2026-08-08

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal channeling for this session comes from November 12, 1987:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. We greet you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We greatly appreciate this instrument’s willingness to function, although in its own opinion it was marginal. We feel we have a good contact, and we thank this instrument for trusting the bond between us. We also thank this instrument for the extensive challenging which it did prior to our greeting you. It was, indeed, a well-executed challenge and a needed one in terms of the service-to-others distortion. The opening in the group, and we say this for each instrument to hear, was that the instrument known as H in the beginning of the transmission was enough distracted by the experience, that the naming of the entity contacted by the instrument was not vibrated, nor was the source of all our desire and also its end phrase, “We come in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator,” and though we do not always speak these words at the beginning of each transmission, we did at that particular time, that is to say, the ones of Hatonn. We fear this instrument is going to sleep. We must pause.

[Pause]

I am Oxal. We wish to say at this time, for this call has come to us, that the Love and Light of the infinite Creator takes great measures of energy to probe into at any depth at all. The delicate balance between the positive and the negative move and turn, sway and twist within the distortions of each mind/body/spirit complex’s universe, within each heart and each mind. For every excellent ideal and symbol, there lies upon just the other side of the coin, terror, need, ugliness and violence. The drama of your third density is the drama of discovering duality and beginning the long trek toward balance. In this the student, the journeyer, the worshipper must choose one path to move, one face of the Creator to worship; one, and not the other. This is a most difficult choice. It is so difficult to make within your illusion that most do not begin to make that choice but rather remain dancing about the bonfire of neutrality, tossing their garlands to and fro within the ethical and metaphysical universe, laughing, crying, hating, and loving and moving neither towards the one great stage or the other, the glorious heavenly universe, or the equally glorious negative, each strong in its own way, each full of the Creator which is all things. Yet only by strong feeling, only by that feeling which this instrument would call worship, is either path traveled to the end.

We are those of the service-to-others path. We find that each within this circle has also advanced the cause of the great drama in the negative sense. Each has danced close and into the flaming fire of the glory and of the beauty of negative emotion and feeling. Each has in the mind and heart judged him or herself; each has been convicted and has lived within what your soul wishes to call hell, and each has for that very reason chosen. For when one path or the other begins to be intense, begins to move forward, then it is that the choice must be made, never in the happy middle of things, never around the bonfire. Thus, as each travels along the path of service to others, let us say again what has been said often upon your planet. Let us respect and appreciate those circumstances of suffering, of judging the self, and of despair which have produced hearts and minds set with determination and persistence, but better yet with passion, the passion of experience and lessons learned and choices made. We ask each to respect that within the self which makes such a choice, to know that each will inevitably fail from time-to-time but that, the choice having been made, the life shall be, if such desire continues, a walk hand-in-hand with the Creator, for there is passion in the Creator for each of you, such a passion as you cannot imagine. We exalt in the joy of the love the Creator has for us, and we answered it with Love and thanksgiving and turn ever again to service to each other, and thereby to the Creator. And then in the end we turn to the Creator alone and see the Creator known as the One.

In this session Oxal spoke about the concept of making the choice of service to others or service to self. They began by saying we wish to say that the Love and Light of the infinite Creator takes great measures of energy to probe into any depth, for the balance between the positive and the negative move and turn within the distortions of each mind/body/spirit complex’s universe, and within each heart and mind, and every ideal and symbol, there lies upon the other side of the coin, terror, need, and violence, so the drama of your third density is the drama of discovering duality and beginning the trek toward balance, yet in this the student, the journeyer, must choose one face of the Creator to worship; one, so this is a difficult choice to make within your illusion that most do not begin to make that choice but, rather, remain dancing about the bonfire of neutrality, tossing their garlands to and fro within the metaphysical universe, laughing, crying, hating, and loving and moving neither towards the one great stage or the other, the glorious heavenly universe, or the equally glorious negative, each strong in its own way, each full of the Creator which is all things, yet only by strong feeling, only by that feeling which Carla would call worship, is either path traveled to the end. Then Oxal said we are those of the service-to-others path, and we find that each within this circle has also advanced the cause of the great drama in the negative sense, so each has danced into the flaming fire of the glory and beauty of negative emotion, and each has in the mind and heart judged him or herself; each has been convicted and has lived within what your soul wishes to call hell, and each has for that very reason chosen, for when one path or the other begins to be intense, then it is that the choice must be made, never in the happy middle of things, never around the bonfire, yet as each travels along the path of service to others, let us respect and appreciate those circumstances of suffering, of judging the self, and of despair which have produced hearts and minds set with determination but better yet with passion of lessons learned and choices made, so we ask each to respect that within the self which makes such a choice, to know that each will fail from time-to-time, but the choice having been made, the life shall be, if such desire continues, a walk hand-in-hand with the Creator, for there is passion in the Creator for each of you, such a passion as you cannot imagine, and we exalt in the joy of the Love the Creator has for us, and we answered it with Love and thanksgiving and turn ever again to service to each other, and to the Creator, but in the end we turn to the Creator alone and see the Creator known as the One. On April 9, 1989, Q’uo described why the choice must be made:

There is an energy that radiates outward, blessing, shining, warming. The sun that you experience is a good example of such radiance. This is the radiance of unity, and in its promise lies the bloom of many kinds of qualities that may be considered positive and radiant—love, peace, unity, consolation, hope and joy. There is another sort of energy which may be worked upon to empower it, that is magnetic or attractive energy, in which the entity creates the self as the Creator and controls the creation about it as would a king his kingdom.

These two energies manifest in many, many different ways; they are two sides of the one coin of the infinite intelligence that created all of the densities of space and time through which in this creation we shall move. The trip may be longer for some than for others because the basic choice that this particular density asks the seeker to make is the choice of which energy to use in order to further understand the mystery of the one infinite Creator, the one original Thought or Logos that created all that there is. This choice may seem a simple one to make when gazed at theoretically, however, this particular illusion is designed to confuse, and befuddle, and trap, fool, and mystify any and all attempts to make black and white out of the warp and woof of speckled gray that is this illusion.

Thus, this choice must be made with the only real evidence pointing in the direction of personal power as more effective than the radiant path of acting as the servant of all shining upon all freely, spontaneously and generously. Therefore, the person who has not thought deeply upon these matters moves through their life doing one good turn for a neighbor and then cutting another off in traffic, feeling murderous toward a fellow worker, and then noticing how beautiful is the sky at sunset upon the return home. The net result: dead zero; the changes in consciousness have moved back and forth in the gravity well of indifference.

We leave you at this time. We have been with you in sorrow, all those of us, those principles, entities, teachers and powers which move within the world of thought about your planet, within your metaphysical realms. We are losing transmission with this instrument. We are those of Oxal. We leave you in love and in light. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “The peace within becomes the harmony without. As our thought takes on the nature of the inner freedom, it loses its sense of fear, doubt, or discouragement. As the realization of our dominion dawns in thought, more assurance, confidence, and certainty become evident. We become a new being, and the world reflects back to us our own higher attitude toward it. Gradually an understanding of our fellow beings and their problems unfolds to us from within and more Love flows out from us—more tolerance, co-cooperativeness, helpfulness, and compassion. We find that the world resounds to our newer concept of it, and then all the universe rushes to us to pour its riches and treasures in our lap.

Many fine treaties and covenants have been signed by nations and people, and nearly all have failed because no document is any better than the character of those who administer it. When we become imbued with the first of our inner being, we no longer need contracts and agreements in writing because it becomes first nature with us to be just, honest, intelligent, and kind, and these qualities are met in all those who become part of our experience in the home, office, shop, and in all walks of life. The good revealed in our consciousness returns to us, “pressed down, and shaken together, and running over.”

In this new consciousness, we are less angered by the acts of other people and less disturbed by their failings. And likewise, instead of being hampered and restricted by external conditions, we either do not meet with them or else we brush right by them with but little concern. We realize that something within us is ruling our universe; an inner Presence is maintaining outer harmony. The peace and quiet of our own Soul is the law of harmony and success to our world of daily experience.

All that has gone before this is as nothing unless you have seen that over and above all knowing of the truth, you must be overshadowed by the Christ.”

This morning I drove down to Nashville, Tennessee to visit my friend, Anna. The first thing that we did was to take a hike around the Cheekwood Botanical Garden where there was a great variety of flowers, bushes, and trees along winding trails that crossed in many places. We also went into a building that looked like a castle that was built in the 1800s, and on the third floor there were many paintings of rivers, the ocean, trees, and people who were exploring the woods, rivers, and beaches on the ocean.

This afternoon we ate lunch at a restaurant that specializes giving women from all over the United States, who were bridal maids, a chance to eat and celebrate the upcoming weddings. Then we went back to Anna’s home and listened to Carla’s voice on my cassette player as she was giving spiritual advice to a friend of ours who was having difficulty with her husband. This afternoon I drove back home through a thunderstorm that took about 20 minutes to drive through at very slow speeds.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

August 8

Peace And Joy Undisturbed

I am that principle that is the divine love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you and bless you in the full consciousness of unconditional love.

Negative thinking lies all about you. You do not have to partake in it. When there is something which crosses your consciousness and turns the mind to negative emotion, move back into an awareness of the infinite love that is the principle of your life and know that the Christ within may find a positive answer in each and every situation; may find a way to increase light rather than discourage light; to find the words to heal and not to wound; to find the compassion that aids those who are bothersome rather than ignoring such entities.

The living spirit of Jesus the Christ is available at the present moment and at each moment of the infinity of creation. It is the gift of Jesus the Christ to all who follow in His footsteps.

No matter what you may suffer today, cast your mind always upon the positive; upon the loving and compassionate aspects of those things which are occurring and you shall find your peace and joy undisturbed in the heart of your being, as your being speaks the truth of unconditional love.

In that love and peace we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel the Creator’s Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen