I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 19, 1987:

Concerning the attitude and action to take toward and in response to the world being too much with one, the regular daily routine and maybe a few added difficulties seeming to bring a heavier burden to the shoulders. How does one respond? How does one look at it, and what is the most effective attitude to view such?

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure and blessing for us to be sharing this meditation with you, and we would, if we might, pause before we begin to speak to the subject at hand, that we might revel and thoroughly enjoy the circle of oneness which the seekers present have created, and which we are now privileged to be a part of. We would then pause. We are Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and once again I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We offer you what you upon your planetary sphere call the Easter greeting, and because your question is concerning the life of the busy, mundane activity, and how to deal with it in order to be more clear and peaceful within the busyness, we ask you to come with us in mind to a grave which is very vivid in this instrument’s mind, as it has been contemplating this grave for three days, so involved is it in its Christian activities. It is the tomb of Jesus, the man of Nazareth, a carpenter by trade and an itinerant teacher by chosen profession. Come to the cold, gray dawn of a desert morning. Three women, all of whom Love the newly killed Jesus, come to the tomb seeking the beloved body of a family member, or in the case of Mary Magdalene, a dear friend and teacher. It is not possible for there to have been a change within the grave, for the body that is so loved seems to have disappeared, but it has been stolen or taken. Mary, the mother of Christ, is frantic. Mary Magdalene weeps. Their focus is upon a tomb and not upon that which is there no more.

When you within your third-density experience become too close to those things which you are seeking which you Love, and which you wish to care for, your focus shifts into a gazing upon not the heart of soul, not the living spirit, not the breathing fire of that which you care for, but the dead and life-deadening house, tomb or structure within which that which you care for lives. To be even more specific, and at the same time, more universal, each which dwells within a physical vehicle dwells within a walking tomb, the tomb of chemical life, a life which grows up and dies away, in a cosmic sense, almost too quickly to be noticed, each of you being but a breath upon the wind, and then dust. Yet there is great life, great beauty, and great joy in that which is alive within each builded structure of a person and a person’s thinking. This instrument plans for the great occasion, figuring entertainment and food, glasses, and cutlery, losing sight of the magic of metaphysical significance which the great event harbors, nurtures and cherishes, if it can be seen with a proper focus. Each may gaze within at the concerns of the day, and see which is the living, breathing source of joy and excitement and which the whited sepulcher, the open grave.

In this session Hatonn speaks of three of Jesus’s dearest women friends who come to His grave, but His body is not there. Hatonn went on to say we offer you the Easter greeting because your question is concerning the life of the mundane activity and how to deal with it in order to be peaceful within the busyness, so we ask you to come with us in mind to a grave which is vivid in Carla’s mind, as she has been contemplating this grave for three days, so involved is she in her Christian activities, for it is the tomb of Jesus of Nazareth, a carpenter by trade and a traveling teacher, so come to the cold, gray dawn of a desert morning where three women, all of whom Love the newly killed Jesus, come to the tomb seeking the beloved body of a family member, or in the case of Mary Magdalene, a dear friend and teacher, but it is not possible for there to have been a change within the grave, for the body that is so loved seems to have disappeared, or maybe it has been stolen, and, Mary, the mother of Christ, is frantic, and Mary Magdalene weeps since their focus is upon a tomb and not upon that which is there no more. Hatonn went on to say when you, within your third-density experience, become too close to those things which you are seeking, and which you Love, and which you wish to care for, your focus shifts into a gazing upon not the heart of soul, not the living spirit, not the breathing fire of that which you care for, but the dead and life-deadening structure within that which you care for lives, for each which dwells within a physical vehicle dwells within a walking tomb of a chemical life which grows up and dies away too quickly to be noticed as each of you is a breath upon the wind, and then dust, yet there is great life, beauty, and joy in that which is alive within each structure of a person’s thinking, so Carla plans for the great occasion, figuring entertainment and food, glasses, and cutlery, losing sight of the magic of the metaphysical significance which the great event cherishes if it can be seen with a proper focus, so each may gaze within at the concerns of the day and see which is the living source of joy and which is the open grave. On June 14, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the living spirit:

The background of metaphysical work for both polarities is a metaphysical environment of darkness, for the metaphysical consciousness of the living spirit within third-density illusion is hidden within the deep and unlit roots of mind. Consequently, both those who seek the darkness and those who seek the Light begin in a common ground of darkness, the darkness of that which is not known.

Upon this level of seeking for energy or power the search for truth is conducted in night conditions. The moon’s dimmest light is the brightest illumination as one seeks spiritually. It is extremely subtle and difficult work to distinguish truth from outright falsity, to distinguish the positive leaning towards the Love of the infinite One in service to others from the same activity which may seek service to self. Many are those metaphysical seekers who expect that the seeking towards the positive truth will be done in noonday sun metaphysically speaking, and this is untrue. The metaphysical search is not clear, obvious, or simple. Each of you here who listens to this voice speaking our thoughts knows of the case of mistaking apparent truth for truth and can recall instances in which that which one thought one had discovered to be a shining Light was instead relatively valueless and not filled with Light or power.

We are not among those who recommend extremes of asceticism in order to flagellate and deny oneself earthly joy, for in there, in the most mundane thing, is that living atom of the consciousness of Love which cannot be overvalued, for its value is infinite. In every step that is taken by any entity, in every thought, in every word spoken, there is the living fire of creation which moves, as upon the face of many waters, creating in each entity a newness of life and Love and strength, and this shall occur for each, whether or not any cooperates. This process is inevitable. It can be retarded, but it cannot be stopped. You cannot do yourselves ultimate harm, no matter how confused, how sad, how despised, or how miserable you may feel. However, it may aid those who wish to part at last from the clutch upon the inner rock of the tomb to realize that the tomb is not the risen source of joy, for that which is alive goes before one, drawing one onward, just as the master known to you as Jesus was not be found anywhere near a tomb, but rather had walked on into another portion of the country.

We do not know whether this may aid you or not, but it is the way we see your discomfort at this time. It is a matter of placing the attention upon achievements made in tomb building, rather than the joyous and free expression of Love for everything that exists. One may gaze, for instance, upon an old house, and see all that needs to be done. The house has become a tomb. Or one may gaze upon the same identical edifice and ask that edifice, “House, which has borne my Love, my grief, and my passion, tell me, what would you have me do for you this day?” You may even ask that angel within, that spirit of life, “What shall the day bring?” Thus is the day blessed with the same seeming routine that once cursed, narrowed, and limited the mind. There is no occasion, circumstance, or possession which cannot become a tomb, nor is there any of those things which is not at heart a source of life, a wellspring of joy, and a fountain of peace.

We gaze upon the minds of each, and we find that we have not discussed the one circumstance that blocks and entombs all which are present, and that is the mystery of illness and death. Each within the domicile which breathes the breath of life, breathes also, in only slight anticipation, the musty odor of the tomb. Do you then identify yourself with the tomb? We do not think so. Where, then, is your identity, if it does not lie in breath and heartbeat? Your identity lies within consciousness. That which is given you shall never be taken away, for you have been and will be. You are a precious and unique portion of the creation of the Creator. So are all those about you. Perhaps you see one who is ill mentally, perhaps one is ill emotionally, perhaps another has physical ailments, and you sympathize at the pain which living causes and wonder where the source of joy in life could possibly be for those who must suffer.

Hatonn continued by saying we are not among those who recommend extremes of self-punishment in order deny oneself earthly joy, for in that living atom the consciousness of Love cannot be overvalued, for its value is infinite, and in every step that is taken by any entity, in every thought, in every word spoken, there is the living fire of creation which moves, as upon the face of many waters, creating in each entity a newness of life and Love, and this shall occur for each, and can be retarded, but it cannot be stopped, so you cannot do yourselves harm, no matter how confused, how sad, how despised, or how miserable you may feel, yet it may aid those who wish to part at last from the grip upon the inner rock of the tomb to realize that the tomb is not the risen source of joy, for that which is alive goes before one, drawing one onward, just as the master Jesus was not to be found anywhere near a tomb but had walked on into another portion of the country. Now Hatonn said we gaze upon the minds of each, and we find that we have not discussed the one circumstance that blocks all which are present, and that is the mystery of illness and death, for each within the place which breathes the breath of life, breathes also the odor of the tomb, so: “Do you then identify yourself with the tomb? We do not think so: “Where, then, is your identity, if it does not lie in breath and the heartbeat?” Hatonn said your identity lies within consciousness, and that which is given to you shall never be taken away, for you have been and will be, and you are a unique portion of the creation of the Creator, and you are all those about you, so you see one who is ill mentally, ill emotionally, or perhaps another has physical ailments, and you sympathize at the pain which living causes and wonder where the source of joy in life could possibly be for those who must suffer. On October 20, 1986, Q’uo said that consciousness is our identity:

We suggest to you, my friends, that there is one consciousness, which in its original and undistorted form may be called Love. The consciousness of Love is the great original Thought, crystal clear and pure, and by its profound, generative nature, the Creator of all that there is.

Thus, the consciousness that is your identity and nature is some distortion, one representation of that one great original Thought of Love which created all that there is. When the conscious mind of a person is used without the aid of the deeper mind, very little of the consciousness of Love can be channeled through you from consciousness to manifestation. The person who lives in mind and not in heart lives a dry and arid life, unrelieved by the beauty of Love or the joy of passion, for, indeed, it is those with a passion and joy for knowing the truth, for celebrating friendship, and for seeking Love, that creates the full potential of consciousness for each of you.

When you move from the conscious mind into the deep mind, you are moving from busyness and noise, distraction and sleep to a cool, clear pool of Light, silent, profound, and infinite. Infinity cannot be comprehended by the rational mind, for the mind calculates only the calculable, leaving mystery uncalculated. The deep mind is at home and comfortable in the endless sea of infinity, for in infinity it has its home, just as you have your home in infinity.

My friends, within your bodies you have been dying since you first drew breath. It is a common cliché within this instrument’s mind that there is no cell within you which was yours seven years previous to this night. Eventually, in a twinkling of an eye, this incarnation shall be past. What then shall you find as your source of joy and peace? It shall not be the body shell, nor yet the mind with all of its adornments and embellishments, nor even yet the emotions, though noble they be at times. It is rather that within you which seeks the face of the mystery of the Logos, the one original Thought of Creation, that shall Love, and live and serve as you do now, for an infinite length of time. You think of yourself without your tomb—that is how you remove the busyness from the mind. Put in perspective that which lasts and that which does not, and encourage one another in love, for your consciousnesses are made of that creative and glorious substance.

Now Hatonn said within your bodies you have been dying since you first drew breath, and it is a common thought within Carla’s mind that there is no cell within you which was yours seven years previous to this night, so in a twinkling of an eye this incarnation shall be past, for:” What then shall you find as your source of joy and peace?” Then Hatonn said it shall not be the body shell, nor yet the mind with all of its decorations or the emotions, though noble they be at times, but it is that within you who seeks the face of the mystery of the Logos, the one original Thought of Creation that shall Love and serve as you do now for an infinite length of time, so you think of yourself without your tomb, and that is how you remove the busyness from the mind, so put in perspective that which lasts and that which does not, and encourage one another in Love, for your consciousnesses are made of that glorious substance. On June 22, 1993, Q’uo described the nature of Love:

The Creator created a great original Expression or Thought. This we have called the Logos or Love. This principle, this Love, created all that there is by the quantizing articulation of Light. Yet all that is created is of the nature of its parent source, which is Love. The reason for offering Love, appreciation, a blessing, and thanksgiving to the infinite One is that the entity within incarnation is attempting to form its vibratory frequency more and more like that of the vibrational frequency of the one great original Thought, which is Love. The closer the seeker comes to matching that vibratory frequency, the more that entity will be perceived as offering praise and thanksgiving. This is true far beneath any articulation of words or even what you consider thoughts. Rather, it is in the nature of the way creation is built. That is, original Thought expresses in Love, thanks, blessing, praise, and rejoicing. Thus, it is not a Creator hungry for praise and thanks that requires homage of Its worshippers, but rather it is Love that it is reflected in Love, and in that infinite reflection lies truth.

We would at this time leave you, for there is another which wishes to work with the instrument known as Jim. We cannot tell you how much we have enjoyed this chat with you. It has been some time since we have been called to this group. We are, as this instrument would say, those who take questions of a very general nature, and we are sometimes considered introductory. It is a pleasure to work with the consciousnesses of this group, and perhaps you shall agree that no basic question is so basic that it can be answered once and for all. We feel this group is very special, and we Love each and thank you once again for allowing us to share our thoughts with you. Please remember, as always, that our thoughts are merely opinion, and not to be read as the gospel truth. We are those of Hatonn. We greet and leave each in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are overjoyed to be able to utilize this instrument and to speak to this group, for as it has been with those of Hatonn, also it has been a great portion of your time since we have had the opportunity of speaking to this group, and we greatly rejoice at this opportunity, and thank each for allowing us this privilege at this time. We are always happy to entertain those queries which each may offer to us, and at this time we would ask if we might begin with a query?

Carla: You’re S’s favorite channel. If you would, could you offer any comments that you might want to pass on to S at this time? Anything that might be helpful that you would like to say to the one known as S in Denver?

I am Latwii, and we are happy that we have our, shall we say, following of those who appreciate our message and perhaps even our poor humor. We cherish each who opens the mind and the heart to what words and experiences we might have to offer. We can only echo the words of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn when we speak to any of your group and especially to the one known as S at this time, for as each seeker finds itself securely placed within the illusion and finds this illusion becoming more and more with the considerations and feelings of the seeker and at times becoming overpowering, and we can only suggest the stepping back in the mind, and in meditation, to look upon that which is the life and that which has gone before and taught well the student of life, so that the student might take a larger and longer view at that which is its present moment and which is the doorway to its future moments, looking at all portions of the incarnation as one pattern of experience that will allow the gaining of those attributes which are most desired by the seeker.

The illusion is that which teaches. It is an illusion, for it seems to be quite other than that which it is, yet well does it instruct in the ways of service and the ways of dedication, in the ways of perseverance, and in the ways of accepting and loving those qualities of self and other self which seem unacceptable. By throwing the self into the experiences of confusion, frustration, difficulty, disharmony, and disease, the seeker of truth might test its ability to find the perfect reflection of self within each moment, in order that it might, piece by piece, experience by experience, construct the complete picture of the self, the creation, and the Creator as one being.

Carla asked a question for S:” You’re S’s favorite channel. If you would, could you offer any comments that you might want to pass on to S at this time? Anything that might be helpful that you would like to say to the one known as S in Denver?” Latwii replied by saying we cherish each who opens the mind and the heart to what experiences we have to offer, so we echo the words of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn when we speak to any in your group and especially to S, for as each seeker finds itself placed within the illusion and finds this illusion to offer the feelings of the seeker that are becoming overpowering, and we can only suggest the stepping back in the mind, and in meditation to look upon that which is the life and that which has gone before and taught well the student of life, so that the student might take a larger view of that which is its present moment and which is the doorway to its future moments, looking at all portions of the incarnation as one pattern of experience that will allow the gaining of those attributes which are most desired by the seeker. Then Latwii said the illusion is that which teaches, and it is an illusion, for it seems to be other than that which it is, yet well does it instruct in the ways of service and in the ways of accepting and loving those qualities of self and other self which seem unacceptable, so by throwing the self into the experiences of confusion and disease, the seeker of truth might test its ability to find the perfect reflection of self within each moment in order that it might, experience by experience, construct the complete picture of the self, the creation, and the Creator as one being. On August 14, 1988, Q’uo described the student of life:

Each person within a family, within a community, within a classroom has a part to play that influences the whole. The whole of the classroom, of the family, of the community has an influence upon each individual. The touch, and presence, and mark made by each entity is felt not only within the family, the classroom, and the community, but it is felt within the planetary being and, indeed, throughout the one creation, for there is a connection between all portions of creation. As a note played upon a musical instrument is heard by any ear within its range of sound, thus are feelings, and thoughts, and actions recorded within the self, within the family, within the Earth itself and, indeed, each is heard as a note throughout the one creation.

Thus, each student of life may learn of that which is great by looking at that which is small, may learn of that which is without by looking at that which is within, may also learn in the reverse order, as correlations can be made from small to large, from within to without. Those connecting fibers and pathways which bind each to the other and each to the planet and each planet to the creation are those pathways which lead from understanding of one kind to understanding of another. Thus, may each discover that which one sees within the realm of one’s own being.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No. I thank you for that message, and I know that S will appreciate it. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Well, I had one on my own hook. I was trying to listen to the channeling while I was channeling, which is always dangerous, in that you don’t get it, but it just… I was asking myself, was the message to stop doing the things which were not lasting, or to change the mind so that in doing the same things, you thought you were doing a different thing? Is that a clear enough question?

I am Latwii, and we believe that we grasp the heart of your query, my sister. If we have understood that which our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have shared with your group this evening, one may look at any portion of the life experience in either of two fundamental ways. One may see that which remains to be done and which pulls one onward. One may see that as the incomplete nature of experience, of self, and of the illusion, as there is always that which may be refined, may be added, and may be completed. Or one may look upon any life experience or any portion of the self as that which is whole within itself, complete and perfect, existing as a unique expression of that which it is, a portion of the Creator, a companion to the seeker of truth.

When one looks upon a situation or entity in the latter manner, one feels the peaceful contentment of that which is complete and needs no further attention or action. It is well to nourish the self, especially within the meditative states, from time to time with this overview of one’s experience within an incarnation. And yet, it is also well that one continue upon the journey, for within the incarnation and within this illusion the opportunity is constantly presented to take that which is and vary it or add unto it a manner which is unique to oneself: rich, intense, and varied according to one’s free will choices. Thus, is there progress within the evolving consciousness that allows the widening of the perspective. Thus, both points of viewing are helpful, each in its own time and in a balanced manner. If either is dwelt upon to the exclusion of the other, there will be either the constant worry that things are never done, or the opposite contentment that moves not into new and richer experience.

Carla asked: “I was trying to listen to the channeling while I was channeling, which is always dangerous, in that you don’t get it, but it just… I was asking myself, was the message to stop doing the things which were not lasting, or to change the mind so that in doing the same things, you thought you were doing a different thing? Is that a clear enough question?” Latwii said if we have understood that which our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have shared with your group this evening, one may look at any portion of the life experience in either of two fundamental ways, so one may see that which remains to be done and which pulls one onward, or one may see that as the incomplete nature of experience, of self, and of the illusion, as there is always that which may be refined, or one may look upon any life experience or any portion of the self as that which is complete and perfect, existing as an unique expression of that which it is, a portion of the Creator, a companion to the seeker of truth. Then Latwii said when one looks upon a situation or entity in the latter manner, one feels the peaceful contentment of that which is complete and needs no further attention, so it is well to nourish the self within the meditative state with this overview of one’s experience within an incarnation, yet it is also well that one continues upon the journey, for within the incarnation the opportunity is presented to take that which is and add to it a manner which is unique to oneself: rich and varied according to one’s free will choices since there is progress within the evolving consciousness that allows the widening of the perspective, for both points of viewing are helpful, and if either is dwelt upon to the exclusion of the other, there will be either the constant worry that things are never done, or the opposite contentment that moves not into new and richer experience. On April 2, 2016, Q’uo described the value of the meditative state:

The meditative state is that place wherein you tabernacle with the most high, the holy of holies within your holy ground. Go, therefore, to this ground and seek the answers that are most important to you. Do not attempt to decide with your mental faculties important questions of spiritual nature. Go there within to the heart of your being to find those answers there in the meditative state.

May we speak further, my sister?   

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

T: Yeah, I’ve got a question, and I hesitate to ask it, but I think I’m going to go ahead and do it. First off, I wouldn’t even ask this were I not in the presence of two of my very best friends. If there were other people present, I wouldn’t even ask the question. I feel like I’m belaboring a point, but maybe it’s only because it’s been on my mind so much, so maybe I’m not belaboring it with other people. I said earlier, talking with Carla and Jim, that I’m having a lot of problems, but I think I know the root cause of most of my problems. And that quite simply is that I’m lonely. And I’m looking for someone, obviously, and Jim and Carla know this, and I’ve made reference to this before. And I guess my question is, maybe I’m trying too hard. Maybe I should let it go, because maybe my idea is to try to learn to be more complete within myself before I actually find someone else.

But the real reason for my asking is, one time before I found myself basically in this situation, and at that time I did what I consider to be forcing the issue. I got very down. I got very emotional about it, and it wasn’t very long—in other words, I got to the, as they say when it looks the darkest, that’s when the answer comes or some help comes. Okay, I let myself get into that kind of frame of mind before, and I had gotten very dark, and lo and behold, it wasn’t long and I met a lady with whom I had a very long and beneficial relationship. It wasn’t the one I was looking for, but it was close.

So, my question after all that dancing around it is, is it good to try to force this? Because I had the feeling I could do it again, but I may wind up with someone again that is not that person that I really want. Or should I just let it go? Because it is, quite frankly, bothering me an awful lot. And at times I seem to be able to handle it, and other times it gets the best of me. If you can make anything out of all I’ve said, I’d appreciate any comments.

I am Latwii, and we thank you for your query, my brother, and shall attempt to speak upon this interesting subject. The burden of free will for each seeker within your illusion is heavier for those who seek consciously. The further one travels upon the path of self-knowledge, the greater one feels the awareness that one is conscious, that one has feelings and that there is that great mystery and unknown which is called your future that lies before one and which will be formed by one’s own choices. It is difficult, we understand, for any seeker of truth to look upon any portion of the life experience as being, indeed, but a portion, as being that which shall at a certain time become transformed and be another experience. It is as though one were attempting your physical exercise, attempting to push the limits of the physical vehicle further, and in this pushing, one reaches the point at which it seems there can be no further repetition of the exercise without failure and collapse.

Just so are many experiences of the mental, emotional, and spiritual nature as well. Each entity decides for itself, either before the incarnation or during the incarnation, that it wishes to undertake to learn certain lessons that may be manifested in such and such a fashion. The means of the manifestation may frequently be secondary to the lesson itself, and as the lesson is carried out within the incarnational experience, it is oftentimes felt by the seeker that no more can this experience continue without fatigue and failure and the desire to escape this particular set of circumstances. We counsel for all such entities in this situation the lightness of touch and breadth of viewing which you may call the sense of perspective or humor that will allow one to experience the seeming retrograde moments of experience without undue distress, for it is true for each seeker that many are the steps of the path and many are the pieces of the puzzle, and each shall eventually fall into place as each is meant to fall.

The question then is, how shall the seeker prepare the self in the attitude, to witness and experience each placing of the foot upon the path and each piece of the puzzle in its place? It is, as you have noted, frequently possible to push the envelope, shall we say, and attempt to force a certain set of circumstances to take root within the life pattern. Oftentimes much may be learned by such forcing. This may be in addition to that which was first intended and may in some cases merely delay the original intention. However, those choices which have been made by your own will previous to the incarnation carry a weight which shall eventually be felt in the manner which is desired. We can only add at this time that when one considers the difficulty of the present moment, it is well to look to that which has become placed within the perspective of the past, as experience gained, which at a certain point in the past was itself a difficulty unresolved. If one may look at…

T asked: “I’m lonely. And I’m looking for someone, obviously, and Jim and Carla know this, and I’ve made reference to this before. And I guess my question is, maybe I’m trying too hard. Maybe I should let it go, because maybe my idea is to try to learn to be more complete within myself before I actually find someone else.

But the real reason for my asking is, one time before I found myself basically in this situation, and at that time I did what I consider to be forcing the issue. I got very down. I got very emotional about it, and it wasn’t very long—in other words, I got to the, as they say when it looks the darkest, that’s when the answer comes or some help comes. Okay, I let myself get into that kind of frame of mind before, and I had gotten very dark, and lo and behold, it wasn’t long and I met a lady with whom I had a very long and beneficial relationship. It wasn’t the one I was looking for, but it was close.

So, my question after all that dancing around it is, is it good to try to force this? Because I had the feeling I could do it again, but I may wind up with someone again that is not that person that I really want. Or should I just let it go? Because it is, quite frankly, bothering me an awful lot. And at times I seem to be able to handle it, and other times it gets the best of me. If you can make anything out of all I’ve said, I’d appreciate any comments.” Latwii went on to say

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The quote today from The Infinite Way is: “The next step in unfoldment is the realization that as the individualization of Consciousness, we embody within our own consciousness our body, our business, and our home. We can prove our dominion over the weather, climate, income, health, and body only as we know these to be ideas of the consciousness which we are. Home, employment, and body are ideas within us and are subject to our understanding, and the consciousness of this truth gives us dominion. This does not exalt humanhood or make it divine: it wipes out humanhood and reveals our divinity.

We can measure our spiritual unfoldment by watching whether or not we are trying to improve the physical scene. We must remember that the structural life of people, animal, or plant is not the one Life, God, but the human, limited concept of real Life; therefore, any attempt to heal, change, or correct the physical universe is evidence that we have not developed sufficient spiritual consciousness.

Christ-consciousness recognizes all life to be God but realizes that what appears to material sight and sound is not that life, but merely the illusion or false sense of existence. Spiritual consciousness discerns the life which is real.

Inasmuch as we cannot meet a problem on the level of the problem, we must rise above the level of appearance in order to bring out the harmony of being. That which is visible to the five senses is not the reality of things; therefore, we cannot think from that level. Disregarding appearances, we turn from the picture before the senses and begin there to become aware of Reality, of that which eternally is.”

Later this morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home. Then I went outside and weeded the Dianthus Flower Gardens along the parking area in front of my home, the driveway, and the small Dianthus Garden at the end of the sidewalk in front of my home. Then I placed Dianthus Flowers in all these areas.

This afternoon I transplanted the Dianthus Flowers along the parking area in front of my home, the driveway, and the small Dianthus Garden at the end of the sidewalk in front of my home. Then I watered all the Dianthus Flowers with fertilized water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 10

Be The Light

I am the principle of divine Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is in Jesus the Christ.

You, as you gaze at yourself, cannot see that you are the Light of the world. Disturbed with your own difficulties, confused about priorities, and in general bogged down in the waste, the paperwork, and the uselessness of many daily activities, it is easy to forget, and it is easy to relinquish your birthright.

Your birthright is to be sons and daughters of the one infinite Creator. You are the Light of the world. Know and feel this in your heart. Know that through the grace of this principle which we represent, all your efforts shall be comforted and supported.

Do not think too little of yourself. Be the Light of the world in gladness, joy, and singleness of mind and heart. Remember that which you are here to do: Love each other. May you shine with the radiance of the Christ.

We are with you always in comfort and in the peace of unconditional Love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel the Creator’s Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Quanta and Yadda channelings for this session come from April 15, 1987:

(W channeling)

I am Quanta, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. This channel was having difficulty in assessing whether this contact was viable or simply a so-called figment of her imagination. We wish to reassure her that this is not simply a figment of her imagination, but that this is a real contact, and ask that she simply acknowledge and accept that which is coming through her at this time. It is good to be skeptical of events which occur in the process of channeling so that one is not taken by lesser or inappropriate information. We wish to reassure her that she has made a good contact this evening, and we are pleased with her progress. We would like to address the issue of contact by means of vocal channeling.

There are numerous contacts available to those who seek to become vocal channels. We have worked only with this group at this time, and, therefore, it is inappropriate to consider or associate the one known as Quanta with any other form of vocal channeling. We would like to continue with the teachings which we initiated with this group the last time we gathered, the time for joining together the inner plane entity and the vocal channel known as W, so that they may begin to associate if this is desired. At this time, we will leave this entity and transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Quanta.

(Jim channeling)

I am Quanta. I greet each again in Love and in Light. We have chosen to take this opportunity to speak through this instrument and to offer ourselves in the capacity of responding to those queries which those present may provide for us while the one known as N becomes more comfortable with her physical vehicle [N has been coughing.] and is able to attempt our contact. Thus, if there are any queries at this time, we would be happy to entertain them.

W: I’d like to ask, are you familiar with the term Wesak? And can you tell me—and can you give me some information on the Wesak moons which are occurring?

I am Quanta, and we must plead an ignorance in this regard, my sister, for we are not familiar with many of the customs and events of your peoples. This we seek to learn as we become more able to receive the information which is available in the experience of this planetary population.

May we speak to any other query, my sister?

Carla: I have a question. Then, what I would infer from that is that the group mind forms in a hierarchical fashion, first the upper or lighter or more shallow levels of the mind, which are the group mind, then the racial mind, planetary mind, and the archetypical mind, so that you’re not yet in enough contact to get into an information—I guess you’d say—data base, since you’re dealing with a biocomputer, the mind, the great mind that would have the information that W sought, is that correct? Could you comment on that if it is not correct, and correct my assumption about the way the group mind forms?

I am Quanta. We, in joining this planetary influence, are much as a traveler upon a journey in a distant and foreign land. We are familiar with the ways of consciousness and its association with itself in the manner that you have described as the hierarchy. We in our journey, and visiting, and joining of this planetary influence are attempting to correlate those general qualities of consciousness and, more specifically, the third-density human consciousness with the intricate and complex means by which this consciousness has expressed itself in the experience of the various cultures and nations, as you call them, in the history of this planetary influence.

Thus, we have, shall we say, access to a great store of records which provide an immense challenge to new students of this grouping of consciousness complexes. Thus, our study has to this point been that which has examined only the outline, shall we say, of this planet’s history, emphasizing and concentrating upon the means by which various groupings of entities have sought the one Creator in the distortion known as Love and compassion. Where there has been a significant achievement, shall we say, that has been related to various points of your historical past we have in those cases studied somewhat more carefully. We are aware that this study is one which will take a significant portion of your time to accomplish, yet we undertake with great joy and anticipation to learn the story of many people and races which have joined upon your planetary sphere in the pursuit of polarity.

Carla asked: “Then, what I would infer from that is that the group mind forms in a hierarchical fashion, first the upper or lighter or more shallow levels of the mind, which are the group mind, then the racial mind, planetary mind, and the archetypical mind, so that you’re not yet in enough contact to get into an information—I guess you’d say—data base, since you’re dealing with a biocomputer, the mind, the great mind that would have the information that W sought, is that correct? Could you comment on that if it is not correct, and correct my assumption about the way the group mind forms?” Quanta replied by saying in joining this planetary influence, we are much as a traveler upon a journey in a distant and foreign land, but we are familiar with the ways of consciousness and its association with itself in the manner of the hierarchy, and in our journey and joining this planetary influence we are attempting to relate those general qualities of consciousness and the third-density human consciousness with the complex means by which this consciousness has expressed itself in the experience of various cultures and nations in the history of this planetary influence. Quanta went on to say we have access to a store of records which provide a challenge to new students of this grouping of consciousness complexes, and our study has been that which has examined only the outline of this planet’s history concentrating upon the means by which groupings of entities have sought the one Creator in the distortion known as Love and compassion, for where there has been a significant achievement that has been related to various points of your historical past, we have studied more carefully, so we are aware that this study is one which will take a significant portion of time to accomplish, yet we undertake with joy and anticipation to learn the story of the people and races which have joined upon your planetary sphere in the pursuit of polarity. On February 7, 1982, Latwii spoke of how we may pursue the positive polarity:

By sending such an entity Love and Light, you do radiate unto that entity the core of your being as undistorted and clearly as you perceive it. By revealing that which is the heart of your being, you do serve this other self by expressing your nature without reservation, and do accept this other self without reservation, without demand of any kind. This is the perfect expression of the positive polarity path. The acceptance, the forgiveness, and the Loving of all other selves no matter what their dance through the illusion. In this way do you express unto the other self of whatever polarity the heart of your being which is Love and acceptance of all, and thereby do you provide catalyst for an other self of a negative polarity to work upon its own perceptions and being.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Then, from what you say it sounds as if the archetypical or the group mind that you experience is not hierarchical, but merely a computer too difficult to use quickly. Is that correct? That it’s all available to you at all the levels at once, but it is difficult to access any of it until you understand the computer, understand the group mind and its mechanical structure? Is that correct? I’m trying to get a picture of how the group mind forms in early fourth density, and you are a real godsend in that you’re the only contact that we’ve had that’s just beginning fourth density. Anything that you’d care to send would be interesting, I’m sure.

I am Quanta. The connection between individual experience and the larger groupings of mind complexes which eventually blend themselves into that great store of experience that many have called the Akashic record is one which is one-to-one, shall we say. Each entity which gathers experience that is significant in the personal evolution records this experience in its own conscious and subconscious mind complex. Each mind complex has access to greater and greater stores of information as the roots of the individual mind complex contain all that which has been gathered by the entity in all conscious experience and continues to move in an harmonic fashion with those of, you would say, “like mind” or in many cases the racial mind, in other cases the cultural mind, and in still other cases the unique groupings of mind that blend various factors, be they social and culture, philosophical, or spiritual and religious, or racial or geographical.

Thus, there are many groupings of mind that serve as intermediary reservoirs of information and stand between the individual mind complex and the planetary mind or that which we have previously referred to as the Akashic record. This record or planetary mind is that store of information which shall be opened to all the population of the fourth density that is to reside upon this planetary sphere. Each entity then will look upon this planetary mind as its ancient heritage and that which is available to inform further thought and action as the various individual portions of the to-be social memory complex begin to seek further means by which the service of others may be accomplished.

Then Carla asked: “Then, from what you say it sounds as if the archetypical or the group mind that you experience is not hierarchical, but merely a computer too difficult to use quickly. Is that correct? That it’s all available to you at all the levels at once, but it is difficult to access any of it until you understand the computer, understand the group mind and its mechanical structure? Is that correct? I’m trying to get a picture of how the group mind forms in early fourth density, and you are a real godsend in that you’re the only contact that we’ve had that’s just beginning fourth density. Anything that you’d care to send would be interesting, I’m sure.” Quanta went on to say the connection between individual experience and the larger groupings of mind complexes which eventually blend themselves into that store of experience called the Akashic record is one which is one-to-one, for the entity which gathers experience that is significant in the personal evolution records this experience in its conscious and subconscious mind complex, and each mind complex has access to greater stores of information as the roots of the individual mind complex contain all that which has been gathered by the entity in all conscious experience and continues to move in an harmonic fashion with those of “like mind” or in many cases the racial mind, in other cases the cultural mind, and in still other cases the unique groupings of mind that blend various factors, be they social, philosophical, spiritual and religious, or racial or geographical. On July 3, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of the Akashic Records:

We wish you to be extremely nurturing of yourselves as you perceive failure within the illusion. You have no idea of how you are doing within the illusion. You will not know how you have done until you have left the heavy chemical illusion that you experience and are once again able to look at the life experience as part of what this instrument would call the Akashic Record, turning the pages of the life, gazing at the tapestry one has woven of Love, and sorrow, and service, and selfishness. May each weave the most beautiful tapestry that they can. May each look to the life experience as to a poem, an attempt to write each line with grace and beauty. In this you are supported and are never alone, for the higher self, under any guise which you wish to call this energy, is with you as comforter and nurturer, and when despair does overtake the soul, we ask that you suspend all judgment, all discrimination of the self, and move into an awareness that one is being held in the infinite arms of the infinite Creator, that one is, in truth, nurtured.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Is our Akashic record and social memory complex terms for the same referent?

I am Quanta. These terms have a close relationship in that the grouping of entities which shall comprise the fourth-density social memory complex of entities will have access to that Akashic record of experience which has been collected throughout the history of this planetary experience to date. Thus, the social memory complex is the grouping of entities that has as its heritage the Akashic record, not only of this planetary influence but of those planetary influences which shall also contribute a portion of the population of the fourth-density social memory complex.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Only on another topic, and thank you for that. I hope that was not too long a digression—I was interested. Can you tell the name of—in this inner plane contact or any of the nature of this contact, what the contact is, what its desire is, and so forth, or does this have to—is it necessary for it to come through W alone, in terms of free will?

I am Quanta, and though it is not exclusively necessary that this information be transmitted through the one known as W, we are of the opinion that it would be best for the development of this new instrument if this information were discovered, shall we say, as a portion of the normal progression of a new instrument practicing its art, for we do not wish to overly prejudice the new instrument in this regard, but wish it to find its journey one of inner discovery and expression of that which awaits within.

May we speak further my sister?

Carla: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Quanta, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

W: To digress back to the first question. The information on the Wesaks which I was referring to was something I heard from another channel channeling an entity named Samuel, who referred to the Wesak moons as being a time when the new moon acts as a mirror, reflecting greater energy coming from the source to this planet. Is there still something which you as a new fourth-density entity aren’t familiar with, or can you just say anything else about that to clarify it for me?

I am Quanta, and we are familiar with the concept of the alignment of planetary and celestial influences which provide windows of opportunity, shall we say, to entities seeking in a certain fashion at the opportune moment when the alignment of particular influences is favorable. It is as though the efforts of the student are increased by a lever, shall we say, so that at certain moments, if the student is alert and persevering in its seeking, it may at these moments experience a heightened—we search for a term within this instrument’s mind—perception of the art which it seeks to master.

It is for the cautious and diligent student that such opportune moments may be investigated and utilized, for there is, indeed, the magnification of power, shall we say, that is available in such alignments, and with the increase in potential power for the student, it must be realized that the responsibility of the student to utilize its art in as pure a form as possible is also increased. With greater opportunity comes the balance of a greater responsibility to utilize the opportunity along the chosen path, be it the positive path of the service of others or the negative path of service to self.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: Not on that topic, thank you. You have previously given me some meditations—you’ve given the group some meditations. Are there any other recommendations you can give to facilitate my developing so that—in preparing me to meet whoever the entity is that wishes to use me as a vocal channel?

I am Quanta. We feel that we have given that which is of most benefit for the present time. It is the perseverance that is most helpful for the student of meditation, and the student which seeks to utilize the clarified mental attitude achieved in meditation for the exercise of the vocal channeling art. Thus, we may only suggest at this time that the dedication to the regularized meditation be continued. This type of perseverance shall prove to be the greatest ally, we feel, for any instrument, be it new or more experienced.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: Yes. I meditate on a daily basis on a specific meditation given to me from the other entity that was channeled that I referred to. Is that sufficient, or would an additional specific meditation with the intent of connecting with this other entity be appropriate?

I am Quanta. We feel that for the present time the manner of meditation which is now your practice be continued and added unto only as the opportunity presents itself in a fashion which may be repeated faithfully, that is, if the desire and opportunity to manifest the desire is present for additional periods of meditation, that these be engaged in with no dedication to making a contact with any particular entity for the purpose of vocal channeling without the presence of the supporting group, the goal rather being more general, if additional periods of meditation are desired, in that the calming of the conscious mind be that which is focused upon.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: No, thank you.

Quanta: At this time, we feel it would be appropriate to attempt to close this meditation through the instrument known as N, if this entity will refrain from the analysis and speak those concepts which it finds moving through the mind. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Quanta.

(N channeling)

I am Quanta. I greet you in Love and Light. This instrument had that which we would attempt to [inaudible]. This instrument wonders if the [inaudible] old or new social memory complex and we don’t have [inaudible] judged as [inaudible]. Although we are ever learning from the instruments which we are in contact with, therefore we are pleased and glad to be with this group as we learn from each entity and are pleased to be able to help each entity to learn and spread knowledge and [inaudible] to other seeking entities on this physical plane here.

We [inaudible] to leave this instrument with Love and Light. We are those known as Quanta.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet in Love and Light of infinite Creator. I say, “How about Lao Tsu?” This instrument say, “Jesus Christ.” “One Christ good as another,” I say, so we come. We speak about skepticism. Hah! You want to know about skepticism. Open your eyes. What do you know? You know nothing. Look around. Look at tree. You see tree. What you know? You got root, bark, branches, bird’s nest—and leaves! Hah! What you know about tree? Tell me how it grow there. Tell me how it began. Tell me anything about tree except name and wocation. Lo-cation. We gonna say it right!

Now, you look at any other thing and tell me what you know. What is there not to be skeptical about? Nothing! Now, let us take what we do not know. Is everything! Everything! What you gonna do? How you gonna think? You have to name names and pretend that you know things. But inside—what you gonna take?

Now, let me ask you another question. What you berieve—what you believe. We getting good with our l’s and our r’s. What you believe is far more important than what you know—because you don’t know anything. So, tell me what you believe in. What you say? How you declare yourself. We say one word—love! Hah! We said it right. This instrument think we crazy. This instrument not like to channel us because we mess up her face. Heh, heh, heh (giggle).

Now you know you not know, but you do not know what you believe, do you? Huh-uh. No. Why you wasting time on knowing things when you cannot know anything? We leave this instrument in Love and Light of infinite Creator. We know what we believe. We believe in Love—for it created us and all that there is. What do you have to say that about? We can never ask a more basic metaphysical question. Adonai, my friends. We are those known to you as Yadda.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “We must understand the word consciousness because we can only prove what we are conscious of. Where do we stand in consciousness?” Are we still mortals? Or have we renounced our material selfhood and acknowledged ourselves to be the Christ, the fulfillment the presence of God? Some day we must give up the effort to get and acknowledge ourselves to be the eternal Giver in action. We just feed five thousand without taking thought as to whence it shall come. Out of our Christhood, the multitudes can be supplied. Wherein then is lack except in the belief that we are humans? We must live up to this belief and claim our true identity.

When we are confronted with any person or circumstance that appears to be mortal, we must realize, “Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God,” and that all that appears as mortality is illusion or nothingness. We will fear no mortal and no material circumstance because we recognize its nothingness.

Truth is simple. There are no deep metaphysics or mysterious truths. It is either truth or not truth, but there cannot be deep truth and shallow truth, nor can there be degrees of truth. Truth to be truth must be absolute truth. We are concerned now with the truth that we individualize infinite power. We must not look to a power outside of, or apart from ourselves. We individualize infinite power in proportion to our consciousness of Truth.

The Life which is God is our life. There is but one Life, and this is the life of all being, of every individual. We individualize this eternal Life, and it is no less God in one than in another, and it is diseaseless and deathless in all. Our consciousness of this truth is the healing influence within us.

There is but one Consciousness, and that is God. We individualize this omnipotent, omniscient Consciousness; therefore, our consciousness is the ever-present help in every circumstance. For this reason, we do not pray to, or contact, some far-off Being but realize the omnipresence of divine Consciousness as our consciousness and let go of the seeming problem. The awareness of this truth establishes us in the consciousness of the presence of Life, Truth, God. The understanding of the oneness of Consciousness as our consciousness of Life as our life, is Truth eternal.”

Later this morning I went outside and finished hand-weeding the Ruins Mound Garden in the side yard.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Walmart’s where I bought some clothesline rope. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food and bird seed. My third stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be refilled.

From The Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 9

Awaiting The Host’s Invitation

I am of those who shower this world with the ever-creative Love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the consciousness of Love.

That consciousness flowers when it will, as the world calls for it and requires it. That consciousness is called by desire. That consciousness dwells as the guest within the house, awaiting the host’s invitation to join in the conversation at table.

At times your experience may be that of the banquet and at other times that of starvation fare. Yet always the manna of divine thought is there in full supply to fill the hearts and minds of those who seek beyond banquet and hunger to that food which is given every day for the transformation of the self and the renewal of all of humankind.

We leave you in the peace of constant, divine Love. Whatever your circumstance, this is yours, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel the Creator’s Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo channeling for this session comes from April 12, 1987:

From L and A: As the harvest approaches, and the difficult times that come with this harvest occur, how can each person be of service to others and proceed along the personal evolutionary path?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator, and I greet each of you who are, in miniature, perfect creations of the perfect Creator. I greet you in mystery and illusion, in Love and Light, in seeking and in faith. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening, and we would not wish to allow the opportunity to go by to greet the one known as L, and to offer our Love and blessing within this entity’s vibratory patterns. It is, indeed, a great pleasure to share meditation with each, and with the entity as a group. We ask that each word that we say be taken as what it is, the concepts of seekers upon a path, offered through an instrument, nothing more. These are our opinions; we are no ultimate source. We thank you for allowing us to be of service to you, and yet the greatest service that you may do for the Creator, for us, or for yourself is carefully to discriminate. Thus, if that which we say does not ring true, we ask that it be dropped from the mind, for we would not wish to be a stumbling block to any.

The question that you have asked this night is perhaps one of the central questions which faces what this instrument would call the pilgrim in its progress. We shall answer this question in two parts. Firstly, we would address the concept of illusion and reality. Each of you awakens and sleeps. The activity during the waking hours is considered reality, whereas the occurrences dimly remembered which occur within dreams are considered illusion, interesting perhaps, but not a true history of actual events within the inner being. Yet it is difficult from a metaphysical standpoint to decide which experience might be richer, except by saying that one could not exist without the other, for both are the portions of a greater illusion which enfolds and encompasses you and the world about you. Because the entire planetary sphere dwells within one local illusion which is regular in its habitual rules of physics, it is assumed that that which is perceived by some sense constitutes reality. Within this model of the world, then, you allow yourself to be less real than the world about you, for although you are a part of the world, that which is without is greater than that which is within.

You, then, are the illusion, seeking to react appropriately to the various realities and circumstances of physical existence within third density upon your planetary sphere. The moods, the irritations, and all the frustrations of dealing with what is termed reality keep the pilgrim constantly off balance, constantly seeking the center point once again, constantly searching with one timid toe for the true fulcrum of beingness. We must admit that your illusion is difficult indeed to pierce. As one gazes upon the night sky, and upon all the things that have been discovered thus far by your people, and they are but a fraction, of course, of that which shall be discovered, it seems impossible that such a seemingly limitless and regular universe should be anything but reality. Let us take you back to the third grade, as this instrument would call it, within the school. The world was small; there was a desk, crayons, a teacher, a few friends, home, entertainment, and bedtime stories. The soul within was young and growing. You are that soul now young and still growing. Growth does not lie in reacting to the circumstances about one, but rather in becoming more real than the illusion which you see all about you.

Q’uo spoke on the concepts of illusion and reality. They began by saying the question that you have asked this night is one of the central questions which faces what Carla would call the pilgrim in its progress, and we shall answer this question in two parts, so first we would address the concept of illusion and reality, for each of you awakens and sleeps, and the activity during the waking hours is considered reality, whereas the occurrences dimly remembered which occur within dreams are considered illusion and not a true history of actual events within the inner being , yet it is difficult from a metaphysical standpoint to decide which experience might be richer, except by saying that one could not exist without the other, for both are the portions of a greater illusion which encompasses you and the world about you because the Earth dwells within one local illusion which is regular in its habitual rules of physics, and it is assumed that that which is perceived by some sense constitutes reality, yet within this model of the world you allow yourself to be less real than the world about you, for although you are a part of the world, that which is without is greater than that which is within. Q’uo went on to say you are the illusion seeking to react appropriately to the various realities of physical existence within third density upon your planetary sphere where the frustrations of dealing with reality keep the pilgrim seeking the center point once again, and we admit that your illusion is difficult to pierce, so as one gazes upon the night sky, and upon all the things that have been discovered thus far by your people they are but a fraction of that which shall be discovered, but it seems impossible that such a limitless universe should be anything but reality, so let us take you back to the third grade where there was a desk, crayons, a teacher, a few friends, and home where your soul was young and growing, yet you are that soul now young and still growing, but growth does not lie in reacting to the circumstances about one but in becoming more real than the illusion which you see about you. On October 24, 1982, Latwii described the nature of our illusion:

Each entity within your illusion has access to that which you have called the collective unconscious. Each entity by engaging in what might be called the exercise of intuition receives messages from that collective mind. Such messages are also received in meditation, in dreams and other experiences of an inspirational nature, such as visions. Within your illusion the unconscious mind of your race and of your planet awaits the penetration of the veil which separates your conscious from your unconscious mind so that each entity upon your planet has an increasingly large reservoir of information, experience, and illumination available to it which seeking might make more available as the seeking serves to penetrate the veil which withholds, shall we say, the full brilliance of being of the one Creator from each entity within your illusion.

And why are you more real than any other part of an illusion which includes you? My children, there is such a thing as consciousness because consciousness is that of the original Thought of Love, the Logos which created all that there is. This Logos dwells within and subjectively speaks to consciousness. Through consciousness it speaks to the illusion, but without the pilgrim’s becoming aware of the need to remain unattached to the illusions of circumstance, it is very difficult to become an actor, a dramatist and a critic, rather than one in the audience which reacts, laughing and crying as the scenes pass; the actors play their parts; and the flat, painted scenery slides up and down. The source of reality must lie within the self, because reality is subjective—as consciousness is subjective. You are the Creator, knowing Itself. You are also a pilgrim on the way to seeking the face of that Creator. Yet, where do you seek? Do you not seek within? Where is buried the life within you that is unaltered, the consciousness that is infinite, the spirit that is eternal, but within your own heart and mind? Thus, the greatest service which a pilgrim can perform at any time is to be, that is, to be a conscious being, an actor, seeing circumstance as illusion, but illusion rich in spiritual possibility. It is one of the clichés, shall we say, of your culture, “There but for fortune, go I.”  

There are needs which may be met, whether physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual, in almost any situation, if the observer is patient enough and careful enough in precise observation. Certain things, such as starvation, are easier to spot. Far less easy to spot are those spiritual possibilities which arise from personal discomfort of one form or another. Yet to live within an illusion is to experience discomfort. We might observe that many of your people react to circumstances in an inappropriate way. For example, this instrument has what she calls a canker sore on her tongue. It is sore, and we are aware of certain nerve endings which are activated when this instrument moves its vocal apparatus. Many of your people would avoid speaking because of the canker sore. We do not mean this literally, but as a parable. There is in almost any helpful spiritual activity, discomfort. It is the discernment of one who retains and maintains the consciousness of the Love of the one infinite Creator that is able to adjudge correctly what possibilities lie spiritually within circumstances.

Then Q’uo said there is such a thing as consciousness because consciousness is that of the original Thought of Love, the Logos which created all that there is, and this Logos dwells within and speaks to consciousness, and through consciousness it speaks to the illusion, but without the pilgrim’s becoming aware of the need to remain unattached to the illusions of circumstance it is difficult to become an actor rather than one in the audience which reacts as the scenes pass, so the actors play their parts, and the scenery slides up and down, but the source of reality lies within the self because reality is subjective just as consciousness is subjective, for you are the Creator knowing Itself, and you are also a pilgrim on the way to seeking the face of that Creator, yet: “Where do you seek? Do you not seek within? Where is buried the life within you that is unaltered, the consciousness that is infinite, the spirit that is eternal, but within your own heart and mind?” Then Q’uo said the greatest service which a pilgrim can perform is to be a conscious being seeing circumstance as illusion but illusion rich in spiritual possibility, for it is one of the clichés of your culture, “There but for fortune, go I.” Q’uo continued by saying there are needs which may be met whether physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual, and if the observer is patient enough in precise observation things such as starvation are easier to spot than are spiritual possibilities which arise from personal discomfort of one form or another, yet to live within an illusion is to experience discomfort, so we observe that many of your people react to circumstances in an inappropriate way such as Carla who has a canker sore on her tongue, and we are aware of certain nerve endings which are activated when she moves her tongue, yet many of your people would avoid speaking because of the canker sore, so there is discomfort in any helpful spiritual activity, and it is the discernment of one who maintains the consciousness of the Love of the one infinite Creator that is able to judge what possibilities lie spiritually within circumstances. On September 21, 1986, Hatonn spoke of the Love of the one infinite Creator:

We do suggest that you attempt to spend some minutes of your time each day in meditation. No matter what else you may do during the day, silent meditation is the most efficient tool for seating within you the awareness of the Love of the Creator. When you dwell within that consciousness, you are no longer working under your power, a power which fails much like batteries fail and which must be replaced by your sleeping periods. No, meditation is much like finding the electrical cord for constant power. It may flow through you, then, and not from you, and you will be far more radiant and able to dwell in the consciousness of the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator.

We would now move on to the second portion of the question. We are aware that each is concerned, as well as hopeful, about the coming of a new age, the arrival of fourth density, and the beginning of a new spiritual climate of Love and understanding. May we say that the probabilities are that in the last decade of third density within your planetary sphere there shall be some discomfort from one source or another. Yet the greatest discomfort of all shall be the agony of those who, not knowing where the source of being is, have not sought it, and, more, thirst for that which they know not but would have. It is in those times that entities will remember the one who smiled and exhibited the lively grace of peace and joy. Simple lovingness is perhaps the greatest gift which one  can give to another or to God. It is appropriate for the beginning of fourth density that those entities which wish to be of help in the harvest allow the natural formation of communities and groups in order that the source of consciousness may be sought by a group which then encourages each other, thus beginning, just beginning, the establishment of group mind. It is not to be expected that in third-density physical vehicles entities will achieve other than momentarily the consciousness of total oneness.

However, the feelings which many among your people have of forming close alliances with a few and being in communication with many, these impulses are good. They speak to a reality which has its source in the perfect nature of the unfoldment of creation, which is ongoing. It may seem at times as if every entity was a seeker, and the world, which you know, is populated far too thickly with various believers in mutually contradictory things. Nevertheless, all of these entities are too few. We do not yet feel that there is a decisive strength of consciousness in a group sense. Thus, we encourage those who are drawn to groups to be aware of the possibilities and advantages of spiritual work together, for encouragement is very helpful to the faltering wayfarer. This is especially true because the single greatest source of centering, learning, and transformation is that which is the hardest for your peoples, the stilling of the physical body, the mind, and the heart in order that the seeking will may open the door to the one infinite Creator in meditation. It is most important that this be done as regularly as possible.

Now Q’uo spoke to the second part of the group question of how seekers can be of service to others as the fourth density approaches. They said we would now move on to the second portion of the question, and we are aware that each is concerned about the arrival of fourth density and the beginning of a new spiritual climate of Love and understanding, so we say that the probabilities are that in the last decade of third density there shall be some discomfort from one source or another, yet the greatest discomfort of all shall be the agony of those who, not knowing where the Source of being is have not sought it, and they thirst for that which they know not, for it is in those times that entities will remember the one who smiled and shared the grace of peace and joy, for simple lovingness is the greatest gift which one can give to another or to God, so it is appropriate for the beginning of fourth density that those entities which wish to be of help in the harvest allow the natural formation of groups in order that the Source of consciousness may be sought by a group which encourages each other, thus beginning the establishment of a group mind, but it is not to be expected that in third-density bodies entities will achieve other than momentarily the consciousness of total oneness. Q’uo went on to say the feelings which many among your people have of forming alliances with a few and being in communication with many are good, for they speak to a reality which has its Source in the perfect nature of the unfoldment of creation, but it may seem at times as if every entity was a seeker, and your world is populated too thickly with various believers in mutually contradictory things, yet all of these entities are too few, so we we encourage those who are drawn to groups to be aware of the advantages of spiritual work together since encouragement is helpful to the faltering wayfarer, and this is true because the source of learning and transformation is that which is the hardest for your peoples: the stilling of the body, the mind, and the heart in order that the seeking will open the door to the one infinite Creator in meditation, so it is important that this be done as regularly as possible. On September 27, 1981, Hatonn said that we can become one with the Creator in meditation:

We and our brothers and sisters of the Confederation offer our messages of Love and Light as a comfort and an inspiration to those of your planet who call for our service. In joy do we offer this service; in Love do we send our thoughts; in Light do we experience the oneness of the Creator. All of this we offer as a service to your people.

There is also another source which you may find that may also be described as the Comforter, spoken of by the entity called Jesus. This source may be found by each entity so seeking in meditation, for as you still your mind, as you open your heart and as you open your innermost being to the Creator in Love, there shall you find that small, still voice within, which shall also be of great comfort to you as you proceed on that path of spiritual evolution.

We of Hatonn have through many instruments and in many of your meditations spoken of the necessity for meditation for those who wish to seek the Creator. Within meditation shall you find the Creator. Within meditation shall you find the fruits of your labor of evolution.

Your monasteries are built for just such purpose, yet you will notice that they are walled, and do not permit the entrance of strangers for the most part, but rather live a self-contained life, praying and offering in service to the Creator. Some of you have been called to such a solitary and worshipful existence. However, it is well that each consider what he or she may feel encouraged within to attempt or accomplish, for not all who are, shall we say, spiritually oriented as most, would wish to manifest as such, but would rather, instead, manifest without the identity, the authority, and the respect that is given to those who are considered to be more devout. Many are called to be parents, homemakers, mechanics, factory workers, and all the other careers, professions, and jobs, all the ways to sustain life with your money and to enrich life with Love. There is no circumstance which is better or best for the furthering of service to others at this time. You must listen, each to their own subjective consciousness, with discrimination and with care, but also, in the end, with trust and faith.

Thus, we say, in order to best work as harvesters in the valley of the shadow of death, it is best to behave, within limits, as you would if there were no valley, no shadow, and no death, for all these are illusions, and only beingness actually exists. You contain that beingness, your eyes, your mouth, and your hands manifest it to others. Every look, smile, word, and touch conveys to those about you that consciousness which lies within, and through all the illusion, within illusion, within illusion which passes for conversation amongst your peoples, the thread of consciousness sings its true song betwixt each two people. And in the sensitive one, the one who is ready to be harvested, that shall be the gift that shall have infinite meaning, that shall be too dear for any price. Thus, meditate, find the center, and be who you are. The rest shall occur one moment at a time. May you look upon all things spiritually, which is to say, without prejudice and with humor, for if consciousness delights in one thing, it is itself. May you enjoy and rejoice in your consciousness. May you throw open the door to gladness and creation. May you live in the present moment and be, before, during and after each thing that you do.

Q’uo went on to say your monasteries are built for such a purpose, yet you will notice that they are walled and do not permit the entrance of strangers, but they live a self-contained life, praying and offering in service to the Creator, and some of you have been called to such a solitary and worshipful existence, but it is well that each consider what he or she may feel encouraged within to attempt, for not all who are spiritually oriented would wish to manifest as such but would rather manifest without the respect that is given to those who are considered to be more devout, so many are called to be parents, mechanics, factory workers, and all the other careers and ways to sustain life with your money and to enrich life with Love, but there is no circumstance which is best for the furthering of service to others, so you must listen to your subjective consciousness with care, but also with trust and faith. Now Q’uo said in order to best work as harvesters in the valley of the shadow of death, it is best to behave as you would if there were no valley, no shadow, and no death, for all these are illusions, and only beingness actually exists, and you contain that beingness in your eyes, your mouth, and your hands that manifest it to others, for every smile, word, and touch conveys to those about you that consciousness which lies within, and through all the illusion which passes for conversation among your people, the thread of consciousness sings its true song betwixt each two people, and in the one who is ready to be harvested, that shall be the gift that shall have infinite meaning, that shall be too dear for any price, so meditate and be who you are, and the rest shall occur one moment at a time, so may you look upon all things spiritually, without prejudice and with humor, for if consciousness delights in one thing, it is itself, and may you rejoice in your consciousness, and may you live in the present moment and be before, during, and after each thing that you do. On January 25, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our beingness:

We would suggest that it be remembered at all times that one moves within the limitless Love of the Creator within this illusion in order that through your experience the Creator might become aware of the possibilities for Love to be placed in situations that will require an increased experience of Itself in order to uncover that Love which has been carefully hidden. Thus does the Creator find Its beingness expressed in your experience in manners vivid and pure as a result of the constant effort to uncover Its own face through your efforts.

Thus does the Creator move within the tiniest, the grandest, the most joyful and the most difficult of circumstances in order to enable each seeker at every portion of its journey to both become aware of the ever-present sustenance of the Love of the Creator when appropriate and also to find those times within the experience of an incarnation when the price, shall we say, for such joyful discovery is far greater in order that that discovery might be imbedded more deeply and securely within the seeker’s total being. Thus, one may see a relationship evolve in which the more difficult seeking provides the opportunity for the more deeply experienced and securely seated revelation of Love and unity which ever underlie all experience. Thus, that which is cheaply bought is easily forgotten; that which bears the greater price is that which remains as sure foundation stones upon further experience and service of the One is possible.

You will notice we said nothing whatsoever about survival. There is much material in this entity’s mind upon that subject, and we find that it colors the question within the questioner’s minds also. Thus, in closing, we would briefly address this. We ask that you realize that there is no such thing as survival, for the entire incarnation is an illusion. You are at this moment deeply, deeply asleep, and attempting to sleep-walk, that in your somnambulation you may struggle in the darkness to see a chair for a chair, and not a bear, a mirror for a mirror, and not a flame. May your hearts be light.

Q’uo completed their thoughts by saying you will notice we said nothing about survival, so there is much material in Carla’s mind upon that subject, and we find that it colors the question within the questioner’s mind also, an in closing we would briefly address this, so we ask that you realize that there is no such thing as survival, for the entire incarnation is an illusion, and you are deeply asleep, and attempting to sleep-walk, that in your sleepwalking you may struggle in the darkness to see a chair for a chair, and not a bear, a mirror for a mirror, and not a flame, so may your hearts be light. On May 1, 1983, Hatonn spoke of how our hearts may be light:

Therefore, my friends, let your hearts be light, and your voices merry, and never feel that you have reached the last resort as you communicate. Simply remember that whatever it is that you are holding in your hands, or in your heart, or in your mind can be safely given away. That is how one Loves by action. You are blessed with infinity. Whatever you give away is yours again in infinite supply. We ask that you come out of meditation with a thought for the joy of giving. Imagine how surprised a burglar would be if he came to your house and you said, “My friend, my brother, take all that I have. Take my shoes. I have more.” Such an attitude can convey more to one who needs to speak with you than all the fine speeches in the world. Whoever is performing has a mask beneath which lies the eyes of the Creator. Communicate with that Creator and cease not to meditate in order that your contact with infinite Love may always be free-flowing so that you may touch it and it may touch others.

We would leave this instrument in order that we may transfer to the one known as Jim. We thank each for sharing with us this energy. We are known to you as Q’uo.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo and greet each again in Love and Light through this instrument. We are honored at this time to have the opportunity to ask if there may be further queries to which we may respond. Is there a query at this time?

Carla: I have one that I didn’t want to ask as a group question, but I’ve been wondering about because of M’s objections to marriage. Is there something intrinsically negative in a marriage contract? And if so, is it possible to transform the energy into positive energy?

I am Q’uo, and we look upon this query as one which reflects the attitude of the culture in which you find yourselves pursuing your evolution. It is within the confines of the gathering of goods, and affections, and promises in which one who desires to enter a mated relationship will bring the conditioning which it has learned, and in the mated relationship one will continue to pursue the gathering of obligations and collecting to the self of that which is considered valuable or desirable.

We find that within your culture there is the basic gathering instinct that has been somewhat distorted, so that the giving unto another freely and joyfully is not that which is naturally exercised. Thus, there is within many cultures of your planetary sphere the desire to better the self, with secondary concern for others. This basic desire is that which is worked upon by all who seek to move the self along the path of evolution, for it is the turning outward of the focus of the attention that allows an entity to widen the point of view to the degree necessary for embarking upon a service-to-others path in an harvestable fashion. Thus, if it can be held uppermost within the mind that to give of the self in each situation which is shared with the mate, and others as well, this basic condition which focuses upon the self may become transmuted so that the radiance of the self becomes apparent.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, I’ll study that when I get the transcript back, thank you. But I have another question on another topic. It was just a follow up to the channeling before. As I was listening to myself channel, I kept waiting for the part where it got to what the person did for their own personal spiritual evolvement. Everything that was said was about service to others and being and meditating so that you could be there, so that you could smile, and people would remember, and they would come to you when they were disturbed by signs of the end of the age. But you never said anything about how to move ahead in your personal evolvement. Did you mean to assume that if you were serving others, you would…

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “Heretofore, we have sought our happiness in the objective universe, in person, place, or thing. Now, through spiritual sense, Soul-sense, the whole world tends to bring its gifts to us—though no longer through desire for persons and things, but merely through the avenue of these. In the material sense, people and things are the objectives—that which we desire. Through Soul-sense, our good unfolds from within us, although appearing as person and improved condition. Soul-sense does not deprive us of the friends and family and comforts of human existence but brings them more surely to us on a higher and more beautiful and permanent level of consciousness.

For many centuries, attention has been centered on Jesus Christ as the Saviour of humanity, and during these centuries the spiritual sense of life has fluctuated from one extreme to another of Light and darkness. A sixteenth century teacher has written: “Christ Jesus calls Himself the Light of the world, but He also tells His disciples that they too are the Light of the world. All Christians in whom the Holy Ghost lives—that is, all real Christians—are one with Christ in God and are like Christ Jesus. They will, therefore, have similar experiences, and what Christ Jesus did, they will do also.”

Our task is the realization of the Christ of our own consciousness. We acknowledge with joy and deep Love the measure of the Christ attained not only by Jesus, but by many spiritual seers and prophets of all ages. Our hearts are filled with gratitude for the measure of the Christ manifested by so many men and women of today. We now look forward to the realization of the Christ of our own consciousness. “The kingdom of God is in you, and those who search for it outside of themselves will never find it, for apart from God no one can either seek or find God, for those who seek God, already in truth have God.”

This morning I went outside and hand-weeded the Ruins Mound Flower Garden beside the driveway.

This afternoon I was honored to be the co-host of the European Law of One Telegraph Group. I read Ra Session #80, and some of the questions I was asked were: “Who are Ra’s teachers, and how do they teach?” “Why did Ra say that they send Love to 90% of the creation when the creation is infinite?” “Where was Carla during the Ra sessions?” “Did Ra send individual entities from the Ra social memory complex to other major galaxies?” “What is the purpose of the review of the incarnation after the death of our bodies?” “What do I learn from the sun?” and “What density wanderers were Don, Carla, and I?” I really enjoyed sharing my opinion in my answers to all of these questions, and I look forward to our next session when we will be studying Ra Session #81.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 8

Pray And Release

I come to speak with the voice of Jesus the Christ to the world. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

There are the tears unshed, the concern and the worry within this instrument this day, concern for family members whose health has been compromised. And so this pilgrim makes the same error as many: thinking to take up the cross of Christ and follow Him, instead this seeker takes up the cross of worry and follows the illusions of the world.

Let the tears unshed become the prayers said. Let prayers said be prayers felt, prayers meant, prayers realized.

Then let the seeking soul be at rest, for all burdens are not the Spirit’s to carry. The function of the Comforter is to hear that which has been said and to submit it to the greater will.

With the prayer said, it has been done. It may be released. It may be trusted. And consolation and peace may come to that spirit which knows that the higher will has now been invoked through Jesus the Christ.

We urge you to pray, to release the prayer, and then to be, at last, in perfect peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel the Creator’s Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Q’uo channeling for today comes from April 5, 1987:

(From Carla.) Concerning exceeding one’s limitations in the hopes of maintaining a positive attitude under adverse circumstances. For her, it’s physical health. How do you know that you’ve done all you can, without pushing too far and injuring yourself by the pushing, and how can you be sure that you’ve pushed far enough to maintain the positive point of view and enhance your chances of healing thereby?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. As dusk falls about your domicile, and your metaphysical circle becomes complete, many spirits range around this happy abode, rejoicing in the thanksgiving of friends who work in Light for planetary healing. We all greet you and know that you greet us as you greet the sunshine, for we are truly intending help. Just as the sun shines on all, so do we, yet not all are equally able to absorb and thrive within the sun’s hot rays. Just so, in the former case.

We move to the query this evening which has to do with limitations. If one has a frog in a lily pond and encourages the frog to jump to another lily pad in the pond, the frog either will be able to make it, or will not be able to make it. There are limits beyond which a frog knows, in its small mind, that it cannot go. There is a safe distance, and then there is the border, that space which the human will, if you will, might address and achieve by giving an all-out effort. You will notice in the case of the frog, there is no moral impulse or communication of the kind typical of self-conscious entities, in order that it may speak with, reason with, or argue against what the Creator has ordained for it in the way of proximity of lily pads. Each human has many, many resources available each time that it desires to know the precise limitation which it may accept in serenity and tranquility. As always, the answers lie first within, and then from empirical experience, for the true author of peace and love within each life is the life, is the peaceful and loving entity which is…

[Interruption from a cat. The group retunes.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo, and am again with the instrument. We apologize for the pause, but it was indeed necessary in order to avoid the loss of the contact. To continue.

The self-conscious entity within your density, unlike a frog, has many tools and resources at its disposal. The lily pads in the third-density existence are some physical and some nonphysical. The self-conscious entity manipulates the things about them which may be manipulated in order to please and comfort the self. However, many trials, troubles, and challenges can be met with no rational or objective point of view. It is in these cases that discernment and judgment take their place beside prudence, all of these being subservient to and corollary of constant, daily, regular and disciplined communication from humankind to the Creator and from the Creator to humankind. Much of the individual identity of each person upon your planetary sphere resides yet within the Logos, the one great original Thought which is Love.

Carla asked: “Concerning exceeding one’s limitations in the hopes of maintaining a positive attitude under adverse circumstances. For her, it’s physical health. How do you know that you’ve done all you can, without pushing too far and injuring yourself by the pushing, and how can you be sure that you’ve pushed far enough to maintain the positive point of view and enhance your chances of healing thereby?” Q’uo began by saying we move to the query this evening which has to do with limitations, so if one has a frog in a lily pond and encourages the frog to jump to another lily pad in the pond, the frog either will be able to make it, or will not be able to make it, for there are limits beyond which a frog knows it cannot go, and there is a safe distance, and then there is the border, that space which the human will might achieve by giving an all-out effort, but you will notice in the case of the frog, there is no moral communication of the kind typical of self-conscious entities in order that it may speak with what the Creator has ordained for it in the way of closeness of lily pads, yet each human has resources available each time that it desires to know the limitation which it may accept in serenity, but  the answers lie first within, and then from experience, for the true author of peace and Love within each life is the life, is the peaceful and Loving entity. Now Q’uo said the self-conscious entity within your density has resources at its disposal, so the self-conscious entity manipulates the things about them which may be manipulated in order to comfort the self, but many challenges can be met with no objective point of view, and it is in these cases that discernment takes its place by being cautious, and all of these being the result of disciplined communication from humankind to the Creator and from the Creator to humankind because much of the identity of each person upon your planetary sphere resides within the Logos, the one great original Thought which is Love. On February 4, 1996, Q’uo spoke about the nature of the one great original Thought which is Love:

When you give, give wholeheartedly, and you shall experience that event as if you were being fed by heavenly food. You see, it is not money, or places, or times, or any event, or object, or any occurrence whatever that is given or received, for what is actually occurring is that you are a thought. That thought is Love unreserved, complete, utter, and whole. This Love chose to manifest itself and created Light. That Light in all of its rotations and degrees has built the universe in its infinity, and all that you see and all that you are is Light. All manifestation is Light in heavier and heavier outer garments.

Yes, but always each iota carries the signature of the one great original Thought, which is Love. All you give is Love. All you receive is Love. The rest is masks, symbols, and placeholders. So, gird your loins to accept with joy when it is time to accept and to give with equal joy when it is time to give, and know that what you give, you give to yourself and what you receive is what you have given away. All is balanced in the one infinite moment which is all that there is in reality.

Thus, when one says, “It is the Creator’s will,” one is not separating oneself from the Creator. One is rather acknowledging the relationship betwixt the shell of self which serves in an illusion and the core and heart of Self which resides in its true native land, a heavenly home not fitted out with harps and wings, but, rather, filled with Light. The queries which have to do with health often do not take into account the complex nature of energy blockages, thus, whether one presses hard on or accepts with grace a growing disability, it is one’s offering of the self in thanksgiving and praise to the Creator which causes the life experience to become valuable. There are in each case reasons for and against doing too much for the physical, mental, or emotional self to handle. Logic will not open this particular tin of sardines, shall we say. Packed neatly though they be, it is necessary for one to seek beyond the rational, in the land of mystery and hunch, wherein lies that greater portion of yourself, which is the Creator, and has available to it far, far more of that which it is important for you, the seeker, to know than the conscious mind could ever produce.

Like a tree growing at the edge of a forest, a person who steps out a bit beyond that which others in the same condition do, is more noticed, for they are no longer of the forest, but dwell at the edge of the forest in pastureland. People, therefore, will view this particular tree as being different from the forest. In just such a way is an entity who is driven to produce visible fruits within the lifetime no longer a member of the crowd, but an individual. Yet, all trees are of the forest, whether in city streets or in the deepest jungle, the only difference being weather conditions which allow some to flourish in one place, and some another. In just such a way, a seeker may feel that because it is in the limelight, so to speak, and entities within the forest of [inaudible] and dear ones are looking on in expectation, that all will be vigorous and well. This perception does harm to a balanced viewpoint having to do with the will of the Creator.

Then Q’uo went on to say when one says, “It is the Creator’s will,” one is not separating oneself from the Creator, for one is acknowledging the relationship betwixt the shell of self which serves in an illusion and the heart of Self which resides in its native land, a heavenly home filled with Light, so the queries which have to do with health often do not take into account the complex nature of energy blockages, and whether one accepts with grace a growing disability, it is one’s offering of the self in thanksgiving and praise to the Creator which causes the life experience to become valuable, yet there are in each case reasons for and against doing too much for the physical, mental, or emotional self to handle, but logic will not open this tin of sardines, for one to seek beyond the rational, in the land of mystery and hunch, wherein lies that greater portion of yourself, which is the Creator, and has available to it far more of that which it is important for you to know than the conscious mind could ever produce. Now Q’uo said like a tree growing at the edge of a forest, a person who steps out beyond that which others in the same condition do is more noticed, for they are no longer of the forest but dwell at the edge of the forest in pastureland, and people will view this tree as being different from the forest, so in such a way is an entity who is driven to produce visible fruits within the lifetime no longer a member of the crowd, but an individual, yet all trees are of the forest, whether in city streets or in the deepest jungle, the only difference being weather conditions which allow some to flourish in one place, and some another, for in such a way, a seeker may feel that because it is in the limelight, and entities are looking on in expectation that all will be well, but this perception does harm to a balanced viewpoint having to do with the will of the Creator. On May 18, 2019, Q’uo described how we may experience the will of the Creator:

As each seeker begins the day, knowing that there is much work, as you would call it, of the physical sense, of the mental sense, and of the spiritual sense awaiting it, it is well to retire into the meditative state and to open the heart in that state to the One Creator; to move within the heart of the being of the seeker that the will of the Creator may be done that day through the seeker in all the actions, in all the thoughts, in all the words; that the seeker becomes a vessel then for the One Creator to move upon the waters of consciousness, both subconscious and conscious realms, so that there is a fuel, shall we say, that the seeker then is powered by, knowing that it has given itself over to the basic reason it exists. The purpose of the incarnation and the destination of each seeker of truth is to open the heart in unconditional Love to all and to aid this process by inviting the One Creator to move within the heart, within the mind, within the body, within the experience of the day, that this aid may be given to the seeker to share with all that comes before its notice. In this way, there is an enhancement of the ability of each seeker to find a way to give Love where Love seems to have no home.

Indeed, each entity has the ability to do this, for each of you has programmed your own incarnational experience to include the ability to enhance your own opening of your heart, sharing of your Love, revealing of your vulnerability to those about you, realizing that to be the Fool is to be the wise one, for there is no knowledge of an intellectual sense, or an emotional reaction that can comprehend the immensity of the power of Love to heal that which is broken.

[Pause]

We are sorry for the pause. We are attempting to regain contact. There is some pain.

I am Q’uo and will cut this short, greeting each in Love and Light, for an end, and concluding our thought. Even though an ailing entity may be visible and an inspiration to many who enjoy the peaceful, serene health of foresthood, yet nevertheless, each tree is a part of the forest, and it does not aid in the development of the disciplines of the personality to regret any portion of that which occurs. It is appropriate, rather, to go always into meditation and to wait in hope, in faith and in an alertness to hear that great call which may seem like nothing so much as a small sound or movement, yet subjectively it is everything, for each question, time and Light shall offer the answer. We ask each to remember that twin values are sometimes antithetical. Prudence and bearing are two such. Let the courageous become more sensible, and let the overprudent go forth rejoicing in an abandon long denied.

Then Q’uo said even though an ailing entity may be visible and an inspiration to many who enjoy the peaceful health of foresthood, yet each tree is a part of the forest, and it does not aid in the development of the disciplines of the personality to regret any portion of that which occurs, but it is appropriate to go into meditation and to wait in hope and faith to hear that great call which may seem like nothing so much as a small sound, yet subjectively it is everything, for each question, time, and Light shall offer the answer, so we ask each to remember that twin values are sometimes difficult, and prudence and bearing are two such, so let the courageous become more sensible, and let the over prudent go forth rejoicing in an abandon long denied. On November 17, 2018, Q’uo described how we can use the disciplines of the personality:

The disciplines of the personality are those practices which the seeker of truth engages within by utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities. These disciplines involve being able to utilize each unknown area of experience in a manner which illuminates one energy center after another, in an ascending fashion, so that what you would call the rising of the kundalini is experienced by the seeker of truth. This rising of the kundalini requires, then, that each ascending energy center be worked with throughout the incarnational pattern of experience in a manner which allows the pre-incarnative choices to be realized in the catalyst of the daily round of activities.

This experience of utilizing such catalyst in an ascending fashion is that which requires that the meditative state be utilized in order to examine the catalyst of the day; and each catalyst of the day which has moved the entity away from its center of Love and balance as a response to all catalyst, then, is in its turn, balanced, so that it further allows the movement of the intelligent energy further up or along the energy centers. This meditative state is also enhanced by the analysis of the mind to begin to achieve a basic understanding, if we may misuse this term, of the catalyst which is being experienced and processed by the entity in the meditative state.

Thus, both the analysis mentally, and the seating in meditation of this processed catalyst, is that which begins to feed the indigo ray energy center by each energy center below it, offering to it that fruit of catalyst which has been processed, balanced, and crystalized at each energy center; thus allowing the indigo energy center to, at some point, be able to become activated to the degree necessary to begin to balance all lower energy center functions. Thus, this balancing may take a great deal of what you would call time in order that the pre-incarnative choices may be carefully processed over a portion of time and experience that will allow the complete utilization of pre-incarnatively chosen catalyst.

Thus, as each energy center is balanced and crystalized, the indigo-ray energy center may then begin the activation of that shuttle of the spirit which can move through the indigo ray, into the violet ray, transforming the intelligent energy of the indigo ray into the intelligent infinity of the violet ray so that the Love that is activated within the indigo ray—that creative force that is within each entity—becomes able to contact the One Infinite Creator, and the sacrament of the fully experienced presence of the One Creator is had by the seeker of truth.

We would now transfer to the one known as Jim in case there may be any questions. We leave you in Love and Light, and are known to you as those of Q’uo.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo and greet each again in Love and Light. We are pleased to have been able to utilize the instrument of the one known as Carla this evening and thank her for offering herself with a whole heart and a firm determination to be of whatever service possible. The offering of the self in service was an illustration of the query which the instrument placed before us this evening, and the process by which it determined to serve is a process towards which it may turn in its future deliberations upon this topic.

At this time, it is our privilege to offer ourselves for the answering of those queries which may yet remain this evening. Again, we remind you that we are but fallible seekers and observers of the mystery of creation and ask that you consider our words as those of brothers and sisters upon the same journey of seeking as you are. Is there a query at this time?

Carla: I’d like to know if the time has passed—now that I really know that Don is dead and gone, I know there’s not going to be a Ra contact—is it all right now for me to begin taking answers, you know, questions and answers? I don’t want you to overstep free will, but I thought you might be able to tell me. I only wish to serve.

I am Q’uo, and we are aware of your query and your desire to serve, my sister. It is also our desire to be of service in our response, and for this reason we find some difficulty in speaking with the precision that is helpful. We may, however, comment upon some general principles that may have application in this instance. The difficulty in your serving as an instrument which offers itself in the channeling of the queries and responses to them in a session such as this session has been, in your previous experience, not recommended because of not specifically the contact that you enjoyed with those known as Ra, but the attention which that contact had drawn from entities of a more negative polarity whose desire was to gather that Light unto themselves, and your own abilities, which for the most part in the area of vocal channeling meditation and the deeper levels of meditation that lead unto trance, were primarily unknown to your conscious mind, and, therefore, not under your conscious direction.

Therefore, the potential difficulty brought about by this combination of events was such that the format of the question-and-answer session was likely to trigger within the subconscious areas of your own mind complex responses which would then move one’s consciousness to the level whereby the process became automatic and out of the conscious control. Thus, the conscious ability to affect this process is that which is of primary concern in this regard and takes precedence over the possibility of resuming the contact with those known as Ra.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No. I’m just disappointed because Jim’s had to do it for so long all by himself. Besides, I enjoyed channeling answers. I enjoy Latwii. Thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

T: Yes, I have a question. It concerns my impending move to the country. I have a feeling that there is a reason below, under the surface, of why I’m moving to the country, other than just the apparent reason that I want to live in the woods, which is true. And I say, I know there’s another reason, and I have an idea what it is, and why I’m doing it at this time. But I’m just wondering if you could comment and shed any light on the reason why I may be moving to the country now, apparently by myself, by myself to a great degree anyway. Can you help me on this?

I am Q’uo, and we find in this instance that there is a desire to know that which is known, which we find is the basic quality of the third-density experience, that each moves in a pattern or rhythm and seeks the melody which directs the feet, when, indeed, it is the movement in harmony with just this melody that represents the overall life pattern.

We look now at this particular situation and may suggest that the thoughtful seeker which has remained faithful to its seeking will often find the need to intensify this seeking in a manner which partakes more of purity both within and without the self. Thus, the surroundings of the natural environment of your planet are those which offer a nourishment to the thoughtful seeker which those things made by people are felt to omit. Thus, the natural environment calls to one which seeks the nature of its experience, its creation, and its movement through this creation. We find that this desire is one which is shared by many seekers such as yourself, but which must many times become manifest in a less direct fashion than is possible at this time for you, for your manifestation has an identity with the desire that will provide the purity that you seek.

May we speak further, my brother?

T: No, that’s very good. Thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: I have a small side question. I have been for the last six months or so thinking more about camping out on the ground. Now, a woman who has arthritis and an inability to [inaudible] sounds like a really bad risk for sleeping out, but I think, or at least I feel, that contact with the ground would really literally earth me more and make me healthier and less scared. I wonder if you could comment on this concept?

I am Q’uo, and again we find a line beyond which we must not move in order that our response not infringe upon your own free will. We may suggest that the concept of grounding one’s being within the third-density illusion by the exposing of the self to second-density environment is one which is sound. The means of implementing such in your case, my sister, is that which will take the careful consideration, for as you are aware, the damper environments for a prolonged period of your time are those which tend to aggravate the arthritic condition and the accompanying pain. If care is taken to provide the insulation of the arthritic joints, the experience of the grounding is one which, with the proper intention, may provide the enhancing of the grounding potential and the attitude of health as well.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, not right now. Oh, I just remembered what I wanted to ask. Does it have to be bare feet on earth, or sleeping bag, or can it be cot or an air mattress on the earth and shoes on the ground? Would that still ground me, or do I need to get naked in some way, just get on the earth? The reason I’m asking is because L was offering me his truck bed which has, of course, the mattress, but it has nothing in contact with the ground. That was the point.

I am Q’uo. The concept of the insulation of the arthritic joints from the cool and damp contact for a prolonged period is one which needs careful compromise with the actual contact that is most efficient in providing the grounding effect. The insulation, as you may surmise, inhibits the grounding effect, yet allows the arthritic joints cohabitation with the second-density environment. Thus, it will be a product of your own creation which will allow you to determine your own limits and movement toward them. We apologize again for the abstract nature of our response, for the…

Carla: I’m sure it’ll be very helpful for [inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Q’uo, and we find that we have shared the extent of the queries which have found their way here this evening, and for each we rejoice and offer our gratitude in return, for the concerns of the seeker are those which have the brilliance of intention and dedication to seeking which is a joy to behold and to share. We look forward to our presence with this group in your future gatherings, and we would at this time take our leave of this group, rejoicing in the love and in the light with each. We are known to you as those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

The quote from The Infinite Way today is: “We have a different sense of prayer. We realize that whatever of good comes to us is the direct result of our own understanding of the nature of our own being. Our understanding of spiritual life unfolds in proportion to our receptivity to Truth, not prayer up to God, but letting God unfold and reveal Itself to us. This is the higher concept of prayer. It is achieved as we take a few minutes now and then during the day and evening to meditate, commune, and listen. In quietness we become a state of receptivity which opens the way for us to feel or become aware of the very presence of God. This feel, or awareness, is the activity of God, Truth, and in our consciousness, it is the Christ, the Reality of us.

Ordinarily we live in a world of sense and concern ourselves only with objects of sense. This gives us our experiences of good and evil, pain, and pleasure. As we, through our study and meditation, turn more to the mental side of life, we find that we develop higher thoughts, and, therefore, we experience better conditions. As our mental qualities become more refined, and we take on more patience, kindness, charitableness, and forgiveness, our human experiences reflect these qualities back to us. But let us not stop there.

Higher even that the plane of body and mind there is the realm of Soul, the kingdom of God. Here we find the reality of our being divine—not that body and mind are separate or apart from Soul, but that Soul is the deepest recess of our being.

In the realm of Soul, we find complete tranquility, absolute peace, harmony, and dominion. Here we find neither good nor evil, pain nor pleasure—only the joy of being. We are in the world, but not of it because we no longer see the world of sense as it appears to be but, having awakened our spiritual sense. We “see God as It is”—we through appearances the Real.”

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow all the many pieces of Sycamore Tree bark and leaves into a pile in the back yard. Then I put the tree bark and leaves into a garbage can, and then I put the garbage can at the end of the driveway for yard waste pickup Thursday morning.

This afternoon I used Venus to cut the grass all around my home. Then I broke some dead Forsythia limbs into smaller pieces, and then I used my limb loppers to cut up a small Honeysuckle Bush in the back yard. Then I put all the pieces of the limbs into a garbage can at the end of the driveway for yard waste pickup early Thursday morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 7

The Universe Is Your Womb

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ in the world today, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

The night sky is an image which we may connect to the womb of the soul. The stars are sliding by in infinite number, their points of Light flashing as jewels and moving away, then, at speeds which are impossible to express with tongue or measure.

It is in the starry womb within the silence of your being that peace, confidence, and trust in that perfect Love which Jesus brings are expressed. Rest in that womb and realize that you have yet to be born, and that this universe and all that you see before you is, indeed, your womb.

To become a true child of the universe will be strange and new and certainly un-peaceful. Therefore, rest back in the true nature of womb silence and feel that peace which passeth all understanding, for in the darkness of the womb of the Father-Mother-God shall you be created, and shall you create.

We leave you in the peace and the Love of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo channeling for this session comes from March 29, 1987:

The effect of Christianity upon the movement of the planet into fourth density; whether it’s a helpful or hindering factor, or just how it works. About relationships—how does one determine whether there is still love enough or reason enough to remain with a partner; what is the real binding force of a relationship?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator, the Creator whose Love abides before, after, and beyond all created things, and whose Light forms all created things. I greet you, my friends, in the reality expressed in symbols of illusion. I speak to you as one who lives to those who walk in sleep, and in this mysterious way we explore together the mystery of Love, Light, and reality, we who are creatures, never having seen all of reality, we who are finite, gazing at infinity. And yet, we journey onward from realization to realization, ever finding the face of mystery to be that of Love, reflected in the smile of those who show the Creator’s Love to us or speak the inspired word which comes through them to us. And we thank you that you have called us to speak with you this evening about the greatest single catalyst which involves those of third density in their seeking for spiritual evolution.

Relationships are the heart of your question, for the one query concerns when relationships betwixt two entities are helpful and when they are not, and the other query involves when Christianity is an helpful relationship for seekers to commit themselves to or not. Yet are not both queries concerning relationships? And so we would speak upon the illness and health of relationships, not covering this deep subject, but perhaps provoking some further thought. If we are able to do this, we shall be extraordinarily gratified, for we are clumsy with your language and are grateful to vocal channels such as this one, that we may at least attempt to clothe our poor concepts with some semblance of grace. It is written in your holy works that the master known as Jesus was once asked as to the purpose or the cause of a blind man’s infirmity. The crowd wished to place blame upon one side or another of a relationship within a family. Was it the blind man’s family’s fault, or was it the fault of the blind man?

When one forms an alliance with any religion, there is a mating betwixt an entity and the face of the Creator, the nature of the mystery, which the entity believes that that particular path shall best show to him or her. And so the individual’s relationship with an individual or the individual’s relationship with a societal entity which seeks the truth begins. A honeymoon ensues, wherein all that is good is shared freely without thought for the self, for one has been taken beyond the self in some realization of the Creator’s face in the other individual or in the path which is offered by the spiritual organization. It is easy to presume that relationships betwixt people and relationships betwixt people and organizations are different, and from detail to detail, this may indeed be so. But perhaps it is helpful to realize that in any relationship which a seeker has with anyone or anything, the fundamental dynamic in the relationship as concerns this entity is the entity itself. It is inevitable, just as fall and winter follow spring and summer, that two people shall finish their honeymoon and embark upon some challenge together—or apart. It is inevitable in any spiritual search within an orthodox religious path that the seeker shall find doubts so overwhelming that trouble clouds its relationship with the spiritual organization.

In this session Q’uo spoke of the nature of relationships. They began by saying relationships are the heart of your question, for the one query concerns when relationships betwixt two entities are helpful and when they are not, and the other query involves when Christianity is an helpful relationship for seekers to commit themselves to or not, and we would speak upon the illness and health of relationships not covering this deep subject but provoking further thought, so if we are able to do this, we shall be grateful, for we are clumsy with your language and are grateful to vocal channels such as this one, that we may attempt to clothe our concepts with some amount of grace, for it is written in your holy works that the master Jesus was once asked as to the cause of a blind man’s infirmity, and the crowd wished to place blame upon one side or another of a relationship within a family, so was it the blind man’s family’s fault, or was it the fault of the blind man? Q’uo went on to say when one forms an alliance with any religion there is a mating betwixt an entity and the face of the Creator and the nature of the mystery which the entity believes that that path shall show to him or her, so the individual’s relationship with an individual or with a societal entity which seeks the truth begins, and a honeymoon begins where all that is good is shared freely without thought for the self, for one has been taken beyond the self in some realization of the Creator’s face in the other individual, or in the path which is offered by the spiritual organization, yet it is easy to presume that relationships betwixt people and relationships betwixt people and organizations are different, and this may be so, but it is helpful to realize that in any relationship which a seeker has with anyone or anything, the fundamental dynamic in the relationship as concerns this entity is the entity itself since it is inevitable that two people shall finish their honeymoon and embark upon some challenge together—or apart, and it is inevitable in any spiritual search within an orthodox religious path that the seeker shall find doubts so overwhelming that trouble clouds its relationship with the spiritual organization. On May 12, 1985, Latwii spoke about the general nature of relationships:

Each entity as it incarnates has those souls with whom it has traveled many journeys through many of what you call incarnational lifetimes. Each entity then will make agreements with a variety of others, and these agreements will allow certain relationships to develop and certain characteristics to be expressed, certain lessons to be learned, and certain services to be offered. Therefore, the relationships between entities upon your planet at this time are many and varied, infinite in variety and full of the opportunity for sharing the Love and Light of the one Creator.

In both cases, the unfortunate actions which are catalyst for the seeker by an entity or an organization, or entities within an organization, shall be blamed for difficulty which is experienced by the seeker, and the attention is then turned outward in an attempt to find a way to repair, mend or replace the ailing relationship. There are many options which the seeker may choose when attempting to assess right action within a painful set of circumstances which involve disillusionment in a relationship. Many of your people automatically choose to avoid pain, and by doing this they move into another arena and inevitably seek other relationships with entities or organizations which will inevitably disillusion them once again, for it is the nature of the illusion in which you experience life at this time that all things shall pass; all successes shall fail; all days shall become night and all joy sorrow. It is equally inevitable that all sad things shall be made glad and all night end in dawn and sunlight.

Another option available to the seeker in a difficult relationship is doggedly to endure without analysis or thought, trusting that the night shall become day, the pain shall become gladness. The third area of options is perhaps the more fruitful of the three we offer you for thought, and that is the withdrawal from decision-making and from the company of the relationship which has caused confusion for a period of personal, intimate, and extremely private contemplation and meditation. For you see, the conscious self of the seeker sees the relationship for the first time as it reacts to the catalyst which has been prepared before the incarnation by the self and all those parts of the higher self which become ultimately the complete expression of Love of the one Creator. All good and all difficult things, alike, have been offered to you by yourself, not either to endure or to avoid, but to learn from, to study, to ponder, to reflect upon and, finally, to make choices on the basis of what has come to you in the process of seeking.

Q’uo went on to say in both cases, the unfortunate actions which are catalyst for the seeker by an entity or an organization shall be blamed for difficulty which is experienced by the seeker, and the attention is turned outward in an attempt to find a way to mend the ailing relationship, for there are many options which the seeker may choose when attempting to assess right action within a painful set of circumstances which involve disillusionment in a relationship, so many of your people choose to avoid pain, and by doing this they move into another arena and seek other relationships with entities or organizations which will disillusion them again, for it is the nature of the illusion in which you experience life that all things shall pass, and all days shall become night, but all sad things shall be made glad and all night end in dawn and sunlight. Q’uo continued by saying another option available to the seeker in a difficult relationship is to endure without thought, trusting that the night shall become day, and the pain shall become gladness, so the third area of options is the more fruitful of the three we offer you for thought, and that is the withdrawal from decision-making and from the company of the relationship which has caused confusion for a period of personal contemplation and meditation, for the conscious self of the seeker sees the relationship for the first time as it reacts to the catalyst which has been prepared before the incarnation by the self and all those parts of the higher self which become the complete expression of Love of the one Creator, for all good and all difficult things have been offered to you by yourself to learn from and to make choices on the basis of what has come to you in the process of seeking. On August 4, 1985, Latwii described the process of seeking:

We can suggest that as an entity becomes more consciously aware of the process of seeking that is underway in its own being that this choice then becomes more and more a conscious choice and is up to the entity to weigh the alternatives. Each entity within your illusion seeks to learn certain lessons. Another way of stating this might be that each seeks to balance distortions or to develop a certain distortion or bias in attitude. It is not so much a case of breaking through a blockage as it is noting the nature of the blockage or resistance and determining the nature of the lesson that is held in this symbolic form. Thus, the process of seeking becomes more consciously undertaken and an entity may then determine that a certain action or attitude is more appropriate at this time than the one which it had been utilizing, and the choice may be made to seek a transformation. The entity always has the opportunity for transformation, for such milestones are placed periodically throughout each incarnation. Yet one who seeks in a more conscious fashion may not only utilize those milestones so placed and utilize them more effectively but may choose additional milestones or challenges.

This cannot be done while the catalyst is present, and you are busy reacting to the catalyst, thus gaining experience but not being free to evaluate experience. There is no time when meditation is not extraordinarily helpful, but when one wishes to know where the kingdom which you seek lies, where Love lies, where right action lies in a difficult situation, it is well to go deep within in faith and trust that there is a sense of right action within you, given before time and space began, purified and clarified by dedication to seeking and continuation of meditation, so that the seeker becomes more and more profoundly aware of when the still, small voice, as this instrument would say, might cause the feeling of right action to surface.

The most difficult thing for the seeker who lives within the dream and gazes hopefully towards reality to do is to wait, to wait for clarity to come. Clarity can come from within, yet not from without. Inspiration can cause one to think more deeply or with more faith or perhaps have the will to work harder to evaluate experience, but no outside influence can truly aid spiritual choices, for only free will choices of the individual move one forward in spiritual evolution. What you call church and what you call the mated relationship are equal partners in preparing the student of truth for more and more realization of where that truth might be, and where it might not be. Personal and church related relationships equally are either helpful in preparing one for the fourth-density experience, or directly harmful in keeping one from being ready for the great challenge of more Light, more Love, a finer vision of reality, and a greater responsibility for manifesting it in the life experience.

Q’uo continued by saying this cannot be done while you are reacting to the catalyst, thus gaining experience but not being free to evaluate experience, for there is no time when meditation is not helpful, but when one wishes to know where the Love and right action lies in a difficult situation, it is well to go deep within faith and trust that there is a sense of right action within you given before time and space began, purified by dedication to seeking by meditation, so that the seeker becomes more aware of when the still, small voice might cause the feeling of right action to surface. Then Q’uo said the most difficult thing for the seeker who lives within the dream and gazes hopefully towards reality to do is to wait for clarity to come, for clarity can come from within, and inspiration can cause one to think more deeply or to have the will to work harder to evaluate experience, but no outside influence can aid spiritual choices, for only free will choices of the individual move one forward in spiritual evolution, yet church and the mated relationship are equal partners in preparing the student of truth for realization of where that truth might be, so personal and church relationships are either helpful in preparing one for the fourth-density experience, or they are harmful in keeping one from being ready for the challenge of more Light and Love, and a greater responsibility for manifesting them in the life experience. On September 13, 1981, Hatonn described how we may move forward in our spiritual evolution:

May we only suggest that in any seeking which you may undertake, if you should wish to evaluate its effectiveness as regards your own spiritual evolution, you may simply ask yourself the question, “How may I serve others through this activity?” If you can find ways to share the Love of the Creator with those brothers and sisters who are one with you upon this planet, then you have done that which is of great value, and you have accomplished a feat that few upon your planet can name as their own.

Let us separate our subjects for a moment, for perhaps some of the differences cause the two who have these questions to be dissatisfied with this generalization. The Christian’s vision of Christianity is not one vision, any more than the Buddhist vision, the Shintoist vision, and so forth, is unified. Although each entity which calls itself Christian, for instance, believes because it has spoken a certain symbol it is a member of a great group, Nevertheless, each individual is doing no more and no less than seeking the face of the great mystery of the infinite Creator, just as each non-church-going entity does or does not do. How many Christians there are who have no interest whatsoever in seeking the truth, but are responding to stimulus much in the same way that a second-density animal which moves with the pack follows the leader of the pack, and behaves as does his group. There are the most extravagant extremes, from what Christians call sainthood to what Christians call great evil, within that great body of entities called Christianity.

The one known as Jesus knew that the third-density experience was coming to an end and hoped not only for a few to learn of forgiveness and redemption but for all to know the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. The creature which has grown up from this teacher’s body of instruction bears almost no resemblance, and certainly no ideological resemblance, to the nature of the community of those who Love each other, which the teacher known as Jesus the Christ wished to form. Indeed, the one known as Jesus sought only to form a fourth-density experience at the ending of third density, and so is the spirit of those who wed or are mated in commitment intended to bring one more and more to the Love that sacrifices all, to the caring which owns forgiveness and disowns any negative omission, wishing only happiness for the other self which has become the most loved self, the object upon which all virtue may be spent. In neither case can any two experiences be described together. Where then, in any situation of relationship, does the decision alight but with the entity who seeks the face of mystery for itself?

Now Q’uo said let us separate our subjects for a moment, for some of the differences cause the two who have these questions to be dissatisfied with this generalization, for the Christian’s vision of Christianity is not one vision, any more than the Buddhist vision is unified, and although each entity which calls itself Christian believes, because it has spoken a certain symbol, it is a member of a great group, yet each individual is doing no more and no less than seeking the face of the mystery of the infinite Creator, just as each non-church-going entity does or does not do, so how many Christians there are who have no interest in seeking the truth but are responding to stimulus much in the same way that a second-density animal which moves with the pack follows the leader of the pack and behaves as does its group, but there are the extremes from what Christians call sainthood to what Christians call evil within that body of entities called Christianity. Q’uo went on to say Jesus knew that the third-density experience was coming to an end and hoped for all to know the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator, and the creature which has grown up from this teacher’s body of instruction bears no ideological resemblance to the nature of the community of those who Love each other, which Jesus the Christ wished to form, for Jesus sought only to form a fourth-density experience at the ending of third density, and so is the spirit of those who wed or are mated in commitment intended to bring one more to the Love that sacrifices all, to the caring which owns forgiveness wishing only happiness for the other self which has become the most loved self, the object upon which all virtue may be spent, but in neither case can any two experiences be described together, so: “Where then, in any situation of relationship, does the decision alight but with the entity who seeks the face of mystery for itself?” On May 17, 1987, Q’uo described the face of mystery:

However, it is not necessary for those who seek to uncover the face of mystery to wait for the scientific information to reach that which is intuitively known already among many of your people. It is quite possible to work with the meditative time in such a way as to include within the meditation a fairly intensive period of tuning the mind and spirit more and more keenly upon one galvanizing image. Meditation upon this image with fixed intensity will bring about a heightened and changed mental attitude. It is a difficult practice, and one which sometimes may be slow in producing results, however, it is quite rewarding for those who seek the inner electricity which some have called ritual magic.

We ask those who ponder a choice to have infinite patience, if possible, and in order to have the patience to wait long enough for inner certainty, it may be necessary to seek solitude, time and space apart from that which puzzles and confuses one. There are no good or bad choices in terms of finding what Jesus the Christ called the Glory of God. There are many less efficient choices available to the entity which cannot wait long enough to receive that inner certainty, which shall be his or hers at some point when the waiting, the seeking, the praying for understanding has been fully accomplished. If there is waiting and no hearing until one leaves the physical body, that too is acceptable, for the only element which polarizes an entity towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator in service to others is the simple and fastidious determination to await a knowledge of the higher will of the higher self, a knowledge of where and how glory and Love shall enter the experience. Anything can be endured, if it is endured in certainty of the rightness of one’s actions. Very little can be endured if the entity feels that enduring such is harmful for one’s spirit.

The least helpful element of the mind, body, and spirit during these times is the intellectual mind, for filled with reactions and emotions it cannot control, in situations too intense to easily and comfortably tolerate, the entity must seek avoidance, and that which must be done is usually done in such a way that much of the richness of the experience is jumbled, confused and lost. Those who are Christian and those who are mated have a great deal in common in that both the mated relationship and the spiritual mated relationship of the brothers and sisters of any religion expect and hope of each other that each will be a mirror to each, telling the truth, yet telling it with compassion, supporting while criticizing, constructing while changing.

Then Q’uo said we ask those who ponder a choice to have infinite patience, and in order to have the patience to wait long enough for inner certainty, it may be necessary to seek time and space apart from that which confuses one, for there are no good or bad choices in terms of finding what Jesus the Christ called the Glory of God, but there are many less efficient choices available to the entity which cannot wait long enough to receive that inner certainty which shall be his or hers at some point when the seeking and the praying for understanding has been fully accomplished, so if there is waiting and no hearing until one leaves the physical body, that too is acceptable, for the only element which polarizes an entity towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator in service to others is determination to await a knowledge of the higher self, a knowledge of where and how glory and Love shall enter the experience, so anything can be endured if it is endured in certainty of the rightness of one’s actions, yet little can be endured if the entity feels that enduring such is harmful for one’s spirit. Then Q’uo said the least helpful element of the mind, body, and spirit during these times is the intellectual mind, for filled with emotions it cannot control, in situations too intense to comfortably tolerate, the entity must seek avoidance, and that which must be done is usually done in such a way that much of the richness of the experience is confused and lost, so those who are Christian and those who are mated have a great deal in common in that both the mated relationship and the spiritual mated relationship of the brothers and sisters of any religion expect that each will be a mirror to each, telling the truth with compassion. On September 22, 2009, Q’uo spoke of the difficulties of the intellectual mind:

There is simplicity to the spiritual walk that baffles the intellectual mind. All that occurs is that which comes before the self in order that the self may practice responding with vibrations as close as humanly possible to the vibration of the one infinite Creator, which is unconditional Love. Consequently, the response of one that is vibrating at their highest and best shall always be Love.

When relationships are not such, it is time to await the consciousness within, for we can to the best of our limited knowledge assure you that wisdom comes to those who wait, in the watches of the night and in the noontime alike, for night and day alike have their lessons and realization shall come when least expected. May your ears be ready to hear and your eyes ready to see the harbingers of right action for you yourself, and may you never, never consider it the responsibility of another to have any part in the creation of a life lived towards spiritual evolution. We feel in the silence about us the many thoughts of those who wonder why there cannot be said to be a preference, at least for harmony, betwixt peoples, and a looking forward together to the new age of understanding and Love. May each experience such lovely pleasures, and may each rejoice in those seasons when such occurs, yet when an individual’s Love seems to fail one, when one’s religion or path seems to fail one, it is time to trust the desert experience of deprivation and want, pain and sadness, loss and disillusionment, not taking them as realities, but as illusion, just as the peaceful and contented times are illusions.

If each entity, whether seeking in relationship with another entity or with a societal religious group, could learn as intensively and carefully in each pleasant moment as it learns when faced with painful challenges, challenges would not have to be built into the life experience. But contentment and happiness seem to dull the powers of spiritual observation. Sharpen your ears, your eyes, and your heart, my friends, in good times, and diminish painful experience. Yet when painful experience comes to you, seek to know in faith and will to remember that the desert experience shall give way once again to the experience of plenty and peace. Therefore, seek during this period not to act in this way or in that, but to remain a listening, watchful, prayerful entity, open first to the voice of the Creator within and only secondly to these things about one which demand the reaction, the emotion, the manifestation. Create your manifestations insofar as it comes naturally to you in any situation and know well within yourself when you have not created, but have reacted.

Q’uo said when relationships are not such, it is time to await the consciousness within, for we can assure you that wisdom comes to those who wait in the watches of the night and in the noontime alike, for night and day have their lessons, and realization shall come when least expected, so may your ears be ready to hear and your eyes ready to see the harbingers of right action for yourself, and may you never consider it the responsibility of another to have any part in the creation of a life lived towards spiritual evolution, for we feel in the silence about us the thoughts of those who wonder why there cannot be said to be a preference for harmony betwixt people and a looking forward together to the new age of understanding and Love, so may each experience such pleasures, and may each rejoice in those seasons when such occurs, yet when an individual’s Love seems to fail one, when one’s path seems to fail one, it is time to trust the desert experience of deprivation, pain, and sadness, not taking them as realities, but as illusion, just as the peaceful times are illusions. Then Q’uo said if each entity, whether seeking in relationship with another entity or with a societal religious group, could learn as carefully in each pleasant moment as it learns when faced with painful challenges, challenges would not have to be built into the life experience, but happiness seems to dull the powers of spiritual observation, so sharpen your ears, your eyes, and your heart in good times, and diminish painful experience, yet when painful experience comes to you, seek to know in faith and will to remember that the desert experience shall give way once again to the experience of peace, so seek during this time to remain a prayerful entity, open first to the voice of the Creator within and only secondly to these things about one which demand the reaction, and create your manifestations insofar as it comes naturally to you in any situation and know within yourself when you have not created but have reacted. On September 19, 1993, Q’uo described the nature of the desert experience:

This instrument was speaking earlier of the feeling which her faith had given her within this spiritual desert experience, and we feel this is a good example of the ways seekers can use those choices already made. If one has faith in one’s previous perceptions and respects one’s previous conclusions, this certainly aids materially in keeping an entity in balance. However, it is often that part of the desert experience is that one doubts and even rejects one’s previous perceptions and feels itself to be stranded, having no continuing beliefs. It is not that the pilgrim soul wishes to turn upon its past and rend it, but rather that the experience of the spiritual desert seems to openly and lucidly delineate a self which has been taken out of all previous patterns which comforted, so that there is in the truth-seeking heart of the pilgrim the solemn and sure belief that all previous states were now left behind. When one’s context is not respected and a new one must be built, then there is a true desert experience.

Let us address this state of perception in which previous truths, previous patterns and previous emotions concerning spirit have been left behind, and the seeking self must be invented entirely. What would you do if suddenly you were not the sex you are, or the nationality that you are, the intelligence that you perceive in yourself, or the kind of entity you perceive yourself to be? Would these definitions of self, shall we say, then become irrelevant, or would the seeker need to reinvent each of these ways of thinking about the self? We suggest that the reason qualities such as nationality, sexuality, and type of character are valued and are a part of each person’s web of perception is that they are fundamental building blocks of that milieu in which you have come to learn the lessons of Love. These are not things you outgrow in third density. These are tools you use often in attempting to better perceive the day-to-day nature of your world.

Thusly, the first thing to avoid when feeling annihilated and full of desert times is the casual flinging away of identity. The small changes of everyday identifications of self are not unspiritual. These homely truths of self are portions of the self which has come to learn those things which are greater than any description of that which goes into them can possibly encompass. You use these building blocks, and many, many others, not simply to distinguish the self from others or each entity from another, but to do work in consciousness in which words are given burdens greater than words can bear. This is the reason poetry and music are so compelling to those sensitive to the freight that they do carry, for the common places within the life do not remain common when one is sitting with them in faith that there is that nature of self which is more than its circumstances or its expression.

You shall achieve the fourth-density level when your criticisms are only of yourself, your actions are taken because within you feel them to be so and right for you alone, and when the opinion of others is nothing more than interesting. To sum, we may say that no outside element, including the most powerful group upon your planetary sphere, has power over you unless you as an entity react in a way you would not. Thus, seek always to know yourself more and more, to be yourself more and more, and to experience the glory of existence and consciousness with gratitude, only secondarily wondering what to do next, where to go next, and so forth. May your will, your faith, your Love, and your attention be focused in the silence within, that when you act you shall know it to be right, and you shall be at peace regardless of church, family or friend. We feel constrained to speak through this instrument in a special way, for there is a need for us to offer a special message and the message is as follows: there are moments which may last for some time or may be transient, which many upon your planetary sphere which have studied the metaphysics, as this instrument would call it, would call initiation. There are some whose spirits have not completely married the earthly personality, and during these times of initiation, the experience of living seems extraordinarily difficult…

Q’uo completed their thoughts by saying you shall achieve the fourth-density level when your criticisms are only of yourself, and your actions are taken because within you feel them to be right for you alone, but we may say that no outside element, including the most powerful group upon your planetary sphere, has power over you unless you react in a way you would not wish to, so seek to know yourself, to be yourself, and to experience the glory of existence with gratitude, only secondarily wondering what to do next, and may your will, your faith, and your Love be focused in the silence within, so when you act you shall know it to be right, and you shall be at peace regardless of church, family, or friend, but we feel constrained to speak through this instrument in a special way, for there is a need for us to offer a special message, and the message is as follows: there are moments which may last for some time or may be transient, which many upon your planetary sphere which have studied the metaphysics or initiation, for there are some whose spirits have not completely married the earthly personality, and during these times of initiation, the experience of living seems difficult. On February 22, 2020, Q’uo described the nature of initiation:

The initiation of the surrendering of the self to the will of the One is that which is carried out with such an intense desire that it is difficult to adequately describe how this is accomplished. It is motivated and initiated by the seeker itself which has desired this union for a great portion of what you would call time and has through various means of spiritual expression been able to accomplish a kind of replica or preliminary experience of this unity, so that there is a taste of that which is to come.

The initiation itself is that which can happen in the eye blink of a moment, or in prolonged meditation, or in the daily round of activities, for there is no determining the exact timing or characteristics necessary when the desire of the seeker will have built to such a level, both in the unconscious mind and the conscious mind.

This will and desire become balanced by the faith that such a will and desire will be manifested when the faith is as strong as the will, and they move together in union. Then there is the blending of these two strands of rope which is used to take the seeker into the highest realms of the fully-experienced presence of the One Infinite Creator in order to be able to do the will of the Creator, having become one with the Creator, and knowing the will because of that unity between the two that is no longer two, but one.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

We would at this time pause and retune, if the circle will be so kind, and then transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Q’uo

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo and greet you in Love and Light through this instrument. It is our privilege at this time to offer ourselves in the capacity of speaking upon those queries which those present may find of aid in their own seeking. Again, we remind each that we are but your fallible brothers and sisters, and do not wish that our words be overweighted. With that disclaimer, we should ask if we might begin with a query at this time?

Carla: Who was that last message directed to?

I am Q’uo, and we must respond by suggesting that that message was for those who have ears and need to hear it.

May we respond in any further fashion, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: I have one more, since nobody else does, and it’s still about that—I felt the presence of Latwii when that message was given, but not at any other time. Was Latwii moving along the same vibration as you, Q’uo? Or was that my imagination?

I am Q’uo. We find in this particular case, that we were joined by not only those of Latwii, but others as well that have found the honor of serving as the guide, in order that a message of potential importance might be delivered in a fashion which would be most easily understood by those to whom the message was directed. We were glad to have the assistance of these additional entities in transmitting this message, for we are not as able to discern the boundary which delineates free will from the area of one’s experience that might more easily be influenced. Thus, it was helpful, we hope, that the message be delivered in this fashion.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, along the same lines. Wednesday, while Jim and I were teaching W, and I was channeling Quanta, at a certain point in the channeling that I did at the last, which was most interesting to me as a channel, for I had no idea of the material, I sensed Laitos, and Oxal, and Hatonn in addition to Quanta, and I did not know but that there may even be others. It was a powerful kind of symphony, of various vibrations, all of which I could discern, but only Quanta was actually speaking. Was this the same thing? Was it oriented towards she who heard, or was it rather entities coming in aid of Quanta who is new to the job, aiding Quanta and making sure that Quanta was doing the work that it needed to do?

I am Q’uo, and we find that you have penetrated a significant portion of the experience which you felt in the previous channeling session. It is helpful for those such as we are to be aided in our service from time to time by others who have fields of specialty, shall we say, that complement our own and enhance that which we seek to share with your group. Those that you have recently come to know by the sound vibration, Quanta, are in need of such assistance in greater degree, for their experience with this group is quite new, and there is much which these entities have yet to learn in regards the general phenomenon of the vocalized transmission of thought in general, and the needs of each individual who sits within the circle of seeking in particular.

Thus, those who have for a greater portion of, what you call, time served this group as, what you call, the telepathic contact, join at each gathering of this circle and offer assistance where needed in an effortless fashion which is made possible by the unified desire to be of service in this particular way. Thus, you may expect in your future gatherings that this phenomenon shall repeat itself in order that the purpose of the sessions might be more fully realized.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Q’uo, just in one other way. H was asking earlier about reincarnation and Christianity, and because I’ve fielded the question so often, I went ahead and spoke up. Do you wish to comment on this subject? I would greatly dislike misleading anyone in any way and welcome any comment.

I am Q’uo, and we find that you have given somewhat of a synopsis of the topic that you have called reincarnation and its traces left within the holy work that you call the Bible. Within this work, there is but little remaining concerning the reincarnational aspect of third-density experience, for as you have correctly stated, there was a decision made in early days of the Christian faith, as it is called, that the work of the one known as Jesus the Christ was of such importance, and the time during which it might be implemented was of such short duration, that it would be, it was felt, most helpful to those who embraced this faith to be guided to the degree that their sight pushed no further than one earthly incarnation in order that the focus of attention would remain within the boundaries of birth and death in one incarnation. In this way, the elders of the Christian faith hoped that the efforts of the incarnation would be increased to the degree that a greater harvesting of souls would be possible.

There was much discussion and dissension at this time upon this topic, for it was felt by many that such deception was great disservice to the one known as Jesus the Christ, for this entity was one whose incarnation was based upon the Light of truth and the power of Love. Yet those elements within this governing body who wished to see this faith in the one known as Jesus continue in a fashion as pure and potent as possible held sway and were able to carry the votes necessary to delete those passages and portions of the Bible which referred in a direct fashion to the concept of reincarnation.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: That is all for me. Thank you very much.

H: I have a question maybe in the future. And that would be at some future date. And that would be, I just wondered in the last couple of weeks about a church in eastern Kentucky that has a very peculiar way that they worship, and I was just wondering if you could speak on that at some later date—this certain church that I’m aware of.

I am Q’uo, and we shall always be happy to speak in whatever fashion is possible for us, my brother, with the understanding that we must always observe the free will of each entity in each of our responses, so that this free will remains intact. With that understanding, we are happy to speak upon whatever topic is chosen.

May we speak further, my brother?

H: Well, I think that’s very nice. I don’t think I’ll get into that tonight. It’s very lengthy. Thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Q’uo, and we are most grateful, my friends, for the opportunity of speaking our thoughts to this group and blending our vibrations with each. We are hopeful that our future experiences will continue to expand both our knowledge of your needs and our ability to be of service in regard to these needs and provide some small amount of inspiration for those gathered, that they might be further inspired to move within the inner seeking that holds such great treasures for each. We shall take our leave of this group at this time. We are known to you as those of Q’uo, and we leave each in the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “Spiritual consciousness is the release from personal effort in the realization that harmony is. The consciousness, with its release from personal effort, is attained as we find the Christ within us is a present reality. The Christ is the activity of Truth in individual consciousness. It is not necessarily declarations of truth as much as the receptivity to Truth. As we attain an inner stillness, we become more and more receptive to Truth declaring Itself to us, within us. The activity of the Truth in our consciousness is the Christ, the very presence of God. Truth received and continuously entertained in our consciousness is the law of harmony to all our affairs. It governs, guides, leads, directs, and supports our every activity of daily existence. Where a belief of illness or lack may be, this ever-present Truth becomes our healer and supplier, and our supply.

To many, the word Christ persists as a more or less mysterious term, an unknown entity, something rarely if ever experienced by them. This we must change if we are to benefit by the revelation of a divine Presence or Power within us which has been revealed to us by Christ Jesus as well as by many others. We must experience the Christ as a permanent and continuous dispensation. We must live in the constant conscious awareness of truth active within, maintaining always a receptive attitude of Truth in consciousness, or the Christ attained.” 

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose to refill the fishpond of about 150 gallons of water that disappeared overnight. While the pond was refilling I used Whiplash to weed all of the gardens in the back yard. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription and bought some Tylenol. When I got back home I used Whip Lash to finish all of the weeding in the area behind the garage.

This afternoon Austin came by to get my computer working again, and I gave him a cassette tape where Carla speaks of having a spiritual experience. He said he will record it so that he can email a copy to Jonathan Tong, so we can play it on our next Seattle Law of One Q&A session the first Saturday morning in August.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 6

The Hope Of Light

I am the living Spirit of the consciousness of Love.

I am of a principle of being without personality as you know it, of being rooted in and upheld in Love, in a Love that is clear, undiluted, and bright, a Love that may dance within the Light of those who dwell even in the innermost shades of the earthly life and illumine those dark penumbras of living.

Consider yourselves among those who have every hope of Light and Love regardless of the situation which appears before you. For the Spirit of the living God penetrates to every heart.

The peace of Christ be with you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Quanta channeling for today comes from March 25, 1987:

(Carla channeling)

I am Quanta, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator, of whom we are only all an infinite part. It is our privilege to be speaking with each of you this evening, and we greet each with Love and with the desire to aid. We are aware that you would know more about us, and as we are still adjusting to this instrument and to the energies of this group, we shall chat a bit about ourselves in order to allow the group to continue tuning and to become more and more the infinite circle of one who seeks the truth.

We are several, in that we are a voice representing those of the Confederation whom you call Laitos, by whose wisdom you are being coached and aided vibrationally, and within the inner planes we represent also the potential for a contact with the instrument known as W. We ourselves are much as you are, with one single difference. We have made our choice, and we gaze now upon a task which makes the choice seem almost ridiculously easy, just as any refinement process becomes by degrees more and more painstaking. The green-ray density, as this instrument calls fourth density, is a most congenial place in third-density terms, although you will undoubtedly be not particularly happy to know that the learnings which await us now seem as challenging as any ever did within any illusion. Yet, we, perhaps greatly more than you—or perhaps not—have a trust not often given to third-density entities in the relatively stable nature of the Creator and the Creator’s representatives within any particular energy pattern or sphere of influence. As we attempt to learn our lessons, we hope to be able to serve, for in serving, we shall indeed learn all.

Do not mistake us for those who are wise. We are new to Love and do not yet grasp the rudiments of wisdom. However, we believe that we are able to mesh energies and make them more compatible so that the transition, should contact and channel agree to work together, may be made with comfort and ease to the greater illumination of those who would be inspired, but without unnecessary difficulty to the instrument. We thank each for settling down and firming up the energy patterns of this circle.

In the first part of this session Quanta wanted to share information about themselves with the group. They began by saying we are several, in that we are a voice representing those of the Confederation whom you call Laitos, by whose wisdom you are being aided vibrationally, and within the inner planes we represent the potential for a contact with W., so we are much as you are, with one difference since we have made our choice, and we gaze now upon a task which makes the choice seem easy, just as any refinement process becomes by degrees more and more painstaking, and fourth density is a compassionate place in third-density terms, although you will not be happy to know that the learnings which await us now seem as challenging as any ever did within any illusion, yet we have a trust not often given to third-density entities in the relatively stable nature of the Creator and the Creator’s representatives within any energy pattern or sphere of influence, for as we attempt to learn our lessons, we hope to be able to serve, for in serving, we shall learn all. Then Quanta said do not mistake us for those who are wise, for we are new to Love and do not grasp the nature of wisdom, but we believe that we are able to work with energies and make them more compatible so that the transition, should contact and channel agree to work together, may be made with ease to the greater illumination of those who would be inspired but without unnecessary difficulty to the instrument, and we thank each for firming up the energy patterns of this circle. On November 15, 1990, Laitos described the nature of greater illumination:

The transformative nature of joy begins, as we have said, with the very foundation of each entity. And as it becomes established within an entity due to the balancing of distortions, the clearing of perception, and the continued exercise of faith, the joy-filled experience tends to reorganize the patterns of perception and expression in such a way that the life experience moves in harmony, now, with what may be called a higher pitch of Light. This would seem to be a mixed metaphor, shall we say, for that which vibrates is most frequently described or detected by the ear, whereas Light is usually detected by the eye.

However, the inner vision of an entity experiencing joy perceives a greater illumination that is a result of an increase in vibration, so that the song or music of the spheres, as it has been called, becomes available to the entity in the most basic of fashions, so that each cell of the mind/body/spirit complex begins to resonate and vibrate in harmony with the new way of perceiving. Thus, joy has little to do with the mundane definition of happiness, for it is that which partakes of the widest possible view of the life experience that an entity may hold.

We would like to, shall we say, interface to and exercise each channel. We ask each channel carefully, as always, to tune and challenge and just as carefully avoid the analysis of the message while the message is ongoing. We would leave this instrument now and transfer to another. I am known to you as Quanta.

(Carla channeling)

I am Quanta and am again with this instrument and greet each in Love and Light. We have found it necessary to pause, for the intention of our amalgamation was to transfer to the one known as Jim, which has [inaudible]. We apologize for this, and we transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Quanta.

(Jim channeling)

I am Quanta and greet each again in Love and Light. It is somewhat of a puzzle to this instrument as to why we have chosen to exercise it at this time. We have chosen to offer our contact to this instrument in order that it might also work upon its art, that of refining the abilities of the vocal instrument by the use of a technique which more approaches the word by word means of transmitting concepts. This is a new phase for this instrument, for it is one of those which functions as a rule by the clothing of concepts that are transmitted with words in order that that which is given in the contact is then mated with the ability of the instrument to utilize the choice of words in the chiseling of the message, shall we say. This is a function which we also enjoy offering to instruments which have the desire for continuing to improve the means of service which they have chosen.

At this time, and before we attempt queries, we would attempt to make our contact known to the instrument known as W. If this new instrument will refrain from analysis of the thoughts which are sent and speak them as they are recognized, the process of transmitting our thoughts will be most easily accomplished. We shall transfer our contact at this time. I am Quanta.

(W channeling)

[W’s channeling is lengthy but inaudible.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Quanta and greet each again. We thank each instrument for working with our energies and for allowing us to blend them with your own. From our viewpoint we find it a creation of much beauty, the blending of vibrations betwixt entities, and especially betwixt the groups of entities, for there are many, many overtones and undertones to a unified group which create ever more varied and beautiful designs throughout the vast panorama of energy patterns in the infinite creation.

We would commend each upon the mechanics of channeling and request only that the reaction to the pauses between ideas and subjects not be a hasty one. To the relatively inexperienced channel, the pauses between thoughts and ideas may seem so very long that it may seem that the contact has been lost. However, each will find that we produce thoughts upon a subject in increments which are quite unpredictable, in such a way that if only the first train of thought is channeled, the basic message will be offered, or at least as large a portion of it as can be subsumed within one paragraph. The next train of thought shall be the second priority or the next most central thing which we wish to deal with, and so on, until the experienced channel sometimes has the patience to come to the end of all that we prepared to offer upon assessing the energy patterns of the group and of the individual channels.

The service of vocal channeling is aimed towards inspired speaking. It is designed not only to allow our voices to be heard, but to allow each instrument to make full use of its own instrument, full use of the tools offered by experience, education, and any other asset which may be translated into spoken words which may aid those who seek the truth. It will not, therefore, be surprising that we hope more and more to sail off with each channel upon the voyages of thought rather than discourses only upon channeling itself. There were those portions offered to each of those within the circle which were missed, and we include the instrument now speaking who misses perhaps not as much as it once did but remains over-hasty due to lack of experience. Indeed, we might encourage each to be more and more conscious of the self as channel at all times, for there is a channeling process that operates within any conscious entity which desires the channeling process to be contained within the self, opening to the self all of the usually hidden resources of the deeper mind. The same clearing and focusing of thought, the same tuning and the same challenging turned inward are tools which may aid a conscious speaking person to be, though conscious, yet also in an augmented state due to the process of deepening and revering the energy centers and the state of concentration.

Now Quanta wanted to share general information about vocal channeling. They began by saying we would commend each upon the mechanics of channeling and request that the reaction to the pauses between subjects not be a hasty one, for to the inexperienced channel, the pauses between thoughts may seem so long that it may seem that the contact has been lost, but each will find that we produce thoughts upon a subject in amounts which are unpredictable in such a way that if only the first train of thought is channeled, the basic message will be offered, and the next train of thought shall be the second priority which we wish to deal with until the experienced channel has the patience to come to the end of all that we prepared to offer upon assessing the energy patterns of the group and of the individual channels. Now Quanta said the service of vocal channeling is aimed towards inspired speaking, and it is designed not only to allow our voices to be heard but to allow each instrument to make full use of the tools offered by experience, education, and any other asset which may be translated into spoken words which may aid those who seek the truth, for it will not be surprising that we hope to sail off with each channel upon the voyages of thought rather than speaking only upon channeling itself, so there were portions offered to each of those within the circle which were missed, and we include the instrument now speaking who misses perhaps not as much as it once did but remains over-hasty due to lack of experience, yet we encourage each to be conscious of the self as channel at all times, for there is a channeling process that operates within any conscious entity which desires the channeling process to be contained within the self, opening to the self all of the usually hidden resources of the deeper mind, and the same focusing of thought, the same tuning, and the same challenging turned inward are tools which may aid a conscious speaking person to be, though conscious, yet also in an augmented state due to the process of deepening the energy centers and the state of concentration. On May 25, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the resources of the deeper mind:

As we spoke previously, the meditative state is that which allows the consciousness to move into a realm of expanded awareness where there are opportunities and resources that can address any situation in the external world that the conscious mind may encounter. The manner in which these resources are used is, of course, up to the choice of the one who seeks and meditates as a means of utilizing catalyst.

The use of the breath to find a deeper level of consciousness may often allow the utilization of these resources in a more efficacious manner so that the breathing deeply, in a rhythmic fashion, exhaling, holding the breath, inhaling, holding the breath, for a portion of time which feels comfortable to the meditator may allow the falling away of various extraneous distractions that keep the meditator from utilizing the resources of the deeper mind.

Thus, there is the possibility, through such deep breathing, to find a deeper level of experience and resources to call upon in processing the catalyst of the day.

We come now to some thoughts for the following few days. Picture with us if you will the great eagle which soars to the sky, and then picture the meditation of sky, for you who are earth-bound must use imagination as eagle’s wings to mount up to the ethers which move forever towards the shining One. Gaze with eagles upon the white, white heaven which fades not away, but flows endlessly towards the illimitable white Light. The clean, sharp river of good, which is the air, moves supporting the eagle, never combating, for the eagle meditates and does not struggle. The eagle soars and moves not one pinion, but only gazes, and sees, and acknowledges the white Light, the white sky, the white river, and the white flood that moves from heaven in reflection to the beloved Earth, touching with white fingers all still things like the breath of the Mother, moves to touch all dead things with the life of the Father. Those two embrace all things in the Great Spirit. Hope then and seek the feathers of the eagle and the eye to see the white sky.

Before we leave, we would say to the one known as N not to feel because there is not an entity which has already sought contact that these exercises are in vain. We hope we may be of service not only to those who wish to be vocal channels, but also those who wish to be in service to the infinite Creator in some capacity. We say to you that no matter what your service may be, the clear perception of it and wholesome unfolding of it rely heavily upon the process by which a channel becomes transparent before an acceptable inspired contact. We do not mean to make ourselves proud by calling our contact inspired, but only to express in a brief way that many, many inspirations may come from clearing the mind and seeking the will of the Creator, for there is, and has been, and shall be agreement made betwixt each pilgrim and the Creator which it seeks, agreements to which you shall not often have conscious access, but agreements which come to one and feel appropriate. May these lessons bless each as we are blessed by your presence as we give them.

Then Quanta said picture with us the great eagle which soars to the sky, and then picture the meditation of the sky, for you who are earth-bound must use imagination as eagle’s wings to mount up to the ethers which move towards the shining One, and gaze with eagles upon the white heaven which flows endlessly towards the illimitable white Light where the clean river of good, which is the air, moves supporting the eagle, for the eagle meditates and does not struggle, but the eagle soars and sees the white Light, the white sky, and the white river that moves from heaven in reflection to the beloved Earth, touching with white fingers all still things like the breath of the Mother, moves to touch all dead things with the life of the Father, and those two embrace all things in the Great Spirit, so hope and seek the feathers of the eagle and the eye to see the white sky. On August 19, 1994, Latwii suggested how to use white Light to aid a friend’s passing into larger life:

We can suggest general principles in this kind of situation where the desire to serve is a desire to serve one who is leaving your illusion and is making that transition which you have called the death. First, we would suggest that you work through your own grief for such an entity in a conscious or perhaps a prayerful manner before attempting to provide service to such an entity, for such service is best presented without those heavy feelings of grief which are the first natural response of your peoples to one’s leaving of the illusion.

Then we can suggest that within the prayerful state, the contemplative state, or within the meditative state you might, in joy, and praise, and thanksgiving for the passing, send these feelings of joy and praise and Love to the one who passes from your illusion. This will provide a food, shall we say, a milieu or environment in which the entity may be strengthened in its continuing journey of seeking the One.

We might also suggest that as you have sent joy, praise, thanksgiving, and Love to such an entity, you may also visualize this entity surrounded in the white Light of the one Creator, and you might send the mental suggestion to this entity that it remain in this white Light for as long as is possible, that it might rejoice in this Light, that it might find peace in this Light, that it might be directed by this Light to its next experience as the one Creator.

We would transfer now to the one known as Jim in order that any questions you may have… questions you may have may be entertained. We thank you and would leave this instrument. We are those of Quanta.

(Jim channeling)

I am Quanta, and we are honored to be able to offer ourselves at this time in the attempt to speak to those queries and matters of concern that may be with you. Without further delay then, may we ask if there is a query with which we may begin?

W: I have a query. I am under the impression that Quanta is a new fourth-density entity. Is that correct?

I am Quanta, and this is correct, for we who comprise the grouping that is known to you as Quanta have found this planetary sphere that is your home is to be ours as well at the dawning of your fourth-density experience, and we have the honor at this time in joining this planetary complex somewhat early as you may call it and serve in the manner that we now…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Quanta and am again with this instrument. Is there another query?

W: Yes. Do you service any other third-density planets?

I am Quanta. At this time, we have the honor of speaking in the capacity that we now demonstrate with this group and only with this particular group, though we offer ourselves to other groups by moving amongst those which call for our vibration and blending ours with theirs in a manner which allows the experience of Love and compassion for an entity. Thus, we move in unseen patterns which may offer encouragement and inspiration that is offered by many such as we.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: I have another one. Is there some connection between the meditation which you suggested, and what I would think about as relating to the [inaudible] this past week?

I am Quanta, and the relationship is that of balance, for the experience of the cave and the particular experience by which you came to ground yourself, or should we say to begin this grounding, must needs be balanced with the opening of the self through the concept of what you would call infinity which is represented by the air or the sky. In this manner you begin to build a foundation within your inner being which may eventually allow the expression of the vocal channeling in a stable manner through your instrument.

May we speak further my sister?

W: So, what you’re saying is that as you grow roots, you can also grow branches, right?

I am Quanta. This is correct. May we speak further?

W: [Inaudible]

I am Quanta, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

N: Yes, if you please. You spoke through the entity known as Carla and mentioned that I should not feel that I am trying in vain, so actually tonight I did not have a contact with you?

I am Quanta, and your contact with us was quite real, my sister, and we are quite pleased with your progress at recognizing our contact and verbalizing it. Your progress is to be commended. We were also desirous of assuring you that though the one known as W experiences our contact as an intermediate step, shall we say, in order that perhaps another contact which seeks to express itself through her instrument might do so, and such a contact has not been described for your own experiencing, that you would not feel that the learning of the vocal channeling was an expression that was in vain.

May we speak further, my sister?

N: So, you’re saying that because of your contacts with our group, either partially or mostly, it is to help W to be in touch and be able to recognize the contact of another entity which has been trying to come through her?

I am Quanta, and this is basically correct, my sister, though we also rejoice at the opportunity of working with each instrument within this group and allowing each instrument the opportunity to expand its abilities within the service of vocal channeling.

May we speak further, my sister?

N: No thank you, but I don’t think that it is in vain, and I feel that I am almost glad that I’m further behind, so that I can learn by example through other people. And I do appreciate being part of the group tonight. Thank you for your concern, and I do not feel so bad. Thank you.

I am Quanta, and we thank you, my sister, for allowing us the honor of working with you. Is there another query at this time?

W: Are you saying that you’re sending us a lot more information than we’re picking up and vocalizing?

I am Quanta, and this is correct and is a normal state of affairs for any new instrument, and, indeed, for many who are quite experienced in serving as vocal channels, for that which we have to offer may be seen to be offered with various levels of meaning and expression possible to the discerning inner ear. We may liken the message which we offer or which any contact may offer through an instrument to be likened unto one of your own beings, that is, composed of a foundation which may be seen as the skeleton, to have upon these bones flesh which fills in certain areas and brings a continuity to the being, which may further include the life blood and thinking mechanisms which enliven the being and give it a vitality that is quite easily recognized as being more than mere bone and flesh and blood.

New instruments and those still refining the art of vocal channeling must easily perceive the more general of the concepts and means by which they can be expressed. This is likened unto the bones of the skeleton, the basic fabric of the message. As an instrument becomes more practiced in its art, it is able to open itself so completely that more and more of what is available is able to be perceived by the instrument and expressed in a manner which gives more life and richness to the basic message that is being transmitted, for though we are limited by the very nature of words in contacts such as this, we can assure each that words may be used far more fully than most of your people realize in expressing those concepts which are able to be expressed and in pointing towards those that are quite beyond expression and capture by any word.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: Are there any suggestions about my challenging and my tuning?

I am Quanta, and at this stage of your experiencing of the vocal channeling we may recommend that practice upon that which you have devised is by far the most efficacious means by which to improve your art. As you choose that means by which you tune your instrument and the means by which you offer a challenge of the nature of any spirit or entity who wishes to speak through your instrument, you then intensify this technique by practicing it, and thus do you empower that which you have chosen by the repetition.

May we speak further, my sister?

W: No, thank you.

I am Quanta, and we thank you my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Thank you. I enjoyed working with you.

I am Quanta, and we have greatly enjoyed this opportunity for exercising each instrument and blending our vibrations with yours in a manner which allows us to perceive a portion of your experience and to see the variety and richness with which the Creator expresses Its own being within the one creation. We look forward to each gathering with this group, and at this time would leave this group, rejoicing in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Quanta. Adonai, my friends.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “Truly there is no break in the continuity of unfolding consciousness, nor can consciousness lose its conscious awareness of body any more than you can lose your consciousness of the developed musical, or artistic, or other talent that you possess.

Consciousness unfolds from within to the without from a boundless basis or source, from the infinity of your being to the individual awareness of it in infinite variety and expression.

Death is the belief that consciousness loses its awareness of its body. Immortality is the understanding of the truth that consciousness is eternally aware of its own identity, body, form, or expression. Consciousness, aware of its own identity and form is eternal life. The awareness of consciousness forever unfolding in individual form of creation or manifestation is immortal of creation or manifestation is immortality demonstrated here and now. This consciousness is you.”

This morning I went outside and hand-weeded the Daly Lily Flower Garden along the south side of the garage. Then I hand-weeded half of the Yellow Creeping Jenny garden in the back yard.

This afternoon I went outside and finished hand-weeding the Creeping Jenny Garde, the Astilbe Garden, and the Hosta Garden in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 5

Love Yourself

I am of the principle of the Love of Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Black despair surrounds the soul which is not in harmony with itself. The eye, turned inward, can be dismayed by the various imperfections which the eye seems to see in the self.

Yet this disparaging eye shuts the door to spirit, which awaits self-acceptance that it may shine forth from the self to the glory of the Creator and for the blessing of those about one.

Condemnation of the self is never productive when it is done to the exclusion of the reaffirmation of the Love of that self which the Creator has made. Love yourself. Only then can you Love your neighbor and the Creator of that Love which is you.

We leave you in peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I want to let everyone know that I am two days late in posting this Camelot Journal entry because after the Q & A session with Jonathan Tong’s Law of One Study Group last Saturday my computer froze, and I couldn’t even access my Camelot Journal entries. But today Austin Bridges stopped by this afternoon and solved my computer’s problem. So, after I post this Camelot Journal entry, I will post the entry for Sunday, July 5^th and then today’s Camelot Journal entry.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Quanta channeling for this session is from March 18, 1987:

[Inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am known to you as Quanta. I do greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator and am sorry for the amount of time which it took our entity to examine, rehabilitate, and use a thought form which was available to us. We were not ready for the challenge of this instrument for we were not completely familiar with the entity Jesus the Christ.

However, we are of a vibration which is a blend of two worlds—the metaphysical planes exterior to your planet and the metaphysical planes interior to its sphere of influence. The need for the teaching of somewhat different techniques indicates that there need be a meeting of the minds, shall we say, from an inner plane entity of green-ray energy known as Quanta and those of Laitos whose carrier energy greatly aids in the new instrument’s facility in improving the channel.

We would start with the concept of the instrument as each element. It is well that the instrument be aware that each element has a rhythm, a dance, and song, a pattern energy which is a signature cutting across and undergirding all manifestation. The one who works with natural energy is the one who perceives the dance, the song, and the rhythm of each element. Sit upon the earth preferably in the shade, or within the cave to experience the meditation [inaudible], the meditation of the body. Do you not know that no eagle which ever flew failed to have a need for the earth; some tiny piece of earth to sustain life, to nurture young? Your physical nature speaks to you with nothing more than dust and nothing less than the Creator. Meditation of the body is the first meditation, and each time the feet caress the earth it is well to meditate briefly upon that brother, that sister, that mother, and father, that child which shows off in all of its glory.

In this session Quanta spoke about the process of channeling. They began by saying we are of a vibration which is a blend of two worlds—the metaphysical planes exterior to your planet and the metaphysical planes interior to its sphere of influence, so the need for the teaching of different techniques indicates that there need be a meeting of the minds from an inner plane entity of green-ray energy known as Quanta and those of Laitos whose carrier energy aids in the new instrument’s facility in improving the channel. Quanta went on to say we would start with the concept of the instrument as each element, for it is well that the instrument be aware that each element has a rhythm, a dance, and a song which is a signature undergirding all manifestation, and the one who works with natural energy is the one who perceives the dance, the song, and the rhythm of each element, so sit upon the earth preferably in the shade, or within the cave to experience the meditation of the body, for “Do you not know that no eagle which ever flew failed to have a need for the earth; some tiny piece of earth to sustain life, to nurture young?” Then Quanta said our physical nature speaks to you with nothing more than dust and nothing less than the Creator, so meditation of the body is the first meditation, and each time the feet caress the earth it is well to meditate briefly upon that brother, that sister, that mother, and father, that child which shows off in all of its glory. On February 10, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the nature of natural energy:

Trust the discrimination that lies within in the emotional resonance that is retained when material is put down, that nags at the mind and causes the mind to iterate that process of thought, that little shift of dimension that somehow those words held. Notice those. Follow those. Those are the ripples that come to you so that you can follow well by your interests, trusting that that which you are seeking will be attracted to you by the natural energy exchanges that are part of all the densities of this universe where, as you would say, energies are not blocked in order to prevent these connections from being made and these roundnesses of occurrences to plump out the seemingly flat and linear horizon from time to time.

Let each footstep be a rich experience in the Creator and know as you gaze into the earth of another’s eyes, that you gaze also in to the Creator’s, for relationships betwixt two immortal creations of the Creator are not horizontal from earth to earth but upwards to the Creator, back down to the brother or sister, and heart to heart betwixt both the triangle of Earth and the Great Creator. It is well to make that triangle as tall and thin as possible until you see each child as a child of the Creator and each cave not only as earth but as infinite sky, infinite Love, infinite Light.

Then Quanta said let each footstep be a rich experience in the Creator, and know as you gaze into the earth of another’s eyes that you gaze also in to the Creator’s, for relationships betwixt two immortal creations of the Creator are not horizontal from earth to earth but upwards to the Creator, back down to the brother or sister, and heart to heart betwixt both the triangle of Earth and the Great Creator, so it is well to make that triangle as tall and thin as possible until you see each child as a child of the Creator and each cave not only as earth but as infinite sky, infinite Love, infinite Light. On May 3, 1998, Q’uo said that we all are a child of the Creator:

Each time, then, that you find yourself having imaginary conversations, moving into circles of concern and worry, and, in general, finding oneself knocking up against the corners of life, find ways to stop the momentum of that relationship with what is. Stop and remember that you are a child of the Creator, a child of eternity, and a child of Love itself. You need do nothing but welcome the rhythmic and rightful destiny that awaits. And we are not saying that there is one fate for each entity, for it is our understanding that each has free will and that each must, of her own free will, choose service to others or service to self. Rather, it is a question of whether you wish to go a straight route or a roundabout route. If there is control attempted in a working pattern, that will change the pattern. The more faith that one is able to express in the moment-to-moment rhythm, the more gently one may meet the unfolding of your particular story. And the shorter will be that moment of centering the self within that identity of being.

We appreciate this instrument’s strictness in refusing the contact which was clearly perceived when we were unable to speak to the challenge and request that this instrument improve its discipline so that the process might be uninterrupted. We would at this time transfer, if we are able, to the one known as Jim. We are known to you as Quanta.

(Jim channeling)

I am Quanta and greet you in the Love and Light of the one Creator. We thank this instrument for allowing our contact and for offering the challenge in the Christ Consciousness and service-to-others polarity, which we appreciate as well. We will take some time in adjusting our contact to this instrument, for we are not as easily perceived by this instrument, but move with a lighter touch.

We would attempt at this time to utilize this instrument in its usual capacity of offering the vocal channel for the question-and-answer portion of your meeting. Thus, we shall now ask if we might speak to any concern or query which those present may offer.

Carla: You are a combination of a social memory complex and a person from the inner planes, or a kind of person, a tribe?

I am known to you as Quanta. And we are what you would call a beginning complex of entities who have achieved the green ray vibration of compassion and understanding which allows our seeking to go forward as a unified conglomeration of mind, body, and spirits, and we have a contact and connection with this planetary sphere which is of a seed-like quality in that we now make it our home, though we are originally of another influence and have removed ourselves from that planetary influence of what you know as the third density in order to begin the new cycle of learning within this planetary influence, and we serve as somewhat of the, shall we say, advance guard or servants that shall make this planet its home and we are thus newly—we search for the word—confirmed members of the Confederation of Planets which offers itself in service to the one Creator.

Does this speak to your query, my sister?

Carla: Well, to a certain extent. I’m trying to figure out what… So what you are is the… the small but growing… a fourth density memory complex… social memory complex of Earth, is what your saying, right?

I am Quanta, and this is correct, my sister.

Carla: The name is evocative of more than one giant step… One quanta is a quantum. Is there some purpose to naming yourself two jumps forward, which is what that kind of name connotes?

I am Quanta, and we have chosen a name which in your manner of speaking reflects the great leap in conscious awareness which those of our grouping have achieved together, and thus many have taken the great leap of faith and moved their being to another level of perception which now offers its lessons that shall again inspire the stepping forward into the mystery of the one Creator.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Well, I’ll shut up in a minute… I’m just trying to figure out who you are and why you’re here. What relationship do you have to any contact that wishes to work with my student on the inner planes? I had some perception while I was channeling that that was part of what was said. Am I incorrect?

I am Quanta. We have a connection with any upon your inner planes who have moved in their evolutionary journey upon a path which has this planetary sphere as its source, and thus these entities who are of your planetary influence have occasionally offered themselves as contacts for third-density incarnate entities upon your planet through intermediaries that may make the transition more easily accomplished. That is necessary for those of the inner planes, as you may call them, in order to contact incarnate entities of the third density who have perhaps more difficulty in perceiving some contacts of this nature due both to the inexperience of the contact and the inexperience of the instrument. Thus, as we have both become members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service to the One Creator and inhabitants of this planetary sphere, we are in a unique position which allows us to serve in the capacity of intermediaries which may, hopefully, aid both the contact and the new instrument in the service which is possible through the vocal channeling.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, I’ll let you go now. I think I understand what you’re here for now. I’m glad you’re going to help W and… You sound really interesting and I know we will be glad to listen to your opinions too. Nice to meet you and be talking to you soon. Thanks. That’s all from me.

I am Quanta, and we greatly appreciate the warmth of the reception and the care in the discerning of the nature of our being and purpose, for we do not wish to impose our being or purpose upon any who does not wish such. Is there a further query to which we may speak?

Questioner: I’m confused.

[Group laughter.]

Carla: Well, you’re not the only one.

Questioner: I don’t understand what’s going on or why… Quanta, perhaps you can simplify things for me?

I am Quanta, and we have a difficulty with this instrument for it has its own difficulty in perceiving our contact, and it is somewhat reluctant to continue.

Carla: Let… hold onto the contact…

Quanta: We do not mean to suggest that this instrument will not speak. It merely needs a moment. You are most helpful. We are merely those who seek to aid new instruments in contacting those sources of information which lie beyond the conscious threshold when these sources have offered themselves in a manner which may be of service to others, yet which may be aided by the help of those such as ourselves in making that contact known to new instruments.

May we speak further, my sister?

Questioner: So, you serve others as an intermediary [inaudible].

I am Quanta, and this is correct, my sister. May we speak further?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Quanta. May we ask if there might be a further query to which we may speak?

Carla: I would ask one more short one. You can merely confirm or tell me that I’m wrong. Is the reason that you cannot immediately answer the challenge of Jesus Christ that there is too much of Jesus who will come again to judge in my… in my concept of Jesus in my challenge and not enough of pure Love? I’ve often thought that the Old Testament should perhaps be burned.

I am Quanta, and we found when faced with your challenge of our being and purpose that we needed to examine the nature of the challenge, for there was contained within it the concept of the judgment of which you speak that somewhat distorted the pure emanation of the Love of service to others which this entity’s incarnation was the pattern that was offered for example. We were able to, shall we say, dismiss the more questionable portion of the characteristic of judgment and move to the heart of the nature of the challenge and determine from it that our vibratory nature was, indeed, in harmony with the challenge offered.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, thanks.

I am Quanta. May we speak to a further query?

Questioner: Would you [inaudible] evolve from the third density of another planet?

I am Quanta. This is correct, my sister. Is there another query?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Quanta. We seek to give this instrument that vibration of sound complex which you call name but find that to this instrument it is as foreign language which… which makes no sense to ear or tongue, thus we must apologize for the difficulty in the translation.

May we speak to another query, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible]. Did you just recently come to this planet in fourth density?

I am Quanta, and this is correct, my sister. We are quite new to this particular planetary influence and the ways of your people in the speaking and conceptualizing of thought and will be somewhat limited for a portion of your time and experience in our ability to speak in a manner which holds the greatest of sense for your manner of perceiving experience.

Carla: Tell me Quanta, did you come just to…

[Side one of tape ends.]

[Inaudible]. Did you come just to help W or did you have some things that you wanted to say in general?

I am Quanta, and we have found that this instrument has the necessity of attending to the mechanical device and we, therefore, paused for a moment in order to allow this instrument to complete its task.

We have joined your group in order to provide those services which may facilitate the exercising of the new instrument known as W and in offering our services in whatever manner is most helpful according to the needs of any who should join this group and seek to become one who serves as a vocal instrument. We have our own journey of seeking and move upon it in harmonic resonance with this particular planetary influence and take our opportunity to serve in whatever manner may present itself and lie within our capabilities. We have somewhat less of a reach, shall we say, in the scope of our experience but may perhaps be able to utilize our newness to this planetary influence and its birthing fourth-density environment by serving as what we have described as intermediaries that are somewhat more recently familiar with the nature of the third-density experience and are also becoming informed as to the nature of the fourth-density experience in which you now find yourselves for the first time.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, thanks.

I am Quanta, and we appreciate your queries. May we speak to another?

Questioner: Are you the energy which Laitos mentioned in a previous meditation that was… that wished to realize me as their local channel?

I am Quanta and am one of that naming and seek to introduce your instrument to yet others if the desire and progress upon this path of service continues to grow. May we speak further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Quanta, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there a final query?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Quanta, and we thank this group for allowing our presence and our thoughts to move through it. We would also thank this instrument for allowing our contact to continue at those times when it was somewhat in doubt, shall we say, as to the nature of our contact and the purpose for speaking to your group. We look forward to any future service which we might offer and share with this group, and until that joyful time we shall bid each the fond farewell, leaving each in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator of which we are all a portion. We are that portion known to you as Quanta. Adonai, my friends.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “Truly there is no break in the continuity of unfolding consciousness, nor can consciousness lose its conscious awareness of body any more than you can lose your consciousness of the developed musical, or artistic, or other talent you possess.

Consciousness unfolds from within to the without from a boundless basis or source, from the infinity of your being to the individual awareness of it in infinite variety, form, and expression.

Death is the belief that consciousness loses its awareness of its body. Immortality is the understanding of the truth that consciousness is eternally aware of its own identity body form, or expression. Consciousness, aware of its own infinite being and eternal body, is immortality achieved here and now. The awareness of consciousness maintaining its own identity and form it is eternal life. The awareness of consciousness forever unfolding in individual forms of creation or manifestation is immortality demonstrated here and now. This consciousness is you.”

This morning I went outside and used Whip Lash to finish weeding the back yard.

At 11 am this morning I was once again honored to be the guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group, and some of the questions that I was asked were: “How do I meditate?” “How can a seeker accept itself?” “What is the Matrix of the Spirit?” “What is the Potentiator of the Spirit?” “What is the Experience of the Spirit?” “Is there a battle of positive and negative forces being fought in the inner planes of Earth?” and “How do we use different kinds of catalyst?” I enjoy our Q & A sessions more each time we meet because it seems that we are becoming a spiritual family of friends sharing our hearts with each other!

This afternoon I went outside and began weeding by hand the Day Lily Garden on the north side of the garage. Then I hand weeded the Yellow Creeping Jenny Garden in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 4

Where Is Freedom?

I am the presence of Jesus the Christ in the world today. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

This is the day of American freedom, the day of flags and celebrations. As you look around you, behind the smiles of celebration lie great discords and this you see: discord between man and self, between man and man, between mates, between parents and children, and between nation and nation.

You may then think to yourself that freedom is not full. Yet we say to you that you are free, that your freedom is in Christ, and that you have the freedom to extend hands of divine Love, peace and unity, eyes that smile with consolation and pardon.

You have the Spirit that makes the broken whole. You need only ask, for the Spirit of Christ is with you all, and its peace embraces all, both now and evermore.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo channeling comes from March 15, 1987:

How does consciousness group itself? Do we have conscious or spiritual families that we incarnate with? How do these groupings of consciousness express themselves? How do we discover them?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have greatly enjoyed sharing meditation with you and would speak with you this evening, as it has been our privilege to be called to you. We ask you, as always, to be aware of our fallibility and to realize that we are but fellow pilgrims, reaching a hand back to those a few steps behind us on the trail, and in no wise to be considered without error. We hope we may help, of course, and it is our privilege to be asked to do so.

We talk to you this evening about families, for you have asked what the nature of the spiritual family is and on what pattern we are, as entities, grouped throughout the planetary influence and throughout the infinite creation. The concept of spiritual family is one which is difficult to address in a clear manner, because the perceived spiritual family or apparent spiritual family is by far more important to any entity within incarnation than the actual spiritual family in the absolute sense. Therefore, as in many things pertaining to the greater understanding of things pertaining to incarnational experience, the best tools for working upon incarnational experience are forged within the experience, and pragmatism is found to be useful as a tool of thought. The perceived spiritual family is all-important, for it is through what one is capable of perceiving as spiritually akin to one that one hopes to be able to enlarge one’s understanding of the feelings and experiences which fill the cup of spiritual communion. The pilgrim hopes always to learn more and more about the spiritual nature of all things and to redefine relationships along more freely flowing and spiritually encompassing lines.

However, it is the rare pilgrim in third density who is perceiving the absolute spiritual family. Indeed, all third-density entities begin with the harvest of second density, the spiritual family of one other entity, and the offspring of that entity. This spiritual family is the instinctual parent of relationships and the archetypical one of your physical vehicle, thus influencing much of the thinking within your species. It is to be greatly appreciated as the rich fount of catalyst it is. In much of third density, the true spiritual family is greatly limited due to the perceived spiritual family’s being the biological family. Because the long trail of incarnations forms patterns of association throughout thousands of your years, there began to grow in your species’ present density experience the network of larger spiritual families, and, indeed, society as you know it today is a vast honeycomb of those whose memory, could they but see it, includes each other in vast and interlocking networks. At this level of networking, the spiritual family is perceived through a feeling rather than through intellectual thought, and one experiences what this instrument would call the feeling of “birds of a feather flock together,” the feeling of comfortable association with those whose thinking seems comfortably fitting with your own. This is a further substantial step in the perceived spiritual family.

The group questions for this session are: “How does consciousness group itself? Do we have conscious or spiritual families that we incarnate with? How do these groupings of consciousness express themselves? How do we discover them?” Q’uo began by saying we talk to you this evening about families, for you have asked what the nature of the spiritual family is and on what pattern we are grouped throughout the planetary influence and throughout the infinite creation, and the concept of the spiritual family is one which is difficult to address in a clear manner because the perceived spiritual family or apparent spiritual family is more important to any entity within incarnation than the actual spiritual family in the absolute sense, for the best tools for working upon incarnational experience are forged within the experience, and logic is found to be useful as a tool of thought, so the perceived spiritual family is all-important, for it is through what one is capable of perceiving as spiritually akin to one that one hopes to be able to enlarge one’s understanding of the feelings and experiences which fill the cup of spiritual communion since the pilgrim hopes to learn more about the spiritual nature of all things and to redefine relationships along more freely flowing and spiritually encompassing lines. Then Q’uo said it is the rare pilgrim in third density who is perceiving the absolute spiritual family, for all third-density entities begin with the harvest of second density, the spiritual family of one other entity, and the offspring of that entity, so this spiritual family is the instinctual parent of relationships and the archetypical one of your physical vehicle, thus influencing much of the thinking within your species, and it is to be appreciated as the rich fount of catalyst it is, yet in much of third density the true spiritual family is limited due to the perceived spiritual family’s being the biological family, but because the long trail of incarnations forms patterns of association throughout thousands of years, there began to grow in your species’ present density experience the network of larger spiritual families, and society is a vast honeycomb of those whose memory includes each other in vast and interlocking networks, so at this level of networking the spiritual family is perceived through a feeling rather than through intellectual thought, and one experiences the feeling of “birds of a feather flock together,” the feeling of comfortable association with those whose thinking seems to fit with your own, so this is a further step in the perceived spiritual family. On August 22, 2004, Q’uo spoke of the nature of spiritual families:

Each of you is a radiant source of energy. When you are plugged in, how you shine! And you are connected one to the other, not visibly. Visibly, each entity is separate, each entity has limits, places where flesh and clothing meet the air, feet meet the ground. It is obvious that in the physical illusion each is separate. And yet you have, common to this incarnation, families, not nuclear or physical families alone, but spiritual families, larger groups of entities than you might suspect, who have chosen to come into incarnation to work in tandem with those whom they meet and with whom they seem to feel kinship and affinity and much more than that. With the extended families of each of you, who in many cases share relatives, shall we say, on the unseen planes, you are connected in so many ways which you cannot see but can only feel. So, know that, as you look into the eyes of those whom you have not yet touched into in terms of energy, with whom you have not exchanged energy, yet you do not look into the eyes of strangers. For beneath the surface of this seeming separateness of the physicality, you are strongly and powerfully connected by those families from which you came and to which you shall return.

One who perceives these networks of kinship has managed to begin the linking of all the species. Indeed, perhaps it has become obvious by now that we suggest that the spiritual family which may perhaps most come at the start and root of all other concerns for family, is the family of humankind which will attempt in fourth density upon this sphere to form a fourth-density positive social memory complex. Each connection made lovingly and freely, being manifested, draws closer to an entity the realizations of honest kinship which can only be felt by first extending kinship. The leap of faith, as this instrument has it in her mind, is always necessary, for any transformation of thought is preceded by a desire to know, which precipitates the use of will at some point. Change is painful, and one who seeks to know their spiritual family shall endure the pain of each family member’s miseries, for it is so that all who are conscious of the self suffer.

In suffering, much is learned. In dying, life is gained. In each resurrection, improvement is taking place. Yet, these things are not clear when one sees the hungry, the imprisoned, the sad, the fearful, and the alone. If a pilgrim wishes to know its true spiritual family, walk all the streets, deserts, jungles and battlefields of your sphere, and know that there is no spirit which breathes within physical manifestation that is not your own self—part of you, part of creation, part of the only heaven that is thinkable, the heavenly kingdom of wholeness and completeness, the one infinite jewel of existence. There is one original Thought, one Creator, and one Creation. When you have become—and you will—a fourth-density social memory complex, you will begin to learn further lessons, lessons that if you only were clear enough, your bodies could teach you now, lessons of your true kinship in unity, not only with every atom of living energy in the infinite creation, but through thought with the one great original Thought, so that more and more consciousness becomes that of the Creator as well as the created.

Q’uo went on to say one who perceives these networks of kinship has managed to begin the linking of all the species, and it has become obvious by now that we suggest that the spiritual family which may come at the start of all other concerns for family, is the family of humankind which will attempt in fourth density upon this sphere to form a fourth-density positive social memory complex, so each connection made lovingly draws closer to an entity the realizations of kinship which can be felt by first extending kinship, and the leap of faith is always necessary, for any transformation of thought is preceded by a desire to know, which requires the use of will at some point, but change is painful, and one who seeks to know their spiritual family shall endure the pain of each family member’s miseries, for it is so that all who are conscious of the self suffer. Q’uo continued by saying in suffering much is learned, and in dying, life is gained, and in each resurrection improvement is taking place, yet these things are not clear when one sees the hungry, the imprisoned, the sad, the fearful, and the alone, so if a pilgrim wishes to know its true spiritual family, walk all the streets, deserts, jungles and battlefields of your sphere, and know that there is no spirit which breathes within physical manifestation that is not your own self—part of you, part of creation, part of the only heaven that is thinkable, the heavenly kingdom of wholeness, the one infinite jewel of existence, for there is one Creator, and one Creation, so when you have become—and you will—a fourth-density social memory complex, you will begin to learn further lessons that if you were clear enough, your bodies could teach you now, lessons of your true kinship in unity, not only with every atom of living energy in the infinite creation but through thought with the one great original Thought, so that more consciousness becomes that of the Creator as well as the created. On August 13, 1989, Q’uo spoke about how we can become part of a fourth-density social memory complex:

More and more people are beginning to feel the aspect of service to others which is involved in the idea of living in a fairly close-knit community where each may help each. This is the beginning of your fourth-density social memory complex. These stirrings, longings, and needs within you to be in a communal situation, to be in the world, to be part of an effort to serve, these things are precisely what should be happening to each as third density draws to its close upon your planet and fourth density begins. Therefore, never undervalue like-minded entities, for those of like mind who both have faith—a deep abiding faith in things unknown and unseen—may be the most powerful Light, the most powerful healing force that one is capable of offering within this illusion.

Much is ahead, my children. There is truly nothing that is not one with you, and there is no consciousness that you do not share. Yet each within a family is unique, and each within the family of your sphere is unique. Many are aware now that it is time to feel the family working more closely together, and you have called this networking. Think of it as reunion as well as work, for in the instinct to network, you may see the instinct that calls all to the family reunion. Be aware that you did not enter this lifetime to enjoy the comfort of a family alone but also to gain strength from it, that each may do its work with more Love and more peace, that more hearts may be made merry, and more spirits at rest through the radiance of each Light worker. In order to keep the self clear enough for what each came to do, we ask each to meditate on a daily basis, if for only a few minutes. That regular opening is all-important, that dependable silence life-giving.

Now Q’uo said much is ahead, my children, and there is nothing that is not one with you, and there is no consciousness that you do not share, yet each within a family is unique, and each within the family of your sphere is unique, for many are aware that it is time to feel the family working more closely together, and you have called this networking, so think of it as reunion as well as work, for in the instinct to network, you may see the instinct that calls all to the family reunion, but be aware that you did not enter this lifetime to enjoy the comfort of a family alone but also to gain strength from it, that each may do its work with more Love and more peace, that more hearts may be made merry, and more spirits at rest through the radiance of each Light worker, yet in order to keep the self clear enough for what each came to do, we ask each to meditate on a daily basis,  since that regular opening is all-important, that dependable silence life-giving. On October 15, 1995, Q’uo described the value of networking:

Each of you has brought the magic with you, and each shall find solutions, tools, and resources here because you have already known about the magic of this place. It is a mystery as faith is always a mystery. How did faith in something called L/L Research begin? How has it grown? Person by person by person by person, a net of gold, that gold being Love, faith, the desire for that which is higher and more lovely. The open heart of each has given this particular center its character, person by person by person. And each has then gone out into the larger world and has touched person by person by person and so the net spreads and other centers hear about this center and communicate, and another link has been established.

This process of what many call networking is radically changing the basic consciousness of your planet. We are happy to see this take place, for it has been our concern that the transition this planet is already moving through would be far more difficult than it is being. We can only thank each individual whom we have the pleasure of meeting, as we have met each of you, for the Love and care you give to the cause of Love.

We have enjoyed using this instrument and speaking with you, and we thank you for your energy and attention. We would at this time transfer to the one known as Jim. I am known to you as Q’uo.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and we greet each of you again in Love and Light. At this time, it is our privilege to offer ourselves in an attempt to speak to any queries which those present may have for us. Again, we remind each of our fallibility and our desire to serve by offering that which is our opinion and that which we have found useful upon our own journey of seeking. With that understanding, may we begin with a query?

Carla: Yes. What did you mean when you called me a yokel?

I am Q’uo, and, my sister, we were attempting to blend our vibrations with yours in a manner which loosened your own, and in this attempt we found this term to be helpful in describing the pure and simple manner of your being which allows us to speak through it, and we meant to imply that this was a happy country comfort, shall we say, that which could be said to be something of the yokel.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, I just wondered. It threw me. I must have challenged you ten times, I couldn’t imagine why you said, “I have to go talk to the yokel.” [Giggles.] Who were you talking to?

I am Q’uo, and we thank you for your query, which we find humorous as well, for we were speaking of your instrument in this case.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

G: What do we look like to you from your point of view? Could you describe us?

I am Q’uo, and, my brother, this query we feel is best answered by suggesting that we perceive you with more than the physical optical apparatus, and to describe our perception of your vibration is best accomplished, we feel, by suggesting that that which is of importance in your journey of seeking, that which you are and that which you draw unto you, we perceive as a vibration, a note, if you will, that identifies a quality of being that vibrates in resonance with a greater or lesser portion of the environment or the creation about one. Thus, we see, and feel, and hear, and sense your beingness.

May we speak further, my brother?

G: Well, nothing more specific than how you perceive my beingness?

I am Q’uo, and we perceive you, my brother, as one note among many.

May we speak further?

G: Do you like the note that you hear?

I am Q’uo, and we find great joy in perceiving this note that represents your beingness and take double joy, shall we say, in discovering it to be another part of our own being and of the one Creator as well.

May we speak further, my brother?

G: No, I enjoyed that. Thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

G: I don’t know if this is appropriate, but I was wondering if you had any insight into what lessons might be involved for me in having the seasonal sensitivities to pollen? This is for curiosity. I thought maybe there might be something interesting there for me to look at.

I am Q’uo and may not speak in specifics in this instance, my brother, for, indeed, that which is of value in this query is that which has the greatest value when discovered through your own efforts, and we would not take that from you, but may speak in a general sense to suggest that if the experience of the allergy or any physical distortion leaves the impact of importance upon one’s analytical and emotional sensing complex, that that distortion then be looked upon as a symbol or direction indicator that may be pondered in meditation and in contemplation for any further image that may follow the original focus, and if the sense of value or importance continues, then the following of the images that present themselves to the conscious mind may then lead one to a less distorted image of the treasure which waits within.

May we speak further, my brother?

G: Yeah. It would be nice to have it rephrased in a little bit [inaudible] way. I was thinking about it this morning when I was walking on a path in the woods, and I was smelling various smells and really enjoying the experience. And we stopped because I smelled a smell that smelled like honeysuckle. And so, I went over and I found where the scent was coming from, and I really enjoyed that. It was like finding a real neat discovery. And then we walked down the path a little way, and I started sneezing. Could you maybe rephrase, using some of that, not specifically for me, but just using that kind of example or something so I can get in my mind what you’re saying a little more clearly?

I am Q’uo, and it was our desire to suggest that the enjoyment of the scent of the flower, as well as the response of the allergic reaction in this instance, if they can be said to have value or importance in one’s spiritual journey, this experience will repeat itself in a fashion which is able to catch the attention, and the attention, then, over a period of time, will focus in contemplation, and, if able, in meditation, so that the sense of the value of the experience may be discovered in an image which then points a direction with inspiration and enlarging of the point of viewing, so that the heart of what is available to one through such experience might be approached ever closer.

May we speak further, my brother?

G: No, I like what you said. [Inaudible]. Thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

G: Do you like our music that we had this evening? [“The Green Cathedral,” duet, a capella.] Do you like New Age music? Do you have any preference between them?

I am Q’uo, and we find that the expressions known to your people as music each contain a delicate and unique portion of the one Creator which we experience more likened unto a symphony of sound and vibration, and each note of your experience excites that portion of our being which we share with you.

May we speak further, my brother?

G: I’ll tell you, the way you’re talking, I feel as though I limit myself tremendously, and yet you seem to take a tremendous pleasure and joy in so many aspects of how you perceive us and all of our world. It’s really amazing.

I am Q’uo, and, indeed, we are in awe with you at the magnificence of each and all.

Is there another query at this time?

Carla: We thank you, Q’uo.

I am Q’uo, and it has been our great privilege to share our humble thoughts with this group this evening. We look forward, as you would put it, to all such events, and cannot thank each enough for allowing us this honor. We are known to you as those of Q’uo, and we leave each in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Infinite Way is: “In meditation or communion, we become receptive to Truth unfolding within us, and this we term prayer. Our prayer should not be connected with a so-called patient. Actually, prayer is not a process, a combination of words or thoughts, or statements, declarations, affirmations, or denials. Prayer is a state of consciousness in which we experience the realization of harmony, perfection, oneness, joy, and peace. Often, prayer or communion brings to the individual some specific truth, and this truth appears outwardly as the fruitage of their own consciousness of real being.

It has been revealed times without number that the talent, ability, education, and experience of every individual is actually Consciousness unfolding Itself in individual ways: as artist, musician, salesman, businesswoman, or actor. If follows, therefore, that Consciousness, thus expressing Itself, is never without opportunity, recognition, and reception. Thus, there can be no unrecognized gift, no unexpressed talent or ability, no unrewarded effort, since all effort and action are Consciousness expressing Its infinite capacities and capabilities. The conscious awareness of this truth would result in dispelling the illusion of unemployment, lack of compensation, or appreciation. Yet, and mark this well, the recitation of these words without some measure of the feel of this truth would be as clouds without rain, vain repetitions, nothingness.

In this same manner, it has been revealed that as there is but one Life, this One is never in danger of sickness, accident, or death. This Life is the Life of individual being. It is never necessary to direct a treatment to a person or an animal, but always to be alert and never accept any suggestion in thought of any other presence, power, or activity than that of the one Life, the one Law, the one Soul. To live constantly in this consciousness of good, of harmony would dispel the illusion of sense whether appearing as a sick or sinful person. The declaration or constant affirmation of this truth would avail us but little, whereas the conscious awareness or feel of it would appear as healing, or reformation, renewal, and even resurrection.”

This morning I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed around the fishpond, the pet cemetery, and the Ruins Flower Mound.

This afternoon I used Whip Lash to weed around the front yard and one-fourth of the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 3

The Strength Of Waiting

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus Christ, that perfect Love which is the Love of creation. Still, I come forth from the Christ principle to be the agent of the consciousness of Love.

Those who seek hastily and fervently for us may not find us, for we come to those who rest in the strength of waiting and expectancy of hope and quietness toward our presence.

Though we are a fair portion of each situation and each excursion into illusion, to be efficacious in joining our spirit to human will, you must wait for Spirit and ask Spirit to enter. Thus, it is in quietness that the Spirit comes and speaks to one who wills to hear that soft voice which may create and transform the outer circumstances.

For the inner experience of grace allows one to see for the first time the outer circumstance with the lines of Spirit drawn in the pencil of Love, so that the way of inner Spirit to outer manifestation of created Love becomes clear. We leave you in the anticipation of each discovery of the Spirit.

We leave you in the peace of the consciousness of Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema channeling comes from March 8, 1987:

“L/Leema: For we wish to speak this evening of a kind of gem which is not found under the earth, the kind of star which is not found in heaven, a one-of-a-kind item which cannot be purchased. Indeed, we speak of the most beautiful and rare, indeed, unique, of all treasures—the treasure that knows it is a treasure—the self-conscious seeking entity.”

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a blessing and a privilege to be speaking with you this evening, and our hearts are full with the joy of sharing this occasion with you. We wish especially to introduce ourselves to the one known as B. We find this entity quite sensitive to us, and we bless and greet this entity with appreciation and Love, as we greet all whom we have had the privilege of meeting within this circle of seekers.

We find ourselves able to proceed in quite a leisurely manner, due to this instrument’s recent training with channeling, and we would thank the instrument for continuing to work upon the clearing of the mind. It is not remarkable or amazing that the mind is so cluttered among your people, or that so much unnecessary attention is placed upon unspontaneous creation of sense, for the spontaneously created meanings, symbols, and manifestations are those which carry the most life and vigor; those long-pondered, becoming increasingly artificial in feeling. Thus, the most helpful channeling is usually done in a clear manner with the channel not analyzing. This is to be noted, for we could not speak this evening through this channel in the way which we shall were the instrument attempting to predict our paragraphs.

For we wish to speak this evening of a kind of gem which is not found under the earth, the kind of star, which is not found in heaven, a one-of-a-kind item which cannot be purchased. Indeed, we speak of the most beautiful and rare, indeed, unique, of all treasures—the treasure that knows it is a treasure—the self-conscious seeking entity. All things are treasures to the Creator, for all things are of the Creator, thus the Creator is in all things, yet there is one kind of created thing which is conscious of itself. The jewel-like quality of self-consciousness is not immediately apparent when viewing the crowded and cluttered lives of the jewels that live about you and the one which lives within your frame, thinking your thoughts. Indeed, although one can easily see the theory of humanity’s divinity, it is designed to be quite impossible to perceive divinity in a steady state within most of the living jewels upon your sphere.

The crowding and cluttering of the mind has been placed there so that the self-conscious seeking entity will find itself to be alone. This is, of course, the deepest of the illusions of your planetary sphere, and it is work not only of eyes but of all senses of the physical vehicle. The senses of the physical vehicle are designed to convince one of an illusion, to see certain things and assume that unseen things are not real, to feel certain things, and assume that there is no other feeling, and so forth. Thus, separation, the illusion of separation, is designed into the structure and function of your physical vehicle. Also designed into your physical vehicle are senses which allow you to see that which is unseen, remember that which has not happened, feel that which is impossible to feel, and so forth. However, in most of the entities among your people, these senses are not activated. You will find if you gaze about the younger population of your planet, that more and more entities are being influenced heavily by the new vibrations of your increasingly strong fourth density and are beginning to be able to have access to the finer senses and the manifestations of ability in those senses. There is, therefore, much more connective work being done among your people’s work in channeling, work in healing, and work in attempting to become more oriented towards living the life in a conscious manner.

In this session L/Leema discusses the nature of the self-conscious seeker of truth. They began by saying we wish to speak of a kind of gem which is not found under the earth, the kind of star, which is not found in heaven, and we speak of the most beautiful and unique of all treasures that knows it is a treasure, the self-conscious seeking entity, for all things are treasures to the Creator, and the Creator is in all things, yet there is one kind of created thing which is conscious of itself, but the jewel-like quality of self-consciousness is not apparent when viewing the crowded lives of the jewels that live about you, and the one which lives within your frame, thinking your thoughts, so although one can see the theory of humanity’s divinity, it is designed to be impossible to perceive divinity in a steady state within most of the living jewels upon your sphere. L/Leema went on to say the crowding of the mind has been placed there so that the self-conscious seeking entity will find itself to be alone because this is the deepest of the illusions of your planetary sphere, and it is work not only of eyes but of all senses of the physical vehicle which are designed to convince one of an illusion, to feel certain things and assume that there is no other feeling, so the illusion of separation is designed into the function of your physical vehicle, yet also designed into your physical vehicle are senses which allow you to see that which is unseen, remember that which has not happened, feel that which is impossible to feel, but in most of your people these senses are not activated, so you will find, if you gaze about the younger population of your planet, that more entities are being influenced by the new vibrations of your fourth density and are beginning to be able to have access to the finer senses and the manifestations of ability in those senses, so there is more connective work being done among your people’s work in channeling, in healing, and work in attempting to become more oriented towards living the life in a conscious manner. On February 4, 1990, Q’uo spoke about how conscious seekers of truth do not have to feel alone:

Once a seeking entity who wishes to enable those of the Earth sphere to become more conscious of the Light has realized that they are all one, that they are interwoven and cannot be otherwise, then one need never feel alone or solitary again, for in one’s seeking, in one’s doubting, in one’s searching and in one’s suffering, the spiritual journey is played out again, and again, and again with those who are as you, heirs of the everlasting.

Now, as you turn outwards to the world before you, gaze upon its city streets, its country fields, its great expanses of water, and the beautiful harmonies and colors of the second-density illusion, gaze upon the grief, the sadness, and the woe that is contained in the heart of each. Gaze further and see the merriment, the joy, the childlike quality that lies sometimes buried very deeply within each entity and know that you are one among many. You simply remembered that which you came to do. The greatest aid that one pilgrim may be to another is to share the insights of the practical spiritual journey, to share the pebbles in the shoes of spiritual experience caught in the mundane world.

You are not in this mundane world to seek a way out of it. You have chosen to be in this mundane world not to help each other, but to reach out to those who call to you, that is, to the Creator, the I AM within you, that you may serve, humbly, and without wisdom, but only compassion. We ask that none of you attempt to be wise, for wisdom within the density which you now enjoy is a snare, a trap set for the unwary by those who wish to put out the great Light of compassion and Love. In compassion there is often not understanding; there is always the accepting.

Why have you worked so very diligently and carefully to place yourselves in solitude? This is a question to ponder again and again, for the treasures which come from the exploration of this series of thoughts makes always for a strong meditation. We shall give some ideas which we have come to perceive upon the subject and offer them to you, knowing that you are aware, but wishing to remind you that we do not have an access to ultimate truths, and are sharing our humble opinion with you for your discrimination. We ask you to use this discrimination. The greatest use of living in perceived solitude is the extreme artificial emphasis placed upon apparent relationships with other entities. For the third-density seeking entity, the importance in experience tends to lie in perceived relationships and the manifestation and continuation of those relationships, especially those which are the more intimate. If each entity were secure in knowing that all entities are truly one, and that all are children of the Creator, the need to work upon perceived biases would be very much foreshortened, and there would not be the great activation placed by nature to improve, harmonize, equalize and coordinate two or more lives which are intertwined.

If two entities are quite sure that they are undeniably one, there is not the need to take care with the words or actions, to take the thought with personal motivation and moral significance of whims, wants, and desires. Further, being perceived by the self as a solitary entity makes it very difficult to assume a relationship with the perfect, the divine, the eternal and the invisible. Yet, within the mind is placed an ever-onward driving urge and instinctive desire to climb the upward-spiraling line of Light to the Infinite. Thus, you have arranged with creation to be incarnated into an environment in which that which you most desire to know is unknowable; that which is most deeply important to you is not to be had. You have placed yourself in an environment of perceived spiritual hunger. You have intended that this hunger will move you forward always, seeking the highest and the best of questions, gazing into the face of mystery without blinking at the shadows which hide all things. You have arranged to perceive yourself as known and the Creator as unknown, not to perceive yourself as unknown or the Creator as known. Most of all, you have hidden from yourselves the perception of yourself as divine, whole, graceful, and godly. This is due to the fact that you cannot perceive with any outer sense any of the attributes of divinity.

L/Leema went on to say: “Why have you worked so very diligently and carefully to place yourselves in solitude?” So L/Leema said this is a question to ponder for the treasures which come from the exploration of this series of thoughts makes a strong meditation, so we shall give some ideas which we have come to perceive upon the subject and offer them to you, knowing that you are aware, but wishing to remind you that we do not have access to ultimate truths and are sharing our opinion with you for your discrimination, and we ask you to use this discrimination, for the purpose of living in solitude is the artificial emphasis placed upon relationships with other entities, for the third-density seeking entity, the importance in experience tends to lie in relationships and the continuation of those relationships, especially those which are the more intimate, yet if each entity were secure in knowing that all entities are one, and that all are children of the Creator, the need to work upon biases would shortened, and there would not be the activation placed by nature to harmonize two or more lives which are intertwined. On May 12, 1985, Latwii described the nature of a spiritual relationship:

Each entity as it incarnates has those souls with whom it has traveled many journeys through many of what you call incarnational lifetimes. Each entity then will make agreements with a variety of others, and these agreements will allow certain relationships to develop certain characteristics to be expressed, certain lessons to be learned and certain services to be offered. Therefore, the relationships between entities upon your planet at this time are many and varied, infinite in variety and full of the opportunity for sharing the Love and Light of the one Creator.

Why has so much been hidden from you by yourself? Why has the Creator been moved afar off? Why have you armored yourself so thoroughly against a true and lasting understanding? We may say glibly that you have done these things to prevent yourself from assuming intellectually based divinity, for as the third-density entity seeks Love, it has not yet refined its grasp of compassion’s great responsibility, a responsibility that equals the joy of actual perception of Love. Let us say that you are a gardener, and you plant and you sow, you till and harvest, and as you reap, you rejoice in the unconscious rhythm and sure deft bloom of each plant. Much, indeed, almost all of your work has been done by rote and without true understanding. Yet, by cooperating with the Creator, you are able to perceive that which is deeper than the physical manifestation of bloom, for you have touched the earth, the plant, the beauty, and the essence of each plant, touched the creation itself in its divinity. And as the creation, except for you, is not self-conscious, it laughs not at you, nor does it make fun. It feeds you with Love, and it touches you as you touch it, and it blesses you with all of its consciousness, for it does not believe itself to be alone.

There is, in the relationship with the Creator, a dependency, a perceived dependency which angers, or at best, irritates most third-density entities, unable because of perceived solitude to see that you and the Creator are one, that there is no difference in identity between yourself and the divine, but only a difference in the degree of blindness of all the inner senses which may be available to you but open and viable to the Creator within. For if the Creator is far away, yet is the Creator also near, far nearer than your breath or your bones, far more able to speak than your own limited self, equipped with a far wider and wiser grasp of actual priorities, advantages, disadvantages and right action.

L/Leema continued by saying: “Why has so much been hidden from you by yourself? Why has the Creator been moved afar off? Why have you armored yourself so thoroughly against a true and lasting understanding?” Then L/Leema said we may say that you have done these things to prevent yourself from assuming an intellectually based divinity, for as the third-density entity seeks Love, it has not yet refined its grasp of compassion’s responsibility that equals the joy of the perception of Love, and you are a gardener, and you plant and harvest, and you rejoice in the unconscious rhythm and bloom of each plant, so almost all of your work has been done by memory and without understanding, yet by cooperating with the Creator, you are able to perceive that which is deeper than the physical manifestation of bloom, for you have touched the earth, the essence of each plant, touched the creation itself in its divinity, and as the creation, except for you, is not self-conscious, it laughs not at you, but it feeds you with Love, and it blesses you with all of its consciousness, for it does not believe itself to be alone. Then L/Leema said there is, in the relationship with the Creator, a dependency that irritates most third-density entities, unable because of perceived solitude to see there is no difference in identity between yourself and the Creator but only a difference in the degree of blindness of all the inner senses which may be available to you but open to the Creator within, for if the Creator is far away, yet is the Creator also nearer than your breath or your bones, more able to speak than your limited self, equipped with a wiser grasp of priorities and right action. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn described the Creator within us:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

Given the needto make an important decision, as indeed all moral decisions are, one would seek the advice of the wisest friends before deciding what should be done by the self. Yet, when one is faced with the need to seek the will of the Creator, the need is perceived as an enslaving and limiting one. Yet this perceived clash between personalities is an illusion. The choice—since each seeker is truly divine, in potentiation, and to a large degree in physical activation—the actual decision is whether to operate with most information removed from the process of decision, or to operate with as much information as possible, even though the conscious solitary self is usually not very aware of these facts in any conscious manner, after seeking guidance from the higher self, angelic entities, guides, what this instrument calls the Holy Spirit, or the Creator in whatever form you may understand it.

We ask you to experiment with breaking the chains of your solitude. It is a fool’s work, and the world will tell you so, as will your own sense of perceived freedom. Yet, as each entity is a seamless portion of an infinite creation, is it not better, upon the pilgrim’s path, to take each step with a feeling, a hope and intention of being one with the Creator, whether the way be difficult or smooth? Yet, the greatest degree of freedom upon the path is not in the avoidance of the stones alone, but rather in some instinctive understanding which comes from a sense of where one is proceeding, whither one is going. For if the way is rough, yet it is known in some deep part of the unconscious soul that it is necessary to move this way to avoid deeper and rougher roads. If it is known that this is the way which must be gone to reach the end of the next adventure, to reach the next oasis of consciousness, then shall not all useless delay be stopped, and all energies be placed efficiently in the going?

Now L/Leema said given the need to make an important decision one would seek the advice of the wisest friends before deciding what should be done by the self, yet when one is faced with the need to seek the will of the Creator, the need is perceived as a limiting one, yet this clash between personalities is an illusion, and the choice—since each seeker is divine in potentiation and in physical activation—is whether to operate with most information removed from the process of decision, or to operate with as much information as possible even though the conscious self is not aware of these facts after seeking guidance from the higher self, angelic entities, guides, the Holy Spirit, or the Creator in whatever form you may understand it. L/Leema continued by saying we ask you to experiment with breaking the chains of your solitude which is a fool’s work, and the world will tell you so, as will your own sense of perceived freedom, yet as each entity is a portion of an infinite creation: “Is it not better, upon the pilgrim’s path, to take each step with a hope and intention of being one with the Creator, whether the way be difficult or smooth?” Then L/Leema said the greatest degree of freedom upon the path is not in the avoidance of the stones alone but in some instinctive understanding which comes from a sense of where one is proceeding, for if the way is rough it is known in some deep part of the unconscious soul that it is necessary to move this way to avoid deeper and rougher roads, but if it is known that this is the way which must be gone to reach the end of the next oasis of consciousness, then shall not all useless delay be stopped, and all energies be placed efficiently in the going? On April 14, 2007, Q’uo said that we are one with the Creator:

In order to change your reality, you must believe that you are capable of doing so. You must believe in the power of your own choices. As you polarize, choice by choice by choice, we ask you to look for the Light that is given to you. Seek out the wisdom that is available. Dig deeply within yourself to discover the heart of compassion that lies within you, inviolate and untouched by any human error.

For you are one with the Creator. And that goodness and Love which is the very nature of creation is at the heart of every cell of your body and every atom of each cell. Your very nature vibrates with the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator, and you are a Creator in your own right, not greater than any other Creator but able to choose your reality and to see it into manifestation.

Why were you born in a body which tells you you are alone? Where shall this question take you? We hope it takes you deep into mystery, deep into some attempt to grasp the relationship betwixt yourself and others and yourself and the divine within you, and most of all, yourself and the Creator, for if you interpret the illusion through the eyes of the Creator, you shall see a kingdom unavailable to those who see only with the eyes of the world. For all who are solitary, are sad, and they see all of the darkness as if it should never lighten, all the despair as if it should never fade, all doubt as if it shall never stop. Why do you feel solitary in such a crowded universe? Why do you feel lack and limitation when there is naught but Love? Beings of Light, we rejoice upon the path with you, and are most, most happy to be speaking with you.

Then L/Leema said: “Why were you born in a body which tells you you are alone? Where shall this question take you?” L/Leema said we hope it takes you deep into mystery and into some attempt to grasp the relationship betwixt yourself and others and yourself and the Creator within you, for if you interpret the illusion through the eyes of the Creator, you shall see a kingdom unavailable to those who see only with the eyes of the world, for all who are solitary, are sad, and they see all the despair as if it should never fade and all doubt as if it shall never stop, so: “Why do you feel solitary in such a crowded universe? Why do you feel lack and limitation when there is naught but Love?” Then L/Leema said beings of Light, we rejoice upon the path with you, and we are happy to be speaking with you. On July 12, 1981, Hatonn shared experiences see through the eyes of the world:

Thus, my friends, many, many values which are subjectively clear to you seem ineffectual or even perverted when offered freely, gladly, and lovingly to a world that does not believe that there are those who wish to Love without gain of any kind, who wish to Love without succeeding, who would be glad to fail in the eyes of the world if, through that mechanism, Love could best be channeled.

As you find the blockages in your minds and in your hearts, turn within to the original Thought, for it, my friends, is simple, unlike your paradoxical illusion with its great ideas of success and its poor ideas of failure. There is comfort in knowing that you cannot run out of spiritual food. You cannot be hungry; you cannot be thirsty; for you have only to turn within, so you can be opened to the secrets of your birthright—the fire of Love, its joy, and its power and the radiance of the whole creation as it echoes the praises of the one unity which is all of us, my friends.

It is not our forte, shall we say, to do the work which the one known as Q’uo does. Thus, it has been some time since we have been called to this group, and we are again most happy to be sharing with you. At this time, we would transfer to the one known as Jim, in order that any questions which any may have might be answered. We thank each and offer ourselves as those who would join in meditation if mentally called. We do not wish to speak with any which are meditating alone, but only to be and to share the meditation vibrations in such a way that we may perhaps deepen the meditative state. We leave this instrument now, again with thanks, and move on to the one known as Jim. I am L/Leema.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and we greet you again through this instrument in Love and in Light. It is our privilege at this time to offer ourselves in the attempt to answer those queries which each may find of value in the personal seeking. We remind each that we give but our fallible opinions, and do not wish to place any stumbling block in the path of another. May we begin with a query?

Carla: Well, if we are divine, how come we screw up all the time?

I am L/Leema, and, my sister, we look upon the query as that which is contained within a certain point of view which is the property of the illusion through which you move, for if you had but eyes to see beyond those veils which hide your own divinity, you would discover that those times of difficulty during which you seem to miss the mark and miss it yet again, are times in which you prepare within your being the opportunity and potential for enlarging your experience not only of yourself and your illusion, but your experience of a portion of the Creator, and by so doing provide the one Creator an opportunity to gain the knowledge of your experience in a manner not possible should you not be providing the avenues of exploration that your consciousness devises.

Within your illusion, you measure yourself and your activities, and your thoughts, your responses, and every portion of your illusion that you can see and touch and about which you may contemplate, meditate and pray upon, for your illusion is one of seeming limitations, and within this illusion of limitations, the measurement of each portion is of great interest to those who inhabit your illusion, for it is the beginning effort to explore the creation about you, that has told you you have come a distance and experienced many things, and you have yet a great distance to go, a distance which knows no apparent end. And as you measure yourself against your growing concept of that which is infinity, you will find that you constantly fall short of equaling even your small concept of infinity, and, even further, your concept of the illusion in which you exist and the accepted manner of moving through the illusion that is recognized in your own philosophical and religious constructs.

Carla asked: “Well, if we are divine, how come we screw up all the time?” L/Leema replied by saying we look upon the query as that which is contained within a point of view which is the property of the illusion through which you move, for if you had eyes to see beyond those veils which hide your divinity you would discover that those times of difficulty during which you seem to miss the mark are times in which you prepare within your being the opportunity for enlarging your experience, not only of yourself and your illusion, but your experience of a portion of the Creator, and by so doing provide the one Creator an opportunity to gain the knowledge of your experience in a manner not possible should you not be providing the avenues of exploration that your consciousness creates. L/Leema went on to say within your illusion you measure yourself and every portion of your illusion that you can see and touch, and about which you may contemplate, meditate, and pray upon, for your illusion is one of limitations, and within this illusion of limitations, the measurement of each portion is of interest to those who inhabit your illusion, for it is the beginning effort to explore the creation about you that has told you that you have come a distance and experienced many things, and you have a distance which knows no end, and as you measure yourself against your growing concept of that which is infinity, you will find that you fall short of equaling your concept of infinity, and your concept of the illusion in which you exist and the accepted manner of moving through the illusion. On December 29, 1997, Q’uo described the nature of the illusion:

You are correct in your assumption that the illusion is that which is more than it appears to be, for each does appear to be separate from each other entity and from your environment itself. The unity of all things is the underlying truth in this matter. The illusion of separation exists so that each portion of the one Creator, the personalities who each of you are, may have the opportunity to explore within the one Creator’s boundless field, the opportunities for discovering Love and service for each other, though these may not seem to be the primary reasons for which each was incarnated. The illusion offers many other alternate answers for why each is here: to gather wealth, to be powerful, to do this or that great thing. All of these are but means by which each entity may find the heart of Love and unity within itself. Each uses the artifacts of the illusion to travel the spiritual journey, though all around one the material world is given ascendancy.

This is the illusion so finely created by each portion of the one Creator for the purpose of finding the one Creator’s Love and Light in each heart and also providing that one Creator within the opportunity to know Itself in ways that would not be possible were this illusion and your choices within it not creative.

Thus, to take a portion of the whole, and to look upon it with the eyes which see only dimly and for the most part rest upon the exterior appearance of things, is to guarantee that the self, which you feel that you are, shall continually fall short of that self which you intuit that you truly are or can be. This falling short and the frustration which comes from it are most valuable assets in the drawing forward of the self and the focusing of the attention so that there might be a progression of experience through which you come to know greater and greater portions of the creation and the Creator which lie all about you and within each portion of the creation.

L/L continued by saying to take a portion of the whole and to look upon it with the eyes which see dimly and rest upon the exterior appearance of things is to guarantee that the self, which you feel that you are, shall fall short of that self which you intuit that you truly are or can be, and this falling short and the frustration which comes from it are valuable assets in the drawing forward of the self and the focusing of the attention so that there might be a progression of experience through which you come to know greater portions of the creation and the Creator which lie all about you and within each portion of the creation. In 42.12, Ra spoke of the value of focusing the attention:

There is but one technique for this growing, or nurturing, of will and faith, and that is the focusing of the attention. The attention span of those you call children is considered short. The spiritual attention span of most of your people is that of the child. Thus, it is a matter of wishing to become able to collect one’s attention and hold it upon the desired programming.

This, when continued, strengthens the will. The entire activity can only occur when there exists faith that an outcome of this discipline is possible.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: Only on the related point, because it was in the message. I didn’t understand what the channeling meant when I got the part about the physical body being godlike in activation, mostly, or something like that. There was some aspect of the actual physical body that was divine. I just wonder what that might be?

I am L/Leema, and we feel that our response might be most direct if we suggest that the physical vehicle which provides the means of locomotion through this third-density illusion for each of its inhabitants is a conscious and intelligent portion of the same Creator that creates all experience within and beyond your illusion. Thus, the physical body is a being with a type of concept system which operates in what seems to be an independent fashion from the mind and spirit complexes, in that the physical vehicle is nourished by the constant application of direction, movement, and the qualities of fertility, shall we say, that are associated with the root or base energy center, those related to the sexual reproduction, the nourishing of the vehicle through food intake, the rest and exercise, and the preservation of the integrity of the vehicle. Thus, the physical vehicle in its own right perceives the illusion in which you find yourself at this time, and rejoices in the aliveness that propels it, and in the direction of the conscious mind which focuses this vitality. Thus, its divinity is pure in its beingness and its uninhibited expression of the life force which moves through it.

Then Carla asked: “I didn’t understand what the channeling meant when I got the part about the physical body being godlike in activation, mostly, or something like that. There was some aspect of the actual physical body that was divine. I just wonder what that might be?” L/Leema continued by saying we feel that our response might be best if we suggest that the physical vehicle which provides the means of locomotion through this third-density illusion for each of its inhabitants is an intelligent portion of the Creator that creates all experience within and beyond your illusion, so the physical body is a being with a type of concept system which operates in an independent way from the mind and spirit complexes since the physical vehicle is nourished by the constant application of direction, movement, and the qualities of fertility that are associated with the base energy center, those related to the sexual reproduction, the nourishing of the vehicle through food intake, the rest and exercise, and the preservation of the integrity of the vehicle, for the physical vehicle perceives the illusion in which you find yourself at this time and rejoices in the aliveness that propels it and in the direction of the conscious mind which focuses this vitality, and its divinity is pure in its beingness and its expression of the life force which moves through it. On September 10, 1995, Q’uo described the nature of our physical vehicle:

The energy centers of the child are already developed. The energy centers of the physical vehicle are in an inchoate state until the entity decides to come into the physical vehicle. When that melding of spirit and flesh takes place the physical body then takes on the basic energy balances of the entity taking advantage of the incarnational opportunity. As the entity settles into the physical vehicle the physical energy centers are invested with the entity’s energies which are as a complex of vibrations expressing the self and its personality. The resulting harmonies of spirit and physical vehicle create the energy centers in the configuration which the child begins the incarnation with.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Just so that I can understand you. What you’re saying, then, is that, as instinctual animals, as second-density animals, the human animal as well as all other animals without self-consciousness, is divine. I know I’ve read a good deal about the strength of Light and the strength of the Creator being in each cell of the body, so I can accept that okay. Is that what you’re saying?

I am L/Leema, and this is the basic thrust of the information which we have attempted to share with you upon the topic of the divinity of your physical vehicles. The divinity of all creation is that which is represented in a dynamic fashion within the…

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The quote this morning from The Infinite Way is “The personal sense of “I” is busily engaged in getting, achieving, desiring, accomplishing, accumulating; whereas our real Self is giving, bestowing, sharing, and blessing. The personal sense of self is the embodiment of all human experiences, most of which are limited and undesirable: the real Self is the embodiment of infinite spiritual ideas and activities forever expressing Itself without limit or restraint.

The small “I” concerns itself primarily with its personal problems and affairs, enlarging its borders to include members of the immediate family or circle of friends. Personal sense often goes further afield into charitable works or community welfare, but we know that it is personal sense when we analyze the motives which govern. The real sense of Self lives out from the center of its being, blessing all whom it touches, and is recognized by its selflessness, by its unselfishness, by its lack of seeking recognition, reward, or any personal aggrandizement. It is not a senseless entity or a floor mop to be pushed around by mortals—it is never even seen or known by mortals.

Two beautiful illustrations come to mind revealing in tender scenes the difference between the personal self and the immortal real Self.

Siddartha, who had left His home and family in search of truth finally received enlightenment and became the Buddha, the Enlightened One or as we term it, the Christ of His day. His father, a great king, was about to die and, desiring to see his son, sent for Him, asking Him to return. When he sat face to face with his son, he realized that he had lost Him in the personal sense of father and son but tried nevertheless to reclaim Him. “I would offer thee my kingdom,” said the King, “but if I did, thou wouldst account it but as ashes.”

And Buddha said, “I know that the King’s heart is full of Love, but let the ties of Love that bind you to the son whom you lost embrace with equal kindness all your fellow beings, and you will receive in His place a greater one than Siddartha: you will receive the Enlightened One, the Teacher of Truth, the Preacher of Righteousness, and also the Peace of God into your heart.”

The other concerns the great Master, “While He talked to the people, behold, His mother and His brethren stood without, desiring to speak with Him, but He answered and said unto Him that told Him, “Who is my mother? And who are my brethren?” And He stretched forth His hands toward His disciples, and said, “Behold my mother and my brethren! For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.”

In proportion as we become spiritually illumined, we are sought out by those seeking freedom from various phases of material darkness, sickness, sin, limitation, fear, unrest, or ignorance. We are able to meet these needs only as we impersonalize both good and evil and understand that harmony is the quality and activity of Soul, universally and individually expressing itself.”

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters in the skimmer to see if I could get the height of the fountain in the fishpond back to its normal height.

This afternoon I went outside and put one 7 ft. length of netting on each side of the Ruins Mound Garden to keep the deer from eating the flowers. Then I put another 7 ft. length of netting on the middle of the Ruins Mound Garden on the south side of the Ruins Mound Garden and one on the middle of the north side of the Ruins Mound Garden.

From the Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 2

The Good And Bad Wood

I come in the name of Jesus the Christ—I, the spirit of the living Christ in the world today. I greet you in the inestimable and eternal Love of the Father.

When the axeman hews the tree, he treats it carefully. He sees the good wood and the bad. He sees the wood that shall make lumber and the wood that shall make kindling. He has a perspective upon this tree that he could never have had as he gazed upon it as a living being, for he has moved that living being, deadened it, and claimed it for his own use.

Only through the hands of Spirit can such sacrifice be recovered, renewed and recreated. Consider well, my children, the lesson of the tree. Use what you need. For truly this is the way of your life. But give back that which your Earth needs. Give back that which your peoples need, that the Holy Spirit, through each of you, may renew the face of the Earth. We leave you in the striving amidst peace and the peace amidst all strife.

We leave you in that peace the world knows not, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo and Latwii channelings for this session comes from March 1, 1987:

General question concerning the story in the Bible of Adam and Eve, whether it is an actual story of people that existed, or a symbolic story supposed to show us certain principles, etc.

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. Greetings in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is a rare privilege and blessing to be called to this seeking group of pilgrims, and we are honored that we are guests at such a banquet of love.

The one who wishes to study the creation may fruitfully study what is popularly called the archetypical mind. Indeed, we know of no better name for this informational treasure house than the mind of the archetypes. It is archetypes, rather than individuals, which the stories of creation seek to illuminate, for creation of self-consciousness begins, subjectively, after creation. The consciousness which is conscious of creation is only that of the Creator, and within the illusions which all of us enjoy there is no direct road to clear perception. It is necessary that expression be general, for the witness to creation is mute and lies within the infinite mystery of the potential intelligence of the uncreated and created Creator, whose mystery is whole, and entire, and has not and shall not be disturbed by the puny and petty ponderings of our kind. We are seekers, not finders, my friends.

And so, within us lie the deepest hunches of what you may call your races. Upon some planets, all have the same archetypical mind. Some of the confusions about creation lie in the various stories of creation, generated by the archetypical minds of those from different planetary influences. There are many such upon your particular planet. It is well, in considering the archetypical mind, to work with a system which is found instinctively by you to be evocative of the rich fruit of suggestion and inference, for each image is designed to center one within a portion of deep knowledge about one’s origin and definition, one’s way of progression and hope for the future.

The general question concerning the story in the Bible of Adam and Eve, is whether it is an actual story of people that existed, or a symbolic story supposed to show us certain principles, etc.: Q’uo began by saying the one who wishes to study the creation may study the archetypical mind, and we know of no better name for this informational treasure house than the mind of the archetypes, for it is archetypes, rather than individuals, which the stories of creation seek to illuminate, for creation of self-consciousness begins, subjectively, after creation, and the consciousness which is the conscious of creation is only that of the Creator, and within the illusions which all of us enjoy there is no direct road to clear perception, so it is necessary that expression be general, for the witness to creation is mute and lies within the infinite mystery of the potential intelligence of the uncreated and created Creator, whose mystery is whole and has not and shall not be disturbed by the ponderings of our kind since we are seekers, not finders. Now Q’uo said within us lie the deepest hunches of what you may call your races, and on some planets, all have the same archetypical mind, but some of the confusions about creation lie in the stories of creation, generated by the archetypical minds of those from different planetary influences, and there are many upon your planet, so it is well, in considering the archetypical mind, to work with a system which is found instinctively by you to be evocative of the rich fruit of suggestion and inference, for each image is designed to center one within a portion of deep knowledge about one’s origin and definition, one’s way of progression and hope for the future. In 92.8, Ra spoke of the nature of the archetypical mind:

We ask once again that you consider that the archetypical mind is a part of the deep mind. There are several portions to this mind. The mind may serve as a resource. To call the archetypical mind the foundation of experience is to oversimplify the activities of the mind/body/spirit complex.

Let us look at the most well-known myth within this group of entities. In this story, the first man is made greater than all the animals and able to talk to the Creator. Now, my friends, there is rich food for thought in this image, and, indeed, one of your teachers makes fruitful use of the theme in what you call the parable of the prodigal son. Each of you has an Eden, a time of untrammeled and untroubled beauty, a golden time when the body, soul, mind, and heart felt good, at home, and well. The sun was happy and even the rain hardly noticeable. And yet somehow, somewhere, through the process of all the years of incarnation, as you call them, you have left the garden—and how alone you feel! Yet, both in and out of the garden, there comes the second archetype—the helper. Each entity has within it the lonely warrior and the helper, the fount of all wisdom and solace. Your Logos has created a strongly biased sexual differentiation so that although each male and each female experience both needs, yet still to the male is given the striving for the freedom by nature; to the female, the centered feeling of untold riches of happiness, solace and peace.

Neither males nor females experience enough of freedom without an emotional bias, and neither males nor females experience most purely the joy of being of total service. Yet by the sexual choice of a chemical body at the beginning of incarnation each of you has chosen to experience the male archetype or the female archetype as regards that which is demanded by the culture. It is to be noted that only in highly cerebral cultures where education has been carried far does the idea of interchangeable roles surface, for it is not an idea which fits naturally with the genetic disposition of the third-density body which has been issued to each of you.

Q’uo went on to say let us look at the most well-known myth within this group of entities, so in this story, the first man is made greater than all the animals and able to talk to the Creator, for there is rich food for thought in this image, and one of your teachers makes fruitful use of the theme in the parable of the prodigal son, for each of you has an Eden, a golden time when the body, soul, mind, and heart felt good at home, for the sun was happy and even the rain hardly noticeable, yet somehow, somewhere, through the process of all the years of incarnation, you have left the garden and how alone you feel, but both in and out of the garden there comes the second archetype: the helper, so each entity has within it the lonely warrior and the helper, the fount of all Wisdom and solace, for our Logos has created a strongly biased sexual differentiation so that although each male and each female experiences both needs, yet to the male is given the striving for the freedom by nature; to the female, the centered feeling of untold riches of happiness and peace. Q’uo continued by saying neither males nor females experience enough freedom without an emotional bias, and neither males nor females experience most purely the joy of being of total service, yet by the sexual choice of a chemical body at the beginning of incarnation each of you has chosen to experience the male archetype or the female archetype as regards that which is demanded by the culture, and it is to be noted that only in highly cerebral cultures where education has been carried far does the idea of interchangeable roles surface, for it is not an idea which fits naturally with the genetic disposition of the third-density body which has been issued to each of you. On December 16, 2017, Q’uo described the nature of the third-density body:

The entire physical vehicle was derived from the second-density ape of your planetary environment and has been developed over millions of years to produce the fruit, shall we say, that is your third-density body at this time. One must remember, as well, that not only has the Logos chosen this type of vehicle for you to inhabit within your third density, but your own mind complex has interacted with this physical vehicle in such a fashion as to literally create it, and to imbue it or endow it with what you would call the “energy centers”, or “chakras” that allow you, in your progression of seeking through many lifetimes, to move the energy of the kundalini, shall we say, upward from the red ray, through all intermediate rays, and to move into the indigo ray energy center, which is the home of the so-called pineal gland. This gland has certain features or physical characteristics that are analogous to mental and spiritual characteristics that can signify the various stages of activation. The ability to feel the sensations of the indigo ray gland suggests, perhaps, the beginning activation of this gland, so that its spiritual qualities may begin to make themselves available for enhancement by the experience of the daily round of activities being used to enhance spiritual growth.

This is one small example of the archetypes which may be studied in the creation myth. Also of interest is the introduction, very early in the myth and with repeated emphases, of the eventual and inevitable fall, for repeatedly the archetypical male and female choose freely to disobey the Creator to whom they can talk. Each of you may feel a desire to speak directly to your Creator, but perhaps if the Creator’s face were familiar the Creator might be taken for granted. Perhaps the Creator which is a mystery is the more understandable Creator and the more to be appreciated. When the female archetype known as Eve met with the instrument which removed the couple from the garden, it was at the behest of a very important figure. It is to be noted that in the Tarot the serpent is the image of wisdom, and so it is intended in this creation myth which draws heavily upon the same cultural material. It is wisdom which can be the most effectively negative creation, for an over-abundance of Love is more difficult to twist entirely. The habit of over-stimulation of the intellect is far more likely to end in a negative movement. Yet, does not all of your experiences as a race and as individuals depend almost completely upon the presence, the enthusiasm, and the action of the serpent in your lives, those seemingly negative forces which cause one to be experiencing life outside the garden, where each day has challenges, and it is difficult to express or even feel faith and passion, hope and joy?

Yet is it not, when you look back upon those times that you see so often the greatest of progress made during those difficult times? What to praise and what to blame about the creation of the Creator? It is difficult, nay, let us say impossible, to call any portion of the creation bad, for the debt of the pilgrim to the negative population upon your planet is great. You are experiencing life both in and out of the garden. Each portion of that story is a portion of a complex series of archetypes. The study of the archetypical mind is most helpful, yet we would not encourage you to study to the extent of mental and spiritual indigestion in order to feel that you are progressing along the spiritual path.

Q’uo continued by saying this is one example of the archetypes which may be studied in the creation myth, and also of interest is the introduction, very early in the myth and with repeated emphases, of the inevitable fall, for repeatedly the archetypical male and female choose to disobey the Creator to whom they can talk, so each of you may feel a desire to speak to your Creator, but if the Creator’s face were familiar the Creator might be taken for granted, but the Creator which is a mystery is the more understandable Creator and more to be appreciated, so when the female archetype known as Eve met with the instrument which removed the couple from the garden, it was at the request of an important figure, yet it is to be noted that in the tarot the serpent is the image of Wisdom, and so it is intended in this creation myth which draws upon the same cultural material, for it is Wisdom which can be the most effectively negative creation, for an over-abundance of Love is more difficult to twist entirely, so the habit of over-stimulation of the intellect is more likely to end in a negative movement, yet does not all of your experiences as a race and as individuals depend completely upon the presence and the action of the serpent in your lives, those seemingly negative forces which cause one to be experiencing life outside the garden where each day has challenges, and it is difficult to express or even feel faith and joy? Now Q’uo asked: “Is it not, when you look back upon those times that you see so often the greatest of progress made during those difficult times? What to praise and what to blame about the creation of the Creator?” Then Q’uo said it is impossible, to call any portion of the creation bad, for the debt of the pilgrim to the negative population upon your planet is great since you are experiencing life both in and out of the garden, for each portion of that story is a portion of a complex series of archetypes, so the study of the archetypical mind is helpful, yet we would not encourage you to study to the extent of mental and spiritual indigestion in order to feel that you are progressing along the spiritual path. On January 16, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of the spiritual path:

Let us approach this question from the standpoint of a model to use to see if you, indeed, are on the spiritual path. The model of the self on the spiritual path is a model in which you are focusing upon the “I” that you are. There are many uses of the first-person singular. When you think of yourself, you don’t always think of yourself as the same self. When you are thinking of yourself as a spiritual entity on a path, who are you? Who is the “I” that speaks for you when you are on the spiritual path? How would that voice, that identity, that person be different from the “I” that speaks for you in less thoughtful roles?

Hopefully, as you begin to sense yourself as a spiritual entity, the “I” that speaks for you begins to come out of the mist of the surface “I,” the surface personality. The model that this instrument carries in her mind of the entity on the spiritual path is a model in which she is following in the steps of Jesus the Christ. She does not have a model of herself as worshipping but as following after the example of a teacher who seemed to know precisely who He was. He identified Himself as an agent of the Creator. This instrument, then, has a model of the self on the spiritual path in which she has an objective referent of who she is because she is following an entity who was of a certain personality. This entity identified Himself strictly as the Son of the Father who was about his Father’s business. And it is notable that this entity, in all of His preaching, has never been quoted as asking for worship but only as asking for being followed.

So, we would ask entities who are looking at themselves upon the spiritual path quite simply, “Who are you?” Because this is the essential center of that which draws entities to the path of seeking. They become aware that all of the wisdom that has been acquired since their cradle experiences is not enough to satisfy the craving for identity and meaning. They realize that they are going to have to set off on a journey. It is not a journey in the physical world at all, but it is very definitely a journey, and it very definitely is upon a path that is common to all seekers.

Please realize that on this path you are not gathering as much as allowing things to fall away. The deep and true tones of your identity and your right process come clearly, plangently, sometimes plaintively and sometimes triumphantly, but unmistakably, from time to time there will come a moment—this instrument loves to call them “crystalline moments”—that ping like a bell with a very clear indication of meaning and resonance, and in that moment, whatever the realization is, it is easy, it is effortless; and you realize that you have reaped the harvest that has been in process for a long time. You finally hear, and feel, and see the work that you have done, but you never know when that moment will come. Such is the progress of one upon the spiritual path.

We would at this time make note that those things which are most important to learn, to grasp, and to make a part of the life are those things which are simple and devoid of the complexity of language and ratiocination, for you seek that which is found in silence and in eternity. You seek, therefore, in a foreign language and in an alien land, yet it is your native tongue and your native home. The language of the heart shall speak for you in the kingdom you now seek. We await you there and are with you there this moment. As your consciousness points and wills and meditates itself to be, so you shall be. Be careful what you desire. Be assiduous in your meditations, and may you have our greatest thanks for asking us such an interesting question. It has been our pleasure to talk upon the subject, and we hope that we have said a few things which may spark other questions or give you food for thought. Of course, we are fallible and prone to error, as is any seeker of mystery. If there is aught said that grates, please ignore our humble words and continue seeking, serene and confident in your own judgment.

Now Q’uo said we would make note that those things which are important to learn and to make a part of the life are those things which are simple and without the complexity of language, for you seek that which is found in silence and in eternity, so you seek in a foreign language and in an alien land, yet it is your native tongue and your native home, so the language of the heart shall speak for you in the kingdom you now seek, and we await you there and are with you there this moment, yet as your consciousness wills and meditates itself to be, so you shall be, but be careful what you desire, and persevere in your meditations, and you have our thanks for asking us such an interesting question, for it has been our pleasure to talk upon the subject, and we hope that we have said a few things which may spark other questions or give you food for thought, yet we are prone to error, as is any seeker of mystery, but if there is anything said that grates, please ignore our humble words and continue seeking confident in your judgment. On November 2, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the mystery of our spiritual journey:

Doubt not that you have attained but continue to doubt that you know what you have attained, for that which you seek is truly born of mystery and will continue to attract your seeking. Only one who is either unaware that such mystery exists or is satisfied that the mystery is solved shall fail to make progress in moving closer toward the heart of that mystery. In time you will see with clearer eyes the nature of that mystery more and more clearly. Yet within your illusion at this time you must content yourself with continuing upon the journey toward mystery and accept that you do not know what you do or how to do it, but that you wish to do that which will make the mystery move within your life in the pattern that may only be described as Love.

We find that the there is a desire for one of our comrades to speak through the one known as Jim, and so at this time we shall leave the group, thanking it for the blessing it has given us in being able to share time and thought with you. We especially greet those whom we do not see each week, for to us all times are the same, and it is a great joy to see each soul with whom our vibrations have learned to dance in rhythm. We leave this instrument now, and each of you, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are most happy and honored to greet each in Love and in Light. It has been quite a period of your time since we have been able to speak through this instrument to this group and we are very happy that we have been called this evening, and we offer ourselves at this time in the attempt to speak to those queries which you may offer to us. May we begin, my friends, with a query?

J: Would you explain the relationship between Q’uo and Latwii?

I am Latwii. I am not Q’uo. We may suggest that the relationship is that of fellow seekers. As those gathered in this domicile are each seekers of truth, sharing that seeking and sharing the path, so we share with those of Q’uo and with many others as well the seeking for truth in the vibrational frequency of Wisdom or Light. We are similar to those of Q’uo in that we are what you have learned to call a social memory complex, that is, a grouping of mind/body/spirit complexes which seeks as one being the nature of truth.

May we speak further, my brother?

J: I understand what you just said. Normally in our sessions, the question-and-answer session is also handled by the same entity that is channeled during the session. Can you explain why Latwii has decided to come through for this particular question and answer session?

I am Latwii, and we are happy to speak to that point, my brother. As we cast our thoughts back in your time, we find that there was a time during which we also spoke in the capacity of those of Q’uo in giving the opening message and followed that service with the honor of attempting to speak to queries. This service has largely of late been offered by those of Q’uo, for this group has in its progression of experience attracted to it this group of entities now known to you as Q’uo which is able to speak to the concerns of this group in a fashion which is more closely aligned with the group’s seeking.

We have been called this evening to offer our services in the answering of queries by a member of your group which remembers us in, shall we say, our heyday when we spoke as the primary contact of this group, and we are honored to once again be invited to this group, for it has always been our joy to offer our services to this group, for this group has been able in most instances to grasp the ridiculous nature of our sense of humor when we have been able to express it through the rigid confines of this instrument’s mind.

May we speak further, my brother?

J: No, thank you, that cleared that up. To get back to tonight’s session, I would like to ask a question about the archetypical mind of… Let me regress just a minute. It was stated that wisdom, being the archetype of the serpent, was responsible basically for the ousting from the garden of Eden. Am I to understand from that our overindulgence in intellectual pursuits, rather than pursuits of the heart, does that lead to our ousting from the garden of Eden even today? Does that make sense?

I am Latwii, and we feel that we have the gist of your query in our grasp, and we shall respond with that supposition in mind. Please query further if we are mistaken. The concepts, as we have listened to them being shared this evening, concerning the wisdom and the movement of the archetypical energies of the male and female principles out of the unity that was prevalent within the garden of Eden, as it is called, are a force; that is, Wisdom, which allows for the gaining of experience by those portions of the Creator which comprise Its creation. This movement into experience is that which entities seem to experience from the state of grace, harmony, and unity which is the nature of the garden of Eden in which all is provided without the need for seeking, or striving, or experiencing of any kind. Yet, it is the purpose of the creation to provide the Creator means by which It might know Itself in ways not available without the creation and without movement from the unity occurring within the creation by those who populate the creation.

Thus, those principles represented by Adam and Eve, the male and the female principles, present in each entity, are provided the necessity as well as the opportunity of gaining experience in order that the consciousness which they represent might become individualized to the extent that greater and greater experience is gained and greater and greater distortion, shall we say, or movement from unity results, thereby creating the need or the antithetical movement to again rejoin the unity of all creation, bringing with this movement back toward unity all experience that is gained in the movement from unity, thereby glorifying the Creator by the bringing of the harvest of experience home, shall we say.

J asked: “It was stated that wisdom, being the archetype of the serpent, was responsible basically for the ousting from the garden of Eden. Am I to understand from that our overindulgence in intellectual pursuits, rather than pursuits of the heart, does that lead to our ousting from the garden of Eden even today? Does that make sense?” Latwii began by saying we shall respond with that supposition in mind, so query further if we are mistaken, for the concepts concerning the Wisdom and the movement of the archetypical energies of the male and female principles out of the unity that was prevalent within the garden of Eden are a force that is Wisdom which allows for the gaining of experience by those portions of the Creator which comprise Its creation, and this movement into experience is that which entities seem to experience from the state of grace, harmony, and unity which is the nature of the garden of Eden in which all is provided without the need for seeking or experiencing of any kind, yet it is the purpose of the creation to provide the Creator means by which It might know Itself in ways not available without the creation and without movement from the unity occurring within the creation by those who populate the creation. Latwii went on to say those principles represented by Adam and Eve, the male and the female principles, present in each entity, are provided the necessity as well as the opportunity of gaining experience in order that the consciousness which they represent might become individualized to the extent that greater experience is gained and greater movement from unity results, thereby creating the need to again rejoin the unity of all creation, bringing with this movement back toward the unity of all experience that is gained in the movement from unity, thereby glorifying the Creator by the bringing of the harvest of experience home. On March 11, 1990, Q’uo described how Mary glorified the Creator:

Yet this entity, though young and pure and naive, was a woman of timeless and ageless faith, and her reaction was the reaction of those who have the ultimate bravery of acting idealistically in the face of the impossibility of the ideal. She accepted at once the authority of this vision, and rather than pulling away from the situation in which she would be a shame to her future husband, she threw all caution to the winds, and glorified the one infinite Creator that she might be part of this beautiful story, part of the great promise that had been made to her people, the promise of “him who comes in the name of the Lord.”

How could she believe? How could she find a living faith in such an unusual and bizarre occurrence as this visitation? Such was the power of her faith that she accepted the Creator first and all else after. And so, she leapt into a situation which seemed doomed, glorifying the Creator and speaking most eloquently of all those things which seem to be plenteousness, but are in fact rewarded with little, and examining those things which seem to be full of poverty and lack, and exclaiming upon their riches.

Such was the entity, Mary, and so luminous was she with her faith, so alive with her vision, that the one to whom she was vowed could not disavow her, but claimed her and the babe she carried as his own. It is a dramatic and telling tale of a living faith in the midst of a world in which faith seems impossible.

When Jesus the Christ moved back to the Source, to the Creator, this entity left a feminine and nurturing spirit available to all each day, everywhere and always. This entity is often called the Holy Spirit, and within other belief systems which are more comfortable to those of this generation they are now known as guides and masters. This is acceptable, as long as it is realized that these entities are part of a living faith in a living Creator. However, the one known as Jesus could not return in person, in visions to simple folk, for this entity released the Christ of Itself into the Holy Spirit, into that Comforter which is different for each and every one, and which is invisible and only to be discovered and trusted through a process of living faith.

However, the one known as Mary retained a most blessed part in the story of redemption that has seized the imaginations, the hearts, the minds, the souls, and the loyalties of so many, through so many generations. This entity is a living feminine principle. The one known as Jesus the Christ was dealing from a position in which women are not even allowed in the same place to worship as the men, where women were not regarded as the gift that they are, for are not all men and women gifts one to another?

Thus, Mary remained most, most important to those who sought the nurturing side of what had been heretofore a masculine, harsh and judgmental concept of the one infinite Creator. It is of course true that Love may sometimes be harsh, that its lessons may seem capricious. However, it is also true that the one infinite Creator is infinitely nurturing, infinitely a female energy also, and this energy, within the culture in which you now enjoy existence, has been personified by many as the one known as Mary.

It is to the nurturer that men and women alike turn, because they do not wish to face the stern face of the Creator, of judgment, which has come through centuries of misconception, without regard to the change in societal and cultural biases. Stubbornly, entities cling to a masculine side of the Creator, the generative and destructive side of the infinite One, at the expense of the realization of the everlasting tenderness, gentleness and caringness of this same Creator.

Thus, Mary is recognized by the one known as Jesus in the deeply moving story of His death, while of all of His family, His brothers, His sisters, His relatives, His disciples, His friends, He picked one person to be sure was cared for, and that was Mary. He gave His own precious mother, not just to a disciple, but to the world. It is important to see the universality of this act, just as it is important to see the feminine side of the Creator, forgiving upon the cross one who had sinned admittedly, and was told simply, “This day you shall be with me in paradise.” Both of these elements of this great and archetypical story are meant to indicate the infinite and nurturing nature of the Living Creator.

The tendency of the quality of wisdom to individualize itself in consciousness is a tendency which can be intensified to the extent that an entity may so separate itself from all about it that it travels its journey of seeking upon the path that you might call the negative path, or that which separates self from all other self. The compassion or Love which the entities knew within the garden of Eden, and which seems removed from them as they journey from that garden, are forces which are most easily aligned with that quality that you might call the positive path or the radiant path. These qualities of Wisdom and Love are the representations of the nature of the Creator in creation, that any entity might choose as the path upon which it shall journey back into unity with all the creation and the one Creator.

Latwii went on to say the tendency of the quality of wisdom to individualize itself in consciousness is a tendency which can be intensified to the extent that an entity may so separate itself from all about it that it travels its journey of seeking upon the path that you might call the negative path, or that which separates self from all other self, for the Love which the entities knew within the garden of Eden, and which seems removed from them as they journey from that garden, are forces which are easily aligned with that quality of the positive path, so these qualities of Wisdom and Love are the representations of the nature of the Creator in creation, that any entity might choose as the path upon which it shall journey back into unity with all the creation and the one Creator. On February 22, 2020, Q’uo spoke of our journey ack into unity with the one Creator:

It can be said, however, that in the ultimate sense, one cannot choose not to go back into unity with the One Creator. For eventually all entities will find the path back into unity with the One Infinite Creator, which each entity is within itself, for all is made of the One Infinite Creator. However, this is somewhat more of a semantic problem than an actual problem, for each entity has created its own evolutionary journey within the certain guidelines set forth by the One Infinite Creator.

May we speak further, my brother?

J: I think I understand most of what you said. Let me just ask one further question. Is mankind journeying back toward the garden of Eden, or away from the garden of Eden?

I am Latwii, and we assume that your query refers to the mankind that is the inhabitant of your third-density illusion, and if this be the case, we would suggest that your population within your vibratory frequency is that which is perfecting that quality of self-consciousness which is able to choose the path upon which it shall return to that condition of unity which is represented by the garden of Eden within your holy work.

Thus, the great journey that has been set upon in the creation has reached its culmination within beings such as yourselves who have succeeded in individualizing the consciousness to the extent that to most of your population it seems that each entity is quite separate, one from another, and that there is very little that connects beings in the creation, and that the creation itself, indeed, is that which is many things, each separate from the other. Thus, at this time, those of your population of third density are beginning the process of making the choice which shall allow the return through much of what you call time and experience and the refining of those choices made within your illusion, back to the unity of all things and beings.

May we speak further, my brother?

J: No, thank you. That’s all the questions I have tonight.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: Yes, I guess I’d better ask S1’s question. This is from S1. She sends her love and realizes that this is not precisely philosophical, and realizes that you do not infringe on free will, and anything you can say will be fine. She says that in her sleep she’s been going up against a glass wall, and when she wakes up, she’s coming back through the wall, but she can’t remember what she was doing on the other side. She wonders if she will ever be able to remember, and what the nature of the wall is?

I am Latwii, and we find that with this query we move quite close to the potential for infringing upon Free Will and shall do our utmost to walk that line carefully. We may assure the one known as S1 that the process which she is now undergoing is one which is the normal outgrowth of her own inner seeking. The experience which she is able to remember will continue to expand in detail according to her ability to utilize in a conscious fashion the information which is contained therein. We may not speak as to the content or quality of this information, for this is that which is of necessity reserved for the exploration of this entity within her own experience in contemplation and meditation.

The protection that she has provided through ritualized intention is quite sufficient to give this entity the assurance of safe passage during her sleep and dream periods in which the passage through the wall occurs, and we commend this entity for its diligence in taking the time to provide itself with this quality of protection. We can recommend to this entity that the focusing of the attention at the present time upon the feeling tones that are present when she is able to recall any portion of this experience is that which shall be helpful in tracing the path that now is only dimly lit, and which will, with time and intention of seeking, become more discernible to her subconscious and then conscious mind. The contemplation and meditation upon these feeling tones will prepare the conscious mind to accept more and more of that which is available to it through the subconscious mind from the experience that occurs beyond that wall of forgetting.

May we speak in any further fashion, my sister?

Carla: No, I’d just like to thank you for S1, and to tell you that I know she’ll be very happy with the answer and really appreciates being able to contact you. And if she has another question, she can write me back, and I’ll ask you then. It’s nice to hear you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you both, my sisters, for we take great joy in having the opportunity of speaking to each such seeker, and we are especially grateful that this instrument has provided us the opportunity to utilize its abilities at this time. We were about to make a somewhat less than serious comment about its abilities, but refrained at the last moment, for fear of causing too much giggling within a mind which needs a firm center at the moment.

Is there another query at this time?

J: Yes, I have a question. It harks back to the answer you just gave, one portion of it which is a small portion, but probably very important. I’ve always had a kind of thing about worrying about negative influences when I meditate that entities that may be negatively inclined are influencing me. I know Carla and I have had discussions, and she has chastised me lovingly a few times for my views on this, but I’ve never worried about negative entities influencing me or messing with me in any way. Sometimes, I used to think, well, maybe I’m just popping off, and maybe I really do worry about it, or I’m afraid of it deep down. But I don’t think I am, and I’ve never been one to back off from, if someone had something new they wanted to try, even something as silly as getting stoned and meditating really heavy or something. But, whatever, I mean, this would seem this would leave me open to a negative influence.

And my question, after all that is, you said that you appreciated that S1 protected herself against a negative influence on her journey. Can you, if—would a strong or a firm belief that you can’t really be influenced by these negative entities be the same, sort of, and adequate protection against that? I don’t really doubt they exist, but…

[Side one of tape ends.]

I am Latwii, and we are again with this instrument. We may agree that the attitude of which you speak is of great assistance in providing the self with the armor of Light that sings of radiance and service and of the sure step upon the path of seeking. This is a most helpful attitude for most entities who seek the nature of their reality. The more intensely one desires to be of service to those about one, the brighter does the Light grow. This Light is of a metaphysical nature, seen in these realms as a source of power, the power of radiance, the power of service. There are those entities who travel a darker path who also notice a source of Light and power and are attracted by this Light so that they might continue upon their journey of gathering power for their own use, and will, if the Light is powerful or bright enough, attempt to infringe upon that Light in the attempt to gather it for their own use. This is a process which provides the natural balance, shall we say, within all life patterns, for the opportunity to taste of the positive polarity must be balanced with the opportunity to taste of the negative polarity. The entity who seeks within your illusion is one which faces choices at each step along the journey of seeking. That which is learned, then, creates within the entity the need for putting that which is learned into practice within the life pattern. Thus, the life must equal the learning.

If an entity has begun choosing in a purely positive fashion the path of radiance, and within its life pattern from time to time makes choices which do not reflect that which has been learned, and, in fact, become disharmonious and perhaps injurious to those about one, there is created within the life pattern an opening which may be accentuated by those of the negative persuasion, shall we say. This is a natural process of testing that which has been learned and may be used by the seeker of truth to reinvestigate and strengthen those qualities that have been found to be less than perfectly integrated into the life pattern. Just so, the qualities of the positive polarity may, indeed, be intensified by those of the positive path in the same fashion, so that one finds oneself usually in a manner which is not consciously noticed, traveling a path which has, shall we say, opportunities or tests which will allow the entity to demonstrate its ability to live that which has been learned, and to continue refining this ability until it is consciously moving itself along the evolutionary path in a fashion which perceives more than the outer nature of things. Thus, there is no, shall we say, negative influence which is possible without the invitation or opening being created by the seeker. The attitude with which the seeker greets all such possibilities is the attitude which will increase or decrease the efficiency of the seeking.

J asked: “And my question, after all that is, you said that you appreciated that S1 protected herself against a negative influence on her journey. Can you, if—would a strong or a firm belief that you can’t really be influenced by these negative entities be the same, sort of, and adequate protection against that? I don’t really doubt they exist, but…” Latwii went on to say we agree that the attitude of which you speak is of assistance in providing the self with the armor of Light that sings of radiance and service and of the sure step upon the path of seeking, and this is a helpful attitude for most entities who seek the nature of their reality, for the more intensely one desires to be of service to those about one, the brighter does the Light grow, so this Light is of a metaphysical nature, a source of the power of radiance and of service, but there are entities who travel a darker path who also notice a source of Light and power and are attracted by this Light, so that they might continue upon their journey of gathering power for their own use, and will, if the Light is powerful enough, attempt to infringe upon that Light in the attempt to gather it for their own use, and this is a process which provides the natural balance within all life patterns, for the opportunity to taste of the positive polarity must be balanced with the opportunity to taste of the negative polarity, so the entity who seeks within your illusion is one which faces choices at each step along the journey of seeking, and that which is learned creates within the entity the need for putting that which is learned into practice within the life pattern, for the life must equal the learning. Now Latwii said if an entity has begun choosing in a positive fashion the path of radiance, and within its life pattern makes choices which do not reflect that which has been learned and becomes disharmonious and injurious to those about one, there is created within the life pattern an opening which may be accentuated by those of the negative persuasion, for this is a natural process of testing that which has been learned and may be used by the seeker of truth to strengthen those qualities that have been found to be less than perfectly integrated into the life pattern, and the qualities of the positive polarity may be intensified by those of the positive path in the same fashion, so that one finds oneself in a manner which is not consciously noticed, traveling a path which has opportunities which will allow the entity to demonstrate its ability to live that which has been learned and to continue refining this ability until it is consciously moving itself along the evolutionary path in a fashion which perceives more than the outer nature of things, for there is no negative influence which is possible without the opening being created by the seeker, so the attitude with which the seeker greets all such possibilities is the attitude which will increase or decrease the efficiency of the seeking. On February 19, 1995, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the evolutionary path:

The entity which has chosen to proceed on the evolutionary path in the positive sense utilizes the same daily gift of intelligent energy in a fashion which attempts to share this energy with others and to seek with them the mystery of creation and its subtleties. Thus, the use of energy by each polarity is opposite. The individualization process for each polarity is that process in which the seeker will utilize the intelligent energy of the Creator in a fashion which either reveals the unity of creation in some degree for the positive entity or which reveals the power of the entity which has chosen the negative path.

I am Latwii. At this point, we would ask if we might speak in any further fashion, for this is a field which is quite large in scope, and we do not wish to move too rapidly across it without asking for further queries.

J: I believe I basically understand what you’ve said so far. And that’s sufficient. I sometimes wonder if I were really consciously tested in a real heavy manner, that is, if I did see a ghost, what would I do? Maybe I don’t have… I wonder. I guess I question my conditions. Maybe I’ve got my light under a bushel basket, and I haven’t attracted anything for that reason. I’m not sure. But at any rate, I believe your answer is sufficient for me at this time. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother and would only add that this process is one which is not usually noticeable within any seeker’s life pattern, but is part of the great mystery of seeking, which each of us attempts to unravel as we continue in our journeys.

Is there a further query at this time?

S2: Latwii, this is not really a question—I’m hoping you can give me one of your confirmations. I saw several, what we erroneously call aliens, apparently working on R, and I wanted to know if you could confirm for me that that was indeed what was going on?

I am Latwii, and we choose at this point to speak in a fashion which shall not be overly specific and, therefore, risk the infringement upon free will. We scan your recent experience in order to discover the nature of this experience. It is possible for us to affirm that your vision is that which has seen the aiding of the one known as R in a fashion which is congruent with this entity’s belief in the state of what you call health being a function of the attitude of mind and the attracting to the system of belief of those qualities of mind which have been lacking, shall we say, and which have provided the opportunity for the balance that will then set the stage, shall we say, for the regaining of that quality that you call health.

May we speak further, my sister?

S1: No, I think I’ll have to read that one first. But I wanted to ask you. Could you tell me why, whenever you show up, I get this really wonderful happy feeling? And I don’t ever get it when anybody else shows up. And I was just wondering if you can tell me the reason for that?

I am Latwii, and as much as we would like to inform you as to the particular reason why you find our humble vibrations helpful and happy-making, we must refrain at this time, and are only able to give our gratitude in response, and we thank you for your happy reception of our vibrations. We look forward to all such opportunities of sharing, my sister.

Is there any further query?

Carla: I’d like to follow up on S2’s. Is what you were saying was that S2’s vision was a materialization very much like psychic surgery where it was a manifestation, an illusion, but a manifestation symbolic of the inner healing that R and his higher self or some overshadowing helper or helpers . . . an inner healing that they were effecting, and that what S2 saw was a materialization which symbolized the inner process. Is that what you said, basically? I thought I caught that.

I am Latwii, and we find that you have nearly grasped the nature of that which we spoke. We would only add that the qualities which the one known as S2 has perceived are, indeed, representative of the inner work now ongoing with the one known as R, according to this entity’s system of belief regards the concept of healing and health.

May we speak further, my sister?

Carla: So you’re saying that the manifestation was for S2, but the inner healing process is ongoing and is for R?

I am Latwii, and this is correct. Is there another query at this time?

S2: I don’t have a question, and I just want to say, I think it’s a heyday every time you show up.

Carla: Hey! With a call like that, they will be back.

I am Latwii, and we have appreciated both the query and the shared silence. We rejoice at the opportunity of blending our vibrations with yours, and we hope that our humble words have had some assistance this evening to your seeking. We are, as you well know, quite fallible in our opinions, and we do not wish any word to be overly weighted in your perception. Take those which do have meaning and leave those which do not. We shall leave this group at this time, rejoicing always in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

After I got out of bed this morning I put my green sheets and pillow cases in the laundry, and the I put the blue sheets and pillow cases on my bed.

The quote today from The Infinite Way is: “Spiritual illumination may be attained by living constantly in the consciousness of the presence of perfection, by the continual translation of the visible picture into the reality. We are being faced with discordant appearances all through our days and nights, and these must immediately be translated through our understanding of the “new tongue,” the language of Spirit.

Every incident of our daily experience offers fresh opportunities to use our spiritual understanding, and each use of the spiritual faculties results in greater spiritual perception, which in turn reveals more and more of the Light of Truth. “Pray without ceasing, and ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” Translate the pictures and incidents of daily existence into the new tongue, the language of Spirit, and consciousness will expand until translation occurs without even taking natural thought.

Only in this way can we find our lives unfolding harmoniously from the center of our being without taking conscious thought. Instead of our existence being a continual round of demonstrations it becomes the natural, harmonious, joyous unfoldment of good. Instead of repeated efforts to make God come to us, our every good unfolds to view from the depths of our own being without conscious effort, either physical or mental. We are no longer dependent on person or circumstance, nor even on our personal effort. Spiritual illumination enables us to rely on our personal efforts and rely more and more on Divinity unfolding and revealing Itself to us.”

Then I ironed the green flat sheet and pillowcases and put them in the cabinet in my bathroom.

This afternoon I enjoyed co-hosting the European Law of One Telegram Group. I read Ra Session #80 to the group, and some of the questions that they asked me were: “Did we decide on what questions to ask Ra before each session?” Why was the quarantine of planet Earth created at the beginning of the 75,000 year third-density cycle?” “Why is the Matrix of the Spirit filled with so much darkness?” “What is the relationship of consciousness and spirituality?” “What is the purpose of the negative path?” “Do cats remember everything that has ever happened to them?” and “How do I know that I am loving?”

Later this afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself.  My second stop was at PNC Bank where I transferred some money from my savings account to my checking account. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be refilled.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

July 1

The Liquor Of Righteousness

I am of the principle of Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Know ye that the Spirit is everywhere to be found in every raindrop, in every birdsong, in every mote of dust under your feet, and in every speck of sky overhead. There is that within you which drinks in this excellent liquor of righteousness and much Light passes between the universe outside of you and the universe within.

When the seeker faces the universe as a part of the universe and moves so as to treasure dust and sky, bird and rose, the spirit is encouraged and strengthened and the bond between humankind and nature grows more into the unity that it should enjoy.

We encourage the finding of joy and laughter in the natural world about, for it is full of the Creator’s Spirit.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.