still doing your scientific work?
I am Latwii, and we have shown this instrument a variety of colors, for we are experimenting, shall we say, with the blending of various subtle, what you could call, plum, with the apple green and tangerine, in order that the subtler energies that produce these vibratory oscillations that are perceived as colors might be available for study of their correlations within your planetary population, as it seeks to move from the individualized self that corresponds to the orange or tangerine and begins its movement into the all-compassionate Love of the heart or green-ray energy center, and through further catalyst and processing of such begins the transformation that affects the Buddhic body or that which is of the violet ray. We study the color emanations, for within these vibrations there is contained much information of a nature that cannot be discerned by the outward eye. It is within our own citadel that we study in this manner.
May we speak further, my sister?
Carla: Those colors are the colors of Ariel, the west archangel. I was just wondering if this principle of Earth, and harvest, and fullness is aiding you from the Earth plane in this study?
I am Latwii, and, indeed, it is the harvest, as you have called it, and the energies that are now a portion of this season upon your planetary sphere which we study intensively now in these realms of which we have spoken.
Carla: Yes, thank you.
I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?
[Pause]
I am Latwii. We have enjoyed greatly, my friends, the opportunity to join your meditation. It has been a great portion of your time since we have had this great privilege. We rejoice at such opportunity to be with you and to step upon the same journey with you. At this time, we hope that we have not worn out your ears. We are so happy to have had the chance to speak, and we fear we may have gone a bit far. “Too many words,” it may be said, but we hope that our joy at being with you has made this endurable for you. We shall take our leave at this time, thanking each again for inviting our presence, leaving each, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.
The quote today from The Infinite Way is: “There is no evil. Let us therefore stop the resistance to the particular discord or inharmony of human existence which now confronts us. These apparent discords will disappear as we are able to cease our resistance to them. We are able to do this only in proportion to our realization of the spiritual nature of the universe. Since this is true, it is evident that neither heaven nor earth can contain error of any nature, and therefore the unillumined human thought is seeing error in the very place where God shines through, discord where harmony is, hate where Love abounds, and fear where confidence really is.
The work on which we have embarked is the realization that we are individual infinite spiritual consciousness embodying within ourselves all good. This is the song we will sing, the sermon we will preach, the lesson we will teach, and until realization comes, this is our theme, our motif. It is the silver cord of truth running through every message.
Nothing can come to you; nothing can be added to you. You are already that place in consciousness through which Infinity is pouring. That which we term your humanhood must be still so as to be a clear transparency through which your infinite individual Self may appear, express, or reveal itself.
When we look at Niagara Falls, we might assume that it would run dry with so much water continually pouring over as the Falls, but looking behind the immediate scene, we see Lake Erie, and we realize that actually there is no Niagara Falls, that this is but a name given to Lake Erie at a point where the water pours over a precipice and becomes the Falls. The infinity of Niagara Falls is assured by virtue of the fact that actually the source of Niagara, that which constitutes Niagara, is really Lake Erie.
So, with us. We are that place God becomes visible. We are the Word made flesh. Our Source, and that which constitutes us, is God—infinite divine Being. We are God-being, God-appearing, God-manifesting. That is the true glory of our being.”
Later this morning I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed around the fishpond, the pet cemetery, the side yard and the front yard.
This afternoon I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed behind my home and behind the garage to finish the weeding with Whip Lash. Now my weeding, for the next two days, will be by hand.
From The Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
August 3
Cast Thy Burden Upon The Lord
I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love: that Love which shines from the beginning of space and time; that Love which created all that there is; that Love which sustains you at this moment.
We find this instrument most perturbed, for it is in pain and has been so for many months. It did not expect this ordeal and can no longer emotionally refrain from a lack of cheerfulness. Bluntly has she asked, “What has the Holy Spirit to say to one such as I?”
And to this one, and to any who suffer, we can only repeat the words, “Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain you.”
To cast one’s burdens upon one’s family and friends is to find no more certainty of Love and understanding than you find within the self. Thus, the suffering will be aggravated by the guilt of complaint.
Yet the Spirit of Love only embraces the complaints and the sufferings of those who Love and are Loved by Him. And thus, each complaint is blessed and the suffering, quieted. Turn not to man but to the consciousness of Love for that peace which passeth all understanding.
Now, always, in times of need and evermore, we leave you in this peace. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel the Creator’s Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen
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