2024-03-09

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo comes from April 7, 1991:

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each again in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. At this time we would take the opportunity to offer ourselves in the attempt to speak to any queries which may yet remain upon the minds of those present. We would again remind each that we offer that which is our opinion. We offer it gladly and we offer it freely but wish no word to serve as a stumbling block. Take each word, therefore, that has value to you and use it as you will, leaving behind all those that do not have value to you. Is there a query at this time?

L: I have a personal question concerning this new healing technique that I’ve been learning. Should it stay separate from the Reiki that I’ve learned before, or should I think about synthesizing them, and should I think about using the Earth for healing energy also, using them all together?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my brother. We scan your recent memory for this information, and we may suggest that the heating—we correct this instrument—the healing modality of which you speak, as you are already aware, is efficacious in your particular case and will be of aid to many who seek its entrance into the untangling process that often moves from the mental to the physical vehicle in what you call the form of disease. As to your path of joining, or blending, the various kinds of healing techniques, we would suggest that this is that process in which you are presently engaged, for you have been drawn by your own desires to those areas which are of most importance to you. This is not by chance but by the design of your own conscious and subconscious minds working in harmony so that there might be a balance brought forth from those distortions that have served as the arrow pointing the way in which your progress lies. Therefore, we do not feel that we infringe upon your own free will as we verify that which you presently suppose. Is there a further query, my brother?

L: No, thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: [Portions inaudible.] I’d like to follow up on L’s to ask if there are any techniques or visualizations in which Earth’s energy can be used for healing, most appropriately… I know I can feel the energy of the Earth any time I put my feet down on it. Is it as simple as that awareness that one’s feet are upon the Earth and the Earth is a healer, or is there a more skillful way to realize that within the healing process… ?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is a large field of inquiry, and we shall make but the barest of beginnings, for we are aware that we have spoken overly long and do not wish to overtire those present. The Earth energy is quite helpful to those who wish to serve as healers, for it is an energy that is ever present, an energy with which each is familiar, if not consciously then on the subconscious level, for each entity is a child born of this Mother which you call Earth, and is an energy which is accessible to each entity through the desire that each entity expresses in wishing to utilize this energy for healing.

As to the technique of such utilization, this is the area that is large, for each entity will find a method of utilizing the Earth energy that is most efficacious to the entity. However, there are some generalizations which may be of aid here. It is well to create a form or focus, a channel through which this energy may be tapped as it is used in the healing process. Whether the form is that which is created by hand and may consist of some form of shape or shelter in which the entity may rest as it accumulates the focused Earth energy, or whether the form is smaller and is of a crystalline nature that may be worn about the neck and may rest upon the heart, or whether the form is that which is mentally envisioned as focusing and intensifying the Earth energy, then passing into the area or entity to be healed, matters not for the beginning healer that is using the Earth energy for the first time or is attempting to do so.

The important point is that the desire is used to fashion a focus through which this energy may pass. As the healer becomes more practiced in its art the form or focus may begin to change according to the experience and the findings of the healer. It is well for each entity desiring to utilize Earth energy, or any energy, for the purpose of healing to first begin to purify or heal the self in the more gross or noticeable distortions so that the energy of the Earth or whatever energy is being utilized may flow in a manner which is least distorted and which allows the fullest expression or manifestation of this energy towards any other entity that seeks the healing service.

Carla wanted to know the most appropriate techniques for using the Earth energy in the healing process. Q’uo began their response by saying that the Earth energy could be perceived through the desire of the conscious mind. Then Q’uo said that it was necessary to create some kind of focus for the Earth energy to pass through to make it available to the one to be healed, and this form could be a shelter in which one rests while the Earth energy is focused and intensified, or a crystal that is worn around the neck, or it could be mentally visualized as well. Q’uo also said that the healer should seek to heal itself before using the chosen focus of Earth energy to heal others. On September 5, 2004, Q’uo spoke about how the Earth energy functions to heal:

This instrument was talking earlier about how she is able to feel Earth energy and has been aware of the Earth from her earliest memory. Becoming more and more aware of how Earth energy feels is a very helpful thing for the Earth as well as for you. That Earth energy is, mechanically speaking, that medium through which the love and the light of the one infinite Creator moves through the soles of your feet up into your body. It rushes up from the soles of the feet right into the red ray and directly from there, sequentially, through each chakra of the energy body. And when you are functioning well as an energy body, your chakras are balanced and opened. Full energy is moving through into the heart, and that heart is staying open no matter what hits it, so that the output, no matter how difficult your catalyst may be, is an output of love, joy and peace.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Questioner: I have a question, Q’uo. To what extent—or is there a limit to the amount of service to another that one would appropriately offer?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. The extent of any service to another entity is limited by the amount of service that is desired and requested by that other entity, for service is not possible if it is not desired or requested. Thus, it is necessary for the one desiring to be of service to others to operate first upon the basis of a request, then to continue in as clear a communication as is possible with the one being served in order to ascertain whether or not a continuation of service is appropriate.

Is there another in—we correct this instrument once again—is there another query, my sister?

Questioner: When there is a difficulty in communication between the one to be served and the one offering service, there would seem to be a difficulty in determining the service to be desired, even if desired. Can you speak on that?

I am Q’uo. In such an instance we would advise that the first concern is the clarification of the communication in order that those areas which are not distinct or well understood might be understood more clearly. This avoids the confusion of that which is desired by the one who wishes the service and that which is desired by the one who wishes to serve, for many times we find among your peoples those who are of a service to others orientation are so full of the desire to be of service that the offering of service is often done in what might be seen a blind manner, where it is hoped that that which is offered will be seen as service and will function as service, whereas if more time and effort were invested in obtaining the true desires of the one to be de—we correct this instrument—the one to be served, then there would be seen another avenue perhaps would open up.

Is there another query, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Just a clarification. I am assuming that it is never an infringement on anyone’s free will just to love them.

I am Q’uo. This is quite correct, my sister. Is there another query?

Questioner: I have a query. I was wondering as the Earth, this planetary body, changes I sense that other planetary bodies in our system are also changing and perhaps the Sun itself. Can you address this situation, especially with respect to the Sun?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my brother. Indeed, change is truly said to be the one constant in all of creation, for all of this and all creation is made of the energetic, vibrant and ever-present Love of the one Creator seeking and turning in order to know Itself. Each planetary body within this solar system, within this galaxy, and within this universe, moves in a manner through a process of evolution that is, though quite distinctly different in many ways, is also quite similar to your own as well. Each experiences cycles and rhythms, so that the interaction of each planetary entity with those populations that may be upon it or may be in some fashion in communication with it is affected by these relationships and communications.

The very core of the vibrational nature that is the photon within each portion of each creation vibrates in a manner which expresses a relative harmonic resonance with the planets and Sun bodies that are near and also with those that are what you would call distant. There is what might be seen as a three-dimensional nature to this relationship as regards time so that the revolving and evolving of these planetary and Sun bodies moves into areas of the solar system, of the galaxy, and of the universe that offer new opportunities for the perception and the expression of the intelligent energy of the one Creator.

Thus do all planetary and Sun bodies find accelerated means of experiencing and expressing the nature of the one Creator as is uniquely offered to them by their vibratory frequencies and placements within this three-dimensional clock face that has a striking upon the hour as cycles change, much as does your clock strike upon the hour.

Questioner wanted to know if the changing of our Earth was also something that our sun and other planetary bodies were experiencing. Q’uo said that change was a universal process in that all planets in our solar system and all galaxies in the universe were going through cycles of change which aids the Creator in knowing Itself and was also much like Questioner was going through his own changes. Q’uo went on to say that each planet communicated these changes with the population upon it. Then they said that there was a vibrational nature of the photon within each planet and the Suns that increased in the ability to allow the Creator to know Itself as these planets and Sun bodies moved into different locations within the universe that were like a three-dimensional clockface. Q’uo completed their response by saying that this process of accelerated cyclical change of planets and Sun bodies enhanced their ability to express the nature of the Creator that is like the striking of a clock upon the hour. In 63.17, Ra and Don describe how this cyclical change of our planet is moving us into the fourth density:

Questioner: I will make this statement, and you correct me. What we have is, as our planet is spiraled by the spiraling action of the entire major galaxy, as the big wheel in the sky turns and our planetary system spirals into the new position, the fourth-density vibrations become more and more pronounced. These atomic core vibrations begin to create, more and more completely, the green, that is the green core vibrations complete more and more completely the fourth-density sphere and the fourth-density bodily complexes for inhabitation of that sphere. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct. To be corrected is the concept of the creation of green-ray density bodily complexes. This creation will be gradual and will take place beginning with your third-density type of physical vehicle and, through the means of bisexual reproduction, become by evolutionary processes, the fourth-density body complexes.

Is there another query, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and we would ask if there is a final query before we close this session of working?

[Pause]

I am Q’uo, and we would take this opportunity to thank each entity present for your invitation to us to join your circle of seeking. We especially would thank and greet those who are present for the first time in one of these circles, and would also greet an old friend who has returned again to this circle. We thank you with all of our heart, for through your invitation we have the ability to walk with you in a more conscious fashion upon your journey of seeking and to learn that which is of service, and that which is the Creator speaking through you to us. This is a treasure to us which is beyond any measure.

We shall take our leave at this time, thanking each again, leaving each in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I made an errand run with my first stop at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy three more bales of pine straw. My second stop was at Anderson’s Sales and Service to pick up my trimmer which has now been prepared. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up more Pepsi Zero.

This afternoon we had another public channeling meditation with a full house of eleven attendees and four instruments. Even before the channeling began I could feel a special energy of excitement and joy in the group everyone was having a conversation with one or two other people, and it was like  chorus of joyful music. This energy continued throughout the channeling session with each spiritually-oriented question that was asked of those of Q’uo. Q’uo mentioned how much positive energy was in the group, and that was reflected in the answers that they shared with each question. And after the channeling was over the attendees stayed on for another hour or so sharing more about their spiritual journeys and the responses that Q’uo made to their questions. This was probably the most open-hearted and authentic group that I have had the pleasure of hosting for our public channeling sessions over these past few years.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 9

Rejoice And Be Glad

I am the living spirit of the consciousness of love. I greet you in the light and love of Jesus the Christ.

Rejoice today, my people! Rejoice and be glad! Open the eyes of the heart to gaze about creation and see the streams of glory which shower the Earth with the bounty of sun and rain.

Rejoice as do the happy trees, the laughing mountains, and the rolling seas, chuckling in unified pleasure at the warm, quick wind of the Creator’s love.

Rejoice in all of creation to the bounds of your telescopes and your imagination, your microscopes and your greatest and most awful discoveries.

Feel an intimate joy in each intricate beauty that the Creator has offered, for this creation is yours as you are Christ’s. Know and see that all things are instinct with love, alive with the spirit. And in every transformation see the powerful hand of the Holy One.

 May you set apart your lives in peace to the glory of God, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-08

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Q’uo quote today comes from April 7, 1991:

The question this afternoon has to do with possibility that the Earth energy, the level of vibration in general, seems to have intensified in the last six months to a year. We are wondering if this general level of tension, anxiety, more intense experience of catalyst that many people are reporting, is a result of some cyclical rhythm that the planet itself might be undergoing. Do we move through different levels of vibration as we near the end of this density, and if so could you describe their effect upon us, and in particular this level of energy increase that has been reported of the late six months to a year?

(Carla channeling)

We are those of Q’uo. Greetings to each of you in this circle this evening in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be called to your group and to be allowed to share in the oneness of your meditation and in the harmonies of your unique personalities. It is such a privilege for us to be able to hear with your ears and see with your eyes and feel with your skin, to remember so graphically just precisely how persuasive this third-density illusion and how courageous each entity is in attempting to see through all the illusion that which is beyond this illusion.

We are aware that you wish us to speak upon the signs of the times. We would preface this response by two things. Firstly, we ask each to remember that we are not all-wise or all-knowing and are perfectly capable of error. We ask each to listen with discrimination and to allow no authority but the authority of one’s own response of recognition to be the way of acceptance of any of our thoughts which we share. Secondly, although we shall speak to some extent upon the specific question which has been brought forward, the particular information which is sought within the strict confines of that query are relatively unimportant, and it is in looking beyond the measurable and noticeable phenomena of the mundane illusion that one may begin to take a more spacious point of view. Thusly, as we answer this question, we shall attempt to be clear. But that which we speak of, which may seem an extrapolation beyond the information required, is given because of our feeling that these extrapolations are in the end more helpful than information having to do with phenomena.

There are several elements which are producing the noticeable changing of consciousness within all of your planetary cultures at this time. The first is that the living entity upon which you enjoy incarnation, that which you call Mother Earth, and which this instrument calls Grandmother, is cycling and circling along with the entire solar system or galaxy of your star and its planets, moving as an whole into previously uninhabited space/time. This is, indeed, that which is at the heart of the so-called New Age. Not the changes within the entities, but the changes in the environment of these entities.

It is precisely time, within your illusion, for this planet to cycle into a portion of space/time which is more densely populated with what we would call illimitable light or the light of the Creator. This cycle has already begun and the planet is, shall we say, most pregnant with its own birth into this new portion of the space/time illusion which supports the incarnational experiences of all sparks or portions of the Creator which have been outflung into illusion in order to gain in experience and learning and make ever more clear to the Creator the vast and yet simple nature of the Creator.

Thusly, each upon this planet is responding without being aware of it to an increasingly variant vibratory rate which is the steady state of the space/time which shall be the appropriate environment of positively oriented fourth-density entities.

The group question for this session was regarding how many seekers had been having more intense experiences of catalyst, and they wondered if this was related to any cyclical rhythms that the planet might be undergoing. Q’uo began their reply by saying that they would speak briefly about the planetary cycles but then would focus upon a greater overview of this process that might be more helpful. They said that our Mother Earth was moving in unison with our sun and the planets in this solar system into a new location in space and time, and many have called this the New Age. Then Q’uo said that our Earth was now being born into this new area of space and time so that the population of Earth may increase their seeking and give the Creator more knowledge of Itself, and many entities on Earth are now experiencing the increasing vibrations of Earth which will be their fourth-density home. On September 21, 1981, Latwii spoke of these New Age energies:

And we would suggest that the new age shall see many different responses to the flow of energy which is now sweeping over your planet, and you may expect to see the most absurd of dramas appearing upon your world stage, for all the energies of the universe, it would seem, shall be sweeping across the stage of your planet. And you shall see many wonders, but those energies may be channeled and focused into creative elements and centers by those who are truly concerned with serving those who are their brothers and sisters. And to focus in the direction of the Spirit is the means by which true survival shall be attained.

A second contributing factor to this perceived intensification of both light and darkness is due to the instinctual awareness of each creature upon this sphere to the changing environment. To many it has been as sparks of hope and light that, because of the changing and intensifying amount of light available, causes those who are preparing for this light to feel energized by the increasing richness of the metaphysical environment, much as the physical vehicle which carries your consciousness about would be gratified to breathe a richer mixture of oxygen in the atmosphere. This, however, has a more or less unpredictable effect upon a large portion of your peoples who have not found it necessary, desirable or interesting to seek for answers outside of the ordinary stream of living, working, resting and seeking contentment and happiness. These entities who have not polarized are, in the main, unpredictably uncomfortable, and at other times unpredictably energized by these vibrations which are not measurable, except in terms of subatomic particular anomalies by instrumentation of your scientists. This is in some cases an unsettling influence; in other cases an inspiring influence. And in this middle group of entities both occur as one experiences the various cycles of body, mind, emotion, and spirit.

Thusly, a large number of your peoples are greatly confused. They feel this increased fullness of light as an unpredictable energy, unpredictable because of their own lack of decision to be aimed at a steady increase in polarization one way or another. Thusly, you may see the light of freedom moving through large populations of your nation states because of the focused and prayerful hopes of those who perceive themselves in bondage by a government or ideology.

Those who are upon the path of negative polarization rejoice in this intensification of limitless light just as those who are consciously polarizing positively. However, in their case the expression of the use of this fullness of light shows in more acts of negativity as perceived by your peoples. That is, more self-absorption, more violence, more lust for power. If you may consider with us the inevitable movement of the planetary sphere itself into this fuller density of light, one may see that both positive and negative thought and action, as you may perceive negativity and positivity, are quite predictably more polarized and more active at this time, as you call it.

Now Q’uo said that there was a second factor that was the result of the increasing light and darkness surrounding the Earth, as those of the positive polarization would be inspired by this increase of light while those who have not chosen to polarize their consciousness would be unpredictably energized and then unpredictably uncomfortable by this increase in energy. They said that many people in different countries see this light of freedom and are praying for a release from governmental slavery. Then Q’uo said that this increasing light was perceived by negative entities in a way that results in greater violence, self-absorption, and lust for power so that both polarities are enhanced by this increase of light. On April 16, 1995, Q’uo spoke of how the increase of light can promote the death of the old self and the enhancement of the illumination of the spirit and heart:

For it is possible to experience the catalyst of the increasing light in such a way that there is no heightened awareness which results within the being. The preparation in the darkness is the key to the use of light. Why is that? We feel that it has to do with the nature of evolution. In the seeking for truth that which is new cannot come, cannot be realized until that which is in its place has been released. Through the cycles that are within, each seeker has moved through periods deep in the mire of personal misery and pain. And whether this has been accounted as suffering or as nothing, yet still, the work has been done. That which is dead has been released, making room for evolution. The pain of change feels like a death. The releasing of old opinions feels mortal. And the wound of leaving behind old ways of thought is fell and fatal. There is literal truth in death and resurrection in terms of the spirit. There must be the willingness to die to the old in order for that which is written already upon your heart to become visible, to become illuminated, to be in the light. Even when that which is old is a rending and separating truth, even when the new is gentler and sweeter, the death of the old is very hard to bear. And we do not wish to quibble with how hard it is to progress in relation to the letting go of that which is dead.

The third factor in the changing electromagnetic vibratory rate of the planetary sphere as measurable by your scientific instrumentation is work done with the energy of the Earth itself by those in several nation states whose mind is set upon conquest. The planet itself balks at this use of its energy which is intended to make anxious, unsure, paranoid and over-concerned about small things the populations which it wishes to weaken. What those who have worked with the energies first noted by the one known as Tesla are attempting to use for ill are in an instinctual sense not acceptable to the planet itself, which is both alive and aware.

Thusly, as it has been used at the approximate rate of eight hertz to entrain the thoughts of entities and the conditions of the planetary entity, these have in large part come back as an echo more deleterious to the source of these negatively intended actions and have wreaked what may seriously be called havoc within the populations of those nation states which wished to control that which in third density cannot be controlled.

Thusly, you may see an instinctual variation in the energy grid of third density upon your planet and the antithetical result within many nation states of the peoples of those states yearning and hoping with persistence for freedom from precisely the mind control that has been over-used by the governmental structure of these states, thus echoing back to the source of these uses of energy in a way that promotes the yearning for freedom and the dissolution of ties which were unnatural, created as an artifact of hostility and war. Any governmental entity which misuses the instinctual energy of the Earth itself answers not to those cosmic influences of the changing density but to the planetary entity which is instinctually of the Logos, or Love, in an undefiled and pristine sense.

The Earth is solidified by its inspiration to be a nurturing and healing place for the entities of the Creator to learn and to grow. When it becomes aware that these pure energies are being tapped for controlling and debilitating uses there is the simple instinct of a loving grandmother to arrange itself in order to prevent further misuse of its purity.

In years to come all of these factors shall become more and more noticeable and the Earth itself may seem in its birthing to be a giver of negative experience, in that it is not being a particularly easy birthing into the energies of fourth-density service to others. This is regretted by the entity you call Earth, but, just as a mother has the pangs of birthing, so is this planet at this time by instinct cleansing itself continually of the negative emotions and intended actions of those cherished beings which dwell upon this sphere. In the deepest sense it is most helpful to the labor of your planet that the negative emotions be taken from the sphere of activity within the illusion and instead given to the planet in renunciation of these forces within individual consciousness.

The Earth can heal any thing to any degree if it is respectfully asked. Thusly, we urge each not to condemn the self for its inevitable humanity and lack of perspective, but rather to realize that many energies not desired need to be taken to the Earth itself and lain down upon it or within it as one would lay down any heavy burden, for this entity is a pure healer and there is no perceived ugliness that cannot be healed by this beautiful planetary entity which has never strayed from oneness with the Logos, or creative Love.

Now Q’uo said that the third factor in the changing Earth energies is their use by those nation states that seek to use them to control their populations in a way that uses the discoveries of Nikola Tesla at the level of eight hertz, and this is not acceptable to our Earth. Q’uo said that when governments use the Earth energy for mind control it has the effect of causing people to desire freedom from such actions, and any government using the Earth energies for this purpose must answer to Mother Earth herself as she wishes to provide a nurturing place for entities of the Creator to heal and grow. Q’uo went on to say that Mother Earth was seeking to remove these negative actions, and we could help her heal the wounds they have caused in her by laying these negative energies down upon her so that she could lovingly heal them as she has always been in unity with the healing power of Love, of the Logos. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the healing abilities of Mother Earth:

Your greatest companion, the one who loves you without stint, lies directly out your window. Mother Earth, the world of nature, first and second density, loves you without stint and knows no other way to be. For first and second density are not behind the veil as are you. They are aware of the Creator and the oneness of all things and they dance with all things including you.

When there is despair and discouragement lurking within you, take it to Mother Earth. Take it to your tree, or your planting, or hike along trails that have no artifacts of man to disturb the energy, and cast yourself upon the bosom of Mother Earth. She can take all the negativity that you feel and she can heal it by her sanity and her perspective.

Beyond these considerations we would like to move at this particular moment. To begin with this second portion of, shall we say, our testimony, we would pause that each within this group may share in our joy and vibrations for just a little while. We do not intend discomfort for any speaking, and would simply ask each to allow gentle contact that we may share in a more personal way the love and the light of the Infinite One. We are those of the principle known to you as Q’uo, and will pause at this time.

[Pause]

I am Q’uo. We must say it was difficult to come back to the strictures of language. It was a great privilege to rest with each seeker within this circle. We are greeting each again in love and light and would speak to some extent of those things which, while connected to considerations of changing electromagnetic properties of the planetary entity, are at the heart those things which are concerned with the actions of those selves who wish to aid themselves and others as this process takes place in the most efficient way.

You each have seen in your experience that often the beautiful entity is an humble entity, one which is obscure. However, there are also many within the public cynosure which, with all of their hearts, also live the life of one who wishes to do the good deed, share the felt love, the subjectively perceived light which is within them. Thusly, we urge each more and more to monitor the self, not simply in behavior or even thought, but in the basic intentions and hopes of the inner self.

The third-density illusion is one created to maximize the impact of pain, suffering and other seemingly negative distortions. This illusion does not grip your planet except insofar as the entities turn away from the intention to polarize towards the beautiful, good and true, which are qualities largely unperceiveable within the illusion. Insofar as entities fail to keep the light of hope alive, the basic vibration of negativity is allowed to vibrate through the planetary entity which then, in order to heal these energies, will express the fever, the symptoms of healing disease, the efflux of, shall we say, the planetary influenza brought into the Earth itself by the unrecognized germs of hopelessness and helplessness which the entity whose hope has failed will place within the Earth.

Your peoples are for the greater part unaware that they have given the planet this fever and ache. Consequently, they cannot aid in the healing which would be desired if they realized the power of thought. Your positively oriented entities focus upon the perceived physical damage done to the planet. However, it is very slight damage, although it looks considerable to the citizens of its surface, compared to the damage done by those who have lost their hope and therefore their ability to exist as loving creatures aware of their power.

In essence, we urge each who cares for the planet to reckon with their personal power. Far from being powerless, each entity has access to great amounts of power for weal or for woe. All good entities which wring their hands and pass the judgment upon those who do not appreciate their beautiful environment, are damaging the planet in a metaphysical sense by losing hope in the healing of the Earth sphere. What these positive entities do not realize is that the illusion is the illusion is the illusion is the illusion. It will continue to produce possibilities for catalyst. It, itself, is not in difficulty. It mirrors the lack of hope and feeling of powerlessness of positive entities in a more damaging way than all of the environmental obscenities practiced by those who are insensitive to living in harmony with nature.

And we would close this beginning message with the plea to each positive entity to realize that the environmental pollution is not nearly as serious an illness to the planetary entity of Grandmother Earth as the lack, and increasing lack, of certainty among these positive entities that all is well and all shall be well. Not in the illusion, but in the reality, relatively speaking, of the imperishable fields of consciousness that each of you is with relation to the imperishable spirit of unconditional and creative love that is the metaphysical planetary entity. It is good not to pollute the streams and forests of your planet, but this is within the illusion, and you shall come and you shall go. However, outside of illusion both the Logos of the planetary entity and of yourselves lie in potential, mated, loving, faithful and hopeful relationship. And if there is judgment in the attempts to heal the physical Earth, then the judgment harms the metaphysical entity of your planet more than the attempts to teach the love of Earth in a judgmental way could ever help.

Here Q’uo recommended that we continue to focus our intentions on seeking and sharing love and light because the nature of our third-density illusion is to maximize the experience of pain and suffering. They went on to say that this seeming negative experience doesn’t affect our planet unless we fail to polarize towards that which is true and beautiful. They said if we allow the feelings of being hopeless and helpless to be our focus, we will be infecting the Earth with what could be seen as a disease that is far worse than the physical damage that has been done to our planet. Q’uo completed their thoughts by saying that rather than judging others who pollute the physical planet, positive entities can do much more to heal our Earth by focusing on the true metaphysical power of themselves and our Earth and remember that all is well and all will be well. On September 23, 2001, Q’uo described the need for and process of healing Mother Earth:

The entity which you call Earth, or Gaia, is one which is in the process of its own evolution as is each entity upon it. The Earth entity at this time, realizing that it is preparing to move into a more intense portion of the birthing of a new Earth is, as we have mentioned previously, particularly vulnerable as is any woman who is about to give birth to new life.

The experience of many thousands of years of difficulties between the populations of this planet has caused the entity of Earth to be, shall we say, infected with a great deal of anger and hostility, the vibrations of the bellicose actions of your peoples over a great portion of your time. This heat of anger has caused the entity of Earth to release the excess heat in various places in various manners. Those geophysical eruptions of your volcanoes, the earthquakes, and so forth have been able to release some of this buildup of heat so that the mantle of the Earth, in some places, is rearranged in a fashion which causes a great deal of physical destruction. Yet the alignment possible after such rearrangements is that which welcomes the newer vibrations of love and compassion which are now moving more fully into expression within some portions of, not only the Earth entity, but large portions of the Earth’s populations.

Thus, the entity of Earth has begun to vibrate more fully in harmony with both the newer vibrations of love and compassion and those of the population of this planet which has also sought to harmonize with these vibrations as well. Thus there is, within the Earth entity, a feeling of excitement at this opportunity, of distress at the difficulty of the birth, of compassion for those who suffer, and a kind of maternal disapproval of those who yet linger in the ways of war.

At this time and with our apologies for speaking overly long, we would thank and leave this instrument in love and light and continue this working through the instrument of the one known as James Allen. We are those of the principle of Q’uo. We transfer now.

This morning I did my weekly vacuuming of the first floor of the house.

This afternoon I weeded the spirea bush garden next to the fish pond, and then I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in this area into a pile so I could put them in a garbage can for yard waste pickup next week.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 8

Communication To Your Soul

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.

How words distort, disguise and conceal the true meaning of the thoughts they mean to express! The spirit works not through symbology or any outward form but, as it were, from the conceptual foundations resulting not in lofty argument and clever persuasion but a sudden sense of justice, balance or compassion; a heightened reality of consciousness.

Thus think yourself most fortunate if those things of the intellect which yield the gifts of spirit come to you. But consider yourselves equally fortunate if they do not, as long as in your inward path, as you toil onward, you call always to that companion which is your soul’s health, that greater reality may be given, concept by concept.

We are with you always. We wish you peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia  Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-07

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 31, 1991:

The question today has to do with the concept related to Easter concerning the phrase that is given in the Apostles Creed and the act which is recognized by most Christians that Jesus, when he was crucified, was then dead, he was buried. He descended into hell, and after three days he rose again to sit at the right hand of God the father almighty. I would like to know what it means when it is said that Jesus descended into hell. What has that to do with our own lives and our transformations? What did Jesus do when he descended into hell? What do we do when we do the symbolically similar act?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. Greetings in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. What brightness glows upon your planet this day. We thank each for calling us here and allowing us to share in your meditation and in the offering of our opinions. As always, we remind each that we are fallible and ask each to pursue his own judgment and discrimination.

You ask that we focus on this working upon the three days spent in the tomb by an humble, poor man, tired and worn, pierced, crucified and dead, lying in his anointing oil and the wrappings of the grave. We are aware that you do not feel this entity remained lying within that cave and you wish to know what there is about these three days that is so important to the story of the one known as Jesus, that it is at the heart of each Christian profession of faith.

First of all, let us remove the relatively shallow purpose of the number three. There are three points to a triangle. There were three wise men. Three women came to the tomb on Easter morning. The Sanctus is sung three times. And in the story of Christianity that has devolved into a body of dogma the one infinite Creator is divided into three things: the Creator, the savior and the accompaniment or angelic presence that guides each entity in everyday life. The number three is a way of expressing all that there is, not in fullness but by emblematic intentions. Three is the number that expresses an entire class or genre of a particular quality or action, yet universalizes the particular.

Thus, you may see that in the three days this three is intended to mean symbolically the completeness of one kind of activity, that is, death itself. Thus, you may see the one known as Jesus expressing a completion of deadness, a superlative, a universality of that state which those of your density call death.

Let us now move back into more subtle considerations in this matter. In part, this three day journey was that which was required by prophecy before the one known as Jesus. This entity was extremely devout and in the Jewish faith it was written that the temple could be destroyed and rebuilt in three days. Thus, Jesus’ death, he being the temple, the holy of holies, remained away from manifestation within this density you call third in simple fulfillment of the prophecy.

The group question for this session concerned the meaning of the crucifixion of Jesus when it was said that He descended into hell for three days, and does that have anything to do with the seeker’s transformation? Q’uo began by revealing the number three was symbolic of the totality of a quality, thing, or activity such as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, or a triangle having three sides, or the three angelic presences that we all have for guides. They said that the three days in hell symbolized the completeness of the death of Jesus’s body according to the Jewish faith that said the temple of the body could be destroyed and rebuilt in three days, and Jesus fulfilled that prophecy by being away from manifestation in this world for three days. On March 31, 1996, Q’uo revealed how the death of Jesus provided a model for each person on Earth:

Thus, the one known as Jesus wished to offer Itself as one who provided a pattern or model of beingness that delineated the nature of sacrifice and transformation, that there was indeed no death which would end the experience of consciousness in this illusion, that there was the possibility of using the illusion about one as a means by which one could give and receive love from all other entities according to the desire or choice made within one’s own being, no matter the circumstances without the self.

Thus, the one known as Jesus was able to offer Its own life as an example of the kind of transformation possible for each entity within this illusion. Thus, this entity used the illusion for a greater purpose than becoming any kind of king or power within the illusion. This entity offered a means through the illusion and beyond the illusion as It explored and shared the love of the one Creator in a pure and undistorted fashion.

Now, let us look a little deeper. Each entity who comes into manifestation in an incarnational experience has a subjective perception of the changes and chances of mundane life. Many things occur which do not alter or disturb the entity and some few things disturb the entity greatly, offering it catalyst for learning and growth. It is no accident that the three-pointed pyramid is the symbol of transformation for those of an ancient culture which is still valued and practiced in varying degrees of faithfulness by those who consider themselves to be illuminated by wisdom.

Each change that occurs that is in any way important to the individual will be experienced only after the pain of changing has been accomplished. In a metaphysically literal sense the process of positive spiritual change may easily be seen to be the tearing down of the previous temple of truth and ethical and moral justice, in order that a greater truth, a greater justice, a greater ethic, may find manifestation.

Some entities call this experience initiation. By whatever name it is called there are certain characteristics which mark it. Firstly, there is the pain of death itself, as the entity strips away the smaller truth and asks for all the tendrils of that truth which have moved into the many, many opinions of the self. Then there is the greeting by those who would contest the goodness of this change, this alteration towards the positive.

When one is in the process of tearing oneself down, in part one is uniquely vulnerable to voices which have power in the spiritual world, both positive and negative. The positive entities do not intrude in any way which is subjectively apparent to one experiencing transformation. However, those who are powerful in the negative path find this an excellent opportunity to challenge and test the faith of the entity that is willing to undergo this pain in order to experience a larger and more spacious life, one more informed in compassion and wisdom. The more profound the alteration of opinion or of bias the longer those three days become when experienced in the everyday world. The three days that are completeness may be for one entity a matter of minutes; for another a matter of many years. They are hidden in earth, in darkness, in heaviness. They are in a prison where they are powerless to do anything but remain spirits of faith.

During this period negatively-oriented experience may taunt, tempt, flatter and terrify the transforming spiritual entity. Insofar as there has been any doubt or any of the old truths held to one so that there is resistance to change, just in such measure shall the challenges and temptations of negatively-oriented spiritual entities have an impact upon the self. This impact is felt without recourse to anything but faith, for when one has removed the program from your biocomputer and has begun going through the process of creating an improved program for the biocomputer, the spiritual entity itself must wait.

How shall that waiting be done? When they offer suggestions waiting is that which needs to be respected to the utmost. It seems within the physical incarnation that the process of change from a small truth to a larger one goes on past all endurance, past all ability of lasting throughout the transformational period. It is often likely that in the deepest part of the night watches, the self going through initiation shall be awakened and shall feel nameless and formless fear. This is the loving greeting of those upon the negative path who would if they could persuade the entity not to transform itself, not even to claim the smaller truth but to become a victim of fear, hiding the soul of the self in layers and layers of armor, becoming numb, bitter, disheartened and lost.

The one tool that an entity going through change has is blind faith. Let us imagine that there is an operation to take place. Doctors tell the patient that it is necessary to become unconscious and to be cut upon, something, perhaps, removed that was not healthy. Certainly something altered. There are dangers in becoming unconscious. A few in ten thousand do not wake up, ending their incarnations during that procedure, perhaps leaving the physical body unviable, perhaps leaving it in the suspension of eternal coma. Yet the brave soul who wishes to embrace life to the fullest accepts these dangers and risks and moves through that very physical three days of change knowing only by faith that it will wake up and that the change will be for the better.

Now Q’uo said that each entity within the third density will undergo experiences of change, but most changes will be minor with no difficulties related to them. However, they also said that there are times of change that can reflect a greater metaphysical kind of change which could be described as initiation where the old concept of the self is torn down, and the entity will experience the greeting by both and positive and negative voices in the spiritual world. They said that the entity undergoing this change will only be aware of the negative voices which are challenging the entity’s faith to become more compassionate and wise, and this challenge will last the symbolic three days which could actually be any length of time in which the entity will virtually be in a prison where it will be powerless to do anything but live in faith. Q’uo continued by saying that if there has been any resistance to change within the one undergoing initiation the negative entities may taunt and terrify the entity so that its only recourse is to live by faith and simply wait. Q’uo said that this waiting is done by the entity, when it is going through the transition from a smaller truth to a larger truth, and it is greeted by fear from the negative entities that would wish it to refrain from the larger truth and become lost in bitterness and fear. Then Q’uo said that the only way that the entity can survive these three days of change is by blind faith that it will wake up, and its change will be for the better. On October 30, 1992, Q’uo described what it is like to live a life in faith:

However, those who do attempt the living by faith are often more nearly entwined in acceptance with those viny, dark energies which curl about your illusion than those who are so cynical and worldly-wise. You see, they attempt to regulate an unforgiven incarnation.

The seeker must first, in faith, face every encyclopedic, universal kind of being that makes up the whole Self. It is to this universal Self with as much of negativity as positivity experienced that the seeker embraces. The seeker who wishes to have faith embraces all without regulating or judging the phase or facet of the whole of nature’s ways. Thusly is the incarnation redeemed and forgiven by the self. This process is only hindered by the wisdom which says, “You must flee from spite and scorn, from the dirt and discordance of negative thinking, and move instead in mental, emotional and spiritual lands of light and joy.”

Now, you may think of a portion of yourself that is deeper and wiser than your conscious mind as a kind of healer. It may gaze upon you and say, “You must tear down this temple, for there is a greater temple to be built here and you shall tear it down and build it up in three days.” To put it in other words, the intention is to move universally and completely past that quality or opinion which was the substance of that small truth which is being removed in order that the larger truth with all its ramifications may be built by the great builder of all things with the free will intentions of the self as the architect and the spirit of the infinite Creator as the miraculous laborer.

Gaze at yourself at this time. What is your situation this day? How many changes have you begun? Are you in the three days in the tomb? All are in some small sense at all times. For the nature of free will is constant movement. It is love that gives a vector to that movement.

Each of you and each to whom we could possibly speak to in third density is also in a far, far deeper way moving through transformations that are like the change from blue to green or the change from a peach to an apple, so profound and fundamental are these changes. Most commonly the changes have to do with that portion of the learning of love which is connected to the self as it relates to the self. For time and again the third-density entity judges itself and rushes to its crucifixion and burial without having an idea of how to rebuild the temple. It is this courage, the facing of the unknown, the facing of annihilation, that marks the act of crucifixion.

Many question whether the infinite Creator can be all good when there is suffering, hunger, lack, pain and death. Yet we say that if one gazes at the resurrection day one must reckon with the death that of necessity must precede that day of feasting and joy. See yourselves now upon the cross in pain, dying, lost and buried. Shall you rise again? This is the example of Jesus’ resurrection. This entity expressed in the clearest and most literal way possible the power and the sacrifice of transformation. As each polarizes, these crucifixions, deaths and resurrections shall continue to occur. The spiritually led life is a life best led by those tough and hardy in spirit, strong warriors who can endure all for the love of the infinite One.

In closing, we would ask each to respect that portion of the incarnational experience that expresses itself in the completions of dying daily. If you grieve or sorrow let that sorrow be poignant and pure. Let the losses you feel be passionately felt, intensely experienced, and gratefully respected. Let there be thanks and praise in your dark tomb for within that cocoon of seeming death rises the phoenix of illumination, resurrection and new life.

Then Q’uo said that we have the Creator deep within us that invites us to move from our smaller experience of truth, and within three days build our temple of greater truth with Its greater abilities to experience life. They said that we are always going through this kind of transformation in some degree, and that we should look within our being to see where we are in this process which has to do with learning to love our selves. They said that often we judge ourselves harshly and offer up our selves to crucifixion and burial without any idea of how to rebuild our bodies.  Q’uo continued by saying that this process of transformation always contains pain, suffering, and death as we are symbolically upon the cross, but, just as did Jesus, we all shall rise again in this process of transformation that will continue many times throughout our lives. In fact, they said this process could happen daily in some fashion, and that we should let each loss be passionately felt and gratefully experienced because our resurrection will bring us illumination and a new life. On May 20, 2005, Q’uo described how each of us may go through a resurrection that will lead us to a new life:

In this way, the suffering that is inevitable when catalyst strikes the seeker is honored and then the experience is raised up as an offering to the one infinite Creator. And there is the experience, in a very small way, as the one known as Jesus the Christ had, of the suffering having been redeemed by great and unconditional love, so that you have the experience of the cross and the experience of resurrection as well.

In general, we may say that within the incarnational lessons that each wanderer chooses for herself, the goal is not simply to learn a lesson. The goal is to practice a kind of lesson in such a way that the soul stream that is practicing this lesson is, little by little, purified and refined in the fire of planet Earth and the incarnation that you are now experiencing, so that that soul’s essence becomes ever more beautiful and is ever more completely dedicated to serving the one infinite Creator. Thusly, it is not so much that you are learning lessons but that you are learning how to give yourself as a gift in every thought and in every action to the Creator whom you love so unconditionally and who loves you so unconditionally.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as Jim that this entity may continue to express that which we have to offer of opinion. With thanks to this instrument, we now leave it in love and light. We are those of Q’uo.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and am again with this instrument. We shall continue. Within this kind of attitude regarding the scripture there is the need for stability and certainty so that all questions concerning belief have a certain answer. There is little room for mystery for there is at the subconscious level the recognition of mystery everywhere which is unsettling to the entities who have recently begun the conscious spiritual journey.

Is there further query, my sister?

Carla: I will simply say that I continue to pray for guidance [inaudible] in my right use of my body during the portion of my life in which it is always in pain but [inaudible] more than pain. There is nothing new to this question but in the name of Jesus [inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and aware of your query, my sister. We recognize the great difficulties through which you travel and through which you have been traveling for a goodly portion of your incarnation. We would take this opportunity upon this particular day to suggest to you that there are some who offer themselves for the service of suffering as a portion of their overall incarnational service so that there might be the offering of every portion of the incarnation including that which you call suffering that might be a glorification of the one Creator, finding within the depth of despair the ability to praise and glorify the gift of life and the opportunity to serve under whatever conditions are present, rejoicing even in the most extreme difficulties and tragic situations.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: I would just note that [Jesus] does not say anything even by inference that the choice of whether to travel the path of devotion or to ethical [inaudible] doesn’t sit with me very well.

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is quite true that we do not speak upon this particular portion of your concern for that indeed rests firmly within the area of your own free will choices and we find that there are opportunities approaching that will aid you in this decision. More than this we cannot say at this time.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: No, Q’uo. That’s very well. Thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and we once again thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[No further queries.]

I am Q’uo, and we observe the silence within the sound of hearts singing praise to the one Creator and we join in that inner singing with you as we take our leave in the outer sense from this group’s devoted seeking of truth and service, thanking each, as always, for the opportunity to speak, to listen, to rejoice, and to walk a few paces upon your journey. We are known to you as those of Q’uo, and we leave each at this time in the love and in the ineffable light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I went to my dentist and had my semi-annual teeth-cleaning.

This afternoon I went outside and weeded the two small gardens in front of the fish pond by hand since recent rains have allowed the weeds to be pulled out with their roots attached. I also put some protective netting over the area where day lilies are coming up in the front yard to protect them from deer.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 7

The Prayer Of The Holy Spirit

I am of the body and blood of Christ, the principle of His love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that divine presence and love.

As you sit in seeking this morning, know that we, too, have our prayers. The spirit prays that humankind may use the great resources of our wealth and sharing.

We move only where the attraction of hope, faith and seeking call us and, in those lives who accept us, we may share our vision, sound our compassion, and express the nature of the mind of Christ. We know this source of information is valued among your people. Yet so often we are not called and the love of Jesus Christ must be done without, the knowledge of compassion, redemption and salvation overlooked in the hurly burly of petitionary prayer.

My children, when you pray, always include the request that the spirit may come upon you, that your outlook may be broadened and deepened, and that your expression of love and compassion may be made more complete. We are always ready, always available, and nearer to you than your own breathing.

Call for the spirit of love. Seek and then listen. And into your heart may come that grace and peace which we hope for you and in which we leave you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-06

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 29, 1991:

Carla would like some information on the spiritual principles that she should keep in mind as she attempts to determine just how much she should do, or can do, realizing that when she does anything, whether it is writing a letter, or feeding the cats, or making a trip in the truck to a doctor, she will pay a price that will come later. She feels that there is a mental anguish, an emotional anguish that comes both to her and to me, and she would like to know what kinds of considerations are well to keep in mind as she attempts to discover the limits of her ability and just how far to take them.

(K channeling)

I am Q’uo: I greet each of you here this morning in the love and in the love of the infinite Creator. It is, as always, felt by us to be a great privilege to be able to speak with this group, to experience the joy of your presence with you, to share with you a brief time of your own journeys upon the path, the path that we tread with you, though you may not always be aware of our presence. We are, however, available to you in your awareness at any time you request it.

The one known as Carla is requesting information on a portion of the path that she is traversing that is being experienced as particularly difficult at this time. There are many obstacles on this path, and we see her traveling by light of the moon or utter darkness when the moon is obscured by cloud cover, encountering many sharp objects in which to bruise the shins, over which to stumble and fall and injure the body. Yet, each of you, when this happens, picks yourself up once again after whatever period of recuperation is deemed appropriate by you and continues on the path.

This is stated allegorically. As you are aware, however, much the same thing is occurring to the one known as Carla in the third-density illusion that she now experiences, that is, the experience in the physical body of those obstacles encountered on the path. There is no good or bad in these obstacles that are encountered. They are simply there. They are catalysts, as is all else you experience, and the gain that one receives from encountering these objects is determined by the attitude with which they are approached and the degree of assimilation that occurs following the experience.

We are aware of the difficulties in traversing the path in darkness and of the strong desire many of you have for the illumination of the sun, so that obstacles may be seen, dealt with appropriately, or avoided altogether. The illumination of the sun on the path occurs, however, only when the veil does not exist. You are aware of the necessity of available work done in the illusion. As a result of this, there is rarely perceived any clear direction along the path. It must be taken one stumbling step at a time and that which is encountered will be encountered and dealt with according to the current state of being of the seeker. It is the continuation on the path that is the important thing. The particular manner with which the various obstacles are dealt is of secondary importance. The learning that is acquired as a result of these encounters is a cumulative process, and at the end of your incarnation, as you are aware, the various experiences are distilled into further refining of the biases each has encountered and has been developing through many lifetimes.

Each of you in third-density illusion has a tendency to place great importance on the details of your life experiences. This is natural as these details are what your conscious mind must, of necessity, be concerned with as you function in this illusion. They are the stuff of which this illusion is made. However, and we know that you are aware of this also, they are not important in the grand scheme of things, shall we say, but only what is distilled from your experiences with them. This is difficult to keep in mind when the encounters with obstacles are seeming to be overwhelming and especially when they are of a nature perceived as people, the result of which is to draw the attention strongly to the encounter with whatever obstacle is there. The purpose of pain, as you are also aware, is to focus the attention.

Again, at these times, we know the desire is for the glimpse of the sun, the lightening flash of inspiration of clear direction. These may from time to time occur. We would suggest to the one known as Carla that at these times, she focus her concentration and awareness on the deep self that lies beyond the illusion, that she contact that spirit known as the higher self, or the Holy Spirit, that speaks to her most personally and allow whatever awarenesses lie deeply there to seep out to the outer layers of consciousness. And in this way formulate her plans for the encountering of further obstacles along the path.

We appreciate the difficulties inherent in such a course of action, and laud the perseverance of the one known as Carla in the traversing of this difficult path she has laid out for herself.

[Pause]

We feel that these words are sufficient for an answer to this question at this time and would now transfer the contact to the one known as Jim in order to close the session of working and answer any further questions that may yet remain with this group. We leave this instrument at this time. In love and light, we are those of Q’uo.

Carla had been experiencing a great deal of pain in every task that she tried to accomplish, and she wanted to know the spiritual principle that could give her some idea of how much work of any kind that she should attempt to do. Q’uo began their response by saying that the difficulties that Carla was experiencing were catalyst that could be used for her spiritual growth according to the attitude that she had in processing the catalyst. Q’uo continued by saying that the darkness of the veil of forgetting made Carla’s perceiving of her catalyst difficult as a means for her to determine how to move forward on her path, but the important thing was to continue as best as she could. They said that all she had learned in this incarnation would be distilled as movement forward on her path, and it would be added to that which she had learned in previous incarnations after this incarnation was complete. Then Q’uo suggested that Carla seek the guidance of her higher self or the Holy Spirit as a means of moving forward on her path. On March 11, 1990, Q’uo suggested that meditation was a good way to contact the Holy Spirit:

To become more aware of that which you have called the Holy Spirit is to widen the doors of perception, shall we say, and to invite this spirit within one’s inner dwelling. We find again that the meditative state is that state most conducive to opening these doors, and to begin to perceive that the Holy Spirit does indeed move through these doors upon your invitation and dwells with you within your inner room. Practice this feeling of the presence of complete nurturing and inspiriting in a regular fashion, so that your inner feelings begin to permeate your consciousness to such a degree that the daily round of activities is then touched, colored, transformed in some degree by that feeling of wholeness within the heart that is the product of this presence as it is practiced in a regular fashion.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each in love and light once again. We would offer ourselves at this time in the attempt to speak to those queries which you may have remaining for us. If there is any way or means by which we may be of service, we are happy to do so. Is there a query at this time?

Carla: Yes, Q’uo. You may not be able to answer this, but one of the complications that a solution [inaudible] is how to evaluate this extremely open-hearted and generous attitude as against the humanness of both myself and [inaudible] it is hard for me to distinguish where service, in terms of my feelings [inaudible] goes into a less-important and unbalanced state with regard to the amount of the stress that I get from my [Inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. The means of communication which you have utilized to a great extent throughout your life experience is the greatest means by which you may obtain the information necessary to make your decisions. This you have done. This you have recorded within your memory, and as you have stated in your query, you know well what are the desires of those about you, most especially the one now serving as instrument, in relationship to you.

Thus, when the activities are undertaken or are planned for, and there is any difficulty ensuing, there must again be the communication that attempts to clear the confusions and to once again set the straight course. It must be accepted by each of you that when you are suffering the physical pain and discomfort that accompanies your overall condition, that there will be the momentary shifting from the balanced harmony that is so often present within this household, as the catalyst is confronted and begins to work its way through the mental processes.

Each of you in this situation is possessed of the most refined of sensitivities that serve you well in the appreciation of your environment and of the creation of the One in general. However, these sensitivities will also be able to allow you to feel more intensively difficulties as well as beauties. That you are human enough to experience the difficulties and feel the anguish, not only of your own pain but the pain of the other, is the nature of the human condition that wishes to be informed as to the nature of service to others. It must be realized that each entity within this or any situation is entirely human, though it may hold its sight to the highest of ideals.

The fact that one partakes in a situation in which another has difficulty may be seen by either of you as the responsibility for that difficulty in the other entity. However, each would do well to remember that each is responsible for the use of each entity’s catalyst. That is to say, you are responsible for yourself and for your own use of catalyst. If the other entity has difficulty, let that entity be a human being with that capability, that responsibility, and make oneself available in that instance in a manner which is as supportive and understanding as is possible without the feeling of guilt or providing catalyst of responsibility for healing, but having only the opportunity to serve in that moment by support and as much understanding as can be found within oneself.

This, in general, is to say that the purpose of your incarnations is to utilize your catalyst together and to move through it as harmoniously as possible, realizing that individual growth is a personal matter. One can only support another. One cannot solve another’s problems. This is true for each of you. It is true for all of your kind upon your planetary sphere. As each works with personal catalyst and clears the way towards feeling the love and the light of the one Creator, and being able then, through feeling it, to radiate it to others, then is your illusion lightened and inspirited with that light of the one Creator.  This light is available to all, utilized by all in the working through of catalyst, yet is blocked in some degree by all as catalyst is used, re-used and eventually harmonized and balanced. To the degree that the light is able to pass further up through the energy centers and find its way toward that center within the heart, in that center, and more especially, within the throat, there is the beginning of the radiance of this light to others.

However, the path to that point is one which moves through ground that is, as we spoke through the one known as K, littered with the stones, the sharp places, and the opportunity for stumbling. You, my friends, are here, not only to stumble, but to pick yourselves up and to help pick each other up and then continue on this journey, for there is light, both from within and from without, that may shine its clarifying influence upon this journey. As you seek it, so shall you find it.

Carla seems to be asking how she and I can deal with our difficulties, and I will try to discover what difficulties she may be talking about by focusing on Q’uo’s response to her question. Q’uo began their response by saying that Carla had used clear communication to determine the feelings of those around her, especially my feelings, and she would need to continue to do so even if the harmony between her and me was momentarily disturbed. Q’uo went on to say that both Carla and I experienced difficulties, and even though each of us might be partially responsible for creating them we could only take responsibility for how we solved our own perceptions of these difficulties. However, Q’uo also suggested that we be supportive of each other in this process so that the light of the Creator might move higher through our energy centers, and when it reached the heart and the throat, we could share the love and light of the Creator with each other. Q’uo completed their response by saying that Carla and I would occasionally stumble in this process, and we should help each other regain our footing and seek the light that is within us and around us and shine it to each other, for as we would seek the light so we would find it. On May 18, 1986, L/Leema spoke about how we may seek and find the light:

I am L/Leema, and we would remind you, my sister, that the polarity of service to others is one which contains a great deal of protection. The fruit of service to others is that which is guarded by the light of those who observe the movements within your illusion from outside of your illusion. Within this general arena of protection, shall we say, the one who seeks to be of service to others may invoke this light at any time the need is felt. At all times it is recommended that for the greatest protection, the one who seeks to serve others may attempt with a full and joyous heart to see the Creator in all beings and events which come before its notice, to seek the light, to praise it and to rejoice in the opportunity to be of service. In this frame of being and attitude of seeking to serve, one bathes oneself in the armor of light, that which is, and that which is not, the darkness, then becomes illumined and becomes as that which is light. Thus, the light speaks to itself and knows no fear or foe for all is seen as one. The truth is known as the light is called.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: I have been having difficulty with these decisions [inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We look upon your statement and your overall energy pattern in attempting to speak in a manner which avoids infringement and find that you have found for yourself a central portion of this relationship of yourself to any other which would attempt to aid you, and, in this aid, provide you with that service for which you may feel or not feel worthy and able to receive. For as one who wishes to serve others, you have learned well how to consider catalyst in the regards of being of service to others and utilizing your catalyst for that purpose.

The receiving of service for one who wishes to give it so whole-heartedly is that which is the more challenging of the opportunities offered within your illusion. For within your illusion, those entities who have been able to activate and to move through the green-ray energy center then do well if they are able to begin the activation of the blue ray, which offers the true radiance of being from Creator to Creator to those that are before one and for whom one may wish to perform a service. The indigo-ray opportunities are those which are explored by those entities who begin more and more to open themselves to the feeling of the indwelling spirit of the one Creator so that the physical vehicle, the mental vehicle, the spiritual and the emotional component of the intellectual vehicle, then are all seen as channels or vessels which are inhabited and utilized by the one Creator. This is a lesson which is advanced significantly beyond that of third-density experience in general. That you have some difficulty in feeling this infinite value and worth and, therefore, feeling as a result no difficulty in receiving the love offerings of others is, as you have ascertained, that upon which you now work.

We encourage your work in this area and note that it has progressed at a significant pace as you continue to see more of yourself as that which is acceptable. This kind of work we spoke of at length with the one known as Aaron, as we spoke upon those concepts that are formed in the thinking as the basic concept of fear is explored. The fear of rejection from one entity or another according to what is thought or done by yourself is the kind of fear that is developed in the early experiences of the incarnation as one is prepared by these early experiences to continue upon that journey which has been set previous to the incarnation.

You now work with what we may call the cleaning-up phase of the indigo-ray work, which works with those attributes which you find less than desirable within yourself. You work to appreciate their nature, to appreciate yourself for having them working within your being, and as you work with accepting those, what you would call shortcomings, then you begin to accept the final portion of yourself that has heretofore remained outside of the sphere of your love and appreciation. As you are able to fully accept all characteristics within your being, and as you are able to see them as those portions that are appropriate as are all other portions within your character, then you will see yourself in a balanced configuration and will see the hand of the Creator moving within each sphere and characteristic of your life pattern.

In this question Carla seems to be expressing her difficulty in accepting love or service from others from what I see in Q’uo’s response to her question. Q’uo began by saying that Carla had been able to give to others for the greater portion of her life, and I know this was because of her totally open heart. She always looked for ways of being of service to others. Q’uo continued by saying that she had also been able to move into the blue-ray energy center in her clear communication with others, and now, in order to be able to accept the love offerings of others she would have to go into the indigo-ray energy center of feeling the presence of the Creator within her being and the self-worth that comes with this experience. Q’uo said that this was advanced work for the third density, and Carla was now doing this work as a result of feeling unworthy in her childhood. I know that this manifested in Carla’s childhood as a result of her parents, knowing that she was very intelligent as a child prodigy, felt the best way to enhance her intelligence was never to give her compliments for her accomplishments but to give her what they called “constructive criticism” for how she could do things better. So Q’uo suggested that Carla should look at all of her characteristics that she felt were shortcomings and learn how to accept each of them as a worthy part of her self, and then she would see the Creator moving within each portion of her being. On October 16, 2005, Q’uo gave advice as to how Carla could increase her self worth:

It is also very helpful to accept oneself just as one is, with one’s strengths and weaknesses intact. Work with the system that is yours. Allow the weaker chakra to be weaker, and then accommodate that situation by requesting that Spirit rebalance the chakras in order to protect the system and make it safe for that system to do work in consciousness. That is what you are asking of your system when you tune in order to do a channeling session. Would you not wish to work with the system that you have without judging yourself for having that system?

Therefore, we encourage you to continue to work to bolster that weaker energy which we are well aware is known to you; those energies of low self-worth or low self-esteem which the one known as Carla has carried since very early childhood. Do not waste time attempting to brush up that chakra or get rid of low self-esteem or low self-worth.

There is value in every distortion in a system. It should not be excised as if it were a growth that needed to be removed. If there is use in low self-esteem, find it. If there is value and information in low self-worth, dig for it, not with an idea that you will find it to get rid of it, but with the idea that you will find it to treasure it, appreciate it, and love it.

Is there another query, my sister?

Carla: I have, not everyday, but quite regularly when I see the difficulty for not just me [inaudible] wondered if I should pray that the Lord take away [inaudible] and I have even sat down to pray that, then found myself [inaudible]. I can’t sort it out. Do you have anything [inaudible]?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, for the greater portion of your life pattern, that quality which you know as “will,” yoked with that quality which you know as “faith,” has provided you with the means by which you would be able to continue in the incarnation and with the service that you wish to perform in this carnation. Your strength of will has been that which has moved you through great amounts of difficulty and pain, much like the noble warrior’s horse would carry it through many, many battles. This quality of will is that which continues to offer you the strength of your beingness. Through the will, the infinite power of your being moves to enliven your physical vehicle. There is also much work done in this regard between you and the one known as Jim as you engage in the sexual energy transfers.

However, the will is the greatest factor which enables your continued existence within this third-density illusion. As you look about yourself, you see that the world of affecting things recedes and becomes small for you as you are able less and less to partake in the doing that most entities of your illusion enjoy. This causes you to wonder if there is purpose for your existence. This wondering is directly related to the query which we previously spoke upon in regards to the seeing of the self as that which is of infinite worth, and which has a value in its beingness without any doing whatsoever. We would encourage you to continue in the work upon the seeing of the self as that which is of infinite value and which may simply exist and be, and have reason enough in your measure to do so.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: It has occurred to me [inaudible] pretty sturdily [inaudible] that it might be a good teaching technique for all of us to have the question, or to allow the questions to move on [inaudible]. You have a far better perspective than I do of how useful a training tool this is to the one who is attempting to discern [inaudible]. Do you feel that this particular method has any special aid to offer all of us as students [inaudible]?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. In this regard, we would comment as follows. The one known as K is indeed finding that its channel is opening every more surely and stably to our contact, and that she is able to voice our thoughts with more facility, more complexity, and is able to perceive the finer and finer nuances that may be perceived by the strengthening instrument. In general, for this kind of work, we would recommend that which you have been doing. That is, the longer messages that require the continued concentration, the continued exercise of the instrument, and the continued offering of the opportunity for the expansion of the concepts and the ability to move with one concept to its completion before moving to another.

However, for the continuing nurturing of the interest of any new instrument—or, in this case, the intermediate instrument—there may be added the kind of moving of the contact from instrument to instrument that you mention, so that there is a variety of experience that is offered to the student which has progressed well and far upon the local channeling process. However, over the longer run, shall we say, at this point in the one known as K’s work, we would continue to recommend the messages being delivered over a longer portion of the contact.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: Just a comment that you made, Q’uo. I grasp what you are saying, and what you are saying is that K still needs the confidence that can only come from [inaudible] had to do with blending her energy, so if it’s all right with you, I’ll ask the same question [inaudible].

I am Q’uo. We find that there is a sufficient understanding of our point that we need speak no further. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: No, Q’uo. I really thank you for [inaudible] I think I have enough material now to think about [inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister, as well. Is there any another query at this time?

K: I feel that during this past while you been working with me, complex is perhaps [inaudible]. Can you comment on that?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We have been blending our vibrations with yours in a manner which utilizes both the indigo-ray energy center and the blue-ray energy center while attempting to stabilize or harmonize the overall green/blue/indigo energies for the purpose of being more able, that is, allowing you to be more able to stably receive the concepts which we impart to you. The work upon the indigo center, again, is more of a stabilizing of the work which you are there accomplishing. We may not work for any other, but may work with an instrument such as yourself, and may utilize the efforts which you have made in each center in order to facilitate the initiating and the continuation of our contact.

Thus, it is most often that you will notice this effect within your meditations, and especially within the intensive meditations in which you are serving as an instrument for our thoughts and words. However, at any time during any meditation or contemplative or prayerful period that you wish this kind of assistance, we are honored to offer it and to help blend our vibrations with yours for the purpose of deepening your meditation and for the purpose of stabilizing and harmonizing this triad of energies.

Is there a further query, my sister?

K: No, I thank you [inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister, both for your queries and for your continued desire to serve as an instrument. We are most pleased with your progress and encourage you to take heart, shall we say, and to continue as you have with your dedication and your practice. We thank this group, as well, for its dedication and its persistent practice of the local channeling process. We are able, through your efforts, to offer a service which we give with a whole heart and which is that which allows us to know more of the Creator and to know more of ourselves as we see ourselves within your experiences and within your mind/body/spirit complexes.

At this time we shall take our leave of this group in joy, in peace, and in power. We leave each in the love and the light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I needed to make another trip to AT&T because the cure for my cell phone malfunction only lasted for a short while yesterday. Fortunately, the fellow at AT&T discovered that the WiF-Fi on my cell phone needed to be increased for it to work properly. Now my cell phone finally works perfectly.

This afternoon I went outside and weeded the Astilbe garden by hand as we have gotten a good deal of rain this morning, and this makes it easy to pull the weeds out roots and all.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 6

Rest In Change

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.

Change is a constant in nature and a necessity in God’s plan for the development of His people. As the seasons change, the eyes of your hearts do not perhaps notice nature’s economy in dealing with constant change. Perhaps it has not been seen that change can be graceful and beautiful.

The creation of the Father rests in change and is always at peace. Therefore there is not more displacement than is necessary, not more travail than required. And though the earth may heave with frost or fall into dust with drought, yet still it does not thrash about in fear.

Know that the seasons of the soul are sometimes short and sometimes very long. There is a constant movement or process of change, sometimes slow and sometimes quick. Instead of agitation and worry it is possible to meet these changes fearlessly, gracefully and peacefully, resting in change, trusting in the goodness of the Father’s plan.

May each so rest, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-05

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 27, 1991:

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each again in the love and the light of the one infinite Creator. At this time it is our privilege to offer ourselves in the attempt to speak to any queries which may be upon the minds of those present. It is with great joy that we offer ourselves in this sharing of that which we have found helpful upon our journeys and we desire that your journey may be enhanced to some degree.

Is there a query at which we may begin?

Carla: [Inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. As we look at the entity that is your planet in its present state of transition we see that there is much confusion among a great many of your peoples who are more conscious of the process of growth and that of seeking which you might call the pilgrim’s path. For many of these entities have become aware of how their own life patterns are evolving to the point where there is the necessity of giving greater and greater amounts of attention to what seem to be the tedious details of the day; that is, the very basic nature and level of living and continuing in this pattern in a manner which is stable and productive. Many find that there are difficulties which are more intensive and in need of attention than any previous time within the incarnation. This is due in large part to the current experience of the planetary sphere itself, as this may be seen to be the most critical period in this birthing process. We say critical in that there is movement towards polarization in both the positive and in the negative sense, so that those entities which are able to welcome and enjoy the more intensive vibrations of love and light are doing so in the manner which is helpful to each entity as an individual in that its choice of polarity begins to be apparent.

This choosing and polarization process, as it is reflected in your mundane world, is seen as that which is traumatic, for much of progress within your third-density illusion is the product of that which you call trauma. It is often the case that those who have been for a great period of time slumbering, or nearing the wakeful period of their seeking, will be nudged into greater polarity of seeking and consciousness of the process by that means of resolving the difficulty of, as you would say, dealing with the traumas that are increasingly a part of each entity’s incarnation. If your illusion was less, shall we say, encumbered with the veils of forgetting there would not be the necessity for the loud and long ringing alarm to awaken those that wish to be awakened. However, this same nature of intensive veiling also allows greater progress in the spiritual journey. For each step is far more valuable and carries a great deal more weight within the total beingness as each step is taken with less surety and the need for greater will and faith to continue and even to begin this conscious journey of seeking.

Thus, we see upon this planetary sphere that there is the seeding of light in many places where light has not been in predominant expression, shall we say, but has only flickered briefly. And at this time we see that there is a great deal more light beginning to shine forth from many areas, entities, and groupings of entities upon your planet. However, as with all transformations within the third density this is a process which must partake of the breaking or shedding of the older ways of perceiving, of thinking, and of doing so that there might be made a place for a new way of perceiving and of bringing forth that quality of compassion and understanding that has long been hidden within the hearts of many who have incarnated with the desire that they may show forth this energy of love that will aid, not only their own evolutionary growth, but will enhance the opportunity to be of service to others and will also lighten the planetary vibrations as a whole.

Thus, we see the difficulties that many have, yet we see that this is the portion of this birthing process in which difficulties may be expected. Further polarizations, both towards that which you call positive or radiant and towards that which you call negative or that which absorbs the light, may be expected to continue so that there is as it would appear to be a movement in the mass consciousness of the planet in the direction of both of these poles with the great majority of entities remaining between these polarities yet also feeling this movement of polarization.

Thus, the time is critical. The time is that portion of the process during which the process gains what you may call a momentum and continues towards both the positive and the negative vibratory rates.

From Q’uo’s reply it seems that Carla’s question had something to do with how spiritual seekers of truth can help our planet move into the fourth density of love and understanding. Q’uo began their response by saying that many conscious seekers were finding that there was more catalyst of a traumatic nature to deal with than ever before, and that being able to process this catalyst in a loving way was also a way of helping our planet through its difficult birthing process. Q’uo said that the process of polarization towards the positive and the negative types of service was also of a traumatic nature for those who were aware of this as the purpose of their incarnations. They went on to say that there was a greater seeding of light around the planet where there had not been any before, and as more hearts awaken to the need for sharing compassion and love, their spiritual journeys were accelerating and were also aiding the evolution of the planet. Q’uo completed their response by saying that there were still many who had not made the choice of polarity yet, so the time was critical now to do so. On September 1, 2018, Q’uo spoke of the nature of trauma being critical in our spiritual growth:

Much of the learning that each of you will experience within this illusion will be related to that concept which you call trauma, for by a traumatic experience, whatever lesson you learn will be engrained far more deeply and surely within your own being than a lesson that is learned without trauma. The type of learning that includes trauma is that which requires a certain kind of inner strength that many find lacking within their own nature. Thus, the desire to move through and heal trauma is that which is the observation of a certain experience or instance of experience that is a reflection in microcosm of the larger journey that you make through this illusion. Again, we recommend that meditation is the greatest tool by which you may process the gaining of strength, the healing of trauma, and the moving forward from trauma, using it as a base upon which to make your next evolutionary step.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: I am acutely aware of the wall being placed before me. Is this a point where I have to stop and wait for a teacher, although I am very suspicious of a physical teacher… I know I know that thought. Just wondering why I can’t get past that wall.

I am Q’uo, and aware of your query, my sister. As the conscious seeker moves further upon its path using those tools which it feels are appropriate to continue the journey there is a process that occurs within each entity that may be likened to building the shell around the young that is to be born, seeing the seeker at any point in its journey being both the father or mother of that which shall be its new self as what you have learned is put into practice in your thinking and in your being. You find that there is constructed an area or field of reach which becomes more and more familiar to you as you construct the qualities, the concepts, the relationships, in short, the philosophy of your beingness and your relationship to the one Creator.

In its fullest flowering and expression this philosophy provides a means by which you may move each step upon your journey up to a point which becomes increasingly difficult to approach with the existing philosophy, requiring, therefore, that there be a new means of penetrating the mystery which has again symbolically solidified around you in that form which you call the wall, which may also be seen as the egg through which the birthing entity will chip a new way through, a new path, a new perception as this entity is transformed by its own desire to seek and by its previous success in seeking.

Thus, you may experience the feeling of being before the wall for a significant portion of what you may call time. As there is then the necessity for that transformation which many have called initiation that will in some fashion allow the “new you” that is waiting to begin again at another level in this process to find the tools that will allow you to move through, around or to move beyond this wall which seems to restrain but which is more accurately a threshold that requires a greater degree of what we may call an intensity or increased desire to penetrate. There is often aid given by those whom you may call the guides or teachers. This aid may or may not take a form which is recognizable as that which would proceed from a guide or teacher. The aid in many cases is the inspirational dream or continuing series of dreams or line of thinking that develops within the prayerful, contemplative, or meditative state so that a trail is laid and there is the accumulation in a step-by-step process of the tools necessary to penetrate the wall and begin again at a new level of understanding, shall we say.

Patience is that which is a paradoxical recommendation at a time when there is also the need for the renewal of inner determination to continue. Thus, if one is able to await patiently yet alertly and with firm intent one has prepared the self as well as one can for this time of a transformation.

Carla asked Q’uo how she could get past a wall that she felt was stopping her spiritual journey, and she didn’t want to wait for a spiritual teacher to find out how to do this. Q’uo said that as she moved further along her path that the process of being able to grow is aided by principles that have worked in the past, but eventually they become like a wall or a shell in which a new self is attempting to be born, and she is the father and mother of this new self that reflects the nature of the Creator. Then Q’uo said that in order for her “new being” to be born she would need to find the tools that would aid her in this transformation that could be found in assistance from guides, dreams, meditation, or contemplation that could devise the step-by-step process of penetrating the wall and achieving a new level of understanding. Q’uo completed their response by saying that this process would require a combination of patience and determination. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

For transformation is a cycle. It is an inevitable cycle. You will transform. You shall become a new creature. The only question is whether or not you wish to accelerate the process of your own spiritual evolution. Those who are listening to these words and those who read them are those who wish to become more than they have been. That wish, in and of itself, will hasten the rate of speed of change in your life. For by wishing to be transformed and by being willing to be transformed, you make the space for being transformed.

Consequently, we would perhaps rather use the transformational model of the also much clichéd chambered nautilus, which outgrows his house and therefore enlarges his house, without ever leaving his house. Just in such a way do you enlarge your point of view as you move through these cocoon-like periods and emerge from them with the sense of having a new perspective which has created for you the self-perceived feeling of being a new creature. You continue to expand your awareness in a cyclical manner until such time as you pass from this environment through the gates of larger life, where you shall not lose a beat in continuing your spiritual evolution.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: [Inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and aware of your query, my sister. We walk carefully in this response, wishing not to step over the boundaries of infringement upon free will but we find that you are querying concerning you own powers of discrimination, and we would advise you or any seeker on this journey inward to value highly the discrimination that is borne…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and again with this instrument. We are pleased to make a time to pause so that those of Latwii may join you in your meditation. We shall pause at this time.

[Pause]

I am Q’uo, and am again with this instrument. Those of Latwii greet each in love and in light and wish to assure the one known as S that there is never a separation between us. We are always near and walk with joy upon the journey. Seeing the heart of love inspires each step however difficult the steps may become or however confused the process of thinking may become. There is always support. We are honored to be available in this manner and would be most happy to join you in any of your meditations for the purpose of deepening your meditation.

At this time we shall take our leave of this group and this instrument, leaving each, as always, in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are those known to you as Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop at AT&T in Middletown to see if they could find a solution as to how Apple News could complete its installation on my cell phone, and the solution was finally found so that my Apple News app works perfectly. My next stop was at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy a few more pansies to complete the transplanting to my two flower pots on my front porch. My last stop was at AutoZone to buy some 2-cycle engine oil to put into two gallons of gasoline to power my trimmer, blower, garden tiller, and hedge clippers.

This afternoon I transplanted those pansies to the second flower pot on the front porch. Then I took a walk around the yard to pick up the small tree limbs that came down in the rain this  morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 5

We Wait To Serve

I am the spirit of the living Christ. I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of divine love.

I greet you in life complete, in experience understood, in sorrow accepted and transformed, in joy, praise and thanksgiving eternal.

I greet you in a consciousness that enriches, enlivens and transforms experience.

We are principles of that consciousness; advocates and encouragers of those who seek to know Christ.

We are the gift of God poured out upon a thirsty people as the inward dew of quietness and strength, the inward food gained in contemplation and prayer.

We wait to comfort. We wait to transform. We wait for the call of those who seek Christ in this and every day.

And we wait and serve as we hope that you may wait and serve—in peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-04

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 27, 1991:

Question from S: Question dealing with the concept of what sort of effort to make of a novel that would incorporate the qualities of the wanderer entering this Earth’s planetary sphere in order to be of service and how the development of identity using various concepts that have been put forth in metaphysical writings, how this would be accomplished to best get across the idea of an entity of light wishing to aid a planet that is in the process of being born. And then any words that Q’uo might have to say to S in greeting in general and specifically concerning her desire to be in contrast and in balance to the great amount of doing that she has been doing.

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. Greetings to this group this day. May we express our extreme gratitude that you have in your own love and your own life in the name of the infinite Creator called us who are messengers of love and light to you. Together we praise the one infinite Creator, the mystery that is always and always mysterious and yet always the bedrock of the incarnational experience for those who have the hearts to understand.

We also would like to express that we of Q’uo are of a principle, or combined energy offering, consisting of the ones known as Latwii and the ones known as Ra. Each of us in our memory blesses, thanks and offers you love. We wish you to know as we wish all who would seek us to know that to experience our presence in your meditation you need only ask and you shall never be alone. We speak this to the one known as S especially, for it has been our privilege many times as Latwii to be with the one known as S.

Now we would say a few words about this principle, for these words are not those of Ra. The ones of Ra have been our teachers as well as your own. We are much more progressively guided by the ones of Ra than we would normally be in working with this group because the vibrations of this group are such that those less orthodox and introductory teachings are not the desire of this group but rather the desire is to explore further. And as that desire puts out a certain call, and as both the ones known as Ra and the ones known as Latwii have permission from the Council which governs entering into your energies within this sphere we banded together, that we of Latwii might use more of the teachings of the one known as Ra.

So, we speak to you with Latwii’s voice but with far more ability to have access to the teachings of the ones known as Ra. There is not a partnership here. You are listening to those of Latwii. It is simply that we have collaborated with those of Ra, and we use our own discrimination in guarding the free will of each. It is indeed a blessing to do this work as we very much enjoy and love each other’s social memory complexes.

Now, on to the questions at hand. When a body of work is being written concerning metaphysical truths it is completely up to the author as to whether to fictionalize information or to work with the highest and best information which you have, using it literally and without alteration. This would not be true if by such writing the free will of any would be infringed upon. However, it is impossible to infringe upon someone in book form, for there is no difficulty whatsoever in closing a book. Those who do not wish to see the information or the emotions therein within their own experience will simply find your book quite invisible.

Therefore, it depends completely upon the sensitivities of one who is attempting to become a carpenter in words, building with these structural members an area around those infinite concepts and possibilities that can never be put into words. There is another reason of why it is not necessary, unless it is simply desired to alter the truth of that which you know at this time. Entities who are not ready for this particular material, even if they find it helpful, will assume it to be fiction. For it is stranger than things that are created in the mind of man.

The peculiarities, shall we say, of a truly lived spiritual path are such as cannot be reduced to cliché without considerable practice. Consequently, we feel the issue that is truly being asked here is an issue concerning free will and the potential for an author infringing upon the free will of the reader. We do not feel that this is possible. Therefore, we encourage the one known as S to recruit her own inner wisdom, her own personal truth, and to write fearlessly, carefully and with absolute bravado. For all the tools that are placed within the reach of entities so that they may see them are those works of inestimable service.

In closing out this question, we would add that no matter what the physical fruits of a life lived in faith are, the life itself is a far greater gift to the planet and to the Creator than any artifact of this love and wisdom imparted in things which can be measured and seen. Higher gifts are always unseen.

The first part of the group question for this session was how S could write a book about wanderers coming to Earth to be of service to others and what metaphysical principles she should incorporate in describing wanderers and their service to others. Q’uo began their response by saying that Latwii was a social memory complex that worked with their teachers, who were those of the Ra social memory complex, and Latwii provided the voice of Q’uo in their communication with this group. Then Q’uo moved on to S’s question and suggested that it was her choice as to whether she used fiction to describe the nature of wanderers and their service to the people of Earth, or if she used the best information on these topics that had already been written about. Q’uo said that S should not worry about infringing on anyone’s free will by what she writes because those who would disagree with her thoughts could simply put her book aside. They also said that she must realize that she will be writing about spiritual concepts that are very difficult to put into words. So Q’uo suggested that S utilize her own inner wisdom and truth and be bold in her writing of the book. Q’uo then completed their thoughts by saying that the way that any spiritual seeker could be of the greatest service to planet and the Creator was a life lived in faith rather than any book since the higher gifts are always unseen. In 17.30, Ra spoke about how a seeker could be of the greatest service:

Questioner: Well, if an entity wants to learn ways of it, wants to be of service to others rather than service to self while he is in this third density, are there best ways of being of service to others, or is any way just as good as any other way?

Ra: I am Ra. The best way to be of service to others has been explicitly covered in previous material. We will iterate briefly.

The best way of service to others is the constant attempt to seek to share the love of the Creator as it is known to the inner self. This involves self knowledge and the ability to open the self to the other-self without hesitation. This involves, shall we say, radiating that which is the essence or the heart of the mind/body/spirit complex.

Speaking to the intention of your question, the best way for each seeker in third density to be of service to others is unique to that mind/body/spirit complex. This means that the mind/body/spirit complex must then seek within itself the intelligence of its own discernment as to the way it may best serve other-selves. This will be different for each. There is no best. There is no generalization. Nothing is known.

This brings us to the question about being and doing. And in this question, we find each within this group to have a poignant and deep confusion concerning the appropriate way to live a life in faith. We find in each case that each is by nature expressive and radiant, each one strongly polarized towards service to the Creator and to other selves. We find that each has been raised in a culture which praises the fruits of labor, whatever they may be, which finds virtue in such things as making money for the sake of making money. In other words, the concept of doing is not only corruptible but is constantly being corrupted. That is, positive polarity service to others is constantly moving into neutral or negative services which catch one upon, shall we say, the blind side. This is a matter of personal discrimination. We do not feel we have to talk about the doing except to express that in a metaphysical or spiritual sense the core of a realized action or doing is that expression of faith which is, “Not my will but Thine.” So that as you do that which you do you are grounded in a dedication of that doing to the love of the infinite One. It is said in your holy works, “I am the vine. You are the branches.” In your doing realize that your roots are in the one infinite Creator, and that the fruit that you bear is fruit that has come through the Creator like sap up to the inspiration of the self within, and there it is fertilized by third-density catalyst so that it is unique to you and to your situation but in all ways beautiful and good to the taste.

Being, although it seems very simple, is very much put aside within your western culture. This culture is overstimulated, distracted, irritated at the extraordinarily close contact each must have with the other in most circumstances. How does one be when one is constantly being fed stimulus after stimulus after stimulus? One way to experience that being in a very vital way, and also in a very harsh way as concerns your physical vehicles habits, is simply to, as this instrument had suggested earlier, move to a retreat situation where there was the silence of the self to be explored with the companion that is also silent. This would entail a good deal of mental and emotional discomfort, for a desert experience, whether it is natural or contrived, is never particularly pleasant. In the desert, in the silence, one meets the self in all of its aspects. Yet it is in this desert, and in this experience of the self that has both its light and its shadowed sides, that the self learns finally to accept all of the self and thereby learns a compassion that cannot be learned in any other way. For when one sees oneself to be so far from what it wishes to be, it is humbled with a good humility, a humility that realizes that within this density it is impossible not to err and be deceived repeatedly.

Beingness moves into the life experience as it is given space. The meditation is the beginning. Other tools which encourage being are those tools which also offer solitude or company with like-minded entities. In gardening, in hiking, in walking, in contemplation, in reading ideas are brought before the eye, the ear, and all the senses. And the being is allowed to expand beyond the quantity of flesh and bone until it is felt securely the nature, the essence of this field of consciousness that you are, each of you. What beingness does for this field of consciousness is to amplify the positive polarity of the entity who is being in a way that attempts to express with more and more compassion the self that is loved and accepted and forgiven and therefore is able to experience all entities as loved, accepted and forgiven.

The deep layers of being include purified emotion, worship, adoration, faithfulness, and an unshakeable and unquenchable love for the one infinite Creator. None of this need be spoken. None of this need be obvious by word or deed for the work of beingness to be done. This offering that is directly to the Infinite greatly aids the planetary consciousness, for it has no object except simply to be, and by that being to channel love and light. Indeed, being is the most strenuous activity possible, for in being there is no past; there is no future; and there is no solidity to the form of the one who is. The strength of the field of consciousness is your strength. The nature of that field of consciousness is your identity. You cannot see results from things that are not actions unless you watch very carefully, and then you shall see the power of authenticity in beingness.

Now Q’uo addressed the concepts of doing and being. They said that living a life in faith in a culture such as ours was difficult because our culture values the doing to the seeming exclusion of the being. So Q’uo recommended that in order to avoid the possibility of relating to others in a negative sense with our nature of doing that we seek the will of the Creator to do whatever we do with others. Regarding how to practice being, Q’uo said that it would be well to enter into the silence of the retreat experience where one can become aware of the light and dark sides of the self and learn how to accept the self in humility for having both of these qualities, as one can see that in the over-stimulated western culture it is impossible not to err and also be deceived repeatedly. Q’uo also recommended meditation, contemplation, walking in nature, and reading inspirational material to enhance one’s being and increase one’s positive polarity. Q’uo concluded their response by saying that one’s being contains purified emotions like worship, adoration, and love of the one Creator, and these purified emotions also aid the planetary consciousness because we have become channels for love and light in the ever-present moment. On August 26, 1982, Latwii described the nature of our being:

The spiritual seeker, like the young entity of your illusion, finds new capabilities opening up within the being as the seeking increases in intensity. As these new ways of being, perceiving, and thinking continue to be experienced by the seeker, there is the effort that is necessary to procure them and seek them within the being of the seeker. Such an effort is primarily of a spiritual nature, but does have its mental, emotional and physical counterparts so that the stretching of the being in all these complexes then on occasion causes the entity to experience that which is commonly known to your peoples as weariness. Be not discouraged in any degree or sense by this weariness, for it is simply that that which you have reached for is now a part of your being. And as it becomes more uniformly a part of your being, then you shall grow new spiritual muscles, shall we say.

We would at this time transfer this contact, with thanks to this instrument, to the one known as Jim. I am the principle known to you as Q’uo. Love and light to you.

This morning I ran a few errands with my first stop the Walgreen’s Drug Store at the intersection of Hurstbourne Lane and Shelbyville Road where I bought some hair thickener. My second stop was at Anderson’s Sales and Service to drop off my weed-eater to be repaired as it won’t start. My third stop was at Theineman’s Nursery to buy two more bales of pine straw mulch and a flat of pansies.

This afternoon I went outside and spread the two bales around the azaleas in the cross area in the back yard, and this completed the spreading of pine straw mulch for this year. Then I planted the pansies in the two flower pots on the front porch but will need to buy six more pansies tomorrow to fill the second pot.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 4

Comfort For Your Sorrow

I am the spirit of the living Christ and I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of love.

As you come to contemplation this morning, you come with sorrow in your heart.

See that sorrow. Acknowledge and bless it. Visualize it intensely. Every sorrow. Every sadness.

And as you gaze upon it, see the Comforter arrive. For by this loving attention to yourself you bid the Comforter to you, to minister and give care to your sorrow.

No seeking soul needs a justification for desiring comfort. The spirit of love comforts all who turn from sorrow to the beholding of sorrow, for as you are aware that you are sorrowful and as you then call us, so may love enter sorrow and make of it a beautiful thing, a little place in mind where tenderly you may wrap and tenderly put away the occasion for sorrow and distress, knowing that in the larger view you shall be comforted.

We leave you in peace and joy, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-03

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo is from March 24, 1991:

The question this afternoon is: From the Ra contact we learned that there was a price to pay for each service-to-others opportunity that was in a direct ratio: the greater the purity of the desired service, the greater was the price to pay for it. As a related principle, we also learned in the Ra contact that the use of any gadget to enhance evolution, such as meditating in a pyramid or using biofeedback equipment to deepen the meditative state, or using marijuana to enhance the perspective, necessitated the seeker’s use of the enhanced evolution for greater service to others, or the use of the gadget would become negative. This is the Law of Responsibility.

Would you speak to the fact that both an increased desire to serve more purely and the use of gadgets to enhance our own evolution bring about a greater price that the seeker will have to pay in the quantity and quality of energy expenditures? Would there be any other kind of price to pay other than an increase in the kind or quality of quantity of energy expenditures, the efforts on the part of the seeker as a result of utilizing either gadgets or finding an increased desire to be of service. What I am really wanting to know is, why there is a direct ratio that requires greater effort on the part of the seeker when the seeker either wants to serve more purely or uses some gadget to enhance the evolutionary progress?

(Carla channeling)

I am Q’uo. Greetings in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. It is a pleasure to join your meditation and to offer our very fallible opinions. We thank you very much for allowing us to be of service to you in this way, for it is in this way that we ourselves learn more of wisdom and compassion. We are especially pleased to address a question on service and the cost of service to others. Upon this day which is an holy day in the liturgy of your Christian church, that day called Palm Sunday, when a young man with dusty feet rode willingly to meet his passion, his false judgment, and his death, all counted as nothing in his consideration, when held against the privilege of doing the will of the Father.

Let us examine this portion of the story which Christianity tells about one man, a countryman, a peasant, a scholar, and depending upon whom you would ask at the time, a prophet, a savior, a political upstart, or a religious fanatic. This entity came into its incarnation with very little idea of the destiny it was to experience. Simply by following its own interests and disciplines it was able to unfold before its face those things which were important for this entity to be made aware of. He did not know, when he was studying the religious lore of his particular cultural group, that he would be an instrument of change for that group. He studied because he was in love, in love with the Creator that gave the law.

Through long years which are unrecorded in most history, this entity studied and journeyed in Africa, India and many places which now are called different names, Asia Minor, the northern portion of east Europe, and then back to the Galilean home from which he had sent himself in search of wisdom. There was a period during which this entity known to you as Jesus simply grounded himself in hard labor, working as his father had done before him as a carpenter and a worker in wood. His heart was at times full of love, full of romance, and full of an ever-increasing force within which began to guide this entity into the ways of an ideal which he could not find in the world about him, or in the testimony of his forefathers.

There was not one day when this entity awoke and said “Eureka, I now know what I must do, what my destiny is. I see every step and I am willing to take it.” Rather, this entity was moved by a Spirit and a voice that spoke not of the larger picture, but of that which was to be accomplished in the immediate present. It would be unwise and untrue to consider that the entity known as Jesus had a grand overview and simply observed the many changes and transformations which occurred during the entity’s active ministry. This was not a god; this was a third-density human being, with every possible potential, both for the light and for the dark side of third-density human nature.

However, this entity had long loved his Lord. Day in and day out, year after year, beginning when he was but a child, he had turned every spare moment to the consideration of his own nature and the nature of the Lord he knew he loved, but wished very deeply to know how to serve. He received many, many guidances from the Spirit that is with the Father, and, as his destiny came upon him, there was no Abraham to take him off the fire of sacrifice. In order to transfigure the written history of the Lord which he loved, the Father of which he knew he was the son, he found he must recreate a covenant, a spiritual covenant betwixt the Lord God and the people of the Lord.

Gazing at the strictures of the ten commandments given to Moses, he prayed for years to know the truths of what he found as shadows in those laws. And as he prayed, so did guidance come to him who prayed so deeply, so that he was able to say what he felt that new covenant was, not a list of things that were not to be done, the tale complex and infinitely separating one from another of the children of the Creator. This entity chose to place these same laws in a simpler and positively oriented perspective. The first commandment remained the same, to love the Creator with all of one’s energies and talents, gifts and abilities. But in the second law, he erased a dark, gauze veil of warning and fear that had hung over spiritual teachings within his culture for a millennium and more. The second commandment dispensed with all the “do nots,” and offered two things to do: to love the neighbor, be that neighbor a stranger, a friend, or an enemy, under all circumstances, just as an entity loved himself. He specifically said that these two commandments, love of God, and love of all other selves as the self, fulfilled and replaced all the law and the prophets.

He did not deny the history of his people, but when he felt, through intense years of prayer, the guidance of a voice which he trusted, he made himself available to do that which the Father had sent him to do. In the name of love, truth and life, he endured hate, lies and death itself. It was faith alone that allowed him to say, “Though these bones be dust, yet I shall be risen from the dead,” a spirit clean at last before the Lord God, clean of humanity, clean of trouble, clean of the depth of confusion that the incarnational experience inevitably offers. And he did, indeed, keep the promise he had made in faith. In that story lies the path to eternity for many millions of your peoples. He created a life worth the telling by the purity of his desire to serve his Father, the Creator of all that there is.

The group question for this session was: Why there is a direct ratio that requires greater effort on the part of the seeker when the seeker either wants to serve more purely or uses some gadget to enhance the evolutionary progress? Q’uo began their reply by looking at how this question applied to Jesus who began His incarnation by following his own interests in studying Judaism because he loved the Creator. Then Q’uo said that Jesus traveled to many countries in the east in his attempt to gain more wisdom for a number of years before returning to His home and working as a carpenter and continued His search for a spiritual ideal that was beyond any existing religion or practice. Q’uo went on to say that Jesus was a third-density being that was seeking a way to serve the Father that He loved, and eventually He felt that it was His destiny to recreate a spiritual covenant between the Lord God and the people of the Lord. Q’uo also said that Jesus reduced all of the negative “Thou shall not commandments” to two: Love the Creator with all of your being and love your neighbor as yourself. Q’uo went on to say that Jesus fulfilled the mission that the Father had sent Him to do and gave Himself over to be crucified so that He would rise again and reveal a path to eternity that all could travel. On March 31, 1996, Q’uo described the path to eternity which Jesus revealed all could travel:

We shall attempt to respond to this most thoughtful query by suggesting that the one known as Jesus or Jehoshua was an entity which was able to gain a great deal of understanding of the nature of this illusion in which all which an entity has of a physical, mental and emotional nature is sacrificed in order that the entity of third density might be reborn to a new level of being. This density was seen by this entity as that which offers itself in sacrifice to all who move through it. All the illusions, the experience and the very fabric of this density exist in order that each entity which moves through it might be able to become transformed by the experience.

Thus, the one known as Jesus wished to offer itself as one who provided a pattern or model of beingness that delineated the nature of sacrifice and transformation, that there was indeed no death which would end the experience of consciousness in this illusion, that there was the possibility of using the illusion about one as a means by which one could give and receive love from all other entities according to the desire or choice made within one’s own being, no matter the circumstances without the self.

Thus, the one known as Jesus was able to offer its own life as an example of the kind of transformation possible for each entity within this illusion. Thus, this entity used the illusion for a greater purpose than becoming any kind of king or power within the illusion. This entity offered a means through the illusion and beyond the illusion as it explored and shared the love of the one Creator in a pure and undistorted fashion.

Now, let us bring this discussion to all of third-density humankind. We may see that there is a certain percentage of those who, though alive within their bodies, are dead unto their spirits. These entities, because of their lack of desire to serve either themselves or others, experience the pleasant life insofar as it may be experienced, for life is always filled with loss and private anguish. Yet a simple, sunshiny day is enough for those who sleep to feel at one with all things, and the next day, if it rains and clouds and storms they should feel completely out of sorts and unhappy. Those who sleep blow with the wind and do not desire a path.

We speak to those who do desire to serve with excellence and purity. Gaze upon your desire. Do you burn? Do you hope? Do you desire more than anything within the illusion the opportunity to serve the one infinite Creator? There are many whose desire is simply to be with the infinite One. These are not lives which make great stories, although the light of those lives is very strong. There are others to whom we speak who desire not only to experience oneness with the Father, but who wish to follow that second request of the one known as Jesus, to love other selves as the self is loved by the self.

Now, you have asked why those who desire most keenly to serve purely experience difficult incarnations, and why those who use gadgets, such as pyramids, crystals and magical rituals, also run into a good deal of difficulty in the life experience as perceived subjectively.

Let us take the case of those who are using gadgets such as drugs, or shapes, or methods of focusing concentration, in order to aid their service to others, for their difficulties arise from a different level than others. Those who are willing to use a crutch in order to vault themselves upwards into the light, whether the crutch be drugs, or magical rituals, or whatever other occult science may be used as a gadget, have literally pulled themselves to a place for which they have not worked, and for which they well may not be ready. Whether or not they are ready to experience the wisdom and light, the love and compassion, of intercourse with the deity they must reckon with the falseness of their position in the light. Drugs wear off. The magical personality may crumble between the grocery store and gas station. Occult wisdom may leave one without resources when something occurs that is completely against that particular dogmatic method of perceiving the archetypical mind. And alone at last with itself, this entity who has no crutch now, finds itself committed to dispensing actions and words and the very beingness of its self in a way congruent with what it has learned. The crutch is gone, but the entity is responsible for the light that that crutch has gained.

Thus, it may be seen that those who by any means other than natural move themselves to transformation, must needs be responsible for that which has been gained long after the crutch has been thrown away. The more effective the use of the crutch has been to an entity, the greater will be the disparity between that entity’s awareness of truth and that entity’s ability to show it forth in the life experience.

Thusly, we have always encouraged entities who seek spiritually to do so honestly and naturally, having infinite patience for the wayward, conscious self. It is in fact a breach of the love of self to use any crutch whatsoever to gain knowledge of the most high, for it is an action of one who does not love or trust the self as much as it loves and trusts other selves. It finds itself quite unworthy, and must needs use this crutch to gain access to spiritual awareness. Entities, therefore, that have experienced difficulty because of using a crutch of any kind that alters the consciousness of the self, will find themselves in a difficult position, for they have attempted to serve others before they have learned to love themselves, and therefore to love others without stint.

Now Q’uo said that most people do not have a spiritual path, and their lives change like the weather changes from day to day. But for those who seek to follow the life of Jesus and love others as the self is loved, the spiritual path may be filled with difficulties as is the life of those who use gadgets like drugs and rituals to travel their spiritual path. Q’uo said that the experience that has been gained by using such crutches has not been achieved by their own efforts, and the effects that they have experienced will wear off, and they will not be able to demonstrate the experience that the crutch provided in the way that they live their lives. Q’uo continued by saying that the use of a crutch to obtain greater spiritual experiences demonstrates a lack of love and acceptance for the self and places trust in others and gadgets and reduce their ability to serve others. In 43.31, Ra suggested gadgets were not as helpful as the natural environment for meditation:

Questioner: I was really trying to get at whether it would be of great importance to construct a better place for our meditations. We have distractions here of the types which I mentioned, and I know that it is our total free will as to whether we construct this or not, but I was just trying to get at the principles. For instance, the Faraday cage would be quite a big construction and I was wondering if it would be of any real value?

Ra: I am Ra. Without infringing upon free will we feel it possible to state that the Faraday cage and the isolation tank are gadgets.

The surrounding of self in a sylvan atmosphere, apart from distractions, in a place of working used for no other purpose, in which you and your associates agree to lay aside all goals but that of the meditative seeking of the Infinite Creator is, shall we say, not gadgetry but the making use of the creation of the Father in second-density love, and in the love and support of other-selves.

Now, for those entities about which this question was asked, the path is honestly walked, the desire is felt within more and more the central portion of the activity of thought, intuition and action within the incarnational experience. Such an entity is hungry for good works. If it could be a fisherman, it would wish its nets to overflow, as with Jesus’ aid the fishermen experienced the great catch. Even with meditating, focusing the self, learning to love all portions of the self, and wishing most intensely to serve others, to share with them the love and the light of the one infinite Creator, they will find that inevitably they have perhaps been too greedy for gain.

You see, gain is not only a gain of money or power. One who wishes to gain for the kingdom of truth and love as many entities as possible also has a very human third-density ambition that pushes that entity, causes that entity’s orange and yellow rays often to become muddy with impatience, and the desire to save all of the planet’s people, if possible, within the next twenty-four hours. While this ambition has in many cases been the foundation of a beautiful spiritual life which is of great aid and comfort to other seekers along the path of truth, it is far more common that seekers who have piled their plates full of intended good works shall find themselves full in the middle of the meal of incarnational life, that there is more to be done, more to be digested, more to break and bless and give, and for many the heart wavers, the soul stands aghast at the job before it, and it asks itself, “Why have I been given this guidance and these desires, only to find them the rose with the thorn, the bed of nails, the crucifixion as well as the resurrection?”

In the case of those who genuinely love themselves and wish to serve others, because of their understanding that they are of the light and love of the infinite One, they will be at some point within the lifetime in a position where there is seen what to do, and how to do it with the energy and joy of spiritual comfort, while the physical body, which has been inundated with the powerful experiences of spiritual transformation, begins to fail in one way or another because the energies that are being taken into the web of consciousness are those which are beautiful to the self which is infinite, but destructive as a fire would be to the physical animal which is the vehicle of each third-density field of consciousness.

It is important to note that the Creator allows an entity before incarnation, who has gained the right to choose incarnational patterns, to choose as many lessons to learn and services to offer as it wishes. Some entities have a beautiful simplicity about them, and are happy with an humble life, a simple witness, an ever-prevailing spirit of love and peace. You will find these saints in menial jobs, in highborn houses, and in all places in between.

What marks them out is their peace of mind and their lack of ambition; they have desired only to witness to the Creator through the normal practices of living, raising children, having relationships and treasuring them, and moving to a peaceful incarnational death, in every expectation of eternal life.

These souls are rare because of the headlong impetuosity of young souls, and each soul is young no matter whence it comes when it enters into incarnation. By far the majority feel that they can handle the absolute utmost of personal lessons, and the absolute utmost use of the gifts and talents which have been given them. Is it any wonder, then, that when spiritual eyes are larger than the spiritual stomach, the physical vehicle which is finite begins to burn away because of the mismatching of vibrations between the incarnational, outer experience, and the inner vibrations of practicing the presence of the infinite One? Always, such an entity continues to burn with desire to serve regardless of circumstance, and it is quite usual for such entities to lose their health, and their incarnational lives, as they press forward ever onward to a more perfect use of their talents, a more perfect expression of the love of the Creator.

Now Q’uo described those spiritual seekers who do not use any crutches but who have a great desire to be of service to others in a manner which expresses a great deal of impatience to save the world as soon as possible. Q’uo likened this impatience to be of service to others as filling one’s spiritual plate with too much food, and at some point the physical body will begin to be worn out and experience one difficulty after another which could culminate in the death of the physical body. In 48.8-.9, Ra described the situation that could result in the seeker filling its plate with too much food to process:

Questioner: Who shall we say supervises the determination of further incarnation needs and sets up the seniority list, shall I say, for incarnation?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a query with two answers.

Firstly, there are those directly under the Guardians who are responsible for the incarnation patterns of those incarnating automatically, that is, without conscious self-awareness of the process of spiritual evolution. You may call these beings angelic if you prefer. They are, shall we say, “local” or of your planetary sphere.

The seniority of vibration is to be likened unto placing various grades of liquids in the same glass. Some will rise to the top; others will sink to the bottom. Layers and layers of entities will ensue. As harvest draws near, those filled with the most light and love will naturally, and without supervision, be in line, shall we say, for the experience of incarnation.

When the entity becomes aware in its mind/body/spirit complex totality of the mechanism for spiritual evolution it, itself, will arrange and place those lessons and entities necessary for maximum growth and expression of polarity in the incarnative experience before the forgetting process occurs. The only disadvantage of this total free will of those senior entities choosing the manner of incarnation experiences is that some entities attempt to learn so much during one incarnative experience that the intensity of catalyst disarranges the polarized entity and the experience thus is not maximally useful as intended.

Questioner: An analogy to that would be a student entering college and signing up for more courses than he could possibly assimilate in the time. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.

What shall we say to those who are experiencing this? We would suggest firstly that entities who are seeking spiritually begin to become aware of the power of humility. The greatest error made by those who wish so much to serve is that they are too impatient to listen to the guidance within. Thusly, they well may not note when their time has come to witness, and when it is time to remain silent, when it is time to burn with the glory of the infinite One, and when it is time to rest the physical vehicle from all the vigors of transformation that occur in the spiritually oriented life.

The spiritual polarity may be understood to be in direct proportion to the strength of the field of consciousness, that is the I AM of you. The more polarized and sacrificial the life, the stronger the field of consciousness, the greater the spiritual gravity, and the more appropriate and seemly appropriate rest shall be considered.

So, we ask those who are burning perhaps too quickly with the love of the Creator and of service to all to spend time, not asking what more they can do, but allowing the Creator to minister to them, for love from the Creator flows through them, why should it not include them? So many entities drive themselves as if their vehicles were used cars, unrespected and unloved. Consult the physical vehicle, all of you who seek. And when the physical vehicle, with its emotions, its thoughts, its fears and its plans, are crying out for rest, know that the one infinite Creator is guiding you to pay attention to that need to rest, for is not the primary service of those who love simply to be love? Is there not great virtue in resting in the tabernacle of the most high? In walking through second-density woodlands, exulting in the sheer majesty of the Creator? Would you not give even your worst enemy a rest when he is tired? Yet how you drive yourselves, those who seek, to accelerate the pace of their spiritual evolution, and how unnecessary it is for you to drive yourself.

Those who have caught fire from the love of the one infinite Creator will do their utmost, and cannot be accused of laziness because the physical vehicle must rest. We suggest that respect and love and compassion are not those gifts that you give only to others, but primarily and firstly to the self, for you must honor your physical vehicle. And if you have piled your plate too high, and feel quite unaccomplished because you have not been able to do everything you intended, cannot the spirit within you see that if you attempt your utmost when you are strong, that you may also attempt a quiet love that knows no surrender, and needs no ambition, while you are still? If you wish others to receive heavenly food, shall you then deny yourself that perfect rest, that gentle light, that fullness of being?

We ask those who have begun to burn out upon the spiritual path to quench that fire with the gentle water that slakes the spiritual thirst forever. Imagine the self standing beneath a waterfall of heavenly rain, rain that renews and refreshes, that honors and respects all that it touches, that connects the heavy chemical body back in appropriate working order to the desires of the field of consciousness that you are. In other words, there is no spiritual law which says that you must, at all times and under all circumstances, do one particular thing in service to others. How narrow would be the capabilities of the spirit of the living I AM if this were so. It is indeed not so, so we ask spiritual students to reckon honestly with their own spiritual ambitions. Ask yourself how do you wish to serve? What do you wish to learn? And how deep and full of grace is the consciousness that is doing these things? It is easy to reckon with the first two questions. Reckoning with the third tends to be seen upon the part of spiritual seekers as a way of admitting weakness, inadequacy or failure.

My brothers and sisters, you have given yourself a lifetime. You see before you the present moment. If you see in that moment a high ambition, and ideas upon how to serve, and what gifts to use, which are bouncing forth from you before any consultation with the spirit within, then it is that you must have compassion on yourself, and love yourself by letting ambition and service go for the moment, for to serve, and to hope to serve, are steps which are taken after reckoning with the self.

Have compassion on the clay that carries you. Have compassion on the soul which was not reckoning with the limitations of incarnation, who asked far too much. Know that there is not the one test given to all, the one body of service of knowledge that must be known by all. Know instead that insofar as you have trusted and have faith in yourself and hoarded yourself as a miser would, so that each gift and talent may be offered as directed by the spirit, so the seeker has learned to use more and more clear and lucid polarity, not asking that self be negated, but asking that the self be used to its utmost capacity.

If you can rest in the peace of stopping when you are tired, and starting when you are inspired, you shall be at all times learning as much as you can, transforming your field of awareness in positive ways to the utmost, and honoring the Creator of all. If there seems to be something that you wish to do that cannot be done, avoid frustration and judgment, and instead speak to yourself, this body that has carried you, in words of love and comfort and divine peace. In this way your sacrifices shall be those guided by the spirit of infinite wisdom, and you will know when your time is upon you, and when it is far better to rest and recoup your strength for the ordeals to come.

We would not in any way suggest that there is a way in which a spiritual life can be lived with particular ease. It is an increasing difficulty to change, and change again in the pursuit of positive polarity. The vibrational mismatch begins to take its toll upon the physical vehicle. Entities whom you love may no longer love you, and almost certainly will not understand you. And as you gaze upon your gifts you know that the stewardship of them is a great responsibility, ever greater as the gifts and talents are perceived as greater. And so the spiritual seeker strives, struggles, loves, breaks itself, and dies to the world, entering larger life as a warrior of peace and love, in a field of consciousness much transformed by the rigors of manifestation.

May all who seek and all who wish to minister to others ask first of the Creator, “What is Thy will for me?” This simple meditation will create a wealth of rest.

Now Q’uo began to speak of the way that this type of burnout by the over eager spiritual seeker could be dealt with. They said that it would be well for the seeker to consult it’s inner guidance of the Creator when it came to making a choice of service and how to make it. Q’uo said that this guidance could come in the form of one’s body feeling worn out and needing rest which could be achieved by simply walking in a beautiful wooded area and enjoying the peace of the natural environment. They suggested that the spiritual seeker, in order to be balanced in its approach to service to others, should “rest in the peace of stopping when you are tired, and starting when you are inspired.” Then Q’uo said that this balanced way of serving others could be enhanced by using meditation and asking the Creator: “What is Thy will for me?” On May 18, 2019, Q’uo described how the seeker may discover the will of the Creator for it:

As each seeker begins the day, knowing that there is much work, as you would call it, of the physical sense, of the mental sense, and of the spiritual sense awaiting it, it is well to retire into the meditative state and to open the heart in that state to the One Creator to move within the heart of the being of the seeker that the will of the Creator may be done that day through the seeker in all the actions, in all the thoughts, in all the words. The seeker becomes a vessel then for the One Creator to move upon the waters of consciousness, both subconscious and conscious realms so that there is a fuel, shall we say, that the seeker then is powered by, knowing that it has given itself over to the basic reason it exists. The purpose of the incarnation, the destination of each seeker of truth, is to open the heart in unconditional love to all and to aid this process by inviting the One Creator to move within the heart, within the mind, within the body, within the experience of the day, that this aid may be given to the seeker to share with all that comes before its notice. In this way, there is an enhancement of the ability of each seeker to find a way to give love where love seems to have no home.

We are sorry that we have talked overlong, but felt that it was necessary to use as much time to express the complexity of the question in some way which seemed to us to focus on helpful answers. As always, we ask that you be aware that these are opinions, and to be taken as such. We would now close this working through the one known as Jim. I am Q’uo, and leave this instrument with thanks, in love and light.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and great each of you again in love and in light. May we ask if there are any queries at this time to which we may speak further?

Carla: Did you wish to speak more on this topic at another time?

I am Q’uo. We feel that we have addressed this query as it was presented to us in sufficient detail at this time, and would reserve any further response to those further queries which you may have for us that would seek to refine your understanding.

Is there another query, my sister?

Carla: No, Q’uo, thank you.

I am Q’uo, and we are most thankful to you, my sister. Is there a query at this time?

Carla: Not from me.

I am Q’uo. Therefore, if we have exhausted the queries we shall extend again to each of you our extreme gratitude of the opportunity to join you in your meditation and to offer those words of information and inspiration which you may find useful in your journeys of seeking. We cannot thank you enough for this great service you offer to us. We hope that we have offered to you that which gladdens your hearts as ours are gladdened by your invitation. At this time we shall take our leave of this instrument and this group, leaving each, as always, in the love and in the light of the one glorious infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I went outside and raked all of the pine straw mulch from last year from around the giant Sycamore tree in the back yard and put it around the azaleas in the cross that were without any mulch. Then I put the rest of the pine straw mulch that I bought yesterday on top of the old pine straw mulch and continued on putting the mulch around the other areas of the cross until I ran out of mulch. It looks like I will need to buy another two bales of mulch tomorrow.

This afternoon I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up some prescriptions and a quart of 2% milk. My other stop was at the AT&T Store across from the Mall St. Matthews where the lady was able to fix my iPhone by replacing its sim card. Now the News app works well again.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 3

Toward Wholeness Of Perception

I am the spirit of the living Christ, the full consciousness of love. I greet you in love. I greet you, as I greeted you yesterday and as I shall greet each seeker always, in wholeness and in the entirety of peace.

For though the effect of the sweet peace of the Holy Spirit is often galvanizing, the catalyst itself is that end to which all seekers pray. For that which transforms is that which holds a higher truth and a higher reality; that which is, in an entire sense, more nearly whole.

Therefore, as the mind of the seeker becomes more and more able to hear the voice of the spirit, the fundamental perception of the seeker shall progressively become more nearly whole.

We leave you in the fullness of peace and love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-02

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 22, 1991:

Happy Spring! Could Q’uo describe the learning process… their learning process. Is there any regression in this learning process? Do we assist Q’uo’s learning in our communication with them?

(Carla channeling)

I greet each of you this day in the love and in the light of the infinite Creator. We thank you for calling us to be with your group and, as always, appreciate the opportunity to be of service in the humble sharing of our opinions with you. As always also, we enjoy being with this group. This level of purity of dedication to search for the truth, for the mystery, is high and we enjoy the feeling of blending our vibrations with yours. We also enjoy experiencing the awareness of your third density surrounding us, for it gives us not only stimulations of memories of our own third density experiences, but also enhances our understanding of the illusion in which you now work.

You wish information this morning on our own learning process. This process is no different from your own, my friends, for we seek the same mystery which ever recedes before us and our journey upon the path is but the placing of one foot in front of the other, no more, no less than your own.

We have but advanced a little further along this path, as you currently view your time/space continuum. For us, all times are the same. We realize this is perhaps a simplistic answer to your question and shall endeavor to give more information on the subject. However, we would say at this point, with regard to the question of regression in learning, that we feel there is no such thing as regression for each moment of time brings new learning experiences and the degree to which these experiences are incorporated into the life pattern perhaps measure the progress that is made. However, progress will always be made regardless of the efficiency, shall we say, of the learning.

You are aware that learning and progress cannot be measured on a conscious level although your peoples are greatly biased toward this opinion and constantly seek to monitor both themselves and others. In terms of progress on many levels, indeed, performance in your societies is certainly measured by certain achievements which are consciously measured and analyzed. It is, therefore, perhaps a natural tendency that this same process be applied to spiritual progress and the measuring of this.

However, spiritual progress can never be measured in this way, and those who cling to such methods of measurement are merely buying into, shall we say, the illusion in which you dwell.

We realize it is a difficult thing for your peoples not to attempt to measure the progress made, especially in a spiritual sense. For the seeker who is devoted to the search for the mystery to continue to advance along the path, being aware only of the present moment, of the step that is taken now, not of the steps that were taken yesterday, or those that may be taken tomorrow, or the mountain that is ahead, or the ravine or other such obstacle, but focusing only on the current step, this is a very difficult step for many. And yet, is this not the simplest step my friends?

You burden yourselves with so many things that are unnecessary to you. You burden yourselves with memories of the past, with anticipations and fears of the future. These do not belong to you in this present moment. We realize the difficulty of laying down these burdens. We would not mean to suggest that it is an easy thing. However, it can be done at any moment and the freedom known to one who has done so is unsurpassed by any thing.

The group question for this session was asking what Q’uo’s learning process was; was there any regression in it; and was Q’uo’s learning process aided by communication with this group? Q’uo began by saying that their learning process was seeking the nature of the infinite mystery just as ours is, and that they experienced no regression in their learning as there would always be some degree of learning that would come with each experience. Q’uo continued by saying that most people in the third density attempt to measure their progress by analyzing their achievements, but it is not possible to measure spiritual progress in this manner as the spiritual journey is the seeking of the mystery that takes place in the present moment. They said that if we could lay down our memories of the past and our anticipations and fears for the future, we could experience a feeling of unsurpassed freedom. On December 14, 1986, Q’uo revealed the ultimate freedom in seeking the mystery was to become that mystery which is the pure and virgin experience of the Creator:

This is indeed the mystery, my sister, for within the third-density illusion, each seeker of what you call the truth places itself in a position of receptivity to that truth by the intensity of the seeking, the strength of faith and will, so that at some point within the cycle of incarnations, it is possible for such a seeker to not only discover that which it seeks, but to become that which it seeks. Thus is the meaning of the resurrection within third density. The seeker builds with mortal hands a manifested life that may be constructed in such a fashion in metaphysical terms that that known as love may move through the being in such a pure fashion as to shine as that which it is, the pure and virgin consciousness of the one Creator, moving to gain the experience of the creation which it has made of Itself, and doing this within the life pattern of incarnate third-density beings who have prepared this place within their life patterns and, thus, not only receive that which was sought, but become that which was sought.  

We apologize for being shy of information with regard to our own learning process. Wherefore appearing to be so, however, it really is no different from your own. There are no techniques or pieces of advanced knowledge we feel we can impart to you that would be of any help to you in your journey, for each seeker will draw to itself those things that are compatible with the self, that will aid the self in the learning process. These are unique to each, and for one to share indiscriminately with another those things which are found to be helpful may often prove to be harmful to the one with whom they are sharing.

This may be done more beneficially between those who have walked a path together for some way, are familiar with the idiosyncrasies of each, and in these situations indeed the sharing of the learning experiences and of the companionship may be most beneficial, and while we walk the same path that you do, we walk in a different location, shall we say, and what we find is helpful to us is simply that: it is helpful to us.

Each of you will find for yourselves that which is helpful to you. We have thanked this group often for the opportunity to work with you, and have stated that you do us a great service in requesting our help for our service is our learning and our growth. Thus, by offering us the opportunity to be of service to you, you offer us the greater service that we may receive. For this we once again extend our thanks, our gratitude, and our love.

Now Q’uo said that each seeker will attract those experiences to itself that are unique to it in the process of learning, and that seekers who have walked together on this path may be able to aid each other in their learning experiences. Then Q’uo thanked those in the meditation group for their calling for Q’uo’s services as providing their service was the way that Q’uo could learn and grow as well. In 7.15, Ra described how this general principle worked:

However, service to others results in service to self, thus preserving and further harmonizing the distortions of those entities seeking intelligent infinity through these disciplines.

We feel these words are sufficient for a beginning treatment of this subject and would be happy to answer further questions on this or any other subject at a later time.

At this point, we would transfer to the one known as Jim for the purpose of answering any further questions which may be on the minds of those present. We leave this instrument with thanks, in love and light. We are known to you as those of Q’uo.

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each of you again in love and light through this instrument. May we ask if there is a query to which we may speak?

Carla: [Inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that we have shared what is the heart of the learning experience, not only for ourselves, but for any entities which yet seek the mystery and the unity of the one Creator and that is the interaction between entities. The opportunities for communication, for misunderstanding, for the wounding, for the healing, and for the transformation of entities in mind, body and spirit through the relationships that develop between entities. These means of learning are those which are most important. Not only to your own peoples, but to ourselves and all others of whom we are aware, for the Creator shall learn from Itself. We, of course, as do other entities of those densities beyond your own third-density illusion, partake in individualized means of enhancing or working with this learning process.

Just as you utilize forms of meditation, visualization, prayer, ritual and so forth, so do we partake not only of these kinds of means of working with catalysts, but we also have developed other means which, though useful to us in our way of thinking and modes of perception, have little that may be offered from them to those of your people for there is enough difference in our personalities and our means of exploring our personalities that it would seem either incomprehensible to you, or seem that we were so different or other from you that the qualities that bind us as one and unite us as equal seekers of the one Creator would be overwhelming.

Thus, we do not find it is completely helpful to share in complete detail that which is our refining process. Rather, we have chosen to emphasize that we share with you the learning that is born of the interaction between portions of the one Creator that seek the identity of self, of each other, and of the one Creator.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: Just a very small one that you might be able to answer. For the last two sessions I have been experiencing extreme heat. Can you comment on this?

I am Q’uo, and we aware of your query, my sister. As you have progressed in your process of the vocal channeling, the sensitivities that allow you to be aware of the conditioning vibration and of the narrow band transmission, you also are sensitive to this vibration in a way which affects your body’s heating element, shall we say. You experience the light and love that we offer through you and through this contact even when it is being voiced by another instrument as a kind of heating or radiance that expresses itself in an analogous fashion in your physical vehicle and produces that heating of which you speak. This is simply an outgrowth, shall we say, or side effect of this contact and your increasing sensitivity to all stimuli.

Is there another query, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: I have sort of a general one. I may have more specific formulations although I know that you can only answer generally. With regard to the situation with my parents and my brother, both that I experienced in greater depth just this weekend, I am beginning to be able to feel greater compassion and acceptance for my parents, where they are. At this point, I’m not able to feel that much for my brother and not feeling it a whole lot for my parents either. I know that this is a long process and there are things I am aware of that will aid that process.

My question is are there any general comments you can make or suggestions that you feel that would be helpful in being able to extend greater compassion and acceptance at this time?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We examine your recent memory and that which is your long-term memory regarding these entities that have offered themselves as your parents, as is the custom to describe such entities that bring or provide an entry into this illusion for others that they may learn and seek the One within third density.

We may suggest that insofar as it is possible for you, that you take a, shall we say, an inventory of what you are able to remember of your experiences with them, and as you are the observer of these images passing through the mind, look first with that objective of the observer and record mentally that which is observed, and then attempt to enter into the experience from the perspective of the ones known as your parents on an individual basis. That is, gather that which you know has formed each entity, become that entity, participate in the experience that you remember as that entity, then feel those feelings that come to you as that entity in each experience.

This is a process which may take as much time and effort as you are willing to invest and which you feel is fruitful to invest and which can give you the beginning approximation of these entities’ means of perceiving and of these entities’ life pattern as a whole.

Then you may begin to perceive how these entities have chosen to learn various lessons, how these entities have found a difficulty or ease in various expressions in their selfhood and begin to understand and have compassion for that which is the heart of each entity and begin to explore how accessible or inaccessible is the journey that each entity makes from its heart to your heart and to any other heart by becoming these entities insofar as it is possible for you. Then you may begin to experience their reality, shall we say, or illusion, and through this experience have a bridge formed between the hearts of each of you, that you may travel mentally and/or emotionally at those times of your choosing so that this process may become internalized in a fashion that then is offered to the subconscious mind and may, through the working with the subconscious mind, provide those images to you through either your dreaming process or through meditation that may enhance and enable further compassion from you to them.

This is a means of experiencing the life pattern or flavor, the tone of another which may aid you in your overall understanding of any other entity.

Questioner wanted to know if Q’uo could suggest any way that she could feel more compassion for her parents and brother. Q’uo suggested that she mentally remember the various experiences that she had with her parents and brother and then to become each entity, and live their experiences in order to see how these experiences made them who they are through all of the difficulty and ease of how they have been able to make connections to her heart and others’ hearts. Q’uo said that if she could become her parents and brother, then their true nature could move into her subconscious mind, and she could feel more love and compassion for them. In 18.6, Ra suggested a process much like this way of feeling love and compassion for another person:

We can suggest an attempt to become aware of the other-self as self and thus do that action which is needed by other-self, understanding from the other-self’s intelligence and awareness. In many cases this does not involve the breaking of the distortion of free will into a distortion or fragmentation called infringement. However, it is a delicate matter to be of service, and compassion, sensitivity, and an ability to empathize are helpful in avoiding the distortions of man-made intelligence and awareness.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Questioner: Not for now. Thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: [Inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. Without moving past the boundary of infringement upon free will, we may suggest that there is a family of kindred souls that is well known to each of you, the combinations of which would provide the harmony that would enable those of our social memory complex and other contacts known to this group to work with this group in a fashion which would be helpful to the understandings of each entity, much as the harmony of the group now gathered provides a stable basis upon which we may construct various concept-complexes that may be more or less useful to you and to others who seek in the same general fashion as do you. Thus, there are many combinations of entities that would provide the kind of harmony that is necessary for a clear opening to be made into the group by entities such as ourselves.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: No, Q’uo. Thank you very, very much.

I am Q’uo, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[No further queries.]

I am Q’uo, and we again thank each for yet another opportunity to blend our vibrations with yours and to speak from heart to heart those thoughts that are called by the desire to move ever closer to each other and to the one Creator. We move with you upon this journey and thank you for the opportunity of giving voice to our thoughts. We shall leave you at this time, though ever do we walk with you in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I was on a zoom meet with Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group. It was a Q & A session where many within the group had spiritually-oriented questions for me to attempt to answer. We all enjoyed our time together as various pieces in a puzzle of how our lives were connected to the Creator in each of us.

This afternoon I went to my vet to pick up some meds for Bosco, and then I went back to Thieneman’s nursery to pick up six more bales of pine straw and got four of them put around the azaleas in the cross area before it was time to post my Camelot Journal.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 2

Lift To The Light

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in divine love.

Has your consciousness failed you this day? Have you awakened feeling as though your candle were nearly burnt out and only a breath of fuel kept you aflame? Have you felt the hard press of cold winds, either literally or in the sense of harsh language and cruel deeds done about you and to you?

In these sometimes sober days, when winter is slowly releasing its grip upon the icy earth and spring is a force still far too attenuated to observe, the life may seem suspended; the heart weary; the spirit sore.

Lift your aching heart to the light now and feel the courage, the humor, the strength, and the joy of surrender to love. You do not have to accept the reality which your body and your senses provide you, for your reality is locked in the full consciousness of love that is the heart of yourself and your gateway to that greater self which is the infinite and divine One in whose name Jesus the Christ comes to give good news to a weary world.

Lift up your hearts and be joyful. We leave you in love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-03-01

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 20, 1991:

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each again in love and light through this instrument. At this time, we would offer ourselves to those present in the capacity of attempting to speak to any queries which may be upon the minds. Is there a query at this time?

R: Yes, Q’uo. First off, for the message. There doesn’t seem to be much left to say that you haven’t said. I have one question. I’m wondering if my recent urge or compulsion to just let it go and let it happen . . . is it more a feeling of helplessness, or am I finally just realizing that I’m just here for the ride and then stop trying to control it, just let it happen. It’s going to happen either way, whether I try to effect the outcome or not.

I’m just curious. I’ve recently been feeling almost lighter with the realization that I should just stop and let it happen. I’m sure you know what I’m trying to say, but I am having a hard time verbalizing it.

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my brother. The ability to live one’s incarnation in the present moment in the face of great discomfort is an ability which works its way to the conscious awareness by a circuitous path in many which find themselves in a situation such as that one which you now experience. Deep within one’s subconscious mind and memory of that which encompasses this life pattern is the sure knowledge that all is well. As one lives the life and encounters the catalyst, this sure knowledge that all is well makes itself available in those ways which the entity is able…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and am again with this instrument. The efforts that you make, seemingly in your own behalf, then, are those that extend in their effect to that environment which is this planet’s third-density illusion. Thus, it is well to be of a light and accepting frame of mind and to offer oneself as that entity which gives light and love in whatever form is available to it.

R wanted to know how to look at his disease, which would likely end his life, and wondered if his recent feeling of letting it happen was appropriate. Q’uo said that deep within each entity is the knowledge of the pre-incarnative choices that are being experienced and that all is well, so Q’uo suggested that R look at his current experience in a positive way and share his light and love whenever possible. On February 6, 2000, Q’uo made the same general suggestion:

When one finds that there is the confusion as to the next steps to take upon the journey of seeking it is well to consider the situation in which you find yourself and to utilize the facilities of the conscious mind to their fullest extent so that that which can be known is known to you. Then take the time from your daily round of activities each day, to retire in meditation that those questions that have been asked consciously may sink further into the deeper portions of your mind and that connections be made with those pre-incarnative choices which have been guiding you in a more or less clear fashion. And simply await the speaking of your own heart, of the Creator which moves inside of you. When you have stilled yourself to a point deep enough and regularly enough—and no one can say when this point is—but when it comes you will know it, and then the direction will be made clear to you that you might move in the confidence of the one infinite Creator.

Is there a further query, my brother?

R: I don’t think so, Thank you, Q’uo.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: I’d sure like to follow up on that one. Then the thing to do is to go ahead and accept whatever and to realize the healing is taking place simply because of our love of the planet. Is that a fair paraphrase of which your [inaudible]?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We would agree that this is a relatively accurate interpretation of our intentions. We do not wish to place your feet for you upon your path or to choose those actions in which you shall engage, or those actions which you shall not take part in. These choices are those which are of most importance to each entity.

However, the attitude in which any attitude—we correct this instrument—in which any action is taken, is that attitude of acceptance and that placement of the attention within the moment that is before one, allowing that moment and its own urgencies to direct the feet upon the path rather than placing the feet according to a future or past determination or approximation.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I have a couple of things I wanted to ask and I think they’ll probably be pretty brief. One thing I’ve wanted to ask for a long time that I haven’t felt the vibration [inaudible], is that when Don Elkins died, I felt as if it would [inaudible]… but that was part of what we traded. I was learning wisdom and he was learning compassion and compassion killed him, and he didn’t heal in this density.

It has been my feeling that’s gotten surer, since I have been able to heal that [inaudible] been able to forgive myself for somehow not being able to keep him alive. That as I heal that mental image in myself, that [inaudible]. Could you confirm that?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. Because of the nature of your own surety in this area of your own investigation we may confirm that the exchange of energies that occurred between the two of you, prior to the death, as you would call it, of the one known as Don, that the one known as Don transferred a portion of his personality to you so that it became necessary for you in your own evolution and attempt at balancing the lessons of your life pattern, to undergo the same manifestations of the mental complex as did the one known as Don. Because this entity’s personality resided in some part within your own mental complex, this then was a necessity, if you were to find your own mental balance once again. Thus, that which you have surmised is in the large part correct.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: Yes, I have one more. When… well, Jim and I have been calling it “ill spouse/well spouse.” When the ill spouse is feeling rotten, it’s not too difficult for the well spouse to do something to comfort. To touch, a cool washcloth, some words of encouragement, but I am puzzled about what the ill spouse can do to somehow ease the burden of the one who has to deal with [inaudible]. Is there a word? Is there a sentence? [inaudible]

I am Q’uo, and aware of your query, my sister. As you have correctly determined in your own query, a word, a touch, an expression of that love which is truly felt with the heart has a great transformative ability so that there need be no great display of gratitude other than the heartfelt offering of that love which truly resides within your heart.

Love is the great healer and enabler in all illusion. Call upon that quality of love that wells up from within you. Give it whatever form is possible.

Is there another query, my sister?

Carla: I do have one final one. I know that my systems are weak enough now that just about any illness could be fatal to me [inaudible] and it tears at me that I would be leaving somebody who would be [inaudible] quite devastated and devastated for the rest of the incarnation. How can I forgive myself for putting him in this position? I have no choice.

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. You can do only that which you can do, my sister. You cannot take another’s burden, in most cases. You have borne much in your incarnation. Worry not about that which is projected from the present moment into that which shall be a future moment. Do and be in this moment and allow each succeeding moment to be created from the harmony of this moment. It is natural for entities within your third-density illusion to move from the present moment and to reminisce about those previous experiences and to project those that may occur in your future, for the present moment is that which is the most illusory and difficult to comfortably place oneself within, for all of one’s life, then, is contained within that immediacy of experience which the present moment surrounds. And for most entities who have not consciously considered the purpose of the life pattern, the present moment is that which shall be escaped from. Thus, we would recommend that you share your love at each present moment when it is felt and allow the moment to be enough unto itself.

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: No, my brother, I thank you very much. And I guess we’ll just [inaudible] memorial statement. [Inaudible].

I am Q’uo, and we again thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Q’uo, I have a question. We’ve been doing a lot of discussing about the childhood and working those things out. And it seems that problems in the childhood that aren’t worked out sometimes tend to contaminate the present moment and working things out, apparently, is going to be a very difficult and very painful process. My question is, is the clearing out and balancing of all of these painful experiences and feelings and dusting out cobwebs beneficial to allowing the present moment to be experienced with more purity or perhaps more clarity?

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that you have a good grasp of this concept, for it is the early experiences within each entity’s incarnation that prepare the entity for those lessons that shall be laid out and those trails that shall be followed in order that an overall balance within the mind/body/spirit complex might be obtained. The clarity of vision of which you spoke is increased as one is able to see those factors and forces that have shaped one’s attitudes and which yet echo within the present moment of each entity. A portion of one’s efforts is well spent when one attempts to understand the formative years and their effect upon the perceptions and life pattern. The ability to enjoy each passing moment is enhanced, as one is able to balance the distortions that have been borne for these many years. This is not an escape into the past as one is attempting to enhance one’s ability to express the truest nature of one’s personality as the clearing of these early imprints is completed.

S felt that some problems from her childhood that had not been worked out tended to contaminate the present moment and would be difficult to work out, and she wanted to know if working them out would allow the present moment to be experienced with more beauty and clarity. Q’uo responded by saying that she was basically correct as it is helpful to look into the factors of how one was raised and how they continue to distort one’s perceptions of the present moment. Then they said that it was helpful to balance those distortions so that she could enjoy the present moment more fully. On April 26, 1987, Latwii described how balancing distortions could improve the experience of the present moment:

We do not mean to criticize overly the tendency of your peoples to see with narrow vision and to exclude that which lies beyond the boundaries of perception for most upon your planet, for, indeed, it is the narrowing of the vision and the point of view that allows the work of refining and balancing distortions to proceed in a manner which is intense, pure, rich and varied. But we might suggest that there is within each moment the possibility for removing the boundaries which have been placed for certain purposes and to allow the fullness of the Creator to move through that moment for the seeker, and to feed the seeker in a manner which you may see as being of a spiritual or metaphysical nature, to give the seeker that which shall, through its future experience, nourish it and propel it in a manner which shall accentuate its ability to learn those specific and well-focused lessons that it has chosen before the incarnation to learn.

Is there a further query, my sister?

S: Not really. This was something I was concerned about and was having a hard time getting [inaudible] in the proper way. I would like to ask if there is anything that I can do help R better, to support him better to make this less difficult for him.

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. We realize that each entity present would wish to improve in the effort that is offered in service to others, especially to those that are the mated entities in the relationships, and we look upon those efforts which are being made and see that there is little left for suggested improvements for each gives with an whole heart and would give any more that was asked, if only it could be described. We commend you, each of you, for your whole-hearted giving and receiving of love. It is important not only to give the love which you feel, but to receive the love which is offered as well. We would make one general suggestion to each entity in this regard, and that is that when the effort has been made, that the worry that attends intensive opportunities for learning be discarded and that whatever efforts are made, be made with as light a heart as is possible, for the worrying, as you call it, the overconcern for any situation, tends to debilitate the offering of service and to drag, as it were, the air speed, if we may utilize the terminology for flight, for each present is indeed an entity that attempts to soar ever higher in the realms of love and service, therefore, be of good cheer, looking at the moment as that opportunity to share the love that is within, freely and creatively.

Is there a further query, my sister?

S: No, thank you very much.

I am Q’uo, and again we thank you, my sister. As we assess the energies of this gathering, we feel that we have spoken to those concerns which were the focus of this group and for the time being, would suggest the pondering of that which we have been honored to share with you. Take those thoughts that are of value to you and leave those that are not.

We should be happy to speak with you again upon your request. At this time, we shall take our leave of this group leaving each, as always, in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop at AT&T to see if they could determine why my cell phone isn’t able to give me the news articles that it has always been able to up until a couple of days ago. I thought that they fixed it, but when I got home and tried it out it didn’t work, so I will have to go back tomorrow and have them try again. My next stop was at Thieneman’s Nursery to pick up ten bales of pine straw.

This afternoon I cleaned the filters for the fountain on the fish pond because I could see that the fountain was pulsing rather than flowing the same continuously, which is a signal that the filters had mud in them. Then I spread the pine straw that I bought this morning around different places in my front and back yard where bushes of various kinds are growing.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 1

The Year Of Jubilee

I am of the principle of the love of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of that love.

We greet you in your divinity, knowing that you cannot see it and find it hard to believe that it exists. We greet you as children of the Father, heirs to all that love may bring, sons and daughters of eternity.

We greet you who are trying to unstop your ears and peel the veil of illusion from your eyes and urge you instead to enter into your own heart and, there, clean the house of the Lord and make ready your own self, trusting in the sweetness and perfection of the creation of the Father, which is your self, that you may be worthy to receive the gifts of the spirit.

It is for each to decide when the year of Jubilee shall come; when the acceptable time of rejoicing shall be declared. The potential lies in each and every day. May you turn within in peace and, cleansing yourself diligently and persistently, prepare yourself ceaselessly to be channels of love. For such voices, hearts and hands as yourself are the presence of love in your world.

We leave you in the peace which does not deny responsibility and in the comfort of love which does not deny responsibility, in the hard and creative love and joy of divine consciousness, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2024-02-29

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from March 20, 1991:

Special Meditation for R and S in the area of long-term serious life-threatening illness. What does a person who is very much consciously aware of the necessity of maintaining balance in the life, of working out lessons, of facing the lessons, what does such a person do when there is an illness that continues to come back with various manifestations that puzzle doctors, that puzzle the person, that puzzle friends and family? What does such a person do in the way of realigning the thinking, the attitude, the being when everything has been exhausted, it would seem, in attempting to deal with the illness and the distortions of mind or emotions that have caused it? When all of the research into the childhood, the experiences of a traumatic nature during a life, and the lessons that one feels that are spiritually set before one have been explored in-depth and have been gone over very carefully? Is there a surrender and acceptance? Is it possible to push away the healing and the wholeness that we seek, by seeking too much? What would you say to such a person who is in need of the peace and the healing that comes with finding the wholeness and the integrity of the life pattern and how does such a person go about healing the mind/body/spirit complex?

(Carla channeling)

We are those of Q’uo. Greetings to each of you in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be called to this group and we thank you for the intensity of your seeking and the harmony of your meditation. Both are great blessings to us and great teachers of us.

You ask concerning health and ill health. This is indeed a subject to which many approaches may be taken. If it is acceptable to each of you, we would find a somewhat different approach to be useful as long as it is acceptable to each that the material offered herein not be offered to other entities. (S gave her permission to publish this material some years later.) We will pause, while each considers this and if there is an objection, we shall speak in a more desired way. I am Q’uo.

Jim: No objection here, Q’uo. Continue.

I am Q’uo. Very well. We ask each to gaze upon that which has been accepted by each as a subjectively known truth. That is, that the experience of this particular density is not an experience which is the experience of a native of this density. It is, rather, the experience of one who moves into an incarnational experience in which the very vibrations of the entire culture are somewhat, shall we say, distressing subjectively to each. In other words, we are speaking to those whom the Confederation has often called “wanderers.”

Each of you knows a good deal about the transparency of third density illusion. To the various reflections, illuminations, and resources of the deep mind. Of the help available to and through the deep mind and of the continuing urgent necessity of being self-forgiven and self-accepting, being able to gaze, not only on all the world in forgiveness and acceptance, but upon the self. Because each of you has found this incarnational experience challenging, the aforementioned resources have been used to a great extent and we may simply go forward from there.

When a wanderer makes a decision to serve by moving into an incarnational experience amongst the people which it hopes to serve, it carries with it that desire for service which is beyond the description of normal desire. It is so deeply heartfelt that it is more of an instinct than a desire. Because this sort of service takes a very balanced structure or fundament, each within the group has agreed to have companions along the way, most especially, the companions called mates.

Thus, although each is equally sensitive, equally loving and equally willing, as the incarnational vibrations begin to wear away at the very fabric of the physical vehicle, this erosion is mirrored more by one than the other of the entities in the mated pair. It may be seen, for instance, that in the work that was the life desire of the one known as Don, the one who now acts as instrument acted not as the one who sacrificed, but as the strong right arm that could enable this wanderer to move through that ministry, that witness, that unspoken evidence of love which each of you is not only capable of showing, but indeed does show. Without speech, without indication, without expression.

This entity, then, became polarized towards being that one which bore the vibrational difficulties in a more obvious way, and as the mated relationship with the one known as Jim occurred, there was more and more the polarization of the one who seems to serve physically and in a mundane way, and the one who seems to serve in a more directly communicative way. This may be seen also to be the case where, in the one known as R, there is the capacity for and the opportunity for much communication, while the one known as S balances this gift with the gift of sacrificial, physical, mundane responsibility. The more that is hoped for by the spirit that each of you is, the more intense will be this polarization so that each of the mated pair may experience as much of an extreme of difficulty as is possible while retaining an unbiased observational viewpoint whose nature is love.

It is to be reckoned with, with wanderers such as yourselves—and we are only able to say this to you because each of you has reckoned with and accepted that classification—that there is an additional burden that may be carried, and that is carried by those who are able for as long as they are able and that is a far less personal, a far more planetary distress. Each entity in this room is an equal partner in a healing, not of one person, but in attempts to heal the planetary vibrations of those whom you came to serve. It is a great privilege, greatly treasured by each before this incarnation, to be offered the opportunity to carry not only a personal suffering, but also a deep, pure sorrow that is the pain of the planetary sphere which you came to love and to serve. It is well for each to realize that the one seems to be well and the other ill. This is, in fact, illusory and is an artifact of the masks which each chose to wear during this particular portion of the incarnational experience in order that a situation where there was love evidenced amidst difficulty could occur. Without the balancing mate, the vibrations of healing for the planet could in no way be carried by the one who has offered to take this part of the experiential catalyst which is, as we said, as artifact of each entities own high hopes and love as each gazed at this very difficult birthing upon the planet which you call Earth.

This channeling session was held so that R and S, two dear friends of Carla’s and mine, could ask Q’uo about the life-threatening illness that R was experiencing and how it fit in with the spiritual paths of both of them; how a change in attitude might heal the illness; or should the illness be accepted and lived with. Q’uo began their response by saying that both R and S were aware that they were wanderers who had come to Earth to be of service, and because this service was challenging in being able to forgive the self and others as well, R and S decided pre-incarnatively to serve together as mates to help each other in offering their service, as is often the case with wanderers. Q’uo went on to say that even though R and S were equally sensitive and loving, the incarnational vibrations began to wear out R’s physical vehicle more than they did S’s body, which was also true for many wanderers. Then Q’uo said that R and S were not only dealing with personal suffering, which is a part of how growth happens on the spiritual journey, but they were also experiencing the deep and pure suffering of the planetary vibrations of Earth as they attempted to heal these vibrations. On October 22, 1995, Q’uo spoke to how we may heal the planetary vibrations:

Forgive yourself, for in forgiving the self you become able to forgive all, and the redemption in the eyes of a peaceful person is a blessing indeed to those who behold it, and to the planet in general, for love lightens the planetary vibrations. This love does not come from you. We would not ask you to attempt to develop such a thing as infinite love. We ask only that you open the self, allow pain to hollow you out and make you a beautiful and transparent instrument through which infinite love can flow. You are a vessel, a precious, precious vessel. What shall you hold? What shall you offer?

We are attempting to move each entity’s mind from the concept of illness to the concept of suffering impersonally. We are aware that each questions how much suffering should be allowed; how much should it be fought; at what point shall it be completely accepted. To give each entity specific information would cross that fine line and move us into direct confrontation with the law of free will.

Therefore, there are those things which we cannot offer you. What we can offer you is a careful view of the situation which you are experiencing from the point of view of one who is not incarnate and not moving through the extreme physical experiences which are shaping and honing the faith and the will of those who came to aid planet Earth in the most direct and loving way possible. You may easily gaze upon the crucifixion scene and see not simply the two that seem ill, but the four to whom we speak upon the cross, gazing at the planet. Gazing upon the people. Seeing weddings and funerals and families from the perspective of the cross. Seeing with compassion the imperfections and iniquities of all entities in third density including that third-density self, which each of you must somehow manage to engineer a way through the incarnation for.

Yet, to grasp the nature of your situation it is necessary to move beyond the curtains of space and time. Move deeply within and touch the heart. This is you. Find the I AM within the center of your being. Ask I AM, “How much shall I hurt?” And listen to the I AM, for your I AM is true, and that I AM says to you, “Sit. Feel. Listen.” Become aware of the love that is the I AM. Know because you feel it, because you can touch it, that whether the physical body lives, dies, or does something in between, this I AM within you has only one ambition and that is to carry as much sacrificial love as is possible.

In order that the energies of the planet may be stabilized during what is indeed a fairly intense period of sorting out those who are harvestable, both positively and negatively, it should be no surprise to any that there are many very negative seeming events occurring at this time. There is also a negative harvest and there are those attempting to gain that harvestability.

We are aware that each wishes very much to ameliorate the illness, to become physically strong again, fit and seemingly far more ready to be a spiritual warrior. But the spirit has ever used those who seem weak in body, for the seeming weakness of body is instead a strength of spirit that does not wish to end the incarnation, that wishes always and in every place to give thanks for the opportunity to serve and like a true servant, hopes, no matter what the situation seems to be, to multiply the gifts and the talents of communication to those of this planet. To add a voice of compassion and humor and love and to subtract from this illusion as much judgment, prejudice and narrowness of view as possible, by picking that up too and carrying it into the light that wanderers are so aware of and feel with such reality.

Now Q’uo said that they could not answer R and S’s specific questions as to how much suffering to allow, how much to fight it, or when to accept it because that would infringe on their free will, so Q’uo suggested that they move within their hearts and find the I AM there and ask: “How much should I hurt.” Then Q’uo said that they should listen and feel that love of the I AM within them and realize that whether the physical body lives or dies their purpose is to love as much as possible and to offer humor and love to all, to reduce judgement and prejudice, and to carry all positive and negative qualities into the light. On January 29, 1979, Latwii said that we all are light:

But remember, within yourself you have the power to tap into the light of the universe, for you and I are one, that oneness being not in either myself or you, but in the Creator. Thus, we ask you to call in pure faith upon the Creator. You are an instrument, and you can direct love and light and healing. The will of the Creator is for the good. Ask that it be done. The only reason that we discourage you at all from calling upon any name but the Creator’s, is that names, beside the Creator’s, are meaningless and false. You yourself, my brother, are not D. You are light. You are love. And within you is a power that is so great that it contains all that there is. Find it and use it.

My brother and sister, we are aware that this may not give you comfort, for we are not speaking of healing your bodies, but we ask you to look at this situation of healing. Gaze, not at the physical for a moment, but turn your gaze to the degree of “I AM” that has been expressed and experienced by each mate from the other.

Ask yourself how important that wholeness is? And how many entities of whom you are aware that have a whole, healed mated relationship? You see, each of you moves into relationship with a knowing. A knowing that is beyond explanation. A knowing that it is that natural way to grow and learn. This you cannot share with entities. This you can only celebrate with the mate. This is the spiritual health, the wholeness, this relationship, for with it you stand, yoked and pulling together and the ordeal of pulling this wagon of love and concern and care and treasuring and nurturing is pulled uphill and the more that it becomes steep, the more is the spirit fed with ever more refined fire, until there is actually a burning away of physical substance, the desire to help, to sacrifice, and to love is so very strong. An entity cannot do this alone. An entity can do many things alone but it cannot pull that wagon within which the Creator is the passenger. Thus, we ask each to respect the incarnational experience, which seems so hopeless. For each of you is indeed a living hope, a kind of sigil, the stamp of something far greater than you shall ever know that you are able to share.

We would say just one more introductory thing before we open to questions. The cooperation or lack of cooperation with an illness that is manifesting within the body is always a concern for those who wish to live an impeccable life. We are able to say that at the point at which all speak to us this evening with their hopes and thoughts it is an acceptable and appropriate time to gaze at a cooperation with a destiny which you came to fulfill. Where is there fear? Examine that fear. Is there fear of loss? Move into your heart and sense what lies beyond fear and loss. Is there fear that one is not doing all that one could to work for health? Move into your heart. Touch that self and discover true weariness, true acceptance, and a readiness to be a consolation that is unspoken. This is not resignation. This is not giving up. This is not choosing death over life. This is choosing a present moment and determining that insofar as each is able, each shall appreciate, explore and care about the present moments that are the link betwixt the illusory bodies that your spirits now use and the eternity to which your spirits belong. Oh, how you yearn for the light of home, for the rest of eternity, for the peace of infinity, for the simple joy of living in truth when all about you in this incarnational experience is illusion upon illusion, all of it telling lie after lie after lie.

Be respectful of the duty you chose to shoulder in this incarnation. Realize that very few wanderers awaken to the extent that those present have awakened and then see that the illusion is going to seem for those who are this much awake ever less harmonious, ever more deleterious to the sensitized, physical vehicle.

Why this and not that mate? Why the illness here and not there? Think not upon that, for the mated entity, the “I AM” of the two, have this illness. It is manifesting partially by one entity seeming weak, partially by one entity seeming strong; by one entity seeming to be unable and the other seeming to be able. But we ask each who seems to be so able, how able do you feel? And at the same time, we ask each who seems to be so weak, how weak is your spirit, now?

We ask you simply to gaze upon the remainder of this incarnation in peace. The only thing you need ask of yourself is to work on harmony with the mate as first priority among all things. To ask of the self, not what the world would ask of you, but to touch the “I AM” within you and move in accordance with that wisdom, no matter where it seems to lead you. For your strength as wanderers is knowing, accepting and rejoicing in the opportunity for servanthood upon a planet that is dark and much in need of the light and the love that you convey beyond all words and actions.

We are aware we have not settled anyone’s problems, but we cannot without infringing upon free will. We may say, however, that although we seldom experience an emotion, we do experience an emotion at this time and that is sympathy. Each of you has been very greedy. When you came to this incarnation, each of you chose to fill the plate full with every problem and difficulty you could imagine, because you wished to be a witness to the light and to the love that is the true reality, that is the infinite creative Thought. Now you are here and you are doing this. Sometimes better, sometimes subjectively, but so much better.

We ask you to cease judging and simply live in the moment without concern. When the incarnations of each are over, each will be so unbelievably pleased that the opportunity to express this kind of love and to communicate it in light and gentle ways has been taken and has been used. You will be saying, “What fun we had! What a wonderful time! Yes, it was tough. But, oh! What a time we had!” For you see, you are warriors—old, old warriors. Not against anything, but for love, and the love that you offer in this incarnation is the love which this density needs to understand; that is, sacrificial love.

Gladly split yourself open and bless the splitting. Worry not about the outcome of this or that and insofar as you can, remain aware of the reason you came. Of the joy of service. Of the great sympathy you deserve from yourself as the animal, which has given itself as your vehicle, suffers because of the mismatch of spiritual vibrations betwixt the wanderer self, and the third-density vehicle.

We salute you, my brother and sister, and we do indeed express sympathy. May you encourage each other. May you express your love and faith for each other and in each other and may you bring each other ever more close to that awareness of the “I AM” that is the center of all that there is. That place that is closer to you than your heart or your mind. That temple within which your spirit sits, while upon the physical plane all sorts of things are happening. Rest there in peace. We bless each and we thank this instrument for the care it took in challenging and for the trust it showed when it was asked to channel that which was not to be offered to others.

Now Q’uo said that the healing was not the most important experience that R and S should focus on, but it was the experience of the I AM, the Creator within them that they shared with each other on their spiritual path of growth through painful change that made both of them examples of living hope for all. Then Q’uo asked R and S to look at their destiny, their life plan, and see if there was any fear and loss associated with how this destiny was working out. Q’uo said that they should look into their hearts to find the weariness, acceptance, and peace of the present moment that would reveal to them the eternal nature of their beings that moved beyond the illusion of death. Q’uo went on to say that as wanderers they had discovered more about their pre-incarnative choices to serve others that had manifested as a disease that each shared, and that it was important to continue to work in harmony with each other and the I AM that was within them and rejoice in the opportunity to be of service in whatever way it manifested in their lives. Then Q’uo expressed sympathy for R and S because they had chosen so many difficulties in their lives that they processed as ways to grow more into sacrificial love and become witnesses to the light. Q’uo completed their thoughts by suggesting that R and S continue to share love and faith with each other and move ever closer to the temple of the I AM within them, which is the center of all that is and is closer to them than their minds and hearts, and then rest there in peace. On January 25, 1976, Hatonn described the nature of I AM:

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I am He who is among you. I am He who is within you. I AM. My brothers, dwell now within the I AM that you are. For I AM, not only now but always. Before this world was created and when it is long since passed again into infinite space, I AM. The creation began with consciousness, the consciousness of one vibration, each and every particle totally unified, totally homogeneous, of only one identity, that identity being Love. We use the word “Love” to you because of the bias which it contains within your language. The word “consciousness,” my friends, is a slightly more accurate word, yet this consciousness is the consciousness which creates. Therefore, we must use the word Love. For the force of Love as you understand it in your density is the indwelling of the creative force within your sphere of experience. So the creation began in an infinite and constant state of Love, vibrating infinitely and in unity. And this creation sent forth the power of Love to differentiate into entities that could dwell in self-knowledge, in unity, yet in knowledge of unity.

At this time, we would transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Q’uo, and leave this instrument in love and in light.

This morning I changed out the bed sheets and pillow cases, put the old ones in the laundry, ironed them, and put them away in the bathroom. Later in the morning I ran an errand to Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. I also stopped at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some Pepsi Zero and a case of bottled water.

This afternoon I went out side and used my trimmer to weed the Moss Garden and also trimmed back the Lariope on both sides of the sidewalk in front of the house, around the area by the cross in the back yard, and around the fish pond so that the new growth for this year could begin.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 29

Strength And Solitude

I am the spirit of the full consciousness of the love of Jesus Christ, His means of comfort for a dark world and His means of illumination for weary souls.

I come also for the comfort of the strong, for those strong of will find themselves as on a lonely hill, high above the squabbling of other folk and left in solitude with their desires and intentions.

There is no strength which does not thrive and blossom under the comfort of Christ’s love. Yet to strength shall solitude surely be given, unless, in the humility of deep consciousness, each strong man bows before the mystery of the source of all strength and asks for the infinite comfort of the spirit of love. If you would be strong and yet would not be alone, do not pride yourself on your strength but on your devotion to Jesus Christ.

We leave you in the sublime peace of commitment, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.